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Dick's Sporting Goods/I'm gonna keep on dancin' at the Dick's Sporting Goods

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madison brown photographed for petite danseuse, the degas art capsule selkie campaign by tyler william parker

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can you fucking imagine

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also btw if you all have not already guessed i have lost the battle against falling in love w jean so embarrassingly badly. like the foxes first season badly. like neil trying to be nonprovocative in press interviews badly. myjeannnnnn...

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do you ever think about how kevin's injury messed up more than just his exy playing for a while? like yeah obviously that's what he was most concerned and upset about for his own reasons, but as someone who's broken their wrist and been in a cast for it multiple times, i know that shit is so annoying lmao; having to shower with a plastic bag over the cast and extending your arm out of the water weirdly just to make sure it doesn't get wet, accidentally whacking it on things because maneuvering is hard when you're operating on instinct to use a hand you can't right now, it not feeling secure to do really anything with that hand because you don't have proper grasp and balance in it with it plastered up like that -and that's all just a simple broken wrist.

this boy's hand was shattered, he had to have surgery and do probably pretty extensive physical therapy. doctors told him he'd likely never use his hand again and yeah kevin heard and focused on "you'll never play exy with your dominant hand again" which came with its own internal stuff but on top of that he was a student still, just a kid really with a whole lot of life still to [in theory] live and things to do day to day. and he had a hand he probably couldn't even lift his textbooks with for a while there, or that would have muscle spasms and shake through holding a fork to eat the day after a long physical therapy session, or that would be particularly tense and sore on a random cold rainy day even months after he was released from pt appointments etc. etc. and i just know that made things worse for him to feel potentially inadequate in more than just the sport he was never supposed to feel that way in too

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"im gay" "im straight" well im one of those pitiful things sometimes born in hospitals. they feed it, keep it warm, yet they dont put it on the machines. they let it die. but he doesnt die. he looks normal, and nobody can tell what he is.

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i crave connection but also silence and zero human interaction

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Uhhh....

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I love this fucking movie, man

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girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return

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Derrick and Derek is actually a top tier ship and i'm tired of people not talking about them