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now theres no. 5. they say shes the one for you, the one you will marry. i really hope youre happy.

girl no.1 is special because you took each other virginities

girl no.2 is special because you were the longest together

girl no.3 is special because you left no.3 for her

I’m just no.4, the latest one. The one that keeps losing herself because her friends keep turning away from her, not seeing the pain it causes her because she smiles anyway. The least special one.

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i think i like a gay guy

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your eyes made me forget the words of my favourite song

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we were fooling around today and I joked around and pretended to hit him with an empty plastic bottle. he provoked me to actually hit him and I realized how much I don’t want to hurt him in any way even after he hurt me so bad.

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in one universe

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girl no.1 is special because you took each other virginities

girl no.2 is special because you were the longest together

girl no.3 is special because you left no.3 for her

I’m just no.4, the latest one. The one that keeps losing herself because her friends keep turning away from her, not seeing the pain it causes her because she smiles anyway. The least special one.

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what I’d like to tell him

So it’s been three months and four since we’ve been apart. you let me meet your family, and family is really important to you. you even told me just some weeks ago that I was the fastest to get to eat with them. I am friends with your friends, and still am. we spent so many days and nights together as friends now, and I wanted to tell you just how much of a hell this was for me.

I know people told me I should stay away from you, especially after you dumped me but I couldn’t. When I was apart from you I was constantly wondering what you were doing, who you were seeing and who you were talking to. But when I saw you it was even worse: My chest clenched everytime because of how jealous I was when I saw you talking to someone better than me, especially the girl I’m sure you dumped me for, just like you dumped that other girl for her. Seeing you laughing with her made me clench my fists until you could see the prints of my nails on my palm. It got better with time, just like my friendship to that girl and you. But there was one thing that got worse.

My dreams. After all this time I am still dreaming of you. No more than two days in a row have passed where my subconsciousness didn’t call your face in my dream. You played the same role every night, the only thing that changed was the story. You showed me love, like you show me friendship now. Instead of those playful grins I recieved kisses. Instead of accidently touching your elbow while gesticulating you pressed me against you chest to keep me warm. Instead of drunkenly falling asleep on your shoulder at the bus station it was normal to fall asleep on your chest in your bed after a long day.

Just like it used to be, but I’m still wondering if I love you, because you never gave me the time to figure it out.

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how do i have a crush on my ex, his sister and his ex.

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You

I know you are not mine anymore. I fucking know you left me, but I still claim you as my own. Everytime I see you somewhere with someone you might think who’s better for you my heartrate goes up. Everytime I see you somewhere with your back turned to me I think about hugging you from behind and kissing you. I don’t even want to imagine how hungry for your love my eyes gotta look when I see you.

I constantly have to control myself when I’m with you so I don’t run my fingers through your hair, so I don’t try to steal a kiss, so I don’t look at you the same way I did.

I don’t want want you to know how much I miss you but I’d like you to know how much you still mean to me.

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I still think about you

I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you I still think about you

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but I swear I felt you next to me when I was only half awake, all alone in my bed.

but I swear I felt your hand on my cheek that one night, all alone in my bed.

but I swear I heard your voice softly say my name to wake me up, all alone in my bed.

3:12 a.m.