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happy autism awareness month to him

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“My life started the day I found you in the woods.” Mike’s speech has always confused the shit out of me. A lot of fellow byler shippers disregard the speech as being disingenuous or that Mike was lying for the sake of saving El in that moment but it never read that way to me.

I’ve always kind of just ignored the speech as a whole because I couldn’t figure it out. To me, it felt like what he was saying was real but it wasn’t coming off in the correct way.

However, I realized something about El recently that made the speech make SO much more sense. El is the physical manifestation of hope. El made everyone believe it was possible to find Will, El stood up to the bullies, El is the only reason Mike didn’t kill himself when jumping off the cliff, she gave Hopper hope for the first time since losing his daughter. El is hope.

If El is hope then that means Mike is talking about hope in his speech. “My life started the day I found you in the woods” isn’t a fuck you to Will. It’s not negating the fact that that was the day he went missing. It was the first time Mike had any hope after one of the most hopeless days of his life. El didn’t just give hope that he could find Will but also, that he could DO something, that when Will came back it would be different, no more bullying, no more shitty dads/family, Will and Mike would be safe because Mike now had someone powerful on his side.

His life started that day because for the first time he thought maybe he wouldn’t have to worry about his friends life. The speech isn’t about who El is, the speech is about what El means to him.

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The Red King!

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High enough.

for a DTIYS on insta.

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Watch out decker.

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An AU I had for some time now. It came random in my mind. he wont leave me alone. This is an AU with different events maybe I will draw/write them.

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He was supposed to cry but I forgot the tears.

Cursed.

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Cursed.

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"Dear diary. Yesterday me and Will watched his fav movie "Jaws". What happened the past 100+ days he was in California..."

I actually finished in time-

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Most random animations i did of Will and Mike. I was in school and had no lesson idk all my teachers are sick.

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This was supposed to je for byler week but um the Post i did befpre blowed up a lot- so um. Have this, i hate it a lot. *runs away*

I don't blame you i prefer the doodle anyway.

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The wizard and the paladin.

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'Cause Boys don't cry.

Boys don't cry - the cure fits Will so well. He deserves comfort.

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Boris Pavlikovsky. The goldfinch.

he is a 10 but he does drugs.

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Miles Fairchild! The turning.

He is a 10 but he is kinda insane.