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Ok so I know I've been lazy with blogs but I'm heart broken and feeling inspired lol

Let me begin with this blog may contain spoilers. REPEAT MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS

Ok so today's blog is about august and cana.

I am sitting here rewatching fairy tail and I realized something.

Originally I believed the reason for the fight between cana gildarts and august had more to do with gildarts. I mean it is the most obvious choice. Teaching poor little august all about the love of a father and what not. It makes all the sense in the world. And all though I still believe that, that is part of the case i think the choose to have these three fight may have actually been based of cana.

I've noticed hiro likes to makes things pretty real even for a fantasy action anime. Real life lessons and situations. Cana and august are two different sides of the same story.

They both lost their mother at a young age (august never even knew mavis) they both found their fathers as children, grew up close to them but never told them that they were their children. Same story, different details, different outcomes but still the same story.

August was casted out as a child, and all though he did find a home, it was with zeref his father who did not know that he was his son. All though I believe zeref was kind to August (he would have had to been for the child to be so devoted to him) without knowing August's origin, he would have never shown him love.

As sad as it is to say August was never really shown love. By anyone. This is why even though he craves it so desperately, he doesn't fully understand it. This is also why he needs at least one of his parents love more than anything. He won't be happy unless he can prove hes useful to them and be loved and accepted. Yet he still never tells anyone who his parents really are. Why? I believe he is afraid of being rejected. And with his brittle esteem (despite being crazy powerful but to be expected when you have not been shown proper love) he did not want to be rejected by zeref.

Now for cana.

Even if it was briefly cana did know her mother before losing her. She started off in a loving home. After her mother passed she made her way to fairy tail, the guild which she knew her father was in. Now she also spent her whole childhood without telling gildarts that she was his daughter. This is one of the biggest difference between her and august though. Despite spending her childhood in the dark she was still apart of a guild that treats its member like one big loving family. She was still loved, and with or without her father. Yes she did want to prove herself good enough for gildarts the fact is even if gildarts did decide to reject her, she would have been fine. She may have wanted him in her life as a father (though she denies it now) she actually does not need him in her life.

I honestly believe this is what the August actually learned at the end of their fight. Not the love between a parent and child (well maybe a little bit) but I believe he realized what his life could have possibly been.

Agree of disagree I'm over here trying not to cry lol

Have a good one my little fairies!

(I love their little family in beta heaven!!!! 😍😭😍😭😍😭😍😭😍😭)

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Guild appeal

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This one is a little different than my normal ones.

Last weekend I attended youmacon, with me I took my friends little sister (she is 18) my friend was suppose to go but couldn't get out of work. My friends sister has never been to a con, nor really watched too much anime just average ones like naruto bleach ect. She was interested though so I was more than happy to take her. I ran my fairy tail panel. It went amazing! I have videos if anyone would like to see.

On our way back we were talking. She had a really good time and asked about anime. She had told me the ones she had watched with her brother another friend of mine. I gave her an entire list to start watching. Ft was not on the list mainly because the list was all horror and gore animes. More her thing. She asked if I thought she'd like fairy tail. I told her yes it may start a little slow but if she watched she would fall in love. She told me the panel really got her interested in ft. She said she couldn't believe all the passion she seen from everyone for one anime. I asked her pretty neat huh? She said yeah.

Tonight she messaged me.

She loves it. One season in and she's hooked.

So what is it? What exactly is the appeal of the guild? I'm not sure exactly what it is for everyone. But here is my theory. It is the art, I love the art. It is the story line, it is the redemption (gajeel, jellal, Laxuas, zeref and all the others). It is the characters. The laughter the seriousness, the fan service the slap in the fans face (touka grrrrrrrrrr) it is the life lessons the emotions. What it really comes down to is what drew my friend to fairy tail. It is the passion. Thank you hiro, thank you ft, thank you fellow fans, thank you my guild ❤❤❤

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Mavis/zeref/ur/ultear theory

Hello guys!!!!

I am going to give my warnings now. This blog may contain SPOILERS.

I REPEAT MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS!!!!!

Ok now that, that is all out of the way. Today's blog is on my zervis/ur/ultear theory

Ok so my theory is, ur and ultear are descendants of zeref and Mavis. Let's began by looking at some pictures of zeref and Mavis

Now let's look at ur

And now ultear

You can clearly see that ur and ultear greatly resemble both zeref and Mavis. Which I do realize could easily be a coincidence but that is what got me thinking. Which will now lead me into my other reasons for thinking.

So Mavis and zeref actually did convince and bare a child. Now even if you haven't made it that far into fairy tail as of yet I'm sure you have seen pictures of lacared

Now believe it or not this is NOT their child. Lacared is actually a demon that zeref created. Zeref was so pleased with lacared that he decided to give him his last name and let him believe that he was his son.

Zeref and mavis' real son is actually August.

I don't know what's sadder about this. The fact that zeref and Mavis do not know about this (despite August finding zeref as a child and joining him to be close to his father), the fact that August takes care of lacared and treats him as zeref child, or that August is the only one to know the truth of it all. To me this part of the story is so extremely sad.

Ok but now that, that is all out of the way..... Even though it is never stated (which why would it, August's story as this point is about his origins and parents) I believe that August had children, or at least one of them. There is no evidence that states that he didn't. And just because he did have children doesn't mean they would be in his life still. I believe that the family line continued until it finally ended in ur and ultear.

When you think about this alot of things about the two mages makes a world of sense. They are both extremely powerful and talented mages.

Ur is stated to be a very powerful ice make mage. It is even said in one chapter that if she had still been alive she would have more than likely to be a wizard saint. If that doesn't say how powerful she is then let's talk about Deriora. A demon from the book if zeref. A demon that hundreds of people tried to take down and couldn't. Killed thousands of people. Sealed away by ur. I don't care what any says that's one hell of a defeat.

Now moving onto ultear. Her power surpassed her mother's. That was the whole reason ur agreed to sending ultear away as a child. She was too strong and could not control her magic. Ur was under the impression that ultear was going to be taught control and be well taken care of. And she was taught and raised into something powerful and fearful. Look at how she was able to manipulate jellal as merely a child herself. Then as an adult it was a whole other game. It was such a relief when she denounced her wicked ways. Not to mention I feel she only grew stronger after that. Let's start when she turned back time and saved multiple life's including grays! She had to give up the rest of youthful years to be able to do that and was still only able to turn time back by mere minutes. That's how much power it takes to do such a thing and she was still able to do it. If that's not enough for you then let's talk about what she does after this.

As I said ultear gives up her youthful years so after she turns back time she is left in the body of an elderly woman. The only who knows this is gray and it's just a hunch to him really. During the final body despite being in that body ultear as enough power to appear to Wendy and Chelia and perform the spell to give chelia all of her power at once (but to pay for it chelia loses her magic afterwards).

These two woman obviously comes from a very powerful magical blood line! I am convinced it is the dragneel/vermilion bloodline.

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REBLOG IF YOU ARE READY FOR FAIRY TAIL!

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Why the hell is there only one girl power ranger now?!?! Wtf man #where my girls at

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I wanted to read some old myspace messages. Its probably been six years since i was on there. Cant even remember the email i used for it. The tempation for a trip down memory lane grew so strong i filled out the paperwork to gain access through lost log in info….. finally FINALLY logged in……… ALL of my old messages have been deleted. Well fuck you tom i didnt know unfriending you hurt that badly #fuckyoutom #idontdesrvethis #probablybetterthisway

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People wonder why no one goes to the doctor anymore. Been on hold half an hour and still waiting

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Being a special need mom

Being a mother of a child with special needs you see the worst. The first time you hear your child be called a special needs child it upsets you. It breaks your heart and fills you with rage. You fear its your fault some way some how. You worry are you doing enough? You hate when people jump to conclusions on whats wrong with your child when they see them using sign language. Your heart stops when they collapse infront of your very eyes for one of their many health issues. You are filled to the brim with anxiety in the ambulance the whole drive to the er. You know deperession like no other when you have to explain to your other children that their sibling will be fine, they will start breathing again just give them a few more seconds. You desrve an oscar putting up the brave front for your other children but every second that goes by feels like 100 years waiting for them breath again, trying to hold of just on more second before calling 911 and performing cpr. The stress of having to deal with yet another sensory meltdown this week and its only tuesday. You keep thinking why cant i help prevent these better why cant i calm them better. You feel like you are keeping them from living a great life. They have restrictions on what they can and can not do. When they want to do something that they cant you have to be the bad guy and say no. You feel bad for your other kids missing out as well. First time something happens somewhere you take precautions or stop going. Take your special needs kid to a fair. They collapose, seziure, meltdown. Then you stop going sorry kiddos.

Being a special needs more you see the best. You become so exteremly proud of your special needs child. They go through stuff that we could never imagine and they shine brighter than the sun doing it. You love even though your child may be non verbal and have to use sign, they are still able to teach others. Others kids and adults see them using their signs and want to know why and learn. They amaze you with how fast they bounce back. They may have collapsed, the emt may need to take them to the er. They may wake up in the ambulance or er scared, but once they know you are there its as if nothing ever happened. In no time they are wanting cuddles and to play and laugh. They do the impossible everyday. In so many different ways. Your child may have stopped breathing. It was only 10 seconds. It felt like 1100 years to you. They always start again though. Do you hate it ofcourse and you will find a way to stop it. But this is just ONE of the many impossible things you will see your child do. They will show you everyday how strong they are. Yes they have restrictions that are both unfair to them and their siblings but that will not stop them from trying. Your kid isnt allowed when it gets too hot. They will still try everyday to go outside. Sometimes they will overcome it. Have a child with sensory issues they wont like public places alot. There will be bad days, but there will be days they thrive in public.

It comes down to your special needs child will put you through alot. It will be stressful, emotional amd draining. But it all comes down to you will love that child more than anything and the rewards are so much more than the negatives.

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#specialneedskids #mommylove