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check out my Baekhyun fanfic~! It's still in process, only got the first chapter but I'm going to try to update it very often if I can get a lot of love!!

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I Like You(Kogyeol-Up10tion)

Requested by: ChaeLiyaMin

Okay, I felt weird just writing b/n so I chose a random guy's name c:

~You're too good for that guy. I told you, no. I'll take care of you, I'll accept all of you. No matter what you do, no matter what anyone says, no one can stop me. Baby I don't know, why do you keep teasing me? If you really don't like me, you don't have to look at me but you come before me then you quickly disappear. Where are you going, leaving me here? I feel down, low low low. That's enough, stop playing with me. You keep playing games, up & down~

"Y/n, annyeong~" 

A smile lit up your face and you turned in your seat, [insert your fav morning drink] still in your hand, and bowed your head slightly to Minjae. He placed his hand on your head and ruffled your hair making you pout and swat his hand away.

"Yah~ I've told you before not to do that right?" You whined as you huffed and fixed your hair.

He laughed and sat in the chair in front of you, setting his bag on the chair beside him. "So? You know I'll do it anyways," he told you as he smirked and then smiled at the waitress who brought him his drink and chocolate croissant. "So, why'd you ask to meet here?"

"You asked me if I wanted to study with you for the test Friday," you trailed off with a tone of confusion in your voice.

He paused and then stared at you blankly for a few seconds. "I did?"

You rolled your eyes, used to his forgetfulness by now, and shook your head before taking a sip of your drink. "Anyways, you brought your laptop right?"

He nodded quickly and took a bite from his croissant his eyes closing from the delightful taste. You chuckled and pulled out your laptop setting it on the table, turning it on and connecting to the little cafe's wifi.

"Oh, so I heard from Jooyeon-ah that she tried to set you up with one of her cousins again?"

You rolled your eyes slightly and sighed, "Yes she did, even though she knows I'm not interested."

"Why's that?" He asked you with a tilt of his head and a smirk, as if he already knew the answer.

You felt heat rise to your cheeks and quickly his your face behind your laptop. You knew exactly why you turned down all the countless guys your best friend threw your way and that reason wasn't as simple as it seemed. You had a small crush on Minjae and though it sounded like it wasn't a big deal it certainly was, because you never had the courage to tell him how you felt since you knew he didn't feel the same.

"You like someone?" He looked down to his cup with a blank face but you saw a flash of something before he went blank again.

"I-We-I, uh, don't have to tell you that." You stated before pulling up the papers you'd need for the study guide.

He scowled and muttered something as he poked at his croissant. 

"What?" You asked with confusion as you stared at him from over the laptop.

"Huh? Oh, nothing." Minjae was quick to reply as he coughed into his hand and pulled out his laptop.

~Third Person POV:  

Minjae spent the rest of the study 'date' stealing glances at y/n and smiling slightly. He wanted to tell her already, tell her that he really liked her and always has but there was one thing keeping him from doing so. Though he couldn't tell her his secret because he knew she would never accept his feelings then, probably would never want to see him again. So for now, to keep her by his side, he would withhold his secret deep inside him and never let it out.

~Baby I'm so sorry, you make me go crazy. Your pretty lips make me go crazy, your back makes me go crazy. Ah oh eh oh eh oh Ah oh eh oh eh. Your eyes, your smile. Sometimes, you're sly like a fox. Oh eh oh eh oh eh. Your eyes, sometimes you're sly like a fox. Ah oh eh oh eh. You make me go crazy. No matter how much I hold you you never give me love easily, you never say you love me~

"See you later, Minjae." You called out as you waved and watched his drive away.

"Y/n?" A voice called out from behind you making you turn around and smile widely.

"Holy crap! Minsoo-ah?!" You asked, excitement in your tone as you walked over to him.

"Yeah, but uhm actually I'm more known as Kogyeol these days."

Your eyebrows drew together from confusion and you blinked, "What? Why Kogyeol?"

He laughed and scratched the back of his neck, "Uhm, well I'm kind of in a boy group now."

Your eyes widened, "Whoa, well I guess a lot is different than when we last saw each other huh?"

"Yeah, how've you been? Got a -uh- got a boyfriend yet?" He asked as he sighed and surprised you when you heard sadness in his voice.

"Uh, no I don't. Embarrassing right?" You asked with a shy smile and looked away awkwardly.

"I don't think so," he paused before taking a step closer, "I haven't been in a relationship either since us."

"What? You haven't?" 

His confession surprised you greatly since he had always been such a great guy even when you two were dating. You could tell he was embarrassed but it secretly made you very happy to know you've been his only girlfriend. What is wrong with me? I'm so selfish, you thought as you shook your head. 

"I'm-uhm- I'm sorry about that," you told him though not being completely honest.

He smiled that smile that always succeeded in making your heart flutter and your palms get sweaty, which just like always is exactly what happened. "Don't be, it's not like I haven't tried."

You felt your heart sink and mentally scolded yourself, "O-Oh?"

"Yeah, but no matter how much I tried not one girl was ever like the one that's always been in my heart."

Your eyes widened and you felt ridiculous when you felt them water but you bit back the tears. "Yo-You've always had someone in your heart?"

"Yeah," he said with a sigh, "I could never get her out of my head."

"Who-Who is she?"

He smiled and reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind your hair. "You really want to know?"

You shook your head and stumbled back, quickly turning and walking towards your front door. "N-No, that's okay. I should probably head inside since I've been out so long an-"

You were cut off when a hand grabbed onto your arm and pulled you around to face a chest. Glancing up your eyes widened when you saw how close your face was to his. "Y/n, it's you. It's always been you."

He leaned down and pressed his lips to your own making you close your eyes and in the process let the tears slid down your cheeks. Pulling back he cupped your face and whispered, "I've always loved you y/n."

~Third Person POV:

 Minjae scowled and his face hardened as he watched the pair kiss. You had forgotten your wallet in his car so he had turned around to bring it to you only to find that man standing so close to you. That's supposed to be me, he thought with anger as he clenched his hands into fists. 

Taking a deep breath and letting it out he swallowed his anger and put a fake smile on his face before starting across the road. "Y/n!"

~No matter what anyone says, no one can stop me. Baby I don't know, why do you keep teasing me? If you really don't like me, you don't have to look at me but you come before me then you quickly disappear. Where are you going, leaving me here? I feel down, low low low. That's enough, stop playing with me. You keep playing games, up & down~

You broke apart from Kogyeol and brushed your palms down your pant legs to clean them. "Mi-Minjae-ah. Wh-What are you doing here?"

He smiled softly at you and held up your wallet in his hand making your eyes widen, "You forgot this in my car."

You walked to him and grabbed it from him before bowing your head slightly, "Thanks Minjae."

"So-uh-who's this?" He asks you as he looked to Minsoo with a slight scowl on his face. 

"This i-"

"I'm Minsoo," he replied for you as he stepped up beside you and grabbed ahold of your hand. "You are?"

"I'm Minjae."

You looked wide-eyed down at Kogyeol's hand that was holding onto your own and then back at Minjae. They were both glaring at each other and there was a thick awkward silence that had settled around the three of you. 

"Uh-"

"So, what are you to her?" Minjae asked as he glanced down at your hands that were still clasped together. 

Kogyeol was silent for a second but looked down to you and you were surprised when I saw his face go soft. He squeezed your hand slightly and gave you a look as if telling you that he'd let you decide. 

You looked to Minjae and opened your mouth to speak when his phone rang, making him slightly jump and quickly pull it out. Though he lost his grip on it and it went tumbling to the ground in front of you making all three of you look down.

"Y/n, wai-"

You looked at the screen and felt your eyes widen with disbelief. "W-Wife?" You whispered as you felt your heart tug painfully. 

Yeah it was just a little crush but you still had liked him, and you knew you didn't have a chance but the way he acted with you made you think you had a sliver of hope. 

"You..have a wife," you said, more stating than questioning.

He gulped and leaned down picking up his phone and pocketing it before turning his attention back to you. "I-I was...I was going to tell you but I never ha-"

"Never had the chance?" You asked with disbelief. "Minjae, I've known you for almost two years and you've never even mentioned having a girlfriend let alone a wife."

"I know, but I knew that you liked me and I didn't want to hurt your feelings so I k-"

"Wait, you knew that I had a crush on you?" You asked him with wide eyes as panic and embarrassment sunk in.

His eyes widened and he looked to the ground biting his lip. "Jooyeon told me."

"What?" You breathed out, tears forming in your eyes. How could your best friend do that to you?

You felt a squeeze on your hand and turned to quickly wipe your eyes before squeezing Kogyeol's hand back. "I, uh, I need you to leave. Please go."

Minjae's eyes widened and he took a step towards you, "N-No y/n. I-"

"She asked you to leave," Kogyeol said as he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and stepping closer as if to hide you from Minjae.

Minjae sighed and turned before walking away and getting in his car. Kogyeol slightly pushed you towards your door and ushered you into your home. "Hey, let's go inside."

You numbly nodded and followed his lead into the kitchen where you took a seat on a stool and watched him walk to the the fridge. He pulled out different things and started to make something, though you couldn't tell what it was since his back was facing you.

"What are you making?"

"Something that will definitely make you smile!"

~Baby I'm so sorry, you make me go crazy. Your pretty lips make me go crazy. Your back makes me go crazy. Ah oh eh oh eh oh Ah oh eh oh eh. Your eyes, your smile. Sometimes, you're sly like a fox. Oh eh oh eh oh eh. Your eyes, sometimes you're sly like a fox. Ah oh eh oh eh. You make me go crazy. When you look at me and smile, when you silently come to me from behind. Without knowing, my entire body gets hard. I keep getting nervous, my action~

You laughed when he set a bowl of ramen noodles in front of you. He cheered and sat beside you, "Yes, I knew it would make you smile!"

You shook your head and smiled widely, "Of course I would. This is our 'comfort food' that you'd always give me when I was upset."

He smiled and nodded proudly, "Yup."

"I can't believe you remember stuff like that," you told him as you laid your hand on his arm. "Thank you, Mins-oh right sorry, Kogyeol."

He laughed and shook his head, "Call me my name. It's weird to hear my stage name coming from you."

"Oh, that reminds me! I want to hear your group!"

He blushed and turned his head away, hiding his face behind his hands and quickly shaking his head. "No! That would be too embarrassing for me to handle."

"Fine, then I'll just look you up later."

His eyes widened and he turned to you, "No! You can't do that, that's worse!"

"Okay then you have to do something for me," you told him smugly.

"What?" He asked slightly leaning back, fear written on his face.

"Sing for me," you told him simply.

"M-Maybe on our date," he said before turning away with a smile.

"Our date?"

"Mhm~ That's okay right?"

You smiled and felt your heart warm at the sight of the fear on his face. You reached over and grabbed his hand, "I would love to go on a date with you."

His cheeks reddened and he wrapped his fingers around your own as well. "Thank you," he whispered.

"For what?"

"For agreeing."

"Oh please, I'm sure you have a lot of girls that would be dying to go on a date with you."

His blush deepened, if possible, and he coughed lightly. "I would like to do something," he whispered.

"O-kay..?"

He grabbed ahold of your chin and leaned forward, pressing his lips against yours again. Your heart raced and you felt butterflies in your stomach. He pulled back and smiled softly, cupping your face.

"I love you," he whispered.

You smiled and playfully rolled your eyes, "I love you, too. Always have."

~Please believe me, I won’t let go of your hand. I need you girl. Your eyes make me go crazy. Sometimes, burning me up, you make me go crazy. Sometimes, you’re sly like a fox, making me go crazy. Ah oh eh oh eh oh Ah oh eh oh eh. You make me go crazy~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Feel So Good(Zelo-B.A.P)

omigoshomigoshmijerg FINALLY A ZELO REQUEST!?!?!?!!!!!!!!:,GR'BA

It's been so long since I've written a B.A.P one! Thank you for requesting and I hope I can actually make this a piece of gold!

And guys, do you realize that we are at 120 imagines so far?!?! Holy crap I did not think I'd get this far~ \(^0^)/

Requested by: Park Seokhyun 

~I only want U when I'm looking at U, I Feel So Good. I only want U when I'm looking at U, I Feel So Good. When I look at U I get the feeling, feel So Good. I only want U when I'm looking at U, I Feel So Good. I only want U when I'm looking at U, I Feel So Good~

Author's POV: [It will still look like it's your pov but it's not okay? x'D]

Smiling widely you turned opened your laptop and set it on the table in front of you then impatiently tapped the small blue symbol. You groaned and tapped it a few more times before cheering when you heard the bubble noise. As soon as the app opened you heard the ringtone and saw your boyfriend's picture.

"Jagi!" You heard him yell as he smiled widely and waved his hands.

You smiled as well and waved back at him, "Junhong!"

"How was your day babe?" He asked as he turned over onto his back on the bed and held the phone above his head.

"It was boring~ When are you coming back home?" You asked as you pouted and set your chin on your hands.

He smiled at your sudden aegyo and felt his heart melt like always, "I'm not sure, we still have a lot more concerts to do so I don't actually know."

You sighed sadly and looked off to the side, wondering if he had forgotten what was next week. "So, you won't be back before next week?"

He looked off to the side, trying to hide his smile because he knew what you were hinting at. "Uh, I don't think so babe. Why? Is something happening next week?"

He brought his hand up to his face and pretended that he was scratching his chin, but was actually hiding his smile that had widened, when he saw you pout more. 

"A-Ani," you told him as you forced a smile and shook your head. "Just miss you."

"Ah, well I miss you too." He answered as he finally showed his smile and pouted.

Yongguk poked his head in the door way and saw the youngest lying on the bed talking to his phone making him smirk and walk up to the bed, before plopping down beside him and taking the phone from his hand.

"Hey jagi~" He called out to tease the younger boy who was now trying to get his phone back.

You smiled and let out a laugh when you saw Yongguk's face and shook your head. "Hey, babeh what's good?"

The older boy laughed and finally gave the phone back to your now scowling boyfriend. "How've you been y/n? Missing me too much?"

"Actu-"

"No, she doesn't miss you at all!" Zelo told his hyung before pouting and glaring at the phone screen cutely. "Right?"

You laughed and nodded, "I miss all of you. But I miss you the most~" You teased him, smiling when you saw him grin in content.

"Hey, y/n, hate to cut you lovers' chat short but we've gotta go." Yongguk said before waving goodbye to you and getting off from the bed.

You frowned and looked away from the screen fighting back tears. "Okay, I'll talk to you later," you told Junhong as you sighed.

"Okay, bye babe. Love you~"

"Love yo-" You were cut off as he ended the call and you were left with a white screen.

You closed the laptop and looked at the calendar you had pulled up on your phone, sighing when you saw the letters in colored text on the Wednesday of the next week. 

MY BIRTHDAY~!!!  

~I want to know BABE, dizzily, what kind of girl are you? You aren't glamorous BABE but why do you shine more? A-Yo Your voice is like a sweet jelly, it lingers around my ears and finds you. I want to have you BABE. I feel good when I think about you. Baby you Your scent, all of it Feel So Good (Come on Come on Get with it) (Come on Come on Get with it) Only you Your eyes and smile Feel So Good. You're different from other girls. I Know you want it~

*Time Skip to the Next Week*

"Yah~ wake up! Yah!" 

You groaned and reached your hand out, smirking in satisfaction when you felt it connect with skin. 

"OUCH!"

"What are you doing? Get her up already!" You heard another voice scold as they came into your room as well.

"Are you kidding me?! I was trying to but she just frikin slapped my face!"

You heard a pause of silence and then heard the second person start laughing loudly, making you groan. Turning over you buried your face in your pillow ignoring the voices that were now arguing and tried to go back to sleep, which was rudely interrupted when you felt someone poking your cheek.

"Yah~ Y/n wake up!"

You heard someone sigh and then felt hands on your side before they pushed you and you ended up on the floor. Your eyes popped open and you blinked up at the smiling face of Daehyun standing above you.

"Well, good morning sleeping beauty." He said cheerfully as he grabbed onto your outstretched hands and pulled you up. "Have a good rest."

"No," you said gruffly before turning around and glaring at the innocent looking Himchan. "I didn't sleep good at all last night so thanks for pushing me off my flipping bed."

He looked guilty and looked off to the side before approaching you slowly. "Sorry, but Daehyun wasn't have any luck and we didn't want you sleeping the whole day." 

"Why?" You complained as you rubbed your eyes tiredly.

Daehyun laughed before taking a seat on your bed beside you. "Because it's your birthday!"

You instantly smiled and felt your mood lift when he mentioned the special day. "Where's Junhong?" 

The two boys' smiles disappeared when you asked the question and looks of sadness crossed their faces. "We'll tell you late, why don't you go ahead and get ready. We'll meet you in the other room," Himchan told you before heading from your room.

You turned to face Daehyun with a look of confusion, "He's okay isn't he?"

The older boy smiled slightly and gently placed a hand on your head. "He's fine. See you when you're done."

You watched as he walked from the room a wave of sadness hitting you when you realized that your boyfriend, the one person you wanted to spend today with, wasn't here.

~Nearly touching Fallin' Love (Slips away, almost touching) It's too beautiful (Feels like it's love) Everyday when I'm with you, I feel like I'm in a dream (It's like I'm dreaming) It feels good today (Oh-Oh-Oh) I only want U when I'm looking at U. I Feel So Good. I only want U when I'm looking at U. I Feel So Good. Even if you're not sexy, like a Diamond you feel sexy. It's like first love, like those times as if time has stopped~

You stepped into the living room where all the boys, save one, were gathered and chatting. They all saw you and started to cheer and yell out 'Happy Birthday' making you smile. You frowned slightly though when it actually dawned on you that everyone but Zelo had made it for your special day.

"Thanks guys," you told them as you accepted the love and affection the member's were showing you. 

"Well don't be too disappointed," Youngjae told you with a laugh as he threw his arm over your shoulder.

"Yah," Daehyun yelled as he hit the younger boy's head, "She has a reason to be."

The boys all went quiet and looked at you with looks of pity before Jongup walked up to you and pulled you towards the cake that was set on the small coffee table. "Have a seat," he urged as he pulled you down besides him. "Today's not a day for sadness."

You smiled gratefully at him and nodded before picking up a small can of drink and opening. "Seriously though guys, this is nice. Thank you."

They all smiled warmly and took a seat, Youngjae and Daehyun fighting over the seat next to you. You watched with amusement as Daehyun won and quickly sat beside you before sticking his tongue out at the defeated younger boy. 

"Yah~ hyung~"

"What? I won fair and square, deal with it." He bragged as he wrapped his arm over your shoulder and smiled sweetly at you making you shake your head.

"I missed how lively it was with you guys around," you said honestly as you took the plate with a piece of birthday cake on it.

"We all missed you too, y/n." Yongguk told you as he took a bite of the cake. "Oh! Before I forget we all managed to throw together a present for you."

You frowned at his word choice and raised an eyebrow. "You threw it together?"

"Yeah! You'll definitely love it!" Himchan joined in with a tone of confidence.

You smiled and rolled your eyes, "I'm sure I will."

Honestly you were just glad that they were there to share today with you, instead of being across the globe they were here. 

"So, where exactly is Zelo?" You asked Daehyun while the others started different conversations with one another.

Daehyun sighed and picked at his cake, not wanting to make you sad but knowing you wouldn't give up. "He had to go visit his parents, apparently something happened."

Your eyes widened and you turned your full attention to him. "What?! What happened?!?"

His eyes grew from surprise of your outburst and he glanced at the others before looking back to you, "Uhm, I think his mom got sick but she's okay. Nothing too serious."

"Jeez, Daehyun don't do that to me," you pouted as you hit his arm.

"Sorry, didn't know it'd be that big of a deal to you."

"Of course it is! I'll have to call him and make sure she's okay," you said before moving to stand from the couch only to be stopped by Jongup.

"Yah~ They're both fine alright? They wouldn't want you to be worrying about them, right?"

You sighed and settled back against the couch realizing he was right. Knowing Junhong and his mom they wouldn't want you to spend your birthday sad and worried. 

Third Person POV:

The boys felt guiltiness settle in their chest when they saw the look of utter sadness on your face as you finished your piece of cake. Yongguk decided it was enough time waiting and quickly brought out his phone to call someone, making sure to leave the room so you wouldn't overhear.

He brought the phone up to his ear once he was out of hearing distance and waited patiently. After a few rings he heard the line beep and heard a breathless voice answer.

"Yah~ When are you getting here?!" He whisper-yelled into the phone making the person on the other end chuckle. 

"I'm outside of the house!"

~I thought I was blinded by love and all the lies but, when I close my eyes I see you. Can't get away, I only see you. Baby you Cute body. Feel So Good (Come on Come on Get with it) (Come on Come on Get with it) Only you I'm only for you. Feel So Good. You're different from other girls. I Know you want it. Nearly touching Fallin' Love (Slips away, almost touching) It's too beautiful (Feels like it's love) Everyday when I'm with you I feel like I'm in a dream (It's like I'm dreaming) It feels good today (Feels like It's love)~

Your POV:

You looked up when you saw someone entering the room and became confused when Yongguk walked towards you with a wide smile. 

"Come on," he told you as he held his hand out for you to take.

Still confused, you took a hold of his hand and let him pull you up. The boys followed suit and Daehyun smiled softly at you before pulling a long piece of cloth from his pocket. 

"On goes the blindfold," he told you making your eyes widen. 

[A/N: I'm WARNING YOU NOW! SMEXY SCENE UP AHEAD!!!]

Yeah I'm totally just messing with you guys xp 

"What?!" You panicked when he tied it around your head but relaxed when he placed a comforting hand on your shoulder.

"It's okay, it's only so you don't see your surprise."

You nodded and followed along blindly as both he and Yongguk led you from the room and down a path. "Where exactly did you put it though?" You asked no one in particular as you worried about tripping over something.

"You'll see, so stop asking questions." Youngjae told you before you felt a tap on your nose.

"Yah~ Don't touch my nose~" You whined which just made the boy laugh.

"Alright," you heard Daehyun say from beside you, "Don't take off your blindfold until we say so."

You sighed but listened, panicking when you felt their hands drop from your arms. "Yah, where are you going?"

You grew worried when no one answered and became frightened when you didn't heard anything. So when you felt a hand touch your head you jumped and tried to take a step back which only resulted in you tripping over your own feet. But before you could fall on your behind your felt an arm wrap around your waist and pull you towards a solid chest, your hands coming up to clutch their shirt.

"Yah, are you guys trying to give me a heart attack?!" You fussed as you took breaths to calm your heart.

You heard a familiar chuckle and felt your heart start to race. "Sorry, babe, didn't mean to scare you," you heard that familiar voice say next to your ear making butterflies erupt in your stomach.

You blinked a few times when the blindfold dropped from your eyes and looked up to see that sweet face that you missed oh so much smiling down at you. 

"Miss me?" He whispered, letting out a chuckle when threw your arms around him and squeezed him tightly to you. "I'm taking that as a yes."

You felt tears rise in your eyes when you inhaled his scent and realized just how much you had missed him. Pulling back slightly you pulled your hand back and slapped his arm, hard, making him wince.

"Ouch~" He whined as he rubbed his arms but didn't stop you, knowing he deserved it. 

"I thought you forgot!"

He smiled and brought his hands up to your face, cupping it between his palms. "I would never forget today. I'm if I made you sad, it was supposed to be a good surprise."

You sighed and felt a smile tug at your lips, "I was worried about your mother you butthole."

He laughed and pulled you to him again, resting his chin on your shoulder. "I'm sorry, jagi."

"I forgive you," you muttered making him squeeze you slightly.

"I love you~"

"Yeah yea, I love you too." You said as you rolled your eyes playfully making him smile and kiss your forehead.

"Yah~ We are still here you know?!" Daehyun complained as Youngjae pretended to throw up.

~Hey, Girl Come to me. Gently look at my eyes. Hey, Girl Give me your love Give me your, Give me your, Give me your love to me. I want you, not other girls. I want to reach you deeply. When I see you I get the feeling. Feel So Good. Nearly touching Fallin’ Love (Slips away, almost touching) It’s too beautiful (Feels like it’s love) Everyday when I’m with you, I feel like I’m in a dream. It feels good today (Feels like It’s love)~

You waved goodbye to the boys before shutting the door and heading into the kitchen, stopping when you saw your handsome boyfriend standing at the sink and rinsing off the plates used. Smiling at the scene you leaned your head against the doorway and laughing silently. 

Zelo set the plate in his hand in the drying rack and turned off the tap before seeing you watching him. "I know I'm handsome but I think you're going to burn a hole in my head if you keep staring at me," he told you as he dried his hands on a towel.

You walked over to him and wrapped your arms around his waist, leaning your forehead on his chest as you felt his arms wrap around you. "I really did miss you," you told him feeling him smile against your head.

"I missed you too, the video calls just weren't enough for me."

"What do you mean?" You asked as you pulled your head back and looked up at him.

"I couldn't do this," he said before leaning down and kissing you gently. 

You closed your eyes and smiled slightly as you kissed him back. He pulled back and reached a hand up to your face, gently brushing a finger along your cheek as he admired your beauty.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered sweetly before kissing your nose.

Your nose slightly scrunched but you didn't complain and instead smiled in amusement as you recalled earlier when you had fussed at Youngjae for touching it. Seems like only Zelo was able to touch your nose, he seemed to be the only one that was able to do a lot of things that were pet peeves of yours. 

"I love you~ Happy birthday," he whispered against your head.

"I love you, too~"

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Go Go(Ten-NCT)

Not sure how exactly the song's supposed to go with the theme but eh¯\_(ツ)_/¯ what the hell

Also keep in mind that I myself have never been to a frikin fansign so I have absolutely zero idea how they work x'D

Requested by: lolamahone

~Dollar dollar, squandering it all in one day. Run, run, I make and waste my own money. Run, run, run, run, run, run. I want to be cruisin' on the bay, I want to be cruisin' like Nemo. No money but I wanna go far away. I don't have money but I wanna relax. No money but I wanna eat Jiro Ono's sushi~

"Oh my gosh. Holy crap. Oh my flipping go-"

"I got it," you told [y/f/n] as you sighed. "I can't believe you made me come here. You know I'm not a fan of crowds."

"Yes, but you are a fan of them." She said with a smirk as she pointed at the vans that had just pulled up outside of the building where you two were standing.

"Just because I'm a fan of them doesn't mean I'd like to be here 4 hours before we even need to be here to be considered early." You complained as you finally gave up on standing and sat down on the ground.

[F/n] laughed at you and shook her head, "Fine, you sit there I'll go get us something to drink."

You waved her off before pulling your phone out and playing a game you had on it. The sun wasn't completely out so it was cool as you sat on the cool pavement and waited in the line that was already long. The warmth from the sunshine was relaxing as you played your game, not paying attention to your surroundings whatsoever. Though that changed when you saw a shadow cover you and make your warmth disappear and goosebumps appear on your skin. 

Sighing you brought your eyes away from your phone screen and glanced up at whoever owned the shadow. They shifted and the sunlight hit your eyes again making you flinch and cover them real quick to protect them. 

"Can I help you?" You asked the person who still stood in front of you, unmoving.

"Yeah, actually your uhm- kind of in the way. I-uh- need to get past you."

A slight frown formed on your face when you thought the voice sounded familiar to you. You tried to see if you could recognize the person again but the sunlight blinded you again. "Oh, uhm, sorry about that." You collected your feet under you and stood up, dusting your pants off and apologizing to the person. 

He was a few inches taller than you you realized as he stood in front of you. You tried to see his face since the sun wasn't in your eyes anymore but unfortunately you noticed that his face was covered by a mask and a hat. Without focusing on him too long so you wouldn't be thought of as weird, you moved off to the side and let him step through followed closely by a small group of guys. 

"You're here for NCT?" He asked as he tilted his head to the side slightly.

~Worked hard to get my pay, gonna spend it all on my stomach. Pinching pennies to spend it all on wasting it. Leave me be, even if I overspend. Even if I break apart my savings tomorrow like a crazy guy. Woo there’s no tomorrow, there’s already a mortgage on my future. Woo spending my money even more. Friends, wassup, do you want some?~  

Is he dumb? Or.....does he just not pay attention to his surroundings either? "Uhm, yes...?"

"Are you not sure?" He laughed as he asked the question, making his eyes close slightly.

"I'm not sure why you asked me the question," you told him as you silently admired how nice his laugh was. 

"What do you mean?" He asked as his eyebrows creased together.

"Well, because of that," you said as you pointed at the posters and signs the fans were holding as they circled around a group of boys.

He glanced back and laughed slightly, "Oh, well now I feel stupid."

"Don't," you told him with a smile as you bit back a laugh. "I don't pay attention to my surroundings either."

"So, who's your favorite?"

"My favorite? Don't really have one," you said honestly as you looked back to where you friend was, getting the drinks. "You?"

His eyes widened and he smiled, "Me? Hmm, I'd have to say that my favorite is Ten."

You turned back to face him and you could hear the smirk in his voice, "Ten? Why?"

"Because he's awesome?"

"Is that a question or is that why you like him?" You asked him as you smiled with an amused smiled.

He didn't answer and instead chuckled at your question with a shrug. He looked down at you as if he was going to say something else but didn't have the chance when you heard your friend calling out to you. You turned to look at her and saw her waving you over to where she was.

"Sorry, I've gotta go."

He sighed and nodded, "See you later."

"Bye," you said before you nodded slightly and headed off to where your friend was at the beverage truck.

"What is it?" You asked her when you finally reached her. 

"Who was that you were talking to?" She asked, ignoring your question altogether.

You shrugged, "I don't know. I was in his way so he just asked me to move."

"Hmm~ Seems like there's more to that boy," she muttered to herself before dragging you to the truck and showing you the list of drinks.

Third Person POV:

"Hey hyung, we gotta head inside now. You alright?" Mark asked the older boy who stood there staring at where the girl had run off to.

"Yeah, I'm alright."

"Who was that anyway?" Mark asked him as he nodded to the girl.

"I didn't have a chance to get her name, but I hope I will later." He said with a smile underneath his mask before he wrapped his arm around the younger's shoulder and headed into the building.

~Dollar dollar, squandering it all in one day. Run, run, man I spend it like some party. Dollar dollar, till the sun shines through this mouse hole. Till the sun comes up. Yolo yolo yolo yo Yolo yolo yo. Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Yolo yolo yolo yo. Where my money yah? Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun~

Your POV:

You groaned and pushed yourself closer to f/n as you were elbowed in the side yet again by the big crowd of girls standing around you both. F/n didn't pay any attention to you and instead focused on the small stage where the staff were setting things up.

"F/n, this isn't exactly helping my claustrophobia." You complained as you squirmed in your seat. 

"Shh, look! They're coming!" She squealed quietly as she stared at the stage with a wide smile.

You looked at the stage and watched as the members of nct walked onto the stage and lined up before doing their intro and introducing themselves. [A/n: HOW THE HELL DO THESE THINGS WORK?!] 

*little time skip bc I'm a crappy person Dx*

F/n was lightly bouncing on her feet as she waited for her turn to go up to the table and talk with the boys. You were standing calmly behind her, but your eyes were trained on Ten who was the favorite of the boy you had talked with earlier. You noticed earlier when he was standing that he was about the same height as the dude though it was hard to be sure since you were seated farther from the stage.

Finally f/n's turn to go up came and she hurried up there with a wide smile on her face making you laugh lightly at her excitement. You glanced back towards Ten and noticed that his eyes were gazing in your direction. Though you doubted he was looking at you you couldn't help but feel butterflies in your stomach as you stared at him. 

His eyes were drawn away when the fan in front of him started talking and with a start you realized that it was now your turn to go up to the table. You kneeled down on the stage in front of the first boy, who happened to be Jaehyun, and smiled at him as you said hello.

"Are you having a good time so far?" He asked as he smiled and then looked down to write. 

You smiled back at him and nodded, "Uh, yeah. This is the first [( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)]  fansign I've been to."

He looked up to you shocked and then his smile widened, "Really? Wow, glad you choose to come to ours."

You looked over to your friend and nodded towards her, "She's a huge fan of you guys and invited me."

"Are you a fan?" He asked as he tilted his head slightly.

"Yeah, I liked your debut video. The song is really good!"

He smiled and lifted his hand, motioning for me to give him a high five. I smiled and high fived him before waving and moving down the line and greeting Doyoung, who was next.

~Yolo yolo yolo yo Yolo yolo yo. Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Yolo yolo yolo yo. Where the party yah? Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Where my money yah? Where the party yah? My week goes Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Gold gold gold gold¹. My bank account is a pot with no bottom, every day, I’m pouring water into it~

After slowly making your way down the line you got to the last boy which happened to be Ten and bowed your head slightly as you said hello. He did the same and smiled before he looked down to sign your things. You looked off to the side awkwardly not really knowing what to say before remembering the dude from earlier.

"Oh, uhm, I met a guy outside who said you were his favorite." You told him as you watched him freeze and then glance up at you.

"Really? I haven't met any fanboys yet," he said lowly with a deep voice making Mark look over to him with confusion.

Mark then glanced at me and his eyes widened after a few seconds while I just stared at him with confusion. Why is he looking at me like that?  You asked yourself as you looked away. "You're the girl from o-"

Ten quickly covered Mark's mouth with widened eyes before the younger boy could finish his sentence. 

"I'm who?" You asked, still confused and not knowing what he was talking about.

Mark managed to pry Ten's hand off of his face as he leaned towards me slightly, keeping his hyung's hand in his own so he could continue his sentence. "You're the girl from outside!"

Your eyebrows drew together and you looked at him with wide eyes. "I'm sorry?"

"Yeah, Ten hyung here was talking to you outside!"

Your mouth dropped open slightly and you looked to Ten with surprise. "So, it was you?"

He blinked quickly and rubbed the back of his neck letting out an awkward chuckle. "Uhm, yeah that was me."

You raised an eyebrow and smiled in amusement. "So, you're your own fanboy?"

He scratched his cheek and glared at Mark making you laugh, "Why didn't you just say you knew me instead of making me look like an idiot?"

"Be-Because I - uh - "

"Because he thought you were pretty, "Mark whispered over to you before going back and signing the things in front of him.

Ten blushed and hit the younger boy's arm making Mark wince and pout. You felt heat rushing to your cheeks as well and looked away awkwardly. "Uh, I've got to go." You told him as you motioned to the staff that was wanting you to move along.

"Uhm, oh okay. Bye uh-"

"Y/n," you told him with a small smile. 

He smiled widely, making you admire his smile, and nodded. "See you, y/n."

You smiled and grabbed your things from the staff before heading down the steps and meeting up with your friend who had been waiting patiently for you. "So, what happened?" She asked you as she noticed the slight blush on your cheeks.

You cleared your throat and shook your head, "Let's go take our seats."

Before walking away you turned slightly and noticed Ten's eyes on you, smiling when he waved his hand at you and turned back to the fan in front of him.

~Just break it apart, we’re too young to just worry. For today, just go instead of worrying. If you get scared and say you’re saving, it becomes poop. So rub it all around. Dollar dollar, squandering it all in one day. Run, run, man I spend it like some party. Dollar dollar, till the sun shines through this mouse hole. Till the sun comes up~

You yawned and stretched your arms above your head as you stepped into your bedroom. Setting your signed stuff on your bed top you collapsed onto it and stared at your ceiling. Unknowingly a smile had formed on your face when you thought about what happened tonight, well more like a certain boy that you had met tonight.

You turned your head towards the items lying on your bed and grabbed it in your hands, lifting it above your face to read the writing. There were the boys' signatures and simple messages basically thanking you for being a fan, but one message in particular caught your interest making you do a double take. 

There in black marker was the sentence,

Hey, I really enjoyed meeting and talking to you, maybe we can talk some more??

Followed by his number. 

You were so surprised that you sat up quickly and stared at the same sentence with wide eyes. 

"WHAT THE HELL?!?" You yelled as you stood and gasped. "He-He gave me his number," you muttered with surprise. 

"Yah~ What the hell are you screaming for?!" Your friend screamed from the other room making your roll your eyes.

"Nothing!"

You grabbed your phone from the bedside table and turned the screen on, pulling up your messaging app and typing in the number. 

Hello, this is y/n. From the fansign.

After pressing send you stared at your message and hit yourself on the forehead. "Oh my god, I sound completely stupid. Seriously, y/n? Really?!"

You groaned and considered turning your phone off from embarrassment before you heard your ringtone going off and looked at it. 

"Oh my god. It's him!"

You took a deep breath before pressing the answer call button and bringing the phone up to your ear. "Yeoboseyo?"

"Y/n?" 

You felt butterflies start in your stomach again making you look down with wide eyes. Why am I so nervous? "Yeah, this is me."

"I'm glad you got my message," he said simply and you could hear the smile in his voice. "As embarrassing as it sounds, I was waiting for your message or call."

~Yolo yolo yolo yo Yolo yolo yo. Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Yolo yolo yolo yo. Where my money yah? Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Yolo yolo yolo yo Yolo yolo yo. Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun. Yolo yolo yolo yo. Where the party yah? Squandering fun, squandering fun, squandering fun~

You felt yourself blush again and fiddled with the bottom of your shirt. "You were?"

"Yeah, the whole time I kept staring at my phone and Mark kept making fun of me. Did you get home okay?"

You smiled and nodded before mentally hitting yourself when you remember you were on a phone and he couldn't see you. "I did, thank you."

"I'm glad. And I'm very glad that you ended up messaging me," he said before trailing off and laughing. "I sound like a love stricken teenager right now," he muttered making you laugh. 

"But that's okay," he told you making you go quiet, "Because it's true."

Your eyes widened and you stared blankly into space with wide eyes, "Wh-What?"

He cleared his throat and you could tell he was embarrassed. "I, uh, let's just ignore that."

"A love stricken teenager, huh?" You teased him as you smiled with glee. You yourself felt like a giddy little girl who was being confessed to by her crush.

"Shut up," he muttered before yelling at someone on the other end of the line and shortly after you heard a slap.

Second Person POV:

"OW! Hyung!"

"Don't make fun of me and try to listen to my phone call." Ten said before sighing and focusing back onto the call, hearing you laugh. "Yah~ Don't you start too."

All you could do was laugh and fall back onto your bed, not realizing that you had been talking to him for a while already. 

"Want to video call later?" He asked you as he smiled and waited for your answer.

After a few seconds of silence he heard you say, "Yeah."

He smiled widely and instantly said, "Alright, I'll message you my info and I'll see you later!"

His features softened when he heard you laugh and was happy when you agreed with him. You both said goodbye to the other and hung up your phones, falling back onto your beds and smiling like idiots at the ceiling.

~Just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying (everybody!) Just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying (everybody!) Just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying (everybody!) Just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying, just go instead of worrying (everybody!)~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Illegirl(Jimin-BTS)

Requested by: NightingaleVoice03

~You hide but only appear when you smile. Where did you come from? Don’t lie, I know you’re an angel. What are you? But you, that smile is so cruel. Cruel, I shouldn’t have seen that cheek. You. What’s really dangerous is only in your possession~

Today had been a boring day so far since you had the day off but no one you knew was off, so now you were sitting at home on the couch just flipping through random channels on the tv. You sighed and finally chunked the remote down onto the cushion and decided on watching a weekly idol episode that was apparently new. A smile crossed your face when you noticed that it was BTS and your smile widened more when your adorable fiance showed up on the screen. 

You sunk back into the cushions and watched the rest of the show, laughing at how dorky they were. Finally the episode went off and you sighed as you turned the tv off before just sitting there still not knowing what to do. 

"Ugh, this is so boring." You groaned as you threw your head back and closed your eyes.

You heard the door open and your eyes flew open as you sat straighter in your seat and turned slightly towards the doorway. A smile crossed onto your face again when you saw Jimin walking into the room rubbing the back of his neck, a tired expression on his face. He glanced up and automatically smiled when he saw you sitting on the couch.

"Jimin! Welcome home!" You told him as you hopped up and hugged him tightly.

"Hey, jagi. Have a good day?" He asked you as he set his hand on your head and held you to him.

"No," you pulled back and pouted up at him, "It was boring. Well until I watched you guys on Weekly Idol, then it went off and I was bored again."

He chuckled and tucked some loose strands of hair behind your ear, "Well I missed you. Let me go clean up then I'll come back down and we can hang out alright?"

"No, it's fine. You look tired, why don't you go ahead and get some rest?"

Jimin shook his head and pouted, "Noo~ I want to hang out with you!"

"Park Jimin! You go clean up and go to sleep," you told him as you pointed your finger to the bedroom.

He pouted and sighed, "Fine, but only if you come and snuggle with me?"

You smiled and playfully rolled your eyes, "Fine."

"Yay~!"

He did a small dance and then kissed your cheek before running away into the bedroom, sticking his head back out and blowing you a kiss then finally disappearing into the room. You laughed lowly and shook your head not believing that he changed from 0 to 100 real quick.

Shrugging you turned and headed into your kitchen to get him something to eat and drink. As soon as you stepped foot into the kitchen you heard Jimin call out to you from the bathroom since you also heard the shower turn on.

"Hey jagi, do you think you could get my phone? I think one of the boys messaged me and I'm already in the shower!"

You sighed and went back towards the bedroom, grabbing his phone from the bed and turning it on. "Tae called!"

"Call him back for me?"

"'Kay," you answered as you pressed Tae's name and held it up to your ear.

~That dimple is illegal. No, it’s dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl. Your existence alone is a crime. Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

"Hello?"

"Hey, you called?"

Tae was silent for a moment before making a noise of realization, "Ah! Yeah, but I thought I called Jimin?"

You shook your head and smiled, "You did. He's taking a shower so he asked me to call you back for him."

"Oh," he said before he went silent again.

"Tae? Is everything okay?"

"Hm? Oh yeah, everything's fine! I was just wanting to know if he wanted to come over later."

"I'll ask him and tell him to call you back, alright?"

"Yup! Thanks, y/n!"

"No problem, Tae. I'll talk to you later?"

"Yeah, bye Y/n!"

"Bye~"

You shut the phone's screen off and set it back down onto the bed before standing and heading to the bathroom door. It was slightly cracked open and you heard Jimin humming to himself as he took a shower.

"Hey, he just wanted to know if you wanted to hand out later."

"Hang out? Tell him no~" He whined making you laugh. 

"Nope, already told him you'd call him back."

"Awe~ Jaggii~"

"Oh, hush."

You turned and went to walk away as you heard him muttering something though you couldn't hear exactly what he was saying, you knew he was complaining. "What was that?" You asked as you turned back to face the door.

"What?! Nothing!"

"Mhm~"

~I don’t have it, only you have it. Is that why it’s so hard? I wanna die fallen in you, I wanna die locked in you. You are my lake. Cause you. When you smile, I get dizzy. True. Please be careful. You. What’s really dangerous is only in your possession~

Jimin had finished his shower and had already called Tae back so now you both were laying on the bed and were snuggling. You turned over and let out a content sigh and tilted your head back to look up at him. He had his eyes closed but a small smile crossed onto his features when he felt your gaze resting on him.

"I know I'm handsome but don't you get enough of this face all day?"

You laughed and kissed his cheek, "Never! I'll never get tired of looking at you." You grew quiet and your eyes narrowed slightly as you pulled back some and studied his face. 

"What now?" He asked with a chuckle.

"You know, I think you're prettier than me sometimes....I hate it."

He laughed and turned his head to look at you, his eyes widened with disbelief and amusement. "What?! You're not supposed to call me pretty!"

"Then what?"

"Handsome! I'm handsome, right?" He asked before turning onto his side and propping himself up on his elbow.

You smirked and studied his face again, "Naw~ pretty suits you more." You silently laughed and turned on your side facing away from him as you heard him scoff.

"Yah! I am not pretty!" 

You felt hands on your side and before you could react he had started to tickle your sides lightly making you laugh. After a few seconds you had tears in your eyes and were gasping as you tried to kick yourself away from him.

"N-No! St-op!" You got out between laughs though that didn't stop him.

Jimin smiled when he heard you laughter and eventually stopped, looking down at you and brushing your hair out of your face. "Still think I'm pretty?"

You pouted and looked up at him, "Tickling me won't change my mind. But if you try to do it again I will leave."

He sighed, exasperated, and fell back onto the bed shaking his head. "Unbelievable, my own fiance thinks I'm pretty. PRETTY!"

You chuckled and laid your head on his chest, "I thought that would be a good thing?"

"Not coming from the woman I love no," he said shortly and by the tone of his voice you could tell he was pouting.

You sighed and leaned up, putting your hands on either side of his face before looking him straight in the eyes. "I think you are the most handsome man I have ever seen. Yes, I think you are also pretty but I mean that in the way that a prince would be pretty."

His eyebrows drew together as he stared at you with confusion, "What?"

"Me calling you pretty isn't saying you're not handsome. I'm just saying you have softer facial features and I love them all."

"You still called me pr-"

"Oh for the love of pete," you groaned out before turning onto your back as well now facing the ceiling. 

He chuckled and pulled you closer to him, urging you to rest your head on his chest again. "I love you."

"Mhm, you better."

~That dimple is illegal. No, it’s dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl. Your existence alone is a crime. Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

"Jagi," you heard a voice whisper by your ear making you flinch in your sleep. "Ja~gi~"

You groaned and moved around getting comfortable again. After the voice had gone away you smiled in content and felt yourself falling asleep again, but that quickly disappeared when you felt a finger start poking your side. You sighed and opened your eyes to glare at you smirking fiance. 

"What?"

"Ooh~ You're such a grouch when you wake up." He muttered as he chuckled. 

"I am when I've only been sleeping for about thirty minutes," you groaned as you turned back around and pulled the covers tighter around you. 

He laughed and shook his head, "Jagi it's 10 o'clock in the morning."

Your eyes opened and you sat up, "What?"

"Yeah, you must've needed sleep more than I did." He placed a gentle hand on your back and slowly started rubbing it up and down in soothing strokes. 'Work's been rough lately huh?"

"Ugh, you have no idea. But I'll tell you this," you said as you stretched your arms above your head and yawned. "I haven't slept that good in weeks."

Jimin smiled and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling your back onto his chest before resting his chin on your head. "Me either. That was a real good sleep."

"Mhm~" You then mumbled and wiggled your way out of his hold. "Alright, you go get ready for the day I'm going to go make breakfast."

"Jagi, can't we just stay in bed all day?"

"No, don't be lazy." You told him with a smirk before opening the bedroom door and heading down the stairs.

"Bosy, bosy, bosy!" He called mockingly after you making you laugh and shake your head.

*After breakfast*

You and Jimin were seated at the kitchen table and staring at each other with narrowed eyes, a board game laid out in front of you and an air of competitiveness surrounding you. He smirked and looked at the board before looking at you again. 

"You won't win, just give up now." He said lowly, too confident for his own good, and making you scoff.

"Oh please, if anyone wins it will be me. But don't worry I'll try to go easy on you so your ego won't be too damaged."

It always got serious like this when a game was in front of the two of you. You both were too competitive at anything and everything, it didn't matter if it was small or big the both of you always took it too seriously.

"Oh my poor baby, that's so cute." He said as he faked a pout and pinched your cheek.

"Yah~ Don't do that." You told him as you slapped his hand away and made him laugh. "Let's do this!"

~Every time I see you, my heart gets dangerous. Every time I see you, it gets more dangerous. Oh baby no hey. Oh baby no hey. You’re too dangerous to live in this world. That dimple is illegal. No, it’s dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl, your existence alone is a crime. Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway. Illegal, Illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

Half an hour had passed and you sat there grinning like the Cheshire Cat while Jimin sat across from you with a scowl on his face, not taking his defeat so well. 

"I told you I'd win," you bragged before letting out a laugh.

"Yah, don't be a sore winner!" He whined as he pouted and crossed his arms.

"Don't be a sore loser," you countered as you copied him and smiled smugly.

He scoffed and shook his head, "Whatever, this game was stupid to begin with."

"Yeah, sure, because that's exactly what you said last week when we played."

"I won then, so I thought it was fun." He said as a light pink dusted his cheeks.

"So because you lost now you're going to throw a fit?"

"I'm not throwing a fit, I don't know what you're talking about."

You rolled your eyes, a smile still on your face, and shook your head. "I've made my decision," you told him as you tried to change the topic.

"What decision?" He asked you with confusion.

"What I get since I won," you said simply as you shrugged and started packing the game back into the box.

Jimin's eyes widened and he sat up straighter, "Since when were we playing for a prize?"

"Since we've always played games against each other?"

He pouted again and sighed, "Fine. What do you want?"

You paused for dramatic effect and smiled widely, "A kiss."

Jimin's eyebrows drew together and he looked to you with confusion. "A kiss? That's it? Last time I made you pretend you were drunk and you had to call Jungkook."

You felt your cheeks flush at that reminder from the embarrassing night and laid your forehead on your palm, "Yes but I'm not a jerk."

He laughed and got up from his chair, "Alright, alright. Calm down."

He laid his palms on either side of you and leaned down until he was hovering in front of your face. "Here's," he started saying before kissing your forehead. "Your," he paused to kiss your nose. "Kiss," he finished as he pressed his lips gently to your own.

He pulled back and smiled sweetly at you, "Was that prize worthy enough for a winner?"

You laughed and his his shoulder, "Shut up." 

Ignoring the heat rising to your cheeks you wrapped your arms around his wait and laid your head on his chest. You heard him laugh softly before squeezing you tighter to him.

"I love you, jagi."

"Love you, too, oppa."

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

You Are(Yugyeom-Got7)

Requested by: MyHopeMyAngelJHope 

Okay, yes this is a frikin cheery song but I've been doing fluffs and I really want a mixed one so here ya go x'D

~When I'm getting used to this meaningless day, just when I'm about to get tired I close my eyes and think of you. I can feel my heart beating louder baby. Feels like at least half my day is empty, I try filling it up but deep in my heart, I can't. Getting bigger, deeper, and wider. Right now, I feel like before the sun up~

Second POV:

Yugyeom didn't understand why it happened, wasn't exactly even sure he understood what even happened. All he knew was that you were no longer by his side. And even then, though he was sitting here at your memorial, he didn't want to believe it. He didn't want to accept to living a life without you being here and living it with him. 

"Gyeommie," a sorrow filled voice called out to the poor young boy sitting on the floor, staring blankly into space. "Yugyeom-ah, come on. Let's head home."

Yugyeom moved his gaze from nothing to the photo of you smiling sweetly at the camera. His heart melted as memories of your laugh played in his head and he saw the adorable crinkle by your eyes. He gulped and felt his eyes water, which surprised him since he thought that he had cried all he could since the news. He didn't even feel the tears well up or slide down his cheeks he hasn't felt much of anything except numbness since the night you left him.

"Hyun-" He tried to get out but was stopped when a sob tore it's way out of his throat. "Sh-She's gone."

The older boy sighed sadly and sat on the floor against the wall next to the youngest, wrapping his arm around his shoulder and pulling him slightly towards him. "I know Yugyeom, but think about what y/n would want. She wouldn't want you to cry now would she?"

Yugyeom didn't answer him and instead pulled his knees up to his chest, laying his chin on them and closing his eyes as another grief filled cry came out. "Why'd she leave?"

"It wasn't her fault Yugyeom, you know that. She got sick but you remember what she told you don't you?" Mark asked the younger as he kept his arm around his shoulder. The older boy started speaking as he knew the other wouldn't. "She told you that when she died she didn't want us to cry and be filled with grief for years. She said that if we cried over her death at her funeral then she'd personally come back down here and punish us."

That brought a small chuckle mixed with a cry from the younger boy. "Yeah, she always hated other people crying because of her."

"She was special, I'll tell you that Yugyeom. And she loved you with all her heart, Gyeom."

"Mark-hyung, what am I supposed to do without her? How can I live on with my life if she's not going to be with me?" 

Mark sighed and looked over the picture of the girl who felt like his own little sister to him and smiled. "You won't be without her Yugyeom. She'll always be with you in your heart, she'll never leave your side."

"You're right," he said as he smiled over at him. "You go ahead, I'll be out in a few." 

Mark nodded and stood, patting the young boy on the head and then headed from the room to meet up with the others. "Let's give him some space," he said before nodding his head and letting the others before him, sparring one more glance at the room before turning and heading after the others.

Yugyeom was standing by your picture and grabbed onto you, setting it under his arm before smiling sadly. He started out the door and held tight onto your photo as he walked further and further from the room of grief. Stopping before the doors he stared at them and with your picture in his hand he opened the doors to his new future.

~When I'm lost and confused, when my head hurts and I'm tired. You hold my hand when I'm down. You warmly and tightly embrace me. I only ran forward so when I'm out of breath you become my sky. It's a beautiful sky, the clear sky is like you. There is not a cloud because of you. The world feels different to me~

Half a month later:

"So, Yugyeom-ah are you planning on coming over for the bbq?" 

"Nah, I have something to do tonight but I'll try to spring by tomorrow. Tell the boys alright?"

"Alright, I'll let them know. Be safe with whatever you're doing, okay?"

"Of course, I'll talk to you later hyung," Yugyeom said before clicking the end call button and setting the phone down. 

He smiled at the bouquet of flowers he had lying on the table, fresh and smelling wonderful since he had just bought them this morning. He hadn't lied when he told Mark that he had something special planned for tonight and the bouquet proved it along with the nice shirt and dress pants the young man was wearing. He had headed into the bathroom and fixed his hair before doing a double check and smiling at himself.

After making sure he had everything he grabbed the flowers along with his keys and phone then headed out the door, locking it behind him. He waved at his nice elderly neighbor and opened the door to his car before sliding in and turning the key to start it. He reached over and laid the bouquet gently on the passenger side seat, making sure he didn't break any flowers off. 

"Time to go," he spoke to the flowers softly as he patted the wrapping and drove away from his home. 

*A few minutes later*

Yugyeom sighed and gathered his things before getting out of the car and heading inside the cool building, smiling at the familiar man behind the desk. 

"Nice to see you Mr. Kim, here to see her again huh?"*/

"Yeah, it's a special day today." He replied before waving and headed back down the hallway to his right. 

He had a small smile placed on his face as he passed several other hallways and other people before he finally reached his destination. 

"I missed you," he whispered to her as he raised the flowers. "Sorry I'm a little bit late. But I have a good reason so don't hurt me, okay?"

He let out a soft chuckle and raised the bouquet of (y/f/f) and setting the on the shelf that was holding a photo of you and him, his arms wrapped around your waist as you both laughed not realizing you had a photo taken. 

He softly laid his hand on the shelf's bottom and tapped it lightly. "Did you miss me a lot?"

He sat on a bench located close to her unit and leaned back against the wall, never moving his hand from the shelf. 

"The boys miss you, a lot, though they won't admit it of course but you can tell. They're actually having a bbq tonight and I know I know I should've gone, but how could I leave you alone here tonight when it's your birthday? You know I'd never forget it," he told you as he sighed. 

He continued on like that for about an hour, spending time with you for your birthday like he had promised to do for every year. After talking about anything and everything that's happened he stood and picked the photo up and telling you goodbye he turned and headed from the building. He waved goodbye to the man and headed to his parked car, sliding in and sitting there for a few moments like he always does. He smiled and pulled out his phone before dialing a number.

"Hello?"

"Hey hyung, seems like I'll be heading over after all. That still okay?"

"Of course it is, Yugyeom. Just head on over and I'l-"

"Yah! You better hurry up and get over here. Quick gushing everything to y/n and share your time with us as well."

"Jackson, shut up and go away."

Yugyeom let out a laugh as he heard a slap and someone yell ouch, knowing instantly the oldest had smacked Jackson. "I'll be there in 20."

"Alright, see you then Gyeom. Be safe!"

~It's raining in my day, no one else can see my sky. I can't breathe, I can't eat, I can't sleep. Before I met you, I was completely broken. Now I'm alright, feel alright. I'm always where you can reach me. When I see you, hidden behind the clouds. When I'm lost and confused, when my head hurts and I'm tired you take all my pain away, go away. Your touch heals all my scars. I only ran forward so when I clash against reality you become my path~

"You remember that year where we tried to surprise y/n but she ended up ruining the whole thing by sleeping over that night?" Jackson reminisced as all the boys sat at the table drinking their drinks and laughing at the memories.

"Oh yeah! No one ever told Yugyeom so he had invited her over the night before. I remember that," Youngjae blurted out as he let out a loud laugh.

Yugyeom joined in on the laughter and shook his head, "See no one told me so how was I supposed to know."

"Seriously though, do you remember Bam's face when she caught him putting up the decorations and signs?" Jaebum said as he chuckled from the memory.

Flashback-

"Hey babe," Yugyeom said quietly as he greeted his fiance at the door.

"Everyone asleep?" You asked with a whisper as you stepped into the house and kissed the boy's cheek.

He yawned and nodded, "Yeah we had a busy day so everyone passed out after taking a shower. You ready for bed?"

"Yeah just let me freshen up real quick then I'll be in," you told him before heading in front of him down the hallway to the bathroom.

Once you were finished you headed into his room and were confused when you didn't see a certain boy in the bed opposite Yugyeom's. Said boy noticed your confusion and pulled you down onto the bed as he wrapped his arm around your waist.

"Bam, Jackson, and Youngjae fell asleep watching a movie in the other room so we have this room to ourselves tonight."

"Good," you answered as you snuggled back into his warmth and closed your eyes with a smile. "I love you, Yugyeom."

"I love you, y/n. Sleep tight jagi."

"Night."

~~

You were awoken by shouting and banging coming from the other room, definitely the boys. You sighed and yawned stretching your arms and legs out before untangling yourself from Yugyeom and standing from the bed. Grabbing your hair tie that you placed on the small table next to the bed you put your hair up into a messy bun and pulled your shirt down before quietly opening the door and heading into the bathroom, doing your morning rituals and then heading back into the room. 

You smiled when you saw your handsome fiance still sleeping soundly on the bed so you sat down and brushed his bangs out of his face. Leaning down you pressed a kiss to his cheek and then his nose, pulling back when he twitched and turned more.

"Wake up handsome," you whispered in his ear with a smile.

You heard a groan and glanced at his face to see his eyes blinking open slowly. He stared at you for a few moments before smiling goofily. 

"Good morning," he said his voice still husky from sleep. "You sleep okay?"

"Yup, didn't wake up until a few moments ago."

"Are the hyungs up?" He asked you with a yawn as he sat up and leaned back against the wall, grabbing onto your hand and pulling you to him. 

"Yeah, they're the ones who woke me up. They were banging something around in the other room and yelling at each other."

"Ah so just another morning in the got7 household?" 

You laughed and shook your head agreeing with him. "Come on," you told him before wiggling from his hold and standing again. "Let's go eat breakfast."

~It's a beautiful sky, the clear sky is like you. There is not a cloud because of you. The world feels different to me. When you're happy, you look at the sky. When things are hard, fall down on me as rain. With half of your pain, my sky tomorrow is filled with you. I don't need anything but you, understand~

The both of you headed downstairs, after Yugyeom went to the bathroom, hand in hand and listened with confused as you heard the boys talking with excitement. You heard other things and then a loud pop followed closely by Jackson's scream.

Your eyes widened and you glanced over at Yugyeom with a raised eyebrow. "What are they doing?" You muttered to him lowly.

He simply shrugged and pulled you after him as he headed towards the sound. Though the both of you stopped when you were about to pass the living room once you heard a little grunt and a bang. You nodded at Yugyeom to keep going and you turned to the living room, peering in and watching with curiosity when you saw Bam in there with tacks in a bowl beside him on a stool. 

He groaned and kissed his finger when he pinched it and then scowled at the giant banner that he was trying to hand on the wall. The boy never noticed you were in the room and you watched as he turned and moved slightly from the banner letting you read the lettering which made your eyes widen and you gasped.

Bam jumped and turned quickly to face you, his eyes widened and his mouth wide open. "Y-Y/N?!?!?! What are you doing here?!"

You stared at him with happiness and felt touched since you now knew what the boys were doing while banging around.

"Yah~You ruined our surprise!" You heard Jackson whine from behind you as the rest gathered into the small room.

You turned to face each of them and your gaze ended on your boyfriend. "Did you know about this?"

He scratched his neck and looked around the room curiously, "Actually it was my idea but I didn't know they were going through with it today. They turned it down before."

Jackson scowled at the younger boy then turned to you with a wide smile. "Alright guys better now than never. 1..2..3!"

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

You laughed and smiled widely as Bam walked from behind you and gave you a hug. After returning it Mark and the others hugged you as well before Jaebum led you to the chair and had you sit.

"We each got you something," Mark explained as he stood and grabbed a neatly wrapped present from the table. "This one's mine."

"Thank you guys, so much! But you didn't have to get me a present."

"Eyy~ You know you deserve more. Sorry it's just this and that we couldn't throw a bigger party."

"Are you crazy?! This is the best birthday surprise I've ever had," you told them as you felt tears well up. "I love you guys."

"We love you, too." They cheered as you all gathered into a group hug.

~Just like now, only stay by my side. Warmly look at me just like this. You probably don't know but just by your existence alone I feel alive and breathing. Beautiful sky. The sky is clear, there's not a single tear. There is not a cloud, because of you. The world feels different to me~

You were now in the shared bedroom of Yugyeom and Bam alone after you changed into Gyeom's shirt and shorts, though they were a little loose on you. Bam had decided that he'd just stay with Jinyoung for the night and let you and Yugyeom be. You were lost in thoughts and absentmindedly smiled when you thought about tonight when you felt arms wrap around your waist.

"Good thoughts," Yugyeom muttered against your head as he kissed it.

"Mhm, tonight was really nice. I think I actually needed that."

He chuckled and laid his chin on your shoulder, "Happy birthday baby."

You smiled and held onto his hands tighter, "Thank you."

End of FB-

Yugyeom smiled at the memory and joined the others as they raised their cups and toasted to you. 

"To y/n," Mark said which was quickly repeated by the others as they all clinked their glasses together.

Happy birthday jagi, I love you.

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Swimming Fool(Jun-Seventeen)

Requested by: elisyilay

~I've fallen into you, I'm struggling because of you. My movements become slower and I'm starting to suffocate. I'm a swimming fool. I want to not think of you sometimes, I think I'm gonna go crazy when I think of you, but it's easier said than done. Whatever la lala lalalala~

"Hey, jagi?" You heard your husband call from inside the kitchen.

"Yeah?" You called from your small office room inside the house, which had your stuff for work you needed to bring home and Jun's things.

"I-uh-think there's a problem with my food," he called out before trailing off.

You looked up and stared blankly at the wall, not really understanding what would be wrong with it. "What do you me-"

"WOAH! AHH!"

Your eyes widened and you shot from your chair taking off towards the kitchen, stopping when you opened the door and saw what happened. "What the -"

Jun turned towards you and then glanced back towards the now covered in red sauce microwave. "Uhm, I told you there was something wrong with my food." He mumbled as he looked at the horrific scene with a scowl.

You didn't know what to say, all you could do was glance from him to the microwave and back again. After a few minutes though you felt a laugh bubble up but bit your lip to hold it back, though that apparently was futile since you stared laughing. Hard. Like so hard you had tears forming in your eyes and your stomach was cramping. 

"Oh..m-my...gosh. I can't beli-believe you...just did that! Bwahaha!" 

Jun stared at you like you were insane for a few seconds before an amused smile formed on his face and he rolled his eyes. "I don't get it though," he said before turning serious again. "Why'd it explode?"

You finally calmed down and took a seat on the bar stool as you wiped underneath your eyes and took deep breaths. "You've never been told that you can't put anything with red sauce in the microwave uncovered for long periods of time?"

His eyes widened in disbelief, "What? Why? That's so stupid!"

You shrugged and smiled at him in amusement, "I don't know but I thought everyone knew that."

"Well obviously I didn't," he muttered as he sighed and got some paper towels to start cleaning the mess up.

"Uhm, here let me get you some cleaner."

"Thanks jagi."

~Hit me hit me up. Ring ring ring ring I call. My mouth curls, the moment I pick up my mouth curls. When you want to hear about my heart throw your hands up, throw your hands up, throw your hands up. I've fallen into you, I'm struggling because of you. My movements become slower and I'm starting to suffocate. I'm a swimming fool~

The two of you were now watching a drama that was playing on tv but you just started giggling when the look on Jun's face from earlier popped into your head. Jun glanced over at you and pulled his eyebrows together, wondering what made you laugh since it wasn't exactly a funny scene that was playing.

You felt Jun's gaze on you which made you laugh harder and you fell back into his arms. "Sorry," you said lamely as you bit back the rest of your laughs.

"Why're you laughing?" He asked you, still confused and curious.

"Uhm, just thought about something funny." You said, trying to brush the question off so you wouldn't upset Jun.

Though he wasn't stupid and guessed right off the bat what you were laughing at. "Yah! I thought we weren't going to think about what happened earlier?!"

You laughed and shook your head, "I'm sorry but your face when I ran in and saw you, it was so frikin funny!"

"Ya~h~ it wasn't that funny!" He whined as he pouted and took his arm from behind your neck.

"I'm sorry, it's not you I'm laughing at it's just what happened that I find funny."

"Mhm, sure."

You smiled and rolled your eyes though you looked to the man with adoration. You loved how he always got embarrassed and pretended like he was mad. "Hey, jagi. Mianhae~"

He looked over at you and saw you tilting your head to the side, pouting cutely. He  looked away quickly and tried to hide his smile from you. Though you loved to pick on him he could never stay mad at you and it was same the other way around. Neither of you was ever mad at one another, and it you ever did get upset it never lasted long.

"Oppa~" You called out to him as you pouted, "I'm rea~lly sorry. Forgive me?"

He sighed and forced the smile off his face before turning to face you, "Aish. Why should I?"

"Because I love you! Saranghaeyo~" You told him as you smiled and made a heart with your hands.

He laughed and brought his hands up to his face, cupping your cheeks. "Aish, I love you too. Why can I never stay mad at you?"

You smiled and kissed his nose, "Because I'm cute and you love me?"

"Haha, yeah that's the reason I suppose." He said as he pretended to think it over then chuckled when you pouted, leaning forward and kissing your cheeks then your forehead.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, too. I suppose."

You both smiled and you rolled your eyes playfully. He tilted his head and smiled widely at me then his eyes widened. Sitting up straight now he stared at you with a serious expression making you look at him with confusion.

"Wh-What?"

"Let's have a baking contest!"

~Tantalizing feel that soaks from the tip of my toes I twitch once. The heart dances, badum tss. I throw my body, I've fallen for you stupid. I'm always soaked in this feeling. The light shining because of you is hot. I want to keep swimming. We are always tied together, tightly. Hit me hit me up. Ring ring ring ring I call. My mouth curls, the moment I pick up my mouth curls. When you want to hear about my heart throw your hands up, throw your hands up, throw your hands up~

"Okay, we have milk chocolate cake mix and then fudge brownie mix. Oo~ or we have..."

You sighed as you watched your husband go on and on about the different baking mixes that were stored in your pantry. Leaning against the counter you crossed your arms and couldn't believe that you had actually agreed to this idea. 

"Hey, babe, maybe we shouldn't do this." 

"Huh? Wae?" He asked you as he kept looking through the boxed mixes to find one he wanted to make.

"I mean....you didn't make spaghetti sauce explode in our microwave earlier."

"Yah~ Didn't I tell you not to mention that again?" He whined as he turned to face you with a pout.

"Jun," you said softly, "Honey, you've never baked anything before. You've always just watched me, you never even wanted to help. You sure you can bake this stuff without making anything-hmmm- you know, explode?"

He sighed and looked at you with exasperation. "Yes!"

"Alright, alright, don't get lippy. You can't blame me for being cautious." You told him as you cupped his face.

"Yeah, I guess not." He took your hands from his face and turned to the two boxes on the counter with excitement. "Now, let's get started!"

"Oh god, here we go."

*Ten minutes later*

You sat on the floor, your legs stretched out straight in front of you, and scowled at the counter across from you. Jun was beside you on the floor and occasionally would glance over at you, worry in his gaze. He would reach his hand out slowly but then would change his mind and retrack it again.

The kitchen around you both was a mess, chocolate mixing everywhere even some on the walls. Egg shells were scattered around and there was even some oil that had fallen, dripping over the side of the counters and onto the floor. Among other things you were scared to even acknowledge. You weren't exactly sure what had happened but you knew it started with Jun's evil smirk.

"Hey, jagi? I'm sorry," Jun said breaking the thick silence and slightly turning to face you. "Jagi?"

You stayed silent but turned your hand and glared at him, chocolate mixing sliding from your head and onto the floor. He smiled innocently and took ahold of your hand and brought it up to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss to it. 

"I wuv you~" He told cutely as he scooted closer to you. "Here, let me help you clean up."

He brought his face closer to your own and you looked to him with confusion, "What are you doi- EW!!! UGH!!"

He laughed as you pulled away and stood up, walking to the sink and grabbing some paper towels that were laying beside it. 

"I can't believe you frikin licked my cheek!" Your nose crinkled with disgust as you glared back at him.

He laughed again and walked up to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and laying his chin on your shoulder. "Sorry, thought I was helping you."

"Mhm," you hummed as you tore off another paper towel and dampened it before handing it back to him.

"Here, clean up."

"Yes ma'am," he told you as he grabbed it and then paused handing it back to you.

You took it with confusion and glanced from him to the towel. "What? Don't want to be clean?"

He smiled and shook his head, "No I just want you to clean me."

"What? Seriously?"

"Pwease~" He drawled out as he pouted cutely making you sigh and smile.

"Ugh, fine." 

"I love you~" He said as he chuckled and closed his eyes while you started cleaning up the mixing.

"Mhm, you better."

~I’ve fallen into you, I’m struggling because of you. My movements become slower and I’m starting to suffocate. I’m a swimming fool. I’ve fallen into you, I’m struggling because of you. My movements become slower and I’m starting to suffocate. I’m a swimming fool~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Critical Beauty(Yeo One-Pentagon)

Requested by: MarriedToKpop

~I was walking and I just found this rose on the street. If you like it, take it. I didn’t know you liked pink, but seeing you hold it it does look good with you. Don’t look at me like that. Stop asking me. Where did you learn to smile like that. I feel hot all of a sudden. Heat is rising for some reason~

Brrrrnnggg.

Your eyes popped wide open and you gasped as you sat up quickly once the shrill noise reached your ears. You paused for a second to catch your breath and look at your surroundings to recognize where you were, before realizing you were in your class. Embarrassment covered you as you saw all the looks that your class mates were giving you and you slid farther down into your chair as you felt your cheeks heat up. 

You heard a snort from behind you and felt a hand tap your head making you pout and bring your own up to rub the sore spot. "Ouch," you muttered as you turned sideways in your chair and scowled at your boyfriend. 

"You're such a goof, I can't believe you fell asleep in class." Yeo One picked at you as he waited patiently for you to collect your things. 

"You didn't have to hit me though," you told him as you glanced up at him and pouted.

He smiled and bent over reaching his hand up to rub your head, "Mianhae. Come on now, school's out and I don't want to stay here longer than usual."

You shook your head but couldn't help to smile as he held onto your hand and led you from the classroom. A smile stayed on your face while the both of you walked hand in hand and headed out of the school building then started on your walk home. Yeo One talked about random things and you never complained, you loved listening to him get excited about something so when he got like this you would just stay quiet and listen.

"Hey, y/n, can we do something tonight?" He asked as he tilted his head and smiled down at you.

"Hm? Sure, what were you thinking?"

He paused for a minute and then cleared his throat as he scratched the back of his neck. "Uhm, well my parents are gone for the night so would you like to come over? I was- uh- I was planning on making dinner?"

Your eyes widened in surprise and you glanced over to him, a smile slowly crossed onto your face as you stopped and stared at him in amazement. "Wait, what? Really?"

"Mhm, ar-are you okay with that?" He asked slowly, a slight pink tint covering his cheeks. 

"Of course I am." You told him as you wrapped your arms around him and hugged him, making him let out a laugh. "That sounds amazing."

You heard him sigh, most likely from relief, and he wrapped his arms around you as well. "Good, then shall we go?"

You pulled back from the hug and nodded about to start down the street again when he put his hand on your arm, stopping you. "What?"

~Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you keep asking the obvious? That’s how I feel. Why do you want me to say the obvious? It’s written on your face. Why are you getting mad? You’re a critical beauty~

He smiled and didn't say anything, instead he just nodded towards a car that had just pulled to a stop behind you. You glanced from the car to your boyfriend and felt your eyebrows pull together. 

"My uhm, my dad insisted." He bit his lip and looked away then back to you, "Are you okay with it. Cause we can walk if you wa-"

"What? Are you kidding? Let's go!" 

He laughed and followed behind you as you drug him to the car. 

*Time Skip brought to you by.....FACE MIST! Even Daesung promotes it!* ~never gets old~

You looked around the house with contempt as you remembered how homey his house felt. It had been a while since you'd been here but as always it felt nice to be here. The both of you had been in a relationship since you were in the tenth grade and now you were both freshman in college. All these years your families had grown closer and eventually you all were actually close and felt like a great big family. Your parents adored him and treated him as their own son and his parents were so loving to you, always making you feel welcomed.

"Hey jagi, it's done." Your handsome boyfriend said as he poked his head through the kitchen doorway.

"Oh, coming!"

"No, wait!" He called suddenly making you stop quickly and look at him with wide eyes. "Stay here, one second."

You watched with confusion as he turned and ran back into the kitchen and listened as you heard banging and clinking. "Yeo, what are you doing?"

"One second! Ouch! Crap, that's hot!"

You got worried and walked quickly to the doorway, "Hey, you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine! Here come in now." He told you softly as he opened the door for you and led you to the table, that was now set with a table cloth and the room was warmly lit thanks to the candles scattered around the room. 

You paused and stared at the set table with amazement. "Ye-Yeo, thi-this is beautiful."

He scratched his cheek and bit his lip, "You like it?"

"Ye-Yeah, I love it!" You told him as you turned and wrapped your arms around his waist. "Thank you so much for this."

"No problem, you deserve better but this was the best I could do."

"Better?! What's better than this?"

He chuckled and pulled away, pulling a chair out for you and smiling widely.

~Stop trying to find signs of me checking out other girls or trying to find the differences. Don’t want you to join the others who are so obvious. Just want us to get closer. I feel the high like diving into the sky, as if I’ve always been like that giving off a tsundere vibe. I live for you, I’ll give you everything. If I’m with you alone anywhere we go, it’s Hollywood~

You sighed in contempt and leaned back slightly in your chair , smiling happily as you looked to Yeo One. He had finished earlier than you had and was spending the rest of the time talking with you about random things. Overall you enjoyed everything and didn't stop telling him that especially since you enjoyed the food so much.

"You never told me you could cook though, Yeo." You told him as you leaned your elbows on the table, looking over at him as he stood at the sink. 

"Yeah, mom taught me long ago but I never had the chance to actually show you my skills."

You laughed and stood from the table, heading over to him and wrapping your arms around him from behind. "Thank you again for the amazing dinner."

"No problem at all, jagi." He turned the tap off and turned to face you, holding you in his embrace while softly kissing your forehead. "I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'm also happy I was able to pull tonight off."

You pulled back and looked at him with confusion, "What's so special about tonight?"

"Uhm," he stopped and pulled back. "I can't do this in here, I have it all planned so just follow me real quick."

"Uh, sure. Okay," you told him with confusion as you followed after him not really understanding what was going on.

He stopped the both of you by the glass door that goes out to the patio and turned around to face you, reaching to his pocket and holding something behind his back. "Okay, close your eyes."

You were even more confused and looked at him strangely for a few seconds before rolling your eyes and closing them. Listening to him was a lot easier than arguing with him, you told yourself as you sighed and mentally complained. Eventually you felt something smooth and cool wrap around your eyes and felt Yeo tying it behind your head. 

"So....any particular reason I'm being blindfolded? Because I'm pretty sure it's not my birthday...or our anniversary to be exact." You told him with a smile before you felt his hand on your back and walked hesitantly to where he led you. 

He chuckled and continued leading you, "You would be correct but tonight is in fact a very special one."

"Mind telling me wh-" You were cut off when he shushed you and you felt his hand disappear. "Woah, hey. Babe, where'd you go?!"

"Relax," he whispered from behind you as he took the blindfold off and wrapped his arms around you resting his hands on your stomach. "Open your eyes."

You did as he said and blinked your eyes open, then felt them widen and your mouth drop open in surprise at the view you saw. "Oh-Oh my-" You couldn't even speak as you felt your eyes water.

"Do you like it?"

"Love it," you whispered. 

There were candles around, like the kitchen, and rose petals scattered on the ground. In the shape of a heart. Then you heard gentle music playing and turned to your left to see a small speaker playing music from his phone. 

"Yeo, this is amazin- Oh my gosh." You had turned back and was surprised to see Yeo One kneeling in the middle of the roses on one knee with a ring case in his hands. 

"Y/n, we have been together since I was an idiotic teen but thanks to you being next to me all these years I have grown into the man, well not man but a young adult, that I am today and have fallen head over heels for you. I live everyday waking up thinking about you and going to sleep with you still on my mind. You are my light and my day, you've supported me through my good and bad days, and I couldn't love you anymore than I do. I promise to spend the rest of my life doing nothing but making you happy and I never want to spend a day away from your side."

He gently grabbed ahold of your hand and you felt your eyes water again, wanting to cry but not wanting to miss a thing you held them back. 

"I want you to be my future and I don't want to miss a chance to spend the rest of my life with you. So will you please do me the absolute honor of marrying me? Say yes?"

~Somehow this shining thing found its way into my pocket, I guess you can try putting it on your finger. Oh goosebumps, it fits you perfectly. How come the same ring is on my finger? Don’t look at me like that. What are you so curious about. How did your voice become like that? I feel hot all of a sudden, I’m going crazy because of you~

You stared down at him and let go of his hand to cup his face, "Are you crazy? Why would I every say no? Yes!"

He froze for a few seconds then blinked quickly, "Wh-Really?!" He stood up and held onto your arms as he stared into your eyes.

You laughed and nodded, feeling the tears finally come out and run down your cheeks. "Yes!"

He laughed and pulled you to him, squeezing you in his embrace and making you laugh but you returned his hug with a smile. "I love you," he mumbled as he rested his head on top of yours.

"I love you, too."

"Oh! The ring," he exclaimed as he pulled back and got it out of the case and slipping it onto your finger.  "It's even more beautiful on you," he mumbled making your smile widen.

"Oh please, this is just amazing." 

You looked up at him as he cupped your face and closed your eyes when he leaned forward, kissing you. 

"I love you."

"I love you."

~Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you keep asking the obvious? That’s how I feel, why do you want me to say the obvious? It’s written on your face. Why are you getting mad? You’re a critical beauty. It’s Yuto. Burn everything up, fire. I lost it all for you. I’m addicted to you like a deeply spread virus. Someone save me, I can’t hide my growing feelings. That’s right, I can’t breathe because of you~

"Okay, let's see we have all the bridesmaids and bouquets. And uh, let's see. Oh! I forgot to g-"

"Jihee, would you please calm down!" You told the stressing girl with a laugh, "You being on edge is putting me on edge. And I don't think I can afford to be on edge today."

"Oh, y/n, I'm so sorry!" She said as she sat beside you with a sigh. "You're right, I'm stressing. But it's because today's such a big day and-"

"And the wedding planner can handle everything, okay? Shouldn't I be the one who's stressing seeing as how I'm the one getting married?"

You both shared a laugh and you wrapped your arm around her shoulders, "Look I love you and all, you wouldn't be my maid of honor if I didn't, but your job right now is to just stay by my side and keep me calm okay?"

She nodded and some stray strands out of my face, "I feel like a proud mother right now."

"Well that would be my job," a voice said from the doorway making the smile grow on your face and you stand from the small bench you were seated on. 

"Eomma~ I'm so glad you're here right now." You said as you stood and hugged her smaller form making her chuckle.

"Oh my little baby, I'm so happy right now. I love you, sweetheart."

She cupped your face in her hands and smiled at you, "I'm nervous."

"Butterflies?" She asked softly as she tilted her head to the side and studied you.

"Yeah, like a whole swarm of them." You admitted as you set your hand on your stomach.

"Oh my baby, you are so in love aren't you?"

You felt heat rush to your cheeks and bit your lip, "Yes. I am momma."

"Well sweetie, let me tell you something. From how nervous that boy was out there who's waiting for you, I can tell you that he whole-heartedly loves you too."

You smiled and nodded, holding onto her hands as the wedding planner opened the door and smiled at you. "Ready?"

Your eyes widened and you took a deep breath before nodding to her. "Let's do this."

[A/n: I would just like to say that I have no idea how weddings work in korea so you will be having a wedding that I know how to write about x'D]

Your father came from behind her and smiled at you, kissing your cheek as you placed your arm through his. "Ready to go?"

You nodded and felt your mother lower your veil before smiling at you and heading into the main hall. Glancing once more at your father you slightly tightened your hand on his arm and faced the doors, taking a deep breath and watching with amazement as they slowly opened. Your father led you down the isle and your gaze didn't stray from the man standing at the very end. The man that you were about to start the rest of your life with. The man that was smiling widely at you and the very love of your life.

"You ready?" He whispered when you finally reached him.

You took another breath and looked into his eyes, "Totally."

"Let's go then."

~Don’t look at me like that, stop asking me. Where did you learn to smile like that? I feel hot all of a sudden, heat is rising for some reason. Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you want me to say the obvious? Why do you keep asking the obvious? That’s how I feel, why do you want me to say the obvious? It’s written on your face. Why are you getting mad? You’re a critical beauty~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Dimple(Rap Monster x Reader x BamBam)

Requested by: my lil sis ^^

Okay guys....this one is going to be very weird for me to write since it was requested by my 11 yr old sister........So...yeah......awkward for me.....

ANYWHO

How cute is Gumiho and Rap Mon.....gah idols have the cutest dogs x'D But I have to say min holly is my bias xD 

Let's do this!

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~You hide but only appear when you smile. Where did you come from? Don't lie, I know you're an angel. What are you? But you, that smile is so cruel. Cruel. I shouldn't have seen that cheek. You. What's really dangerous is only in your possession~

"Hey, y/n, where you at?" You heard a familiar deep voice call out to you from the front door way making you pause in cooking.

"In the kitchen," you called back. 

"Can you come here a minute? I have something for you!"

Setting the spoon in your hand down onto the counter top you turned and headed to the doorway, before pushing it open and glancing down the hallway that led to the front door. "what is i- Oomph!"

You were cut off when you felt something small jump into your arms and the force made you stumble backwards. "Woah, holy crap." A laugh made it's way out of your throat when you felt the small thing in your arms start licking your face. "Haha, well hello there Monnie~."

Namjoon smiled at you and waved as he walked up in front of you, "Hey. This little guy wanted to come see you since I have him for the weekend. Hope that's okay with you."

"Oh yeah, that's fine. I don't mind at all! I'm just happy I get to see you~," you told the small dog as he barked and licked your face again.

"So your parents let you have him for the weekend huh?" You asked Namjoon as you set his dog down and headed into the kitchen, Namjoon following closely behind you.

"Yeah, they went on a trip together actually." He said as he took a seat on the stool beneath the counter and watched you cook.

You smiled at the thought of his parents and nodded, "Well they certainly deserve it. When you go give him back though can I come?"

"Oh yeah, Mom would love that."

"Awe~ I miss her. It's been a while since I've seen them."

You both talked while you finished cooking, Monnie coming in every so often and getting extras that you'd give him. Namjoon laughed at you and told you stories of the boys which in turn made you laugh and realize that you needed to see the boys soon. 

"Seriously, they won't stop complaining about when you're coming over again and how they want to see you. It's so frustrating," he told you with a laugh.

"Haha, I'll come over soon. We've all just been to busy for us to actually have time to meet up."

Namjoon laughed, agreeing with you while you turned around and set the pot of mac and cheese on a pot holder. He inhaled and closed his eyes letting out a groan at the scent.

"Oh my gosh, is that your extra cheesey Mac and Cheese?" He asked you with wide eyes.

You smiled and nodded, turning to get two bowls. "Want some?"

"Yes please!" He told you with excitement, standing up and leaning towards the smell.

"Make it two, please!" A voice said suddenly from the doorway making the both of you jump and look.

"Bam, you scared me!" You called out as you scowled with a disapproving tone in your voice.

~That dimple is illegal. No, it's dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl, your existence alone is a crime. Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

He laughed and held his hands up in front of him as he walked towards us, "Sorry didn't mean to startle you guys. I knocked but no one answered except Rap Mon here."

Namjoon let out a laugh as Monnie put his front paws on Bam's legs and whined at him, making the younger boy lean down to pet him. He nodded at Namjoon and his eyes widened as he saw the food.

"Dude, I know you always are amazing at cooking but holy crap that looks delicious!"

"Here you guys go," you told them as you set their bowls in front of them with spoons. "Enjoy!"

"Thank you," they said in unison making you smile before you fixed your own bowl and went to eating as well. 

After you all finished eating you set the bowls in the sink and rinsed them out before setting them in the dishwasher. You turned back around and was taken back when you saw that the kitchen was completely empty, save for the dog that was lying on the floor staring up at you.

"Where'd they go?" You asked him, laughing when he sat up.

He barked and then headed to the door turning back and looking over his shoulder at you, as if telling you to follow him. You became amused and shook your head then started after him, opening the door for you both and following him as he headed into the living room where you saw Namjoon and Bam playing a video game on the xbox.

You stopped short and stared at them with disbelief, "Seriously guys?"

They didn't glance over at you and ignored you completely making you scoff and shake your head, walking over to them and sitting behind them on the couch. You watched them for a few moments and tried to figure out what they were playing since it didn't look like one of your games.

"Okay, what the heck is this?"

Though neither looked at you again Bam slightly angled his head to answer you, "I don't even know. It's Jackson's, never told me what it wa- AHHHH!"

Both boys jumped backwards, dropping their controllers, when a sudden ghost popped out in front of the screen scaring them both. You started laughing and just realized how girly Bam sounded, making you laugh harder.

"Oh my gosh! That's why he didn't tell you! I bet that's p-payback," you told him with a laugh and you held your stomach and felt your eyes water.

"Yah! Don't laugh! It's not funny!" Bam yelled back at you as he scowled and placed a hand on his chest.

Namjoon stayed silent and rubbed his eyes, letting out a sigh. "Bam, man what the hell?"

"I didn't know!" He yelled in defense. "Why wouldn't hyung tell me it was a horror game?!"

"I'm telling you it's payback," you said matter-of-factly as you snorted.

Both boys scowled at you and shook their heads, Namjoon though eventually joined in on your laughter and shook Bam's shoulder. "I can't believe you screamed like a girl."

The younger boy scowled and pushed his hand off, pulling his phone out most likely to call Jackson and complain. "I'll be back," he muttered before standing and heading out of the room.

The both of you laughed and you sat down beside him, picking up the forgotten controller. "Let's play!"

~I don't have it, only you have it. Is that why it's so hard? I wanna die fallen in you, I wanna die locked in you. You are my lake. Cause you, when you smile, I get dizzy. True. Please be careful. You. What's really dangerous is only in your possession~

"Yah! Jinja?!" 

You laughed at Namjoon's screams of frustration from being scared yet again by the 'ghost' on the screen. "Seriously? Again, Namjoon?"

He bumped his shoulder into yours and you shook your head getting back into the game. You both were so into it that you never noticed that BamBam had come back into the room and was watching the two of you. 

"Seriously?" He asked, scaring the both of you and making you jump before you paused the game and turned to face him. He had a look on his face that the only way you could describe it was the 'really?' face. You smiled innocently and glanced over at Namjoon to see him smirking and turning back to the tv.

"What?" You asked the youngest as he came and settled on the couch behind you, and Monnie who happened to join the party jumped onto the couch beside him. 

"I leave for 2 seconds and you take my spot," he complains.

"You were gone for more than 2 seconds. What happened anyways? What did Jackson say?"

The younger boy scoffed and glared at the game, "He said I got it especially for you!"

You smirked and let out a loud laugh, "I told you it way payback."

"It's not funny though! It's just cruel!" He whined as he slightly stomped his foot in frustration.

You shook your head, "No the only cruel part is that I didn't catch it on video."

Namjoon laughed and bumped your shoulder with amusement, "That would've been good."

BamBam scoffed, yet again, and hit the both of you with a pillow. "Hey, hyung, you realize you would've been on that video too!"

"Yes, but I wouldn't have been screaming like a little girl."

"But you still screamed!" He argued back, trying to cling onto what pride he had left.

You rolled your eyes at the two and played the game, not realizing that at the perfect moment another jump scare flashed on the screen. You blinked and flinched backwards while Namjoon screamed again and threw his controller away, almost hitting you with it. BamBam, poor poor Bam, had screamed and threw a pillow at the tv while simultaneously kicking his feet to get away from it which then caused him to somehow flip over the back on the couch.

You heard the thump and turned around quickly, your eyebrows drawing together when you didn't see the boy anymore. "Bam?"

Namjoon turned as well and looked the same level of confused that you were. You were both about to get up when you saw eye peek up from the top of the couch, peering at the both of you widely. The room was quiet save for the youngest's quick draws of breath as he stared at you two.

"It's gone right?" He asked, glancing around the room as he stayed hidden behind the couch.

You stayed silent for a few more minutes before finally opening your mouth and answering him. "Uhm, yeah. It's okay Bam, you can come out now."

For his sake, you were trying to hold back a laugh, but when he came crawling around the side of the couch pouting with his clothes disheveled you couldn't help but to let a giggle out. You bit your lip and slapped a hand over your mouth to hold back anymore, not wanting the younger boy to be hurt.

"You okay?" Namjoon asked him, holding back his own laugh.

"Y-Yeah, psh, I-I'm fine." He replied, slightly scooting closer to you and making you snicker. 

You looked around the room and your eyes widened when the hit the corner of the chair. "I don't think we should be asking him if he's okay. I think we should be asking Monnie."

The boys looked over at him and started to laugh at the poor dog's condition. He eventually came out with some prodding and laid against your leg. Though every time Bam would touch him to apologize Rap Mon would get up and move away from him quickly making you and Namjoon snicker.

~That dimple is illegal, no, it’s dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl, your existence alone is a crime. Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

"What are we going to do now?" You asked no one in particular as you laid flat against the floor and stared at the ceiling.

"Well," you heard Bam say, "We could play truth or d-"

"Nope."

"Nada."

You and Namjoon replied at the same time, cutting him off before he finished since you knew what he was suggesting. "How about Twister?" You asked the boys, the thought of the two of them playing the game greatly amused you.

"Hmm~ Alright," Namjoon said as he sat up then stood, "But first I'm gonna get more drink."

"I'm down for Twister," BamBam replied as he rolled over to where his head was now on your stomach.

"I think it'll be a very amusing game," you chuckled.

"Probably."

And you were right, five turns in and Namjoon and BamBam were all tangled up and complaining. You had made sure that you 'accidentally' fell down and got out making it to a dual. One thing you knew for sure was that they were taking this way too seriously. Another thing is that you were smart enough to stealthily pull your phone out and start recording them while you spun the spinner.

"Okay, Namjoon. Right hand yellow!"

"What?! How am I supposed to get my hand over there?!" 

You watched with amusement as he swiveled his arm around the smaller boy somehow and got his hand on yellow. Both boys were complaining and griping about their positions but all it did was make you laugh. 

"Bam, left foot red!"

"Huh?! Don't I have to be a contortionist to bend like that?!!"

"Just do it! Or fall! Then I win and the game's over," Namjoon groaned as he let his head fall forward.

"No way! I'm in this to win it!"

"Good job!" You called out with amazement as BamBam landed his spot and they were ready to move on. "Next is, right foot green Namjoon."

"Y/n?"

"Mhm~"

"There's a problem," he said lowly.

"What's that?"

"If my foot goes there," he paused before continuing, "I don't think I'll be a man anymore."

Everything was quiet, you and Bam surprised at what he had said before you lost it. You fell backwards and felt tears form in your eyes while you got a cramp in your stomach. BamBam on the other hand started laughing which caused his foot to fall, which somehow then triggered Namjoon to fall, because the next thing you know you looked and saw Namjoon laying on a sprawled out BamBam. You laughed harder and turned over, wiping the tears from your eyes.

"Glad I made you laugh," the older boy muttered as he slowly stood and stretched.

"Hyung, I can't believe you said that!"

"What's wrong with it?! It was the truth!"

~Every time I see you, my heart gets dangerous. Every time I see you, it gets more dangerous. Oh baby no hey. Oh baby no hey. You’re too dangerous to live in this world. That dimple is illegal, no, it’s dangerous, oh yes. So I call you illegirl, your existence alone is a crime~

"I still can't believe that happened," you said as you recalled the earlier Twister fiasco.

All three of you, four including Monnie, were in the kitchen and you were making dessert. They had insisted that since one had been scared to death and the other almost losing his manhood that you make them dessert. So you agreed mostly agreeing with them, though the video game had nothing to do with you.

"Yeah, let's just forget that shall we?" Namjoon muttered as he sulked.

BamBam snickered into his cup, "Hyung that won't be forgotten so easily."

"Oh hush up little girl," he shot back.

"Okay, okay. That's enough of that," you told them as you set the now completed cupcakes in front of them. "Eat up."

"Thanks, y/n."

"Thank you, noona."

You smiled and turned around to the sink, loading the dishes into the dishwasher and turning it on. "So how was the comebacks," you asked as a random conversation starter. 

Even though you were busy with work you wouldn't miss your best friends coming back and killing it. You were so proud of both of them and counted yourself lucky that you knew them. As they took turns talking about the shows and everything you listened and nodded along silently, letting this be the time for them to actually talk. 

"Oh, y/n." BamBam called out suddenly making you glance at him.

"Hm?"

"Mark and Jackson told me to tell you to hurry up and visit them. Everyone misses you."

"Yeah, but she's gotta visit my boys soon. They all won't stop badgering me about when they'll see her again."

"I know right! Like, really?"

Your mouth dropped open and you smacked Bam on the head. "Really?" You said, mocking him.

He chuckled and rubbed his head, "Sorry noona, I didn't mean it like that."

"Mhm, sure. Anyways you'll just have to tell them that I'll see them soon."

"Alright," they both replied before going back to their previous topic.

*A few moments later* [did you hear the voice in the back of your mind?? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

"Alright bye guys, I'll talk to you later. Message me to let me know you got home safe!" You called out as they waved and headed out the door. 

You leaned against it when it was shut and smirked, pulling your phone out and playing the video that was on the screen. 

"Good job! Next is, right foot green Namjoon."

"Y/n?"

"Mhm~"

"There's a problem."

"What's that?"

"If my foot goes there, I don't think I'll be a man anymore."

You smiled when you heard you and Bam start laughing, happy that you got it on video. Sighing you pushed from the door and headed to the living room to clean up. Today was a good day.

~Was it a mistake made by an angel? Or a deep kiss? That dimple is illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway. Illegal Illegal but I want it anyway anyway anyway~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

My I(The8 x Reader x Jun)

love this picture ^^

de coot babies♥♥

Requested by: thatweridoTahlia

Thank you for requesting china line and this specific theme~! I'm so happy~~!!! Btw, sorry if you guys find this weird, but I absolutely love writing stuff like this! Soo~ if there's ever any theme like this you want done let me know x'D

~It's unclear in the fog but there's someone inside. It's familiar as if they feel me but it's different, different, different. Your waving hand, not sure if you want me to come or go. What does it mean, tell me about it~

You gasped and sat up in your bed, sweat making hair stick to your forehead as you looked over at your alarm clock and groaned. Every night same dream, same thing happening over and over again, yet every time you had the dream something was always different. This time you actually saw them, though their faces were covered with shadows, but you were closer then you usually were to them. And this one time you noticed the one thing that surprised you the most, the wings sprouting from their back as they jumped after you off the cliff folding them back slightly to catch up to you faster. Yet before you could find out if they catch you or not you wake up gasping for breath at 4 o'clock in the morning.

You let out a breath and fell back against the mattress staring at the ceiling since your eyes had adjusted to the darkness. You had given up on falling back asleep, knowing that there was no way you'd be able to with all the thoughts running through your mind. 

"This is ridiculous, no more supernatural books for me." You grumbled as you turned onto your side and stared at the blackness that was creeping around you.

You turned a wary eye on the walls you knew were there yet could not see as the feeling of you being watched grew. The hairs on the back of your neck stood up and you sat up quickly before throwing your feet over the side of the bed and slipping into your slippers. You quickly head out of your room and down the hallway, not bothering to turn on any lights since you basically knew your way around your house, and found yourself heading into the kitchen deciding to get you a glass of water.

While at the sink you stared out the window above it and almost dropped your cup when you swore you saw a pair of glowing eyes staring at you. "The hell?" You muttered before setting your glass down in the sink and fleeing to the front door, double checking that you had in fact locked it and then did the same with the back. A sigh of relief escaped your lips as you leaned your back against the secure door and blinked blankly at the dark room. 

"Whelp, I guess I won't be sleeping for a while."

You ran a hand through your hair and turned on the lights in living room before taking a seat on the couch. You had brought your phone down with you earlier and decided to just scroll through your feed figuring no one in their right mind would be up at this hour. Though you seemed to be proven wrong with you felt your phone start vibrating and your screen lit up, showing your close friend Jun calling you. 

~If there's two earths it could be a different me too. When I take one step closer the flower path grows thorns then you reach out to save me~

{A/n: okay, so I'm taking the lazy way out....shoot me -^- You will be bold and Jun will be italic}

Hello?

Hey, you have another nightmare?

Your eyebrows drew together and you turned your head around the room slowly.

How'd you know that?

He let out a deep chuckle and you could imagine him rolling his eyes. 

Because you answered your phone at 4:30 in the morning?

Okay, but what are you doing up this early?

I couldn't sleep earlier so I figured I'd call you and see if you were okay.

You smiled and bit your bottom lip, you loved how much he showed he cared for you.

Thanks Jun, it means a lot.

Hey, anytime you need me you know I'm there for you. 

It was silent for a few moments before he let out a sigh of regret and told you that he had to go.

I'll talk to you later, love.

You felt yourself blush at his term of endearment he had given you a few years ago and felt another smile cross onto your face. 

Okay, bye.

Bye, hun.

You hung up the phone and realized that you felt a lot more relaxed from talking to him and hearing his voice. You had never actually realized how much of a calming affect his voice had on you until now. It was so soothing that some nights he would just tell you a story or sing you to sleep over the phone and it helped you every time.

Though if it wasn't him helping you sleep it was your other close friend Minghao, who would also sing to you but his voice had a different affect on you. Where Jun's voice was deep and soothing, Minghao's was soft and made you feel like you weren't alone. You'd known them both for years and even now it was hard to remember how you had actually met them, you just remember them showing up into your life out of the blue and ever since you'd felt a connection to them.

~Hey, when I meet you after time passes I'll know uh (you were my future) I'll know uh (I was your yesterday) When I meet you after time passes I'll know uh (you protected me) I'll know uh (I desired you) My I~

Knock. Knock. Knock.

Your head jerked up and you winced when you felt the crick in your neck, letting you know that you had fallen asleep on the couch while thinking. Rubbing your eyes you yawned and almost forgot that someone was at your door making you jump when you heard the soft knocking again. You sighed and rubbed your neck as you headed towards the front door and source of the knocking before looking through the small peep hole, a smile crossing your face when you saw the sweet face behind it.

You unlocked the door and pulled it open smiling brightly at Minghao who returned your smile with one of his own. He walked through the doorway and gave you a hug before stepping past you when you motioned him through.

"What are you doing here so early?" You asked him as you took a seat beside him on the couch which he just settled down onto.

"Jun told me that you had another nightmare last night so I thought I'd come check on you and make sure you were alright." He trailed off as he watched your hand try to rub out the knot in your neck before reaching over and gently pulling your hand away and helping you out with his hand.

Your eyes closed and your head tipped forward as he rubbed the knot away and helped your neck feel a whole lot better. "Thank you, Minghao."

He smiled and pulled your shoulders back so you were propped back against him, his arms wrapped securely around your front. "Go ahead and go back to sleep," he whispered before he started to softly sing and play with your hair.

Last thing you remember hearing, or thought you heard, before you slipped into a deep sleep was Minghao whispering, "I'll always be here to protect you. You're safe."

*TIME SKIP*

"Jun, I don't think your doing that right."

"Will you shut up! I know what I'm doing," Jun replied with sass before going quiet, presumably going back to what he was doing.

"Jun, I'm telling you I don't think that's what your supposed to do!"

Your eyes fluttered open and your gaze landed on the pair in the kitchen that seemed to be cooking breakfast, but apparently was having problems. You sat up and stood from the couch, stretching your arms above your head, and heading into the kitchen watching them with amusement.

"What are you guys doing?"

Their heads snapped towards you and while Minghao smiled at you, you saw Jun panic and quickly hide what he was doing behind his back. "Morning," he told you as you walked closer to where he stood.

"Morning, what 'cha hiding there Junnie~"

He winced at the nickname and looked away nervously, "No-Nothing!"

Minghao snorted with laughter and shook his head with amusement. "Jun here thought he'd try to make breakfast but he'd failed terribly."

"Minghao!" Jun barked out as he turned his angry gaze on the amused younger of the two.

You smiled and set your hand on Jun's arm, "It's okay Jun. Let me help."

He pouted and shook his head, "It was supposed to be for you to have breakfast in bed, well on the couch."

Your heart melted at his words and gave him a sideways hug, trying to let him know how much the thought counted. "That's really nice, Jun, but you didn't have to do that."

"Yeah, but you didn't sleep good last night so we just wanted to help."

You shrugged and headed around the counter taking a seat beside Minghao, who wrapped his arm around your shoulder. "It's okay, you guys helped enough this morning."

~The small wing on my wingbone, when will it grow bigger. When my own wind blows is that when I’ll be able to extend these wings. When I close my eyes, when I breathe. If I don’t deceive myself I won’t be lost or sad~

~Later that evening~

"Night guys," you called out as you waved to the two walking out the door before waving them goodbye.

You shut and locked the door behind you and turned the hallway light off as you walked to your bedroom, making sure all the other lights were off on your way. Once you walked into your room you got a change of clothes out and went to change stopping short when you saw your curtains blowing softly from the nice breeze coming in through your open window. 

Slowly you walked towards the window and shut it, jiggling the lock to make sure it wasn't broken and only becoming more confused when you saw it was working perfectly fine. You were almost positive that you never opened that window today so seeing it open along with what happened this morning made you freak out.

"No, I'm sure it's nothing. My memory sucks so I probably just opened it," you tried to assure yourself as you shook your head and headed into your connected bathroom.

After you were finished changing and getting ready for bed you turned off the bathroom light and blindly making your way towards where your bed was. Letting out a silent curse when you stubbed your toe against the leg of the bed. You stumbled the rest of the way onto the bed and clutched your now sore toe until the pain slowly went away and you laid back with a sigh. Reaching over you switched off the lamp and gasped when your eyes caught sight of the glowing red eyes outside of your window.

{A/n: okay guys, this is about to become a story x'D Sorry if this sucks and is weird}

You couldn't move, the fear had frozen you and you weren't able to even lift a finger. What the hell is that?! Slowly you saw it move closer to you and you finally were able to move which only resulted in you falling back off the bed. You quickly brought your feet under you and grabbed your phone from the night stand before scrambling towards the door. A yell slipped out of your mouth when you heard something smash behind you, but you didn't let that stop you. You ran downstairs and grabbed your car keys, quickly dialing when you heard footsteps behind you.

Hello?

Jun! Help!

Y/n? What's wrong?!

There's someone in my house! They're- Ah!

Your phone fell from your hand as you felt something push you against the wall. You groaned and quickly turned, kicking the person's leg from under them and then gathering yours under yourself and proceeding to run out the door picking up your phone along the way.

Y/n?! Y/n, talk to me!

J-Jun..

You could barely speak now, both out of breath from running and crying. The fear was so overcoming that you felt like you were about to faint. You had ran away from your house, not being able to re-grab your car keys when you were pushed. Now, here you were running through the woods that surrounded your house on all sides on bare feet with tears streaming down your face.

Y/n, it's okay. Me and Minghao are on our way. Where are you?

I-I'm somewhere in the woods. I don't know. I couldn't grab m-my keys because he-he pushed me. I-Jun please hurry! 

You let out another yell as you saw a pair of red eyes in front of you. Backing away slowly you suddenly stopped and stood frozen when you felt your back hit something hard, presumably a tree. A sob tore out of your mouth when the eyes moved closer to where you were standing. 

"Jun!"

"Y/n!"

Your head turned towards the direction and you saw Minghao quickly running towards you. His arms were soon wrapped around you and you almost felt yourself faint from relief, instead you brought your hands up and grabbed onto his shirt burying your face in his chest. Sobs tore out of you and you felt his hand rubbing your back, his voice soothing you.

"Shh, it's okay. You're okay now, I've got you."

He pulled back slightly and you noticed him glancing around the area surrounding you before he turned back to you, wiping your tears. "Hey, we're gonna get out of here okay? I bet Jun here but we should meet up with him by the time we reach my car. Okay?"

You nodded, not being able to say anything, and grabbed onto his hand tightly as he started to quickly lead you out of the woods. Or try to anyways. Before either of you could go any farther you felt Minghao stop and slowly push you behind his back.

~When I take one step closer the flower path grows thorns then you reach out to save me. Hey. When I meet you after time passes I’ll know uh (you were my future) I’ll know uh (I was your yesterday) When I meet you after time passes I’ll know uh (you protected me) I’ll know uh (I desired you) My I~

"What do you want?" You heard him ask, his voice deeper than you'd ever heard it.

You heard a weird, almost cynical, cackle that made the hair on the back of your neck stand up making you automatically step closer to Minghao's back. You felt his hand come back and slightly push you back as his head turned towards you slightly, him keeping his gaze on the thing ahead of him.

"When I tell you to, I want you to run," he whispered making your eyes widen.

"Are you insane?! I'm not leaving yo-"

"Y/n, just do it! I will be fine. Do not stop and no matter what, do not look back. If you keep running Jun will find you. He'll get you out of here." He paused and looked back at you quickly, an emotion filling his eyes that you couldn't decipher. "Go. Now!"

You turned your back to him and took off running into the trees again, guilt swirling around your chest as each step took you farther away from him. Just as you stopped and decided to turn back, hearing him cry out behind you, someone grabbed onto your arm and turned you around quickly. You were pulled against a hard chest of someone who's heart was beating fast, but you weren't afraid because you felt the familiarity of the hold.

"J-Jun," you called out as your voice broke and you held onto his shirt.

His grip around you tightened and he rubbed your head, "It's okay. You're fine now."

"W-We have to go back there!" You told him as you broke away and pointed in the direction where you left Minghao behind. "Mi-Minghao's back there with that thing! He stayed behind so I could escape!"

Jun grabbed onto your hands that were flailing around and he made you look him in the eyes, "Hey, it's okay. Minghao can take care of himself."

Your eyes widened and you instantly tore away from him, backing away with hurt and horror. You couldn't believe the Jun you knew would just say that, you couldn't believe that he'd actually leave his friend behind in a situation like that and not even think twice about going for him. His eyes were set as stone and you shivered in fear when you saw no emotion on his face but determination.

"I- I can't believe you'd say that."

He sighed and reached for your hand groaning in frustration when you backed away from him. "Listen, I'm serious. He can protect himself!"

"I don't care! I'm not leaving him back there alone!" You screamed as you turned and ran away from him, ignoring his calls behind you as you dodged trees and stumbled a few times.

You headed in the direction you could have sworn you had ran before yet couldn't see anything since it was pitch black, save for the small amount of moonlight shining through the branches. Though apparently you were proved wrong when you ended up beside a huge cliff. A familiar cliff.

T-This is the cliff from my dreams. How the hell is that possible?

"Y/n!"

You turned around quickly as you heard Minghao's voice echo from the trees shortly followed by Jun's. You felt your heart swell with relief when you heard Minghao, meaning that he was fine and wasn't hurt bad. Although that relief was very short lived when someone fell from the sky in front of you with a loud thud, looking up at you slowly with it's creepy red eyes.

Your eyes widened and you took several steps away from it, quickly catching your footing as you hit the edge of the cliff. "Oh god no," you muttered in horror as the thing started slowly towards you.

"Y/n!"

You looked up and saw Minghao and Jun running towards you, panic on their faces and determination in their stride. Unfortunately the first thing to reach you was not them as the thing lunged at you and caused the both of you to fall off the edge. You didn't do anything, just watched the cliff's edge disappear. Didn't scream. Didn't close your eyes. So when you saw two figures jumping off the cliff after you, you opened your mouth yet nothing came out. All you could do was cry as you felt yourself slowly fade away. And right before your eyes closed you saw a pair of wings unfold from the boys' backs before they tucked them in and gained speed to reach you in time.

"Y/n~ Keep your eyes open!"

I'm sorry. With that your eyes closed and you felt yourself slip away slowly, not seeing anything but blackness.

~Hey when I meet you after time passes I’ll know uh (you were my future) I’ll know uh (I was your yesterday) When I meet you after time passes I’ll know uh (you protected me) I’ll know uh (I desired you) My I~

You felt something cool against your forehead and felt pain on your feet and legs. After trying a few times you were finally able to open your eyes and stared blankly at the ever so familiar ceiling. Your house. That's where you were you realized and felt yourself relax with relief. Your gaze traveled around the room and saw that it was empty, save the furniture and other things. 

A pain filled groan left your mouth when you trued to sit up and quickly fell back onto your bed. Where were the guys? Was it all just another nightmare? You couldn't believe that, this time it felt all too real. It felt like you had actually fell off that cliff, but if that happened how were you still alive.

Before you could think anymore you heard your door crack open and glanced over at your now open door with Minghao standing in the doorway. A relieved smiled crossed onto his face and he rushed to where you were, though not without a limp you noticed, and sat beside you as he laid his hand on your cheek.

"Hey, how're you feeling?" He asked, his voice tired and strained.

"I'm-I'm confused," you answered deciding to go with the truth. "Wh-What happened?"

His eyebrows drew together and he rubbed his forehead, "You mean you don't remember?"

You stayed silent a few moments while you decided what you'd say. "It wasn't a dream was it?"

He let out a sigh and shook his head, "Yeah. It wasn't a nightmare this time."

You sat up, with his help, and looked around the room from the scratched wall and broken lamp to the window that was thinly covered by a sheet and duck-tape. "Where's Jun?"

"He's downstairs talking with someone," he answered as he brought his hand up to your head and apologized when you winced. 

"What are you?" You whispered, bringing a silence that was thick with tension. You had unknowingly asked a question that he wasn't ready to answer yet.

Thankfully enough for him Jun chose that moment to walk through the open doorway and gave you a calming smile, heading to the other side of you. "Hey love, how you feeling?"

You stayed silent and stared at him, the thought of wings being hidden underneath his shirt. Minghao sighed again and gave Jun a look, "She has lots of questions that need to be answered."

Jun's face fell and he sighed himself before turning back to you and taking your hand. "You saw didn't you?"

You didn't answer verbally, instead you nodded your head and Jun sighed as he shook his head along with you and scratched the back of his neck. 

"You want to know what we are?"

Again you shook your head in answer.

"Welp, that's simple. Although I didn't think we'd have to be answering this question so soon." He joked as he nudged Minghao's shoulder who just glared at him and shook his head, rolling his eyes. "I guess I'm on my own then. Okay, so it's very easy so just listen carefully and don't freak out." 

You almost rolled your own eyes as Jun stalled explaining everything to you and instead did what he does best, try to make the best out of the worst situation. "Yah, Jun just answer the question!" Minghao fussed as he grew impatient and glared at the older boy.

"Y/n, we're angels." The room fell silent again and you just stared at him as if he had grown to heads. "Well, actually to be specific we're your guardian angels but I suppose that we don't need to really be specific at a time like this."

You looked down at your hands in thought and felt the boys' gazes on you, waiting patiently for you to wrap your head around things. "S-So, you're-uhm- 'angels'?"

"No, not 'angels'," Jun fussed as he mocked your movements, "We're angels."

"That's why you have wings." You said simply as you still tried to process everything. "That's why you said Minghao could take care of himself."

"Mhm," Jun answered softly avoiding your gaze and playing with a string from your comforter. 

"Why are you guys friends with me?"

They jerked their gazes up and you saw the looks in their eyes soften. "Because," Minghao answered this time. "Because we love you, y/n."

Your eyes widened and you looked at them with surprise. "What?"

"Yeah, when we first laid eyes on you and saw the kindness in your heart we just fell. And that's why we requested to become your guardian angels."

You felt a tug a the corners of you lips and realized that even though you might've thought the boys weren't the same, they had never actually changed. They may have not been human like you thought but they were still that same boys you had grown to love and accept. "So, will you have to leave me?"

"Oh, no. Y/n, we're never leaving your side," Jun whispered as he wiped the tears you hadn't realized had fallen.

"Never," Minghao promised with him, grabbing your free hand and laying it on his chest. "Our hearts and lives belong to you."

You felt heat rush to your cheeks but leaned forward anyways and embraced them in a hug which they quickly returned. "I love you guys, too."

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Little Sister: Who's the visual of this group?

Me: Oh, Got7?

LS: Mhm

Me: uhmmmm....

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Baby(Eunwoo-Astro)

Requested by: Jazzy 

Someone explain to me why his stage name is Eunwoo..please...I've never known and I'm very curious since his actual name is Lee Dongmin.....

~I can't fall asleep, I'm only thinking about you. Because of you, I'm having this kind of night woo yeah yeah yeah. Our eyes that met, your shy smile, it's torturing me tonight. Tonight woo yeah yeah yeah~

You jerked awake when you heard a sudden laugh turning your head to see your boyfriend looking at you with an apologetic look. "Sorry, y/n, didn't mean to wake you."

You rubbed your eyes as you yawned and shook your head, "No, I'm sorry. I didn't even realize I fell asleep."

"How late were you working last night?" He asked with concern as he rubbed your back.

"Uhm, I was working overtime since w/n asked me to cover for her."

You heard Eunwoo sigh and knew what he was going to say next, "You worked overtime the day before that, why'd you agree to it again? You know she'll just keep using you and get away with it. You're too nice, jagi."

A pout tugged at your lips as you turned to him and a sigh escaped your lips, you collapsed back against him lying in his arms. "I know, but she has kids at home and I can't help but feel sorry for her."

He smiled and laid his hand gently on your head, "Aigooo~ my jagi's so sweet."

"Shut up," you said with a laugh as you hit his head.

"Oh, hey the boys called and were wondering if we wanted to join them for dinner tonight. What do you say?"

You nodded and looked back to the tv, "Sure, what time did they want us over?"

"Jinwoo hyung was thinking around 6 or 6:30, that sound good?"

"Yeah, I'll make some dessert so just let 'em know."

"Okay," he said as he started to message JinJin and let him know. You headed into the kitchen and got things out to make a cake since you had plenty of time.

~We sat across each other and talked then the unknown song that started playing. The lyrics take my heart away. I only wanna fall into you. You keep spinning around me. What is this feeling?~

*Le Time Skip*

You smiled at Sanha who had opened the door and had a bright smile on his face. "Noona!"

A laugh slipped out of your mouth as he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tightly. "Hey, Sanha."

"It's been so long!" He yelled out cheerfully as he pulled back and look down at you, a smile still on his face.

You shook your head, "Sanha I saw you guys the day before yesterday."

"I know! It's been a whole day since I last saw you!"

You smiled fondly and pat his head, "Awe did you miss me?"

He pouted and nodded, making you let out another laugh before heading in with him and smiling at the others. "Hey guys," you said as you hugged Moonbin.

"Hey noona," the younger ones said as they gathered around you and talked to you.

"Yah! Little ones, out of the way!" MJ yelled as he pushed through the boys.

"Yah, hyung you're the little one." Sanha said with sass making you laugh, you couldn't help it. This is why you loved being by the younger boys, why you loved being by the boys period.

Eunwoo joined you in laughing and watched with amusement as MJ pushed the younger with mock anger. "Yah! Respect your elders!"

"Believe me, I've tried! But you make it hard!"

You laid your hand on Sanha's shoulder, gently pushing him towards the other room to disperse of the growing awkward atmosphere. "Okay," you called out behind you, "Let's stop this and go eat. I made cake!"

All the boys cheered and rushed ahead of you to beat each other into the kitchen. "No matter what they do they somehow always seem to make it into a competition, don't they?" You heard Eunwoo say as he came up beside you, the cake pan in his hands, and watched the boys in amusement.

"Hey, you can't say anything. You're the same way," you said with a smirk before walking into the dinning room with the others.

~Baby, it's now, oh my baby. Your hidden truth, I'm curious about it, yeah yeah yeah. Baby, at this moment, oh my baby. What are you dreaming of? Hope it's the same as mine. I want you tonight~

The seating arrangements were different than usual, seeing as how you were seated in between Sanha and Moonbin with your boyfriend across from you in between MJ and Rocky. Usually the boys choose a seat in a way where you ended up next to both Eunwoo and Sanha so the seating tonight was new and kind of strange.

You kept stealing glances at Eunwoo and noticed that every time Sanha or Moonbin would lean closer to you to tell you something, or wrap an arm around you for a hug, he would tense up and his jaw would be clenched tight. After about the fifth time you noticed it you were worried and excused yourself to go get the cake silently motioning for him to follow you.

When you reached the kitchen you started to cut the cake and were surprised when Eunwoo wrapped his arms around your wait, laying his head on your shoulder. "I hope this ends soon," he muttered.

"What's going on?" You asked, concern leaking through your voice as you set the knife down and turned to face him. "Are you not feeling okay? We can leave early if we need to."

"No, it's not that."

"Then what's wrong? And don't say nothing because I've been watching you."

He sighed and grabbed onto your hands, pulling you closer before laying his forehead against your own. "It's because they've been so close to you, closer than they usually are. And they're so touchy. I hate it."

You bit back a laugh but felt yourself smile anyways, "Oh my gosh. Are...Are you jealous?"

He pulled back and scowled down at you, "No, I just don't like the way they're fawning over you tonight."

"That's jealousy, my dear," you told him with a smirk before turning and grabbing the cake pan and heading out of the room.

~I suddenly get up, put my hand up in the dark emptiness, I don't know why. You flicker before my eyes. Time keeps passing then my thoughts keep growing. It's like it'll swallow me up. I close my eyes but you get clearer~

"Night guys," you said as you waved to the boys and headed out the door Eunwoo behind you.

"Night noona!"

"Night, y/n!"

You and Eunwoo headed to the car but as soon as you reached your door and were about to get in, Eunwoo came around to your side of the car and wrapped his arm around your waist.

"Come on," he said before starting to lead you down the street.

"Where are we going?" You asked him with confusion as you walked along beside him.

"Just for a walk, I thought since it was so nice out we could just walk for a little bit."

You smiled up at him and leaned against his side while you you looked around at the different shops and buildings. The both of you stopped outside of a cafe and decided to go in for a little bit for a drink. Once you were seated inside Eunwoo went up to the counter to put in the order while you stayed at the table and looked out of the big glass window that was beside you.

"Hey there," you heard a deep voice say from beside you making you turn and look at the two guys, standing in front of your table, with confusion.

"Hi?"

The guy who spoke to you before smirked and leaned his hands on the table top, "What are you doing sitting all alone?" He leaned closer to you and brought his hand up towards your face.

"She's not alone," Eunwoo said before grabbing onto the guy's wrist before he could touch you. "She's with me."

"Oh? And you are?" The guy said, standing straight and looking at Eunwoo with a look of disinterest.

"Her boyfriend," Eunwoo replied stonily his face showing only one emotion, anger.

The dude chuckled and glared at Eunwoo before stepping closer to him, the smirk reappearing on his face. "Oh yeah?"

Eunwoo's face became blank and he glared right back at him, not showing the least bit of hesitation. "Yes."

The guy's friend looked between the two hesitantly and pulled on his friends arm, "Come on, man, let's just go. We don't need you getting into a fight."

The guy pulled his arm away from his friend shaking his head, "No, this guy wants a figh-"

"Go."

~Whenever you're not here feels like something is missing, nothing else can fill it up. In other words I can't go on without you, so I'm thankful, even for your existence. My heart is too on fire for me to sleep, it won't cool down, oh yeah~

You looked up at Eunwoo with wide eyes, the tone of his voice so deep that you felt the hair on the back of your neck stand up. Standing, you grabbed ahold of his hand and slightly pulled it towards you.

"Let's just go, oppa. Let's not deal with him."

Eunwoo stood rigid for a few moments, before squeezing your hand lightly in his grip and pushing past the guy making sure to bump his shoulder into the man's. Once the both of you were outside he immediately started to pull you towards a park across the street until he found a bench a little ways onto the trail and sitting down on it, pulling you down beside him and wrapping his arm around you to keep you close to him. You sighed and laid your hand on his knee and leaned your head against his shoulder.

"You okay?" You heard him ask and you felt his arm tighten slightly.

"I'm fine, are you okay?"

He let out a deep breath and laid his cheek on top of your head. "No, I'm sorry."

"Don't be," you told him as you looked up at him and gave him a small smile. You reached your hand up and brushed your thumb along his cheek, "I thought it was cute how protective you are of me."

He let a small smile onto his face and kissed your forehead. "I just couldn't let him touch you. I got so pissed off when I turned and saw him so close to you."

"You know, I actually thought that was pretty attractive," you told him with a smile.

His eyes widened and you saw a faint pink tint coloring his cheeks as he quickly looked down to you, "Wh-What?!"

"Yeah, whenever your voice tone dropped and your face was full of anger you looked very attractive."

He blinked a few times then let out a laugh, "You're so weird."

"That's why you love me."

"Yes," he said as he looked into your eyes with a look of love, "I do."

"And I love you, too."

~Baby, it's now, oh my baby. Your hidden truth I'm curious about it, yeah yeah yeah. Baby, at this moment, oh my baby. What are you dreaming of? Hope it's the same as mine. I want you tonight. Who can I blame? It's me who fell for you. Dynamite in my heart, it's gonna explode soon. There's no exit to you, I've bitten down on the bait. I don't know what to do, I'm going crazy. I already put dibs on you, I hope you won't be apart from me~

~Time Skip~

It had been a few days and you were at home sitting on your couch with Eunwoo, who had come to visit you earlier. The both of you had been in and out of sleep while listening to the background sound of the tv show playing. It wasn't until there was a knock on the door that you both were awake and looking at it with confusion.

"Who is it?" Eunwoo asks you, too lazy to get up and go see.

"I don't know, I can't see through the door." You snuggled up against him again, also too lazy to get up.

The knocking grew more insistent and you groaned before standing and walking to the door, peeping through the hole and sighting when you saw who it was. You tilted your head back and opened the door, mentally preparing yourself for the loudness that was soon to follow. And you patted yourself on the back for being prepared because as soon as the door was fully opened in came Eunwoo's group of friends, shouting and yelling.

"Noona!"

You felt a smile cross your face and let out a small laugh when Sanha wrapped his arms around your frame.

"I missed you!" He practically yelled out with joy.

"Better be careful Sanha, I hear that Eunwoo is extremely protective of her. Don't want to get your hand bitten off." MJ said to the younger before letting out a laugh and patting Eunwoo's shoulder, who just rolled his eyes.

Sanha frowned and looked back at his hyung, "But I love noona. Eunwwo hyung won't be mad at me for hugging her, right hyung?"

Eunwoo smiled at the younger and shook his head, "No Sanha. You can hug her all you want. Besides I already know she loves me so I don't have anything to worry about, right jagi?" He asked you as he came up behind you and kissed your cheek, making you smile.

~Only silence fills up this night, it shakes me up. The world is spinning. You keep coming into my heart, I can't just look at you. I will go to your house. Baby, it's now, oh my baby. Your hidden truth, I'm curious about it, yeah yeah yeah. Baby, at this moment, oh my baby. What are you dreaming of? Hope it's the same as mine. I want you tonight, you torture me all night but strangely, I'm excited. You torture me all night but my heart is fluttering right now~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

White Girl(Shownu-Monsta X)

Requested by: Call Me Cordelia

Okay I know this has nothing to do with this particular update but I really can't stop listening to Taeyang's new album. Like White Night may not be very long but that song is my jam *dances crazily*

~I was very lonely actually. You know when you strangely feel empty? I was in a lot of pain. When you can't sleep for some reason, Something like that. When I dream, I think of you. I try to erase you but it doesn't work that well. My heart wants to keep seeing you. I hope that you know~

Your POV: {Uh-oh you guys know what this <--- means, MULTIPLE POVS}

You hummed and swayed around the kitchen as you listened to the song playing through the speakers, not paying any attention to your surroundings. This was the most calm you felt this week and you just realized that there was a small smile on your face as you danced around. You took a sip from your glass on the counter than went back to dancing around, never noticing the pair of eyes that were on you.

"Morning," you heard a deep voice say from behind you.

You jumped and turned around quickly, almost falling on your butt but luckily you were saved by an arm wrapped around your waist and you were pulled up against a solid chest. Looking up through your eyelashes you noticed your ever so handsome husband looking down at you with a small smile.

"You okay?" He asked lowly as he pressed his forehead against your own.

"Y-Yeah, you just startled me is all. I, uhm, I didn't know you were up."

"Mhm, I could tell with how you were dancing." Hyunwoo leaned down and laid his head on your shoulder, "You looked peaceful."

"It was, but it's even more so now that you're in here."

"Oh yeah?" He pulled back and smiled down at you, lightly rubbing his thumb over your cheek. "Did you sleep okay last night? I came in pretty late and you weren't in bed."

"Oh, my boss called late last night asked me if I could finish up some papers before a meeting today."

His eyebrows drew together and he tilted his head to the side, "But aren't you off today?"

"Yeah, that's why I got to sleep in." You said before standing up on your toes and kissing his cheek. "I'm gonna go cook breakfast, you go take a shower and get ready for the day. Let's go out, okay?"

He let out a laugh and leaned down, kissing your forehead and nodding. "Alright, I'll be down in a little bit."

You smiled and watched him walk back to the room before turning and getting the things out of the fridge for breakfast. It wasn't very often the both of you could spend the day together so you definitely didn't want to waste any time, and thinking this you started to cook your husband's favorite foods and humming along to the new song.

~White girl I hope that you love me. White girl I wanna love your heart. White girl I hope that you adore me. White girl you are a pretty girl. I've yearned only for you with my pure heart. Save me from your trap so I can love and learn, so I can touch your white heart~

Shownu's POV: {Kind of; it'll be in second person}

He smiled as he pulled on his shirt and listened to the singing voice of his voice in the kitchen. Shaking his head he brushed a hand through his hair before turning and walking out of the bedroom towards the kitchen where he leaned against the doorway and watched the woman he loves place food on plates. A loving smile crossed onto his face as he heard her humming and thought back to this morning when he had stood in the same position and watched her twirl around the kitchen, her hair swishing around her and an aura of calm surrounding her.

At that moment he had honestly thought she was an angel, in fact he could've swore he saw light glowing around her. He loved that every morning when he opened his eyes he could look over and see her next to him. He could take the time to look over every single edge and curve while laying his head on his propped up arm. Loved that he could pull her closer to his side and press his face against her shoulder, reveling in her warmth. Most of all though he loved that she fit perfectly into his arms.

"Oh, oppa you're just in time." He heard her say as she turned around.

He smiled and pushed off the wall, heading towards her as she set the food on the table. "Yeah? Good, because it smells delicious and looks even more so."

She smiled and his eyes closed as she ran a hand through his hair, "Eat up then."

She turned and went to walk away only to be pulled back and onto his lap as her husband wrapped an arm around her waist. He picked up his fork and started to eat his food, feeding her bites between every couple ones he took. Hyunwoo felt her gaze on his face and glanced up, smiling when his eyes met her own.

"What's up with you today?" She asked with a smile on her face as she rubbed her thumb along his cheek. "You're never usually this affectionate."

He shrugged and went back to paying attention to his food, "I missed you."

She went silent for a few minutes before turning back to him with a pout. "When do you have to leave again?"

He sighed and set his fork down, turning her around more so she were sideways on his lap, and grabbed her chin lightly. "Hey, no matter how long I'm gone I will come back. Besides this time I won't have to leave for a while."

Her face brightened slightly and a hopeful look filled her eyes. "Really?"

He smiled and tucked a strand of hair hanging in her eyes behind her ear. "Really."

She laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck, squeezing herself to him and kissing his cheek making him laugh.

~Let me live, let me be next to you, I want you to breathe next to me yeah. Your heart and your body yeah. I want to melt you inside of me like white snow. White girl I hope that you love me. White girl I wanna love your heart. White girl I hope that you adore me. White girl you are a pretty girl~

Your POV:

After your husband and you had eaten breakfast you headed out of the house and to the car, ready to spend the day doing whatever you guys wanted. The ride was spent with in-car games and singing along, loudly, to the songs  that you were choosing. The windows were down and you were enjoying the fresh air that was blowing through and you watched your outside surroundings that the car was passing by quickly.

Hyunwoo had grabbed ahold of your hand a little while ago and hadn't let go yet, not that you were complaining. You turned your head towards him and smiled, "So where are we going?"

He glanced over at you and laughed, "Don't worry, you'll find out soon!"

You pursed your lips, almost frowning, before shrugging and turning back to look outside the window. Hyunwoo didn't have to worry about you pestering him to find out, even though you were a very curious person you knew know that when he had a surprise for you he never disappointed. And thinking that you leaned your head against the window and felt your eyes flutter closed.

*Short time late*

You felt a hand on your leg gently shaking it and slowly blinked open your eyes, letting out a yawn and stretching your arms above your head. Hyunwoo smiled at you and got out of the car before heading over to your side and opening your door for you, grabbing ahold of your hand and helping you out.

"Where are we?" You asked him with confusion as you looked around at your surroundings yet not recognizing where you were.

"You'll see, come with me." Your husband said before taking your hand and pulling you slowly after him as he made his way through trees. "My dad told me about this place a long time ago," you heard him say as you followed closely after him, "He said that this would be the one place I have to take the woman I love."

You felt a smile tug at the corner of your lips and squeezed his hand lightly, letting him know you had heard him. "Oh yeah? And that would be me?"

He grinned at you from over his shoulder and shook his head, "Naw, you're not going there."

The smile fell from your face and you stopped walking, glaring at his back. "What?"

He was pulled to a stop when you did and turned around with a smirk on his face, "What?"

You narrowed your eyes and scoffed before turning and starting to walk away only to be stopped by his hand on your arm holding you back. His hand tugged on your arm and you felt yourself fall back against his hard chest, his other arm coming around to trap you against him. He chuckled and you felt the vibrations from it making you turn your head and scowl at him which just made him laugh harder and lean down to peck your cheek.

"I'm just kidding, my love." He said lowly against your ear, making the hair on the back of your neck stand up.

"I don't care," you said congratulating yourself when your voice came out steady and strong. "You ticked me off."

"How?" He asked with an air of innocence coating his words.

You hit his arm succeeding in freeing yourself and turned on him pushing your finger against his chest while he just let out a loud laugh and raised his hands. "You know how! 'Naw, you're not going there'," you poked his chest with each word as you mocked him.

~Oh baby how long will you leave me alone like this. White girl, you can fill up my everything. I love you. White girl I hope that you love me. White girl I wanna love your heart. White girl I hope that you adore me. White girl you are a pretty girl~

He grabbed onto your hands, clasping them in his own, and pulled you closer laying his head against yours as he smiled down at you. "I'm sorry, I was saying it to be funny but I guess it wasn't the time for joking. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to upset you baby."

You felt your heart melt at his sweet words and knew that you couldn't be mad at him, you didn't even think that you were actually mad at him to begin with, you didn't think it was possible to be mad at him. Whenever he gave you that sweet smile you could feel yourself melt and knew that it was his weapon against you.

You pouted and looked away trying but failing to cross your arms as he still held you tightly against him. "Stop doing that, it's not fair."

He pulled back slightly now looking confused. "Doing what?"

"Stop smiling at me like that!"

His eyes widened and he raised an eyebrow at you, "What do you want me to do? Yell? Frown?"

You bit your lip to hold back your laugh but failed when you saw the confusion on his face. He watched you with his eyebrows drawn together as you laughed, only becoming more confused when you pat his cheek.

"That's why I love you," you said softly cupping his cheek.

"Because I'm confused at your bipolarity?"

You slapped his arm, "No! Because of your cute facial expressions."

"I-I make cute facial expressions?"

"Mhm," you simply said as you cuddled up closer to him.

He looked down at you and smiled, a look of love and adoration filling his gaze, as he brought his hands up and cupped your cheeks. "I love you and I can't believe how lucky I am every day that you are here with me."

"I love you too," you said before he leaned down and sweetly kissed you. "By the way, you should be this cheesy every day?"

He shook his head and held his hand on your side as he turned and resumed walking, "I don't know. Every day sounds like too much of a pain."

You placed your hand on your chest and acted offended, "It would be a pain to be cute towards me?"

He mulled over it a few seconds then nodded with a mischievous smile, "Yeah too much work."

He kissed your cheek then took off running making you stumble in surprise, "Yah! Son Hyunwoo! Yah, get back here!" You yelled as you took off after him, both of you laughing the whole way as you spent the evening chasing each other around and then grabbing onto the other. It was days like that that the both of you considered yourselves to be extremely lucky to be with the other and neither of you would change anything.

~White girl I hope that you love me. White girl I wanna love your heart. White girl I hope that you adore me. White girl you are a pretty girl. You are pretty~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

3005(Rap Monster-BTS)

Requested by: Suga's Neck Pillow 

~No matter what you say or what you do when I'm alone, I'd rather be with you. F*** these other niggas, I'll be right by your side till 3005, hold up. Hold up, wait a minute, all good just a week ago. Crew at my house and we party every weekend so. On the radio, that's my favorite song made me bounce around, like I don't know, like I won't be here long. Now the thrill is gone. Got no patience, cause I'm not a doctor. Girl why is you lying, girl why you Mufasa. Yeah, mi casa su casa, gotta strip it like Gaza. Got so high off volcanoes, now the flow is so lava. Yeah, we spit that saliva, iPhone got message from Viber. Either the head is so hydra, or we let bygones be bygones~  

"Namjoon, want a piece?" You asked your boyfriend as you held your cone of cotton candy out towards him.

He smiled and took a chunk, closing his eyes as it melted in his mouth. "Why is this stuff always so good?"

"Because it's so bad for you. The food that's always bad for you is the best," you told him with a laugh.

He nodded, agreeing with you, and wrapped his arm around your shoulder pulling you closer to his side. "So what do you want to do?"

"Hm? Oh, uhm I kinda wanna stay away from the rides." {Sorry guys, if you like rides you don't in this x'D}

"Right, sorry forgot about your phobia." He said as he rubbed your arm and looked around the fair again. "How about I try to get you a stuffed animal?"

Your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed onto his arm, pulling him to a stop. "No!"

"What? Why not?"

You stopped and stared at him with an open mouth, stuck at what you could say to get yourself out of the hole you didn't want to dig any further. You couldn't exactly tell him that you were scared he'd break something to his face.

"Uhm, because I want to go on the Ferris Wheel. What do you say?" You said as you tilted your head to the side and smiled hopefully.

"Sure," he said before grabbing onto your head and pulling you along after him as he headed towards the Ferris Wheel.

Once you guys reached the line you were saddened to see that there was a pretty long line, but you didn't want to leave and then come back later only to find a even longer line. Namjoon must've realized you were upset because he looked down at you and touched your cheek lightly.

"Wanna go do something else then come back?"

"No, let's wait. After all you know what they say, being patient pays off," you told him with a smile.

You saw his eyebrows draw together and he glanced at the line then back to you, "O~kay, but who had ever said that?"

You shrugged and waved his question away while simply saying, "It's a family thing."

He slowly nodded and laughed before wrapping his arms around you from behind and pulling you closer until your back was pressed against his chest.

~"My God, you pay for your friends?" I'll take that as a compliment. Got a house full of homies, why I feel so the opposite? Incompetent ain't the half of it. Saturdays with young lavishes. Saddest sh**, is I'm bad as it. These they took from the cabinet (woah) Sorry, I'm just scared of the future. Till 3005, I got your back, we can do this, hold up. No matter what you say or what you do when I'm alone, I'd rather be with you. F*** these other niggas, I'll be right by your side till 3005. Hold up (hold up)~

You were warm snuggled up against your boyfriend, who had his arms around you with his hands holding onto yours and his chin lying on your shoulder, while the both of you slowly rocked side to side in a calming matter. Many people who looked at you smiled as they watched you both but neither of you really paid attention to the stares. You looked up and smiled when you saw the line start moving again, this time you and Namjoon would make it to a car.

You tapped his arms excitedly and grabbed onto him pulling him quickly after you while he tried to catch his footing again. He looked to you exasperated while you bounced lightly on your feet, a huge smile on your face as you squeezed his hand. With a laugh he shook his head and walked with you to the worker who gave you both a smile before opening the door to a car and letting the both of you climb in before shutting the door after you, making sure it was locked and turning to start the machine.

You let out a squeal and practically pressed yourself against the side as you felt yourself moving up though frowning when the wheel had stopped moving again so the people behind you could get out. Namjoon laughed as he watched your disappointment then laid his arm on top of your shoulders, leaning his head back and enjoying the night breeze blowing against you both.

"I hope we get stopped at the top!" You said, the excitement practically pouring out as you spoke each word.

Namjoon turned his head towards you and rolled his eyes, "You say that every time we get on one of these things." His eyes, which he had just closed, opened again and looked to you. "Wait, why do you like these things so much?"

You froze and felt heat rising to your cheeks followed closely by anger as you turned to you him quickly, "You don't remember?"

His eyes widened and he looked like a deer caught in headlights as he thought about what you could be talking about. "Remember what?"

Your eyes narrowed and you turned away from him slightly disappointed. "Nothing, just forget it."

He became silent and you imagined him wracking his brain to figure out what was so special that you'd get so mad. The wheel started to turn again but you just stared out at what view you could see, which was just over the park. Both of you were silent as it slowly kept turning, neither of you speaking for different reasons.

"I'm sorry," you heard him mutter with sadness coating his voice making you hate yourself for lashing out at him.

Your car was slowly raising to the top and you turned to him, "Our first kiss."

He looked confused and waited for you to elaborate more which just made you roll your eyes.

"Our first kiss was at the top of a Ferris Wheel."

His eyes widened and you watched as realization dawned on him. "You're right. Oh baby I'm sorry I forgot!"

You smiled and shook your head, "It's fine. It's stupid that I get excited because of that huh?"

"Not at all!" He said as he scooted closer to you making the car rock and making you clutch his shirt in your hands.

"Yah! Namjoon!"

"What?" He asked you with a laugh as he looked down at you.

"Don't do that!"

"Oh come on, not like it's gonna break."

Your face dropped and you looked at him with wide eyes, the mental scene of exactly that happening because of the reputation your boyfriend held. Fortunately you were brought out of your stupor when you saw a bright flash of light and heard a bang. You jerked your head forward and gasped when you saw the fireworks going off, not noticing that the wheel had stopped your car at the very top giving you an even better view of them.

~No matter what you say or what you do when I'm alone, I'd rather be with you. F*** these other niggas, I'll be right by your side till 3005. Hold up (hold up) I used to care what people thought but now I care more. I mean nobody out here's got it figured out. So therefore, I've lost all hope of a happy ending. Depending on whether or not it's worth it. So insecure, no one's perfect. We spend it, with no shame. We blow that, like Coltrane. We in here, like Rogaine. Or leave it, like Cobain. And when I'm long gone, whole crew sing a swan song cause we all just ticking time bombs, got a lambo like Lebron's mom. And no matter where all of my friends go, Emily, Fam, and Lorenzo. All of them people my kinfolk. At least I think so. Can't tell. Cause when them checks clear, they're not here cause they don't care~

All you could do was stare in amazement as you watched the beautiful fireworks show go on, all while you sat at the very top. You felt a hand being placed under your chin and pull your face to the side to show a very pleased Namjoon smiling to himself.

"I'm glad you are enjoying the fireworks, but I have something to tell you." He said before inching even closer to you.

"W-What is it?" You stuttered from the sudden nervousness which made you feel like it was your first date all over again.

"I love you," he whispered before leaning forward and capturing your lips in a kiss so sweet and gentle you practically melted against him.

After he pulled back you smiled and brought your hand up to his face letting it gently cup his cheek as you stared at him with adoration. "I love you, too."

He hugged you and kissed your head before you pulled back, "Were you acting before?!"

He looked confused for a second before laughing again, "No I honestly didn't know that's why you loved Ferris Wheels so much. I feel kinda proud."

You hit his stomach and laughed as he pretended to bend over in pain eventually laughing along with you and kissing your forehead. The both of you sat back, your head lying against his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around you tightly, and watched as they shot off the rest of the fireworks. When you reached the bottom and were getting out you looked at Namjoon and your mouth dropped open in shock when you saw him hand the worker a bill and patted his back.

He turned towards you and stopped in shock from being caught before smiling sheepishly and walking towards you.

"You bribed him?!"

"What? Didn't you want to stop at the top?" He asked innocently, holding back a laugh as he looked at your shocked expression.

"That's not the point," you told him as you laughed yourself and shook your head. "I didn't think you had it in you to bribe someone."

He held your hand as you both started to make your way around the fairground again and looked down to you offended, "I honestly don't know if I should take that as a compliment or be offended."

You laughed again and pulled his face down kissing his cheek. "Don't worry I love you no matter what."

He shook his head and caught up to you quickly as you had started walking ahead of him. "I'm going to start getting offended here," he said simply making you laugh and hold onto his hand.

~It's kinda sad, but I'm laughing whatever happens. Assassins are stabbed in the back of my cabin. Labrador yapping. I'm glad that it happened, I mean it. Between us, I think there's something special and if I lose my mental, just hold my hand. Even if you don't understand, hold up. No matter what you say or what you do when I'm alone, I'd rather be with you. F*** these other niggas, I'll be right by your side till 3005. Hold up (hold up) No matter what you say or what you do when I'm alone, I'd rather be with you. F*** these other niggas, I'll be right by your sid till 3005. Hold up (hold up)~

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

Sun and Moon(Taeyong-NCT)

Requested by: Chanyeol​​​​​​​ 

ceng jing de wo tai guo zi si zhi zhao gu wo zi ji

The past me was too selfish, only caring about myself

ceng jing de wo tai sha bu dong de ni de xin

The past me was too foolish to understand your heart

xian zai de wo yi tian tian zai gai bian

The me of now is changing every day

ming ming ni bu zai wo shen bian que yin wei ni er gai bian

Clearly, you're not by my side but I am changing because of you,

yin wei ni gei de ai

because of the love you gave me

ba shi jian dong jie hui dao ni shen bian

Let me freeze time and return to your side

na hui yi de shu fan hui guo qu na yi

Turning back the pages in this book of memories

ye na yi ye de ni wo Oh~ho na shi hou de ni he wo

The you and I from that page, oh~ho, the you and I of that time

[Sorry, I personally like listening to the chinese version more, but that might just be me.]

~I see you even when I close my eyes, I hear you even when I cover my ears. When I think of you, even if you're in a place where I can't touch you, I can feel you. When my moon rises your sun rises as well under the same sky. In this different time our hearts are connected under the same sky~

You sighed and clicked the song off, not wanting to cry anymore, and wiped the tears from your cheeks. Setting your phone off to the side you placed your chin on your hand and rested your elbow on the counter thinking about the memories flooding your mind, both bad and good memories. You let another tear slip down your cheek not bothering to wipe it and too tired from all the crying you've done until now.

Bzzt. Bzzt.

You sighed and looked at your now lit phone screen, which showed a message from your best friend, f/n. Clicking the message you read,

Hey, feel like going out tonight? It might do you some good...

You smiled slightly and texted your response back, deciding that it actually might be better to go out tonight. You had certainly had enough of just sitting here crying about what went wrong with you and your, now ex, boyfriend Taeyong. Letting out a determined breath you stood from the stool and headed back to your room to get ready for the night out f/n had planned.

~Time Skip~

You opened the door when you heard a knock on it and smiled when you saw f/n standing on the other side with a wide smile. She practically bounced towards you and enveloped you in a hug, squeezing you tightly.

"You ready to go?"

"Depends," you said with slightly narrowed eyes, "Where exactly did you plan on taking us?"

"That, my adorable little amigo, is something that will be kept a secret until we get there." She told you as she pinched your cheeks, making you hit her hands away in annoyance. She laughed and wrapped her arm around your own pulling you after her as she pulled your door shut. "Come on! Let's go!"

You covered your ears and your eyebrows drew together, shrinking away from the loud booming sounds coming from the speakers. You tapped your friend's shoulder, making her turn to look at you, coming closer so she could hear you. "It's too loud in here, I'm gonna go outside for a bit."

"Okay," she called back at you and gave you a smile.

You turned and pushed your way through the crowds of people, trying to make your way to the large patio glass doors that were located towards the back of the building. After arriving at the club with f/n you instantly regretted your agreement to accompany her due to the large amount of people that were partying and dancing. You quickened your steps and let out a breath of relief as soon as you opened the doors and stepped outside, breathing in the fresh cool air.

You walked over to the balcony railing and leaned against it staring out at the night sky. Thoughts and memories ran through your mind as the night wind blew against you, cooling you. Memories of the reason you were here to begin with. The reason you were, well are still so depressed. And that reason being your boyfri- ex boyfriend, for the 5th time.

"Y/n?" Your eyes widened and you whipped around to see the devil you were just thinking about.

"Taeyong?"

The both of you were silent as the breeze blew around you and made you shiver. You turned your face away and looked back out over the night lights, choosing to ignore his currently unwanted presence. He, on the other hand, came closer towards you and leaned against the railing himself looking over a you.

"What are you doing here?" He asked quietly, you barely being able to hear him over the pounding music that was still loud even through the walls.

You debated whether you would answer or not, not really wanting to have a conversation with him. Finally you sighed and decided to answer him but kept it short. "F/n asked me to come with her, I decided that it would be okay to go with her."

~You and I, our own secrets. You and I, you and I, you and I, we are like one. Every night, in my dreams we are connected to each other we're looking at the same place. Without a sound, you enter into me and I'm being pulled by you~  

"That's good. I'm glad to se-"

"Don't," You told him firmly before turning to him and staring at him with a blank face. "Don't do this to me Taeyong. Not now." You shook your head and started to walk towards the doors wanting to head inside to get away from him, "I can't deal with this."

"No wait!" He said quickly as he grabbed ahold of your arm and stopped you, turning you back to face him. "Listen to me, y/n."

"Why?! What do you possibly have to say that will change how I feel?"

"How do you feel?" He said, his eyes starting to water.

"I hate you," you told him as tears started to fall down your cheeks. "I've forgiven you time and time again and you just disappoint me in the end!"

Taeyong's face fell and he pulled you closer to him, his grip on your arm firm yet gentle. "Y/n, I'm so sorry but please, please listen to me."

"What?" You hit your free hand against his chest, not really putting any force behind it. "What do you have to tell me that I don't already know?"

"I never, never cheated on you!" He shouted out as he grabbed your free arm and held it, making sure not to hurt you. "That girl, that you saw me with, was Jaehyun's cousin. He wanted me to keep an eye on her while he went off with some girl."

You scoffed and pulled your arms away from him stepping back some and looking away from him. "Do you honestly think I'd believe that? After all, this isn't the first time I've caught you with one of your friend's family members."

"Y/n," Taeyong's voice had gone soft and he kept stepping towards you 'til he was right in front of you, "I love you. I always have."

"Saying you love me won't fix things Taeyong."

"I know and I'm not saying it because I think it will," he paused and ran his hands down your arms 'til he reached your hands, bringing them up to his face and resting them against his lips. "I've missed you."

You felt your throat tighten and felt tears rise again, but you held them back refusing to cry anymore over him.

"I can't do this. I can't go through this crap again," you said before ripping your hands away from his and taking off towards the doors making it inside and taking off towards the exit.

~When my moon rises your sun rises as well under the same sky. In this different time our hearts are connected under the same sky. You and I You and I You and I. Our own secrets. You and I You and I You and I. We are like one~  

You didn't hear anything behind you, not that you think you even could hear anything seeing how loud it was, and based on how many people were surrounding you currently you were pretty positive that unless he was directly behind you there was no way he could keep track of you. After many shoves and pushes you finally made your way to the front door and quickly ran out of them, glad you had your small bag with you so you could let f/n know that you were going home and that you'd talk to her tomorrow before shutting your phone off.

You took in a deep breath of the fresh air and quickly signaled a cab before hoping in and rattling off your address to the cabbie. He tried to make small talk with you but you kept your answers short not really feeling the mood to have a conversation. Finally you arrived at your house and headed inside kicking your shoes off as soon as you stepped through the front door, p/n{Pet's name sorry you have a pet X'D} coming up to greet you which you returned with a tired smile.

Another sigh escaped your lips and you rubbed the back of your neck as you locked the door behind you and headed away from the door, wanting to just go to bed and forget everything that had happened. Which, after you took a quick shower, is exactly what you did. You jumped into bed and prayed that you wouldn't have anymore dreams. You didn't want Taeyong in your life anymore even in your dreams which seemed to be appearing more frequently, so hopefully you would just sleep straight though the night.

***

A bright light hit your eyelids, making you slowly wake up and making your eyes flutter open before you let out a groan. You turned over and buried your head into a pillow turning it over to the side after a few seconds and staring at your closed curtains over the window.

"So thin," you muttered to yourself in complaint.

You sat up and brushed your fingers through your very messy hair when you realized that even though you had a crappy sleep you hadn't dreamed at all. A small smile crossed your face and you swung your legs over the side of the bed, letting them hang for a few minutes before standing and walking over to your window and opening the curtains letting the warm and comforting sunlight hit your face like a welcome. You stretched your arms above your head and let out a yawn as you looked out over the streets finding that it was still early enough out that no one was around.

That is everyone except for one car, a car that looked vaguely familiar. Taeyong's car.

~Every night, in my dreams we are connected to each other, we're looking at the same place. Without a sound, you enter into me and I'm being pulled by you. When my moon rises your sun rises as well under the same sky. In this different time our hearts are connected under the same sky~    

Your eyes widened and you quickly shut your curtains again before rushing over to where you had set your phone during the night. Grabbing it you turned it on while you headed into the bathroom to get dressed real quick. Your phone, being on vibrate, fell off the counter and you let out a silent curse before picking it up off the ground and gasping in surprise by the number of missed calls and texts you had coming in.

Noticing the three voicemail notifications you clicked the notification and held the phone up to your ear, almost collapsing in relief when you figured out it was from f/n.

Hey~ Are you okay?! I just saw Taeyong! He was running out of the club pretty quickly and figured he was chasing after you. Did something happen?

Next voicemail~

Y/n, hun please call me back. I'm worried about you.

Next voicemail~

Please please let me know you're okay! If you don't call me back I'm going to guess you're most likely asleep. Call me tomorrow and let me know if everything's okay! Love you~

You smiled and decided to message her back, letting her know that everything was in fact okay. Stepping foot into the kitchen you jumped when you heard a knock on your front door so you turned and slowly headed towards the door, peering out from the peep hole when you reached it. Taeyong was standing at your door one hand leaning against the door frame and his clothes wrinkled from you guessed him staying in his car all night.

You sighed and decided to open the door, your eyes widening when you caught a glance of his face. He looked awful. He had dark circles under his eyes, which were red and puffy, and his face was pale with a few beads of sweat forming on his forehead.

"Taeyong, were you out there all night?" You asked as your eyebrows came together from confusion.

He nodded and opened his mouth to say something only to start coughing. You stared at him in shock and let out a breath as you opened the door wider, wrapping your arm around his shoulders to help him inside.  

"Come on, you look awful."

He leaned against you heavily for a few steps and you barely were able to help him walk to the couch before he collapsed onto it and closed his eyes. Your eyes widened and you quickly bent over him, lightly shaking him.

"Ta-Taeyong? Taeyong!"

~You and I You and I You and I. Our own secrets. You and I You and I You and I. We are like one. Will I be able to see you again? At the end of this long journey? Want to be together in the same time, in different places, this distorted fate~    

You rushed to gather some things and came back with a warm damp rag, setting it against his forehead and grabbing the thermometer. After checking it you were surprised that it was so high and decided to help him get over whatever this was before talking things over with him. As you were about to stand to go get some water and medicine you felt his hand take a hold of yours and lightly pull you towards him.

He opened his mouth and lightly uttered a few words that made your heart skip a beat. "Please don't leave me."

You kneeled down beside him and ran your fingers lightly through his hair, saddened by the still familiar feeling. "I shouldn't even let you stay but I know that if I had kicked you out you'd stay outside my place until I listened to you." A smile tugged at the corner of your lips as you thought about how stubborn he was about some things, "Hurry up and get better, than we can talk. I'll hear you out."

"Th-Thank you," he whispered before closing his eyes again and falling asleep.

***

Everything was silent around the house as you busied yourself with cleaning around the house while you waited for him to wake up. Every few minutes you'd go and check on him, make sure he was still covered and after the fifth or so time you smiled in relief when you noticed his fever had gone down. You knew that he'd be up before too long so you had went ahead and prepared some soup setting it off to the side and covering it so it wouldn't loose any heat. After you had poked your head around the living room entryway yet again you stopped yourself and shook your head as to how you were acting like nothing had ever changed. You walked towards him and laid your hand gently on his forehead, feeling it finally cool down from when he first arrived on your doorstep.

Hearing a buzzing noise you looked around and grabbed a phone off the floor, realizing it was Taeyong's, and before you could set it down on the table the phone screen lit up and reveled a message from Jaehyun.

Have you told her yet? Explained about the miscommunication with my cousin?

Your eyes widened and you looked quickly towards Taeyong who was still asleep. You pulled the blanket over his arms some more and set his phone down on the table before standing and heading into the kitchen, the message you had just read replaying in your mind. He-He wasn't lying, you thought to yourself. You couldn't believe that you never even listened to his side of the story when you first caught him.

Now that you thought about it you realized why he was probably never planning on telling you what had happened. He knew that he had hurt you previously before with similar circumstances and probably didn't want you to think anything again. He never cheated on you and you blamed him this whole time for your misery, yet when he tried to explain to you you pushed him out. Didn't want to hear anything he said.

"Y-Y/n?" You heard his voice call from the living room.

You stood and walked through the entryway towards him before sinking down onto the floor beside where he still laid. "I'm here," you said softly making him smile and reach out grabbing onto your hand. "You have a message," you told him before handing him his phone and looking away.

You noticed from the corner of your eyes that his facial expression didn't change as he read the message, and he instead deleted it from what you could tell. "Go ahead," you said quietly which made him frown.

"What?"

"Go ahead and get mad at me for not listening to you. For not wanting to hear your explanation."

"Y/n, baby, why would I get mad at you about that? You had every right to be mad."

"No, I didn't!"

"Yes you did. I shouldn't have tried to hide it, I should have told you straight out about Jaehyun asking me to keep his cousin company. And I'm so so sorry I didn't. I knew I had hurt you before and didn't want to see you hurt again by me telling you, which I didn't realize not telling you would have the same effect."

You felt tears slide down your cheeks and felt him swipe his thumb underneath them, rubbing them away quickly. "I still love you," you cried out as you fell into his arms which started to rub your back in soothing circles.

"And I still love you," he said against your ear.

"Really?" You asked him as you pulled away and stared up at him.

"I will always love you," he told you sweetly with a smile before leaning towards you and making you melt with a kiss.

"Always," you whispered back when he pulled away slightly.

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

If I(Mingyu's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~If the word I said countlessly came true. If I If I If I If I If I If I. The to do list, because I couldn't do it, its meaning is completely changed. If I If I If I. Yeah I don't want to calculate the widened angle between us. If I If I If I If I If I If I If I If I If I I'm late but even now, my eyes and mouth are full of you. A day passes and the regret is too deep, I'm drowning in it~

Recap:

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

*********

You followed Mingyu off and sighed in exasperation when you saw the back patio door open. "Yah! I don't wan-"

You scoffed and shook your head before heading out the door after him, looking around the porch to find him. Something which you found hard to do when you noticed it was pitch black outside apparently from Mingyu switching the light off before he came out. Stepping out farther onto the porch you looked around not seeing him anywhere.

"Mingyu?" You called out confused when you saw a shadow moving to your right.

You went towards it only to jump when you felt a pair of hands on your shoulders. "Gah!"

You turned around and stared wide eyed at Mingyu, who was doubled over with laughter. Confused you turned back to the spot where you saw the shadow moved and tried to figure out how he moved so quickly behind you.

"H-How'd you do that?" You asked Mingyu as you turned back towards him with your eyebrows drawn together.

"How'd I do what? Scare you? Easy I-"

"No! How'd you get behind me so fast? You were just over there," you whisper-shouted as you pointed behind you.

He looked over your shoulder in the direction you pointed with confusion. "No, I wasn't. I've been standing over here by the door."

Your eyes widened and you both jumped and turned around fast when you heard a loud thump from something falling. Something quickly ran out from the shadows and Mingyu let out a girly squeal, you both quickly attaching yourselves to one another in fear. The large shadow became smaller and smaller before you saw a small cat run out into the light making you let out a small breath of relief mixed with a laugh.

~If I could, If I could, If I could. I'll do whatever. If I didn't let go of your hand then would we be still holding on to each other still. If I If I If I If I If I If I. Before your small scars gather and become big, if I had recognized them first. If I If I If I If I If I If I~

You went to move away from Mingyu but found you couldn't move anywhere since he still had a death grip on your arm. Staring at him with an amused expression as you thought back to his girly squeal of fear. He stared at the cat with wide eyes, not daring to look over at you and see you laugh.

"Did it scare you, Mingyu?"

"Psh, of course not. You were the one that was scared," he said as he walked over to the cat and shooed it away making you even more amused.

"Really? Because I'm pretty sure I heard a very girly scream come out from you when that cat ran out."

"Actually, I'm pretty sure that was you," he said before clearing his throat and making a show of looking for anymore stray cats.

"No, it was you." You felt a smirk cross your face when you saw him stiffen slightly.

"N-No, it wasn't me."

"Mhm, okay."

"Yah, Raphie~" He whined as he turned towards you and pouted.

You laughed and shook your head, "Fine, I won't mention it. To anyone but you I won't at least."

He sighed and you let another laugh slip out as you took a seat on the porch steps, looking out over the yard and noticing the stray cat from earlier. You looked up as you heard Mingyu's footsteps walking towards and patted the spot next to you, waiting for him to take a seat beside you before leaning against him and laying your head on his shoulder. He looked down at your head resting on him and smiled slightly before resting his arm over your own shoulder.

~Where you going, where are you going? Why do I feel my grip loosening? My fist holding onto the edge of your clothes. Why am I losing strength? Our path, our promise to be together is already thwarted and you walk away, turning your back on me~

"Tonight is nice," he said softly, almost a whisper carried by the wind.

You made a sound of agreement, not wanting to break the comfortable silence that had settled over the both of you.

"Hey, Raphie can I tell you something?"

"Mhm, go ahead."

He cleared his throat and let out a big breath, showing you that whatever he had to tell you was big. "I-For the-no. Uhm, let me restart." He stuttered out nervously, making a small smile cross onto your face. You sat up and faced him grabbing ahold of his hand, lightly squeezing it to help him calm down which worked when you saw his shoulders visibly relax.

"When I first met you two years ago I knew from the first time I saw you that we'd be close, but over the years our close friendship changed into something else for me. My feelings for you slowly changed from friendship to..." he paused and took your other hand into his own before continuing while looking you in the eyes, his gaze never wavering. "I have slowly fallen completely and wholeheartedly in love with you."

You froze and stared at him with a shocked face, not expecting him to say that. Slowly you closed your open mouth and looked down a little, not exactly knowing how to respond. No, you thought to yourself, Maybe over the years my feelings have also changed. I've just been to blind. You knew what your feelings were you just never thought about them, never wanted things to change. You were too scared to admit them to yourself.

Instead of saying something, which was making Mingyu even more nervous, you threw your arms around him and pulled yourself closer to him. Mingyu, shocked from the sudden embrace, slowly wrapped his own arms around your back and stayed silent not sure what exactly the hug meant.

You pulled back and smiled at him, "I love you too."

A big smile crossed his face and he tightened his embrace, pulling you even closer to him. "Thank you," he whispered against your ear making you let out a small laugh.

~It reduces to a single dot, it's too empty outside of that interest. I hope that that dot comes back before me and turns into you. If I could If I could If I could, I'll do whatever~

*Time Skip*

You and Mingyu sat nervously in front of each other at the table, you fiddling with the edge of your dress and Mingyu tapping on the table, neither of you looking at the other. It was your first date since you both confessed your feelings and to say things had been weird was an understatement. Every time you both found yourselves in the same room you'd both avoid each others eyes and you always ended up having to leave the room because of the heat quickly rising to your cheeks.

This was the first time the both of you would be alone since that night and the awkward silence was suffocating. You cleared your throat and took a sip of your drink, trying to soothe your dry throat.

"This is a nice restaurant," you said to break the silence and making Mingyu jerk his head towards you.

"U-Uh, yeah it really is. Joshua hyung said the food's really good."

"Oh, Joshua has been here before?"

"Mhm, him and some friends came here before. He told me that they have (y/f/f)[your fav food] here and I knew you liked it so I thought you might like it here."

You felt a smile cover your face, "You remembered I liked (f/f)?"

"Well yeah. Why wouldn't I?"

"I never told you that was my favorite though," you said with sudden realization, wondering how he knew.

"No, but every time we go out to eat you always order it so I just guessed. Was I wrong?"

You were shocked into silence, though this time it wasn't because it was awkward rather because you couldn't believe Mingyu cared that much about you to pay attention to something so small. "Mingyu-ah that's- that's so sweet."

He smiled and grabbed your hand that was laying on the table top, slightly squeezing it. "I love you."

"Haha, I love you too."

You both ordered and spent the rest of dinner talking about random things and enjoying yourself, though you were sad when you were finished. He was walking you out of the restaurant, his hand on your back, and opening doors for you when he stopped outside of the car.

"Hey, you remember that one place we went to a few years ago for ice cream?"

You thought back and laughed when you remembered, "Yeah, their ice cream was amazing!"

"Want to find it?"

"Find it? You don't know where it is?"

"Nope," he said as he laughed.

"Mingyu, we could get lost."

He pulled you closer and leaned down, "Isn't getting lost the fun part?"

Smiling you wrapped your own arms around his neck and nodded, "True. Let's go."

"First," he said before bending down and kissing you. He pulled back and smiled, "I've been wanting to do that for a long time."

You laughed and stood on your tip toes, kissing him back and smiling. After kissing you sweetly on the forehead Mingyu helped you into the car and then got in himself, heading onto the road so you could start you adventure to find the ice cream parlor.

You were both so happy that you could be comfortable around each other again, and the ride was filled with stories and jokes followed by laughs. Both of you enjoyed yourself and neither let go of the other's hand. And you happily thought about how this was just the beginning.

[kissmeunderthestarlight]

20(Joshua's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~It's still a boring morning (Far away so far away far away so far away) The distance between me and you has no progress. So far away (Far away so far away) Do you still think of me as the person before? In your small eyes, I'm probably still a kid. This isn't the first time so what can I do? I can't get over how you laugh in front of me, I can't just stay still~

Recap:

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

*********

You tried to run fast but it seemed useless when you turned the corner and saw Joshua no where in sight. "Oh, come on," you complained as you started to peek into different rooms to find him. Stopping at the living room you walked quietly in and glanced around, noticing all the different places that he could hide which weren't many.

Hearing a shuffling noise behind the vouch you smirked and tip toed to the front, climbing silently onto the couch and peeking over the edge. You almost let out a laugh when you saw Joshua kneeling behind it and looking out from the side. He hadn't noticed you yet and you decided to scare him a little, kinda wanting to go back on the idea though when you remembered that he hadn't actually done anything.

You shrugged and decided to do it anyways. Sneaking around the other end of the couch you crawled up behind him and quickly tapped his shoulders, making him let out a yelp and turn to face you quickly. He placed a hand against the floor as he almost fell back from the surprise.

"Yah! Raphie-ah, what the heck?!"

You let the laugh that you were holding back slip out and held a hand to your stomach when you started to laugh harder, the face he had made replaying in your mind. "Mi-Mian, Joshua, but th-that was so funny!!"

His lips formed a small pout and he looked away, "That's really mean. You don't have to laugh so much."

~I wanna be your morning baby. From now on, be alright. Spend it together, morning baby. I want u to be my night. Everything you think of will become all of me. Look at me and be my lady. You're my twenties. Don't try to brush past it like it's nothing. If u want me yeah if u want me. I can give you my everything, if I'm in your heart~

"Heh," you reached over and pat his knee, "Sorry Joshua."

"How'd you know I was back here? I thought I was pretty well hidden."

Your eyebrows drew together and you felt a smile form on your face, "Joshua, there's not many places you could hide in here anyways. Besides you were moving around when I came in."

"What?!" He sighed and shook his head, "Of course I did."

You laughed again and shook your head, before stopping upon realizing that Joshua was staring at you. "Wh-What?"

The corners of his mouth raised slightly and he shook his head. "No, it's nothing."

Your eyebrows dew together again and you asked him, "Are you sure?"

"Well, if you want to know." He said as he brought his hand up and laid it gently against the side of your face. "I love you."

You froze and stared at him with wide eyes, "What?"

"You heard me, I said that I love you."

"You...love me?"

He smiled and nodded his head. "I have since high school."

"H-High school?!"

"Mhm," he said before leaning closer and tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "So, will you let me ask you one question?"

~Without anyone knowing I have changed. It's mixed up baby, I'm mixed up into you lady. I didn't know I'd be like this because it was always just a what if (You're Oh) Do you still think of me as the person before? In your small eyes, I'm probably still a kid. This isn't the first time so what can I do? I can't get over how you laugh in front of me, I can't just stay still~

"Uh, uhm, sure. Yeah, go ahead."

He grabbed ahold of your hands and straightened up, "Raphie, I'm sorry that I'm asking this on the floor behind the couch, but would you please go on a date with me? I know you probably don't want o and that's fine bu-"

"Okay," you interrupted him with a small smile.

Joshua blinked his eyes and stared at you blankly, "Okay?"

You let out a small laugh and nodded, "Of course I will."

** Time Skip **

You ran through the sudden down pour of rain and into the building where Joshua and his group stayed. Looking back out the window you shook your jacket off and tried to refix your hair, which had become frizzy from the sudden humidity which quickly followed the storm cloud that seemed to zero in on you. You nodded at the doorman and smiled slightly before heading back towards the boys' dorm, ready for the day you were going to have with your now boyfriend.

Upon arriving at the door you blinked in confusion when you saw Seungcheol and Jeonghan in nice clothes smiling at you. "Uh, hey guys."

They said nothing but Seungcheol handed you a piece of paper and Jeonghan handed you a rose. Your eyes widened and you hesitantly took them from him

Tonight is going to be extra special so I've asked the boys to pitch in and help. Just follow the petals of the flower type that you are holding in your hand.

xx

You smiled and looked up surprised to find yourself alone in the hallway. Glancing both sides of you you didn't see them so you decided to go ahead and open the door. On the other side of the door scattered across the floor in a trail leading off to the kitchen. You followed and a smile lit up your face when you saw Joshua standing by the table, dressed nicely, smiling widely back at you.

~I wanna be your morning baby, from now on, be alright. Spend it together, morning baby, I want u to be my night. Everything you think of will become all of me. Look at me and be my lady. You're my twenties. When you look at me, you're so beautiful. I want to tell you. All of you that I see, I want to cherish it. Just come to me. I want you to want me baby~

"Hey there," he said as he walked over to you and kissed your forehead. "Glad you made it okay."

"What's all this?" You asked with a smile as you started to take off your jacket.

"Well, this is all for our anniversary of our second year together." He said softly as he helped you take your jacket off and set it on a stool. He laid his hand on your back and led you to a chair at the table before pulling it out and and sliding it back in once you were seated. "Tonight's meal is your favorite."

"Joshua, you really didn't have to do all of this. This is just...amazing."

He smiled and grabbed ahold of your hand from across the table, "Of course it has to be, because you're amazing."

You let out a small laugh and squeezed his hand, "So you're going for extra cheesy tonight huh?"

He laughed along with you and shook his head, "Yup, going to layer it on thick."

The rest of the evening you both spent talking and reminiscing about the past memories, both good and bad. A lot of them you both kept laughing over remembering something one of you had done that was embarrassing or just down right funny. You were both now in the living room on the floor, surrounded by candles and listening to soft classical music and were having the best time just talking to one another and enjoying the other's presence.  

You took a sip from your glass and looked up becoming surprised when you found Joshua staring at you. "What? Do I have something on my face?"

Joshua took your hand away from your face, laughing from your reaction. "No, I was just staring at the most beautiful girl in the world."

Your cheeks reddened and you lightly punched his arm, "Stop that."

"And you want to know what you're staring at?" He asked as he placed his free hand on your cheek.

"Let me guess, the most beautiful girl in the world?" You joked with a smile on your face before becoming serious when you didn't see him laugh.

"Nope, you are looking at the luckiest man in the world because I get to be with you for the rest of my life."

You smiled and felt yourself blush, throwing yourself into his arms and kissing his cheek. "Even though that started off cheesy that was so sweet!"

He laughed and squeezed his arms tight around you, refusing to let you go and silently vowing that he would always be by your side. "I love you, forever."

You pulled back and looked up at him, a wide smile still on your face. "Forever."

~I wanna be your morning baby. From now on, be alright (until always) I'll show you how I only think of you. Don't try to brush past it like it's nothing. If u want me yeah if u want me. I can give you my everything if I'm in your heart~