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Say It, Sweetheart - JJK
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Pairing : Jeon Jungkook X Female Reader
Genre : Mafia au, smut, angst, fluff (if you squint really really hard).
Summary : He can turn the world upside down for her but all she needs to do is say it.
Warnings : Established relationship, guns, wounds and blood (nothing too crazy), attempted forced marriage, toxic family, strong languages, explicit sexual content.
Author : Your comments, reblogs and likes are really appreciated.
NSFW
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
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Author's Pov :
The lights and the chandeliers, the decorative pieces and the flowers embellished the hall immaculately in the shades of whites and goldens.
The enticing tunes played by the wedding instrumentalists combined with the murmurs of people chatting with each other, the clacking of heels on the floor and clinking of champagne flutes filled the venue as anticipation and celebration floated through the air.
The groom, Seojoon, made his way to the stage and stood there like a gentleman. The guests were here, the pastor's ready to conduct the vows and the groom's waiting for his bride but what they all weren't aware of was the fact that Mr. and Mrs. Jung were about to go haywire coz their daughter, the bride Y/N, had attempted to run away and was refusing to marry Seojoon.
At the bride's dressing room
"I can't. Please, don't do this to me, dad, please", she pleaded while two of her father's men held her by her arms to restrain her.
Tears of pain, betrayal and abandonment cascaded down her cheeks.
"You'll be a good daughter and marry Seojoon. You agreed to the marriage so get yourself together and come out in ten minutes. Chaeyeon and Mina, help her", Mrs. Jung said before turning to leave the room.
"YOU FORCED ME TO AGREE. How can you do this to your own child? What kind of mother are you?", she shouted.
Mrs. Jung slapped her, "A mother that knows what's better for you. Come with me, Hoseok"
Hoseok, Y/N's older brother, kept staring at the ground while Y/N looked at him with tears filled eyes. His wife, Chaeyeon, held his hand and urged him to go.
Once they were out of the room, Mina, her best friend, told the guards to wait outside. She and Chaeyeon ran to hug her, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Y/N", her sister-in-law and Mina were helpless as they cried with her.
Chaeyeon : "I wish I could do something for you"
".......You can"
Chaeyeon looked at her with confusion.
"Let me make a call"
"S-sure. Here", Chaeyeon gave her phone to Y/N.
Mr. and Mrs. Jung had seized Y/N's phone prior to their arrival at the venue in order to refrain her from making any sort of contact with others.
Y/N dialled the number that she had thoroughly stored into her head.
It rang a few times before he answered it.
"Hello"
Outside of the door
"Where's our beautiful bride? It's ti.......is everything okay Mrs. Jung?", Seojoon's mother asked as she noticed the tension etched on the bride's family standing in the lobby.
"Everything's okay, Mrs. Park. We'll be there in a moment", Hoseok said with a smile.
"This girl will tarnish our name. What are we gonna say to people if they find out what she did? How are we gonna face the Parks if she continues to misbehave?", Mrs. Jung said and shook her head in shame once Mrs. Park left.
"It's our fault. We forced her into this", Hoseok said, guilt evident in his tone.
"Well, can't she do this much for her family?", Mr. Jung shouted.
Hoseok : "Marry that son of a bitch just so we can expand our business and have an upper hand by our side? You know that Seojoon wanted to marry her just to get back at Jungkook and yet you agreed".
Mrs. Jung : "You agreed too, Hobi"
"And I'm sorry for not realising and standing up for her sooner coz I thought you guys would never do us wrong but you two are just a pathetic excuse for parents using their daughter-"
"Hoseok!", Mr. Jung raised his hand mid air.
Hoseok : "Go ahead, hit me. I deserve it because I've been a shit of a family to her too"
"Listen, boy. She's marrying him tonight at any cost before that bastard's back in the country. I've worked hard for it and if you try to mess things up, I'll forget that you're my son", Mr. Jung said.
"I'd love that", with that he turned on his heels but then paused.
"And I hope the 'bastard' reaches here soon. I'll gladly hand her over to him myself", he walked away.
Y/N was practically dragged to the hall as her legs felt frozen. The sheer veil covered her swollen and crimson orbs as she walked through the aisle holding her dad's arm.
"Behave yourself", he mumbled to her before handing her over to Seojoon who helped her up the stage and she retreated her hand right after.
The pastor cleared his throat before he spoke, "Hello, ladies and gentlemen. I welcome you all to the wedding of Jung Y/N and Park Seojoon. With the blessings of God, let's begin the vows".
Everyone's eyes were on them, anticipating the bonding of two souls.
Little did they know that it wasn't the bonding of two souls but rather the destruction of one; the bride was on the verge of wailing in helplessness.
"In the name of God, do you, Seojoon, take Y/N, to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until parted by death?"
"I DO"
A deep voice said aloud.
Every head turned towards it while Y/N's breath hitched; she could never not recognize that voice.
He's standing in the aisle wearing a white shirt; top three buttons undone and a pair of black slacks.
The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up. His hair looked like he had been running his hand through them.
Tears brimmed back in Y/N's eyes but this time, they were of hope and relief.
He began to near the stage with his hands tucked behind his back.
People began to gasp and murmur as they spotted the revolver he was holding there.
"What the hell are you doing here, Jeon?", Seojoon spat.
"I should be the one asking that. What the hell are you doing here with my girl?"
Seojoon signalled towards one of his men and a sinister smile crept onto Jungkook's lips. His men emerged from all the directions and stood in places like guards before Seojoon's men could even twitch a muscle.
"What are you looking at? Get him", Mr. Jung ordered his right hand, Wonho and just then Hoseok spoke from behind him, "Do not even move, Wonho-ssi".
Mr. Jung : "Do not intervene, Hobi. Go, Wonho"
But Wonho just stood there, his gaze lowered.
Mr. Jung scanned his men and realised that they were all carrying out Hoseok's order, "You're choosing wrong, my dear son", he gritted his teeth.
Hoseok : "No, dad. I'm choosing the right one for once"
Mr. Jung's eyes went towards Mr. Choi, another influential businessman in the underworld, but the look on his face was enough for him to know that Mr. Choi wouldn't go against Jungkook.
But he had to find a way to do something soon.
His gaze then met Mr. park's and they nodded at each other indicating something.
"Leave before I lose it, Jeon", Seojoon warned Jungkook who neared Y/N ignoring his words.
"You okay?", he asked her calmly and she nodded her head.
Y/N wanted to throw herself at him and hold him tight but then a clicking sound resonated through her ears; Seojoon's pointing his gun at him.
Everyone gasped; fear shooting up their spines.
Jungkook clenched and unclenched his jaw before turning towards him and pointing his revolver too.
"I'm not here for you, Park. I'm here to get my girl so you stay put", he said.
Seojoon : "You think you can just walk in here and take my wife and I do nothing?"
"She's not your wife", he said boring his eyes into Seojoon's, his voice held assertion and power.
"Well, soon to be wife", Seojoon said tauntingly.
Jungkook clicked his revolver, his gaze was the one of a predator.
As the two stood there pointing guns at each other, Mr. Park thought it was an opportunity to attack and signalled one of his men.
The guy discreetly loaded his gun, aimed it at Jungkook and pulled the trigger immediately.
Call it reflex, good intuitions, experience or whatever you want but Jungkook hasn't been ruling the underworld singlehandedly for nothing.
He pulled Seojoon to his spot and the bullet penetrated Seojoon's arm instead making him cry out in pain.
He had his revolver in one hand and grabbed Seojoon's gun with his other before pointing them both towards Mr. Park and his men.
"One more wrong move and I wouldn't think twice before causing a bloodbath here"
"You don't get to just step into my vicinity and do whatever the hell you want", Mr. Park shouted.
Jungkook smiled at him politely, a stark contrast between his gaze and his smile, "I do and I will and you better stay where you are. You don't wanna mess with me".
He took a quick glance at everyone around him before he offered his hand to Y/N.
She placed hers on his and he held it tight, assurance clearly conveyed through his action.
He didn't say a word more and urged Y/N to walk with him before signalling something to his men with a slight tilt of his head.
Jungkook walked out of that venue with Y/N. Confidence and authority radiating off of him and his hold on Y/N was enough for others to know that he was taking what has always been his.
Flashback
The day her family informed her about her wedding.
"It's final, Y/N. You're marrying Seojoon on the first of next month", her dad said.
"No, I'm not, dad. You can't just walk in and tell me that out of nowhere"
"Can't you do this much for your family? Seojoon's a handsome man, his family is rich and among the most influential ones and I don't see why you wouldn't wanna marry him. Is it because of him?, her mother asked.
"If it is then you better forget him and prepare for the wedding, darling. You're marrying Seojoon and it's final. No one can stop it, not even that bastard", her father added.
"You know I love Jungkook and I'll rather kill myself than marry that guy, dad", she raised her voice.
"Don't worry, sweetie. I'll kill you myself if you don't marry Seojoon", her mother said.
Y/N was taken aback.
"Is this marriage more important than me, mother?", she asked.
"Don't ask when you know the answer already", her mother looked away as she spoke.
"Hoseok, why aren't you saying anything?", she looked at her brother.
"What would Hoseok say? He himself wants you to marry Park Seojoon"
Y/N : "How can you all be so selfish?"
"We are not being selfish, Y/N. It is what's best for you", it's the only thing Hoseok uttered.
Y/N : "Please, don't do this to me-"
"Enough. This conversation ends right here", her dad stood up and walked towards her. He cupped her cheeks making Y/N flinch at the contact, "If you try to act smart, it won't be just the Jungs' but the guns of the Parks too pointing at Jeon and his loved ones every second of his life".
Her heartbeat escalated at his words but she didn't want him to have the satisfaction of knowing that his threat had managed to inflict fear within her.
"You won't be able to do so much as lay a finger on him, dad. Try going after his brothers and he wouldn't think twice before hunting you all down", she said holding his gaze.
He laughed, "You think so highly of him. And you're right, but you know how every dog has their day? You just never know when and how. No harm in attempting, my little girl", his voice had intimidation and he smiled when Y/N couldn't retaliate this time.
She felt a shiver run down her spine.
Three days went by but she couldn't bring herself to tell Jungkook about it. She knew he'd lose it.
But she had to let him know before it was too late. She must end it with him before her family or the Parks could harm Jungkook.
She knew that he was strong and powerful enough to tackle them all but it'd kill her to know that she's the reason if something were to happen to him.
And this might be her only way to repay her family for everything they had ever done for her. And then, she could be finally free of her debts and she wouldn't owe them anything anymore.
The date of the wedding was nearing but she couldn't bring herself to face Jungkook about it yet.
Y/N ran an NGO for orphan children. She had always loved kids and the orphanage was her haven.
She visited it almost everyday and that day she was there when the cars stopped in front of its main entrance.
The guards and the others recognized them immediately. They've been here before.
It was Jungkook.
Y/N was leaning against the desk while going through a file.
"Mr. Jeon's here", Julie, one of the caretakers of the NGO, informed her with a big smile.
They all know about their relationship and they all love him too. He has been here with her many times and even did a lot for the little kids.
The mention of his name made Y/N stiffen.
"Where's he?", she asked but before Julie could answer, he spoke from behind her, "Missing me?".
Julie excused herself leaving the two alone in her office.
Y/N : "Hey, what are you doing here?"
"Am I not allowed to come here?", he asked.
"You are", she chuckled nervously.
"So? When's the wedding? Not gonna invite me?"
Her throat went dry.
"Got caught, sweetheart?", he asked at the lack of her response.
Y/N : "Can we talk somewhere else?"
"Talk about what? Your wedding preparations?"
Y/N : "I had - I had been wanting to tell you but I just couldn't figure out how"
"Really, Y/N? Tell me what? That you're getting married to that Park? And then what was I supposed to say? Oh, congratulations, I'm so happy for you?", the void of emotions in his voice was like a warning alarm blaring around her.
"I'm sorry", she uttered, "But we have to end whatever we have between us".
Jungkook laughed.
"You're funny, you know that? Whatever we have between us? It's a goddamn relationship where I'm fucking in love with you and where you managed to make me believe that you are in love with me too", a glint of hurt crossed his eyes but it was replaced with something undecipherable right away.
"I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore. Please, go back and never approach me", only she knows how hard it was for her to let those words out.
Jungkook : "You think you can just walk away from me like that? Is it so easy for you to leave our memories together?.......To leave me?"
She felt like her throat was constricting blocking her airway.
"This marriage must happen, Jungkook"
"You said that this marriage must happen...I have one question. Do you want to marry him?", he asked.
Y/N : "Stop making this harder for me than it already is, please. W-we're over"
Jungkook : "Stop letting it be hard. Just say the word and I'll take you with me, Y/N. And just so you know, we're far from over"
"You don't understand. I wish it was that easy. Please.......you have to let me go", she said.
"Are you perhaps taking advantage of the fact that I would never force you for anything or not comply with your words, sweetheart?", he asked.
"If that fact is indeed true then prove it and end this right now", her voice wavered as she said it.
He stared at her for a while.
The silence thickened with each passing second.
His gaze had something dark in them.
And then he spoke.
"My patience is limited and I'm definitely not a good guy and I'm sure you know that. I can fucking end each and every single soul involved in this little arrangement of yours if I want but I need you to say it. I can take you away from this shit but I need you to say that. I can fucking burn the world for you but I need you to say it, Y/N"
"But, if it's you that wants to marry that son of a bitch, then I can burn you too. Because you're mine...and I hate betrayers", he said before turning around to leave but then he halted.
"I'll be waiting for you. All you have to do is say it", he said and left.
Jungkook couldn't stay there any longer because he was afraid that he'd hear something that he wouldn't be able to take or that he'd end up doing or saying something that he'd regret later.
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Jungkook's cars were waiting right outside of the venue.
They didn't utter a word through the whole ride. When they arrived at his mansion, his guards bowed to them and he just led her to his bedroom.
Once they stepped in, he stood in front of her. The moment their eyes met, Y/N threw herself into his arms.
She rested her head on his chest as her warm tears rolled down her cheeks and wetted his shirt.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry", she kept repeating.
"Ssh, Ssh...it's okay. I'm here with you. Everything's fine"
She tightened her hold on him.
"See? All you had to do was say it", he said.
Earlier in that vanity room at the wedding venue
"Let me make a call"
"S-sure. Here", Chaeyeon gave her phone to her.
Y/N dialled his number. It rang a few times before he answered it.
"Hello"
"Take me away with you", she said.
That's all he needed to hear.
Chaeyeon and Mina figured who she had called. Relief washed over them because they knew he'd come and get her out of here.
Back to present
He parted a bit from her and cupped her cheeks, "Look at me", he said and wiped her tears with the pads of his thumbs.
"Everything's okay. You're safe here and no one can take you away from me, you understand?", he removed the veil from her head and dropped it to the floor.
"I'll run you a bath", he said to her and went to the bathroom.
Something about him felt a little distant to Y/N but he wasn't far from her then why did it feel that way?
Jungkook came out and urged her towards the bathroom breaking her trail of thoughts.
She stepped in and he left her saying he was right outside if she needed anything.
She tried to take off her dress but the chain at the back got stuck and she couldn't pull it down. She tried a bit more but then gave up.
"Kook?", she called out his name from the door.
As he came near, she opened the door further for him, "The zip wouldn't go down".
"Turn around", he said.
She did and then felt his hand on her back.
Just then, she looked at the mirror in front of her and her eyes met his through it.
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(That's the stare I imagined him to have at that moment)
Then in a blink of an eye, he ripped her dress open instead of pulling the zipper down.
"Here", he said and left without a word.
He hated that dress.
"He's mad at me", she thought to herself.
Jungkook wasn't mad at her. He was mad at himself.
He was mad at the fact that someone else got to dress her in white and make her walk through the aisle for themself.
He placed a t-shirt of his and a pair of sweatpants on the bed for her to wear before he left the room. He really needed a drink.
When Y/N came out of the shower, she was met with an empty room.
She put the clothes on and sat on the bed. She looked around herself; his room was spacious, organized and so him. Her mind raced through the events that happened that day. The fact that he did come to get her made her smile to herself.
She got up and went outside of the room to look for him.
She went downstairs and found him sitting on the couch in the living area. His left arm was placed on the headrest of the couch while his right held a drink.
"I was looking for you", she said.
He took a good look at her. The clothes were bigger for her size and he found her cute in them.
"Hanseong", he called out.
"Yes, sir?", Hanseong came right away. He had been cooking and looking after Jungkook's house for the past seven years.
He gave him a little tilt of his head and Hanseong didn't seem to need any more instruction.
"Right away", he said before disappearing into the kitchen.
The dinner was served in no time. The aroma of delicious stew, chicken and rice filled the air. They ate in silence before heading back to his bedroom.
Jungkook freshened up and changed into a t-shirt and shorts.
"Why aren't you sleeping?", he asked as he got out of the bathroom.
"Are you mad at me?", she asked him.
Jungkook : "Why would I be?"
"You're distant from me", she said.
Jungkook : "I'm just tired, Y/N"
Something about him calling her by her name felt a little foreign.
She lay on the bed and the mattress felt soft beneath her body.
When Jungkook got on the bed, she turned on her side with her back facing him.
Minutes passed but she couldn't sleep.
The silence wasn't one of the comfortable ones.
"Turn", he voice sounded heavy with sleep.
Y/N heard him but she didn't move or say anything.
"Y/N?"
She didn't respond but he knew she wasn't asleep. He turned her on her back and hovered above her.
"What are you doing?", she asked.
He rested his head on her chest and wrapped his arms around her, "Trying to sleep".
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(That's how I imagined it to be)
The next morning, when she woke up, it was around 11am and he wasn't around.
She freshened up and went downstairs and found Hanseong. She asked him about where Jungkook was.
Hanseong : "He went to the Jeon Corporation. Breakfast is ready, may I serve it to you now?"
"Sure", she said.
She wanted to call him but she didn't have her phone with her but then her eyes went to his landline and she dialled his number on it. A couple of rings later, he answered it.
"Why didn't you wake me up when you left?"
Jungkook : "You were in a deep sleep. Have you eaten your breakfast?"
"I have"
"Good. Rachel's heading to you with something to wear. I left my card on the bedside table. Go and buy whatever you want or need, she'll accompany you", he said.
She did need some stuff and she knew Jungkook wouldn't allow her to get them from her parents' home.
She changed into the summer dress that Rachel brought for her.
She spent a good part of that day shopping with Rachel who made sure she bought everything and more. "Sir would want you to buy this too and it's my duty to make sure you get it", was what she kept saying.
Y/N returned home at around 7pm.
She called Jungkook but he didn't pick it up. She tried calling again but he still wasn't responding. She hadn't realized when she had drifted off to sleep and when she woke up, it was past 12am.
Jungkook wasn't home yet so she tried calling him again. She sat on the couch waiting for him and then finally, he walked in through the door.
She approached him but then panic erupted in her.
"Oh my god, Kook, what happened?", he had blood stains on his shirt.
Her eyes went to his hands, his knuckles were bruised and bleeding. She held his hands and gasped.
"Say something", her voice sounded weak.
"Everything's okay, sweetheart", he said.
"No, it's not. You're literally bleeding", she dragged him towards the kitchen sink and held his hands under the water.
Hanseong got her the first aid kit and she made him sit on a chair as she tended to his wounds.
Y/N : "Where else are you hurt?"
Jungkook : "I'm okay, really"
"What did you do, Jungkook?", she asked.
"Everything's okay", he repeated instead of giving a proper answer.
After he got out of the shower, he found her standing in front of the window.
He dried his hair with a towel and walked towards the bed first and then approached her. The fragrance of his shower gel wafted through the air as he neared her.
"I tried calling you so many times", she said without turning to him.
"My phone was in silent mode, I'm sorry", he wrapped his arms around her from behind.
Y/N realized that he was shirtless as her back touched his chest. She stared at the wounds on his knuckles.
"Marry me", he said out of nowhere.
"Hm?", she asked. She thought she heard it wrong but her heartbeat increased right away.
"Marry me", he repeated.
Y/N turned around.
"I don't know how to do this right, Y/N but I do know that I love you and I want you to be mine forever", he spoke holding her gaze.
She kept staring into his orbs. They held a kind of softness in them that she hadn't seen before. She couldn't speak nor could she look away from him.
He took out a small box from his pocket. He opened it, took the ring out and put it on her finger.
"Marry me?"
"You're supposed to put the ring on after I say yes", she said.
Jungkook : "Say it now"
Y/N : "No"
Jungkook : "Say yes"
"Not in the mood right now", she said to tease him biting back the smile that wanted to crawl to her lips.
Jungkook : "Say it"
"Or what?", she asked challengingly.
"Or I can make you say it", he tucked a stray strand of her hair behind her ear.
She could see the way his eyes darkened and that stirred something primal in her, "Make me".
"Careful there, sweetheart", he warned her.
A teasing smile played on her lips.
Jungkook : "Don't"
Y/N : "Don't what?"
"Say it, please"
"Do the general public and your rivals know that the ruler of the underworld is pleading for me to say yes?", she teased.
"Do your men know that their deadly, dangerous, big bad mafia boss, Jeon Jungkook, is so sweet for me?", she's riling him up intentionally.
She inched closer to him and placed her hands on his chest. She raised herself on her toes to wishper into his ear.
"Make me say it and make me yours, JK"
His lips were on hers right away. The kiss was anything but gentle. It was urgent, like he needed to claim her mouth to breathe. He pulled her closer as he kissed her like he meant it.
The distance in the past few days, the longing and the desire to feel each other was intense.
Jungkook picked her up by the back of her thighs and took her to his bed. His kisses trailed down from her jaw to her collarbones. The graze of his teeth left little crimson marks on her delicate skin.
Jungkook : "You have no idea how much I've missed you"
Y/N : "Then show me"
"Gladly, sweetheart", he said.
He took off her t-shirt and then unclasped her bra with one hand before taking it off too.
He gave her breasts a squeeze and then placed a tender kiss on the valley between her mounds before his warm mouth wrapped around her nipple.
He sat back on his knees and discarded her shorts along with her panties with ease.
His eyes drank in her form.
"You're unreal...like magic, you know that?"
Y/N couldn't help but smile at his words.
He kissed her inner thighs before nearing her core that glistened with her arousal. He pecked her nub before giving her slit a good lick. The feel of his tongue erupted goosebumps on her body.
He lapped on her slit with skill, like he knew what he was doing which he actually did. Her hand went to his hair as she began to feel the pressure at the pit of her stomach.
"So fucking delectable", he spoke against her cunt, his breath fanning it.
He put a finger into her hole before adding another one. His long fingers grazed that spongy spot in her that made her back arch off the mattress.
He kept pumping his digits in and out of her while his tongue did its thing on her clit. She pulled his hair making his groan when her release was just a breath away.
"Fuck, Jungkook... I'm gon-, oh god"
Her moans fuelled his ministrations as he kept going. Her orgasm crashed down on her in waves.
Her toes dug into the mattress as the intensity of it shot up through her being and he slurped every drop of her essence until she came down from her high.
When he raised his head, his chin shone with her release. He licked his lips and stood on the floor to take off his pants.
Jungkook got back on the bed and on his knees. She sat up maintaining eye contact with him before her hands went to his already hard member.
He inhaled sharply at the feel of her soft and smaller hand wrapped around his thick length.
His dick felt heavy as she gave it a couple of strokes and then lowered her head to take it into her warm cavern.
"Holyshit-", he let out.
His tattooed hand wrapped around her hair holding it like a ponytail as her head bobbed up and down on his cock.
"That mouth of yours does wonders, sweetheart...oh, fuck...", his voice went octaves lower as he spoke. His bit on his lower lip, his eyes were literally blown out.
Her pace quickened and he grunted as he felt himself nearing his high. He pulled her off of him abruptly before getting her on her back again.
"Need to be inside you right now"
He lined his flushed tip with her entrance and pushed in inch by inch until he bottomed out. The familiar sting of the stretch felt like coming back home to her.
He rested his forehead on hers and pulled in and out of her steadily. Each stroke was slow but deep and hard enough to make her body jolt up and down along with it.
"How could you have even thought about marrying someone else?
(Thrust)
"How could you even dare to leave me?"
(Thrust)
"You're mine, Y/N and no one can have you except for me. Imprint it into your soul and do not even fucking dare to pull that shit on me ever again"
(Thrust)
He enunciated his words with particularly hard bucks of his hips into her.
Jungkook parted his forehead and looked into her eyes, "Say it, Y/N. Say that you're only mine".
Y/N : "I'm only yours"
"You, every square inch of you body and your fucking soul belongs to me", he pulled his member out leaving the tip in before ramming it back into her sopping hole.
Y/N : "Ah..."
"Say it"
"I belong to you, all of me", her chest heaved up and down.
He picked up his pace fucking her like an animal in heat. His crotch grazed her clitoris deliciously with each snap of his hips. She felt her second release coursing through her veins rapidly and her walls fluttered around his length. But before it could hit her, he slowed down.
"Don't stop, I'm so close, Kook, please", she pleaded.
"You wanna cum, sweetheart?"
She nodded.
"But I don't want you to yet"
"Please-", she tried to buck her hips into him.
He held her in place by her waist and pulled out his cock from the warmth of her gummy walls.
The emptiness made her whine and chuckled.
"It's not funny, Jungkook"
"Really?", he asked while moulding her breasts.
He pinched her nipples making her hiss.
"Sensitive?", he lowered his head and swirled his tongue around her buds, "Better now?".
"Yes", she breathed out.
He kept staring at her.
"Will you just stare or even do something?"
"How about we leave it here and then continue it some other time?", he asked with glints of mischief plastered on his insanely gorgeous face.
Y/N glared at him and he just smiled.
The audacity.
"Move, I can help myself", she neared her hand towards her womanhood but before she could touch herself, he grabbed her hand and pinned it on the mattress.
"Touch yourself right now and I'll fuck the shit out of you"
Y/N : "I'll love that"
"Yeah?"
Y/N : "Umhm"
"Fucking brat", he said and kissed her.
He pushed his cock back into her while kissing her making her gasp into his mouth at the sudden intrusion. He wrapped her legs around his torso and he kept going fast from the get go this time.
Y/N's nails dug into his back and she bit on his lips to hold back her screams.
"Don't hold back, I want to hear it. Scream my name, sweetheart. Let them know who's fucking you so good"
"You, Jungkook.......Fuck, I'm-I'm gonna cum again"
Jungkook : "Go ahead and cum on my dick"
"Oh god, keep going..."
Jungkook : "Like this?"
She nodded her head.
Her orgasm hit her like a thunder shaking her body in rapture. Her cunt clenched around him so tight that it brought his own orgasm to the edge. His thrusts became erratic as he moaned and came deep inside of her.
He thrusted in and out of her a few more times before stilling.
He rested his forehead on hers again as they both caught their breaths.
"I love you", she said.
"I love you, sweetheart"
"So? Is that a yes?", he asked.
Y/N : "No"
"Say it"
Y/N : "I don't want to"
"You do realize that I'm still balls deep in you, don't you?"
"Say it, please", he added.
She cupped his cheeks, "Yes, I'll marry you, Jungkook".
The smile that danced on his lips made warmth seep in through her and she fell in love with him all over again.
When she woke up in the morning, she was still in his arms and she felt like things were finally back to where they actually belonged. She traced the intricate ink on his right arm that was slinked over her.
"Good morning", he said in his raspy morning voice.
"Good morning"
She nuzzled into him.
"Slept well?"
"Yes"
He kissed her temple and they stayed in bed holding each other in their arms until Jungkook received a call.
"Answer it", she said.
"Later"
"It could be urgent"
"It can wait"
It rang for the second time.
"Pick it up, Kookie"
He sighed before answering it.
After his conversation, he got up and brought a small paper bag from his closet.
"Here, your phone. There's a new one too", he gave it to her.
She took it and found her phone that her mother had taken away from her and a new one inside a box.
"Where did you get it?"
"Mina reached out to Jimin and gave it to him"
"Thank you, for both of them", she said with a smile.
She charged her phone and called Mina right away.
She hadn't contacted anyone after the day of the wedding and when she picked it up, her voice made her happy.
They talked about the events that had taken place in the past couple of days.
"I'm so happy for you, Y/N. I wanna meet you soon"
"I wanna see you too"
"Um, I don't know if you're aware but Seojoon's at the hospital. His condition's really bad and apparently, someone attacked him last night but they don't know who. But they do have a guess and according to Chaeyeon, they're plotting something against him", Mina sounded worried as she spoke.
"Who's plotting against who?", Y/N asked.
Mina: "The Jungs and the Parks...they-uh-they think it was Jungkook"
She gulped.
A realization hit her and she joined the dots.
Him returning late, the bloodstains, and his bruised nuckles.
It was Jungkook.
Her intuitions that something had happened weren't wrong all along.
Just then, Jungkook came back to the room.
"Can I call you in a bit, Mina?"
"Yeah, sure"
"What have you done, Jungkook?", she asked right after ending the call.
"I have done a lot of things, which one are you talking about?"
Y/N : "Seojoon..."
He just let out a breath.
Y/N : "And now the two families are gonna try to go against you-"
"They've always been against me", he said.
Y/N : "You don't get it, Jungkook. What if they manage to get to you? What if something happens to you?"
Jungkook : "Nothing's gonna happen to me"
"You can't say that", tears brimmed in her eyes.
He pulled her into his arms.
"Everything's okay, sweetheart", he repeated what he had said to her that night.
"Don't worry. Jeon Jungkook isn't that easy to end"
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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu
(Chapter 2)
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Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader
Genre : Best friend's brother, friends with benefits to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.
Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she met Kim Mingyu. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.
Warnings : Alcohol consumption, non-consensual touching (not by Mingyu), spiking drink, mentions of sex.
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Y/N's Pov :
I wore black pants with a red button up crop top. Applied a little mascara and lip tint and put on a pair of 4 inches heeled black boots.
It was around 8pm and the moment I was done getting ready, my mom came to my room, "He's here, come quick".
I took my phone and went downstairs to go with Jisoo but little did I know that she got much taller and buff, and her hot pink dress has turned into black jeans and white t-shirt.
I stopped on the stairs; I should've known it wasn't Jisoo. She would've come to my room to get me and my mom wouldn't address her as he.
"There she is", my mom smiled at me.
"Why are you here?", I asked looking at him.
"To get you"
Y/N : "Where's Jisoo?"
Mingyu : "She isn't ready yet so she asked me to pick you up"
Mom : "That's so sweet of you. You've grown so well, love"
This woman is so naive!
Y/N : "You should leave now, I'll go by myself"
Mom : "Hey, he's here for you. You're going with him"
Y/N : "No, I'm not"
My mom did her eye thing to me which is enough for me to shut up. I let out a sigh and my mom got the signal that she won.
"Go and have fun", she smiled at both of us, "And both of you be safe. Take care of her and bring her home, Mingyu-ah".
"Sure", he said while looking at mom and then looked at me and then back at my mom.
He went out first and I gave my mom side eyes before following him. Why do I feel like my mom knows I can't stand him and so she wants me to suffer.
Mingyu opened the passenger seat's door for me but I opened the backseat's door and sat inside the car. He tilted his head once with an unreadable expression and opened my door."I'm not your driver, get to the front", he said.
Y/N : "I like the backseat"
Mingyu : "You can't always get what you like, now come out"
Y/N : "Then let me go by myself"
I found myself carried out of the backseat in strong arms and then placed on the front one and before I could react, he was back on the driver's seat. This all happened really fast just like my heartbeat right now.
"Put on your seatbelt", he said and started driving.
Jeonghan's Pov :
"YOU DID WHAT?", I raised my voice and Jisoo almost flinched.
Jisoo : "Why are you shouting? I sent Mingyu oppa to get Y/N"
Jeonghan : You could've asked me to get her"
Jisoo : "I said I'd pick her up so I felt like it had to be from my side"
I understand Jisoo's point of view but she doesn't know that Y/N might be at war right now. I just hope everything's okay. I went out of her room and called Y/N.
Jeonghan : "Where are you?"
Y/N : "Where are you?"
Jeonghan : "At Jisoo's"
She gave me the fakest laugh and I understood what she meant.
Jeonghan : "I didn't know she'd send him to get you. You know how Jisoo is, she just wanted to save time since she's taking longer to get ready"
Y/N : "I know. See you in a while"
Jeonghan : "Okay"
I went inside and Jisoo seemed a bit lost in thought so I asked,"What happened?"
Jisoo : "Is Y/N upset with Mingyu oppa?"
Jeonghan : "Why?"
Jisoo : "They have always been after each other but ever since he returned, I feel like she became even more distant".
You're seeing that now?, I thought to myself but I told her that everything's fine as it isn't my place to tell her about it. It's upto Y/N.
Jisoo's mom came and told us the others are here. I thought she meant Y/N and Mingyu hyung so I got up to go out but then Jisoo stopped me.
"Um, please don't freak out but I might've invited Tzuyu coz she wanted to hangout with Mingyu", she said in one breath and gulped. She pressed her hand on my mouth before I could speak and said, "Please, Jeonghan-ah. She won't be a problem".
I sighed and went down with her and was greeted by Tzuyu...Aera, James and Taemin. I coughed unintentionally. They were in school with us and are now in the same college as us and these four are bad news.
Y/N's Pov :
We were supposed to gather at Jisoo's but she called and suggested that we meet them at the club directly.
She and Jeonghan arrived soon followed by..."What the-", I looked at Jisoo and Jeonghan and they gave me an apologetic look.
Aera, James, Taemin and Tzuyu came and hugged me as if we were besties. We all went in and Jisoo pulled me to a corner. She explained how Tzuyu wanted to hangout with Mingyu as she heard he's back. Tzuyu had a thing for Mingyu since school so Jisoo invited her but she brought the others along.
Even if I'm okay with the others being here, I'm not okay with Taemin. That guy makes me uncomfortable.
Right now we are between a crowd of drunk and sober people drinking, dancing, chatting and grinding on each other.
Mingyu and I didn't talk for the rest of the way to here.
We booked a booth. Everyone wanted to dance so they went out and I said I'd join them after making a call. I came back and went to the bar first. I was sitting on a barstool, sipping on my drink while watching Aera throwing herself at Jeonghan, Jisoo slaying the dance floor along with the other three and I don't know what Mingyu's doing as I really was considering him invisible.
I was checking out the hot guys on the dance floor when the nightmare came and sat next to me with his bourbon. I could see through my peripheral vision that he's taking sips of his liquor while facing me. I was trying to focus on my work at hand when a girl's voice entered my ears.
"Mingyu!"
He looked at the girl and she ran and wrapped her arms around him."I've missed you so much, sugar".
You might be wondering who she is. Well, meet Lisa, my senior and the self claimed 'It' girl of our school. Don't get me wrong, she's pretty and can be friendly but she decides to be all the things I can't siphon for god knows why. She and nightmare were 'I don't know what to call it' in school because Mingyu had his reputation of 'I don't date' back in the days while she went around telling people he was her boyfriend. She's always clinging onto him and he always seemed not much into it. But he seemed pretty much into her whenever she spread her legs for him in an empty classroom. Well guess what, that's where I walked in on them once and I had to sanitize my eyes for months.
Flashback
Our departure bell rang and we all packed our bags and left the classroom. Jisoo, Jeonghan and I decided to sit on the playground for a while and then go home. I opened my bag to take out the snack that I've been keeping there when I realised that I left my binder on my desk.
I told them to wait for me and went inside to grab it. I opened the classroom door and there they were - Lisa's shirt was opened and skirt pulled up. She was lying on the desk with her legs wrapped around a 'shirt tucked out with a few buttons undone' Mingyu. They acknowledged my presence only after I walked further inside and took my binder. That guy had the audacity to keep going and not even try to cover themselves and Lisa dared to tell me to knock and have some shame when it's my classroom that they were littering and didn't even lock the door. I ignored them and walked out holding my head high.
I didn't tell the others about it but I did share it with Jeonghan later.
The next day while I was at the library. Mingyu came and sat in front of me. "I know it's inappropriate to do it in a classroom especially in the one that isn't ours and you were not supposed to see it. Just forget that it ever happened", he said while going through the pages of his book with his gaze fixed on it.
I was still mad about his girlfriend calling me shameless so I had to get back at him. "You don't have to explain, that's just what whores like you do", I calmly said and left the table with my book.
End of flashback
And that's how I ended up calling him a whore. Until today, I've called him that thrice; 1st at the library, 2nd during an argument we had and 3rd at his place that day. Now let's get back to their little reunion.
Mingyu just gave her a smile and she sat on his lap.
"It's been years, I'm glad we met the other day. You missed me, right?", she pouted and I didn't wanna be near them anymore. I gulped down my shot of vodka and got off the barstool.
I went to the dance floor and joined my 2 Js. Soon the rhythm took over me and I was swaying my hips to it while Jeonghan stood behind me and Jisoo at my front; both of them holding my waist. We were dancing and enjoying and then my eyes darted to Mingyu. He was standing with one hand in his pocket when Tzuyu went to him and offered him a drink. He took it and replied to whatever she said while keeping his eyes on us. What's with this guy staring like a creep?
The music took a roll and everyone started dancing like crazy so the three of us got scattered around. Suddenly I felt two hands on my hips. I turned my head and it was Taemin. I took a step away but he pulled me back by my waist and his hands kept going up. I tried to remove them but I guess the alcohol drained some of my strength. He held me tightly and put his hands inside my top and forcefully kissed my neck.
"Get off me, you jerk", I was about kick his balls when someone came and swiped him off of me.
"What the hell, dude", Taemin said.
"How dare you touch her when she clearly doesn't want you to", it was Mingyu.
Jeonghan, Jisoo and the other three came running. Taemin looked around and left the dance floor without saying anything more.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you", Jisoo felt guilty.
Y/N : "Hey, you didn't do any wrong"
"Thanks, hyung", Jeonghan bro hugged Mingyu.
I thanked him too.
"I'm supposed to take care of you, remember?", he said and I smiled. I'm not ungrateful and I know when people are to be appreciated. If Mingyu wouldn't have been here on time, taemin could've gone far among these drunk people and loud noise. So I am thankful to him for this but that doesn't change the fact that he is a nightmare and Jeonghan just hugged him. I know he's thankful to him for me but I still felt as if I was losing my boy to Mingyu.
Aera, Tzuyu and James tried to convince us that Taemin's drunk so he wasn't aware of his actions and apologised on his behalf.
We all went back to our booth.
Jisoo : "I think I saw Lisa somewhere"
Mingyu : "She's here"
Jeonghan sighed hearing that.
Jisoo : "Bad coincidence"
Mingyu : "Actually, I met her at the store the other day and she wanted to hangout so I kind of told her to join us"
Jisoo : "Seriously oppa! Why'd do that?"
Somi : "Who's Lisa?"
"Someone only this oppa likes", Jisoo said side eyeing her brother.
What's with them inviting all my 'favourite people' tonight at once.
As you can see, we three aren't exactly Lisa's fan. We were about to order our drinks when Lisa came and said hello to us (as if she hasn't seen me earlier and pretended I wasn't there, huh)."You didn't tell me they're gonna be here too, sugar", she said to Mingyu and I heard Jisoo scoff and mumble,"Your sugar didn't tell us YOU're gonna be here".
Just then Taemin came.
"I know you guys don't want me here right now but believe me I wasn't in my senses. I'm really sorry Y/N. I crossed the line", Taemin tried to sound genuine but I wasn't buying it so I just kept quiet.
"Learn to keep your hands to yourself and don't drink if you can't handle it", Jeonghan said sternly and Taemin apologised again.
Y/N : "Let's not end the night on a bad note. Let's have one last dance and head home".
"Then let me buy drinks for you all", Taemin offered.
"You don't have to", Jisoo said annoyance evident in her tone.
"Please, let me", Taemin insisted and we agreed.
We went back to the dance floor and it's the first time I'm seeing Mingyu dance and he looks hot doing that.
We danced for a while and went back to where Taemin was waiting for us with the drinks. He personally handed mine and apologised again. We had our drinks and let's just say we weren't all sober at this point.
Jisoo needed to pee so I was waiting for her outside the toilet stalls while the guys went to get the cars. Tzuyu, Aera, James and Taemin have left.
I thought of waiting in the lobby instead and then Taemin came and called out my name. "I thought you left", I said.
"I'm about to", he said and asked if he could drop me home as an apology and I declined him politely."Just don't repeat what you did", I added but he kept insisting and that's when Jisoo came out.
"She's going home with me so back off", she said and dragged me away with her. I turned back a little and saw Taemin glaring at us.
Within moments, I started to feel really hot even though the weather's pretty chill. I really wanted to take off my clothes and take a cold shower. I felt a sensation at the pit of my stomach. I really wanted to clench my thighs together and I did but that just caused my breathing to escalate.
"Are you okay? You've turned red", Jisoo asked.
"Maybe it's the alcohol", I said.
"I'm gonna get you married to my brother and then we'll officially be a family", a drunk Somi mumbled hugging me and all I could do was pat her back. We were at the exit and Mingyu's car was there but he wasn't.
"Where's oppa and Hanie? Can I call him with your phone? My battery's dead", Jisoo asked.
I put my hand in my pockets and realised that I left it at the booth. I told them to wait for me and went inside. I saw Mingyu coming out of the booth while fixing his pants.
Mingyu saw me and gave me my phone.
"I was here to get it, thanks", I said.
"You're welcome. Let's go", he said and a teary eyed Tzuyu stomped out of the booth and brushed past us. My mouth parted as I joined the dots but I didn't get why she seemed mad. "Didn't she like it?", I thought.
"Like what?", Mingyu asked.
I guess my thought was loud enough for him to hear, "I, I mean you two, were, you, Tzuyu, in, you...", I don't even know what I was saying.
"We weren't doing anything", he understood what I meant and walked out after saying it.
Jisoo, Somi and I were back at the exit and.......Lisa's with Mingyy.
He said something and walked towards his car without looking back at her while she kept calling out his name which is apparently 'sugar'. Mingyu saw us and approached us and a very disappointed Lisa stormed back inside the club.
What's with this guy disappointing ladies tonight?
I was holding onto Somi so she wouldn't fall. Soon Jeonghan came back with the other car. He got out of it, "I'm probably drunk. I don't think I can drive us back".
"Then who's gonna take this car back home?", a very unstable Jisoo asked pointing her index finger at Jeonghan's car.
Mingyu thought for a few seconds, "I'm not sure if he can come right now but let me ask my friend for help", he said and walked a few steps ahead to make the call.
He came back smiling so we understood that everything was set.
Mingyu : "He's coming"
We waited for a while and then a familiar figure approached us.
"Eunwoo oppa!", Jisoo exclaimed.
Cha Eunwoo was one of our seniors and one of Mingyu's bestfriends. I didn't know he was back too.
Eunwoo : "It's been years since the last time I saw you guys"
Mingyu and Eunwoo had a group. There were four of them and everyone at school knew about their friendship. They even went abroad together.
Jisoo : "I hope (hiccup) the other two come (hiccup) back soon (hiccup)"
Eunwoo : "They will"
I was still feeling very uncomfortable and I knew what else I was feeling; I was somehow turned on and I could feel the wetness pooling in my core. I just wanted to get back home, help myself and stand under the shower as that might cool me down.
"Y/N, Somi and I will go by my car with Eunwoo hyung, you two get back home with yours", Jeonghan told Mingyu.
"No, I will drop Y/N. I told her mom I'll get her home. You two go with Eunwoo", Mingyu said and I didn't wanna argue because I had my bigger concern right now.
Jeonghan was hesitant but then agreed to it and I let Eunwoo get Somi inside the car.
Somi : "GetmeacabIcameinacabIwillgoinittoo"
Eunwoo : "What?"
"Get home safe", I told Jeonghan and we parted our ways.
Somi : "A cab, nice cab, peepeep! Uff, nobody understands"
Jisoo wasn't feeling well so Mingyu dropped her at their place first and now it's just me and him in the car.
The sensation was heightening with each passing minute and right now I felt as if I might stop breathing if I didn't have that release which my body's asking for. I asked Mingyu to stop the car in the middle of the road and got out of it. He got out too and came to me."Are you okay?", he sounded concerned.
Y/N : "Just needed some air"
Mingyu : "You sure? Do you wanna vomit or something?"
"No...", I said and my eyes met his. I couldn't look away, thoughts about him painted my vision and trust me; none of them were respectful. I know I shouldn't think about Mingyu like that and I'm not having any romantic feelings for him but I'm definitely feeling for him physically and no matter how much I'm trying to push them away; I just can't. I know I'm a little tipsy but I feel like I'm on some kind of drugs and right now this gorgeous man in his pants and t-shirt flexing his muscles with his hair falling on his forehead isn't helping much.
My lips parted slightly as I was breathing fast with our eyes still on each other. He probably wanted to say something before adrenaline got to me well and I raised myself on my toes and kissed him on the lips. His lips felt soft and I pressed mine on his for some seconds before pulling back. He seemed startled and asked, "What's wrong with you?".
I realised that I needed to get away before I started acting on my impulses, "Just get me home".
We got inside and I was trying to normalise myself while he kept staring at me in an attempt to comprehend my actions.
"Do you need something?", he asked. Nice. This man had to ask me this with his deep, raspy voice just when I was trying to throw away the image of the things that he could do to me.
Y/N : "Yes"
Mingyu : "Tell me"
And before I could stop myself I blurted out - "I need you to fuck me".
There was a good amount of silence and I don't even know where I was looking at and then Mingyu spoke, "You're drunk, let's get you home", and with that the car was moving again.
And then I had to blurt out again, "I'm not drunk, I don't know why but I'm turned on, like really turned on. I can feel heat on my skin and I think I may pass out if I'm not fucked right now. It's aching there, so help me?". I guess Lisa was right. I am shameless cause I don't know why I'm telling him all this and I'm not even feeling ashamed about it.
The silence was there again.
"Have you taken drugs?", he sounded serious.
"No?", I said more like a question."I'm sure I haven't but I do feel like I'm on drugs".
He frowned his brows and was thinking about something and then focused on the road.
After a few minutes, it got worse. I was literally squirming and my pussy felt tingly. And the shameless Y/N was back.
"Will you have sex with me?".
No answer.
Y/N : "Will you?"
Again, no answer.
Y/N : "What? You don't know how to do it?"
Mingyu gave me a side eye and said, "I know it very well and I'd have given it a thought but only if you were in your right mind coz right now it's the alcohol and whatever you're high on talking".
Now I was irritated.
"I get it. You don't have the thing. Clearly that's why Tzuyu ran out crying and you even avoided Lisa. And I'm very much in my right mind, Mr. Kim Mingyu".
Mingyu's Pov :
Now she's getting on my nerves.
"1. Tzuyu cried coz I didn't want her to...suck me off and 2. I don't wanna go down that lane with Lisa again so I'm keeping my distance, now keep quiet", I said and my voice sounded more stern than I wanted it to.
She looked away, "So are you gonna do it?".
This girl.
Mingyu : "No"
Y/N's Pov :
"Fine, I don't need your help, I'll just go and ask some other guy. I should've just gone with Jeonghan and Eunwoo, I'm sure one of them would've been kind enough to do me", I stated whatever I wanted and that's when he turned the car in a different direction.
He clenched his jaw and said, "Call your mom and tell her you're safe but won't be coming home tonight coz I'm gonna fuck your brains out".
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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu
(Chapter 2)
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Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader
Genre : Best friend's brother, friends with benefits to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.
Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she met Kim Mingyu. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.
Warnings : Alcohol consumption, non-consensual touching (not by Mingyu), spiking drink, mentions of sex.
Important Note : Due to lack of response, I won't be updating this story on Tumblr anymore. To read the whole story visit here Wattpad.
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MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
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Y/N's Pov :
I wore black pants with a red button up crop top. Applied a little mascara and lip tint and put on a pair of 4 inches heeled black boots.
It was around 8pm and the moment I was done getting ready, my mom came to my room, "He's here, come quick".
I took my phone and went downstairs to go with Jisoo but little did I know that she got much taller and buff, and her hot pink dress has turned into black jeans and white t-shirt.
I stopped on the stairs; I should've known it wasn't Jisoo. She would've come to my room to get me and my mom wouldn't address her as he.
"There she is", my mom smiled at me.
"Why are you here?", I asked looking at him.
"To get you"
Y/N : "Where's Jisoo?"
Mingyu : "She isn't ready yet so she asked me to pick you up"
Mom : "That's so sweet of you. You've grown so well, love"
This woman is so naive!
Y/N : "You should leave now, I'll go by myself"
Mom : "Hey, he's here for you. You're going with him"
Y/N : "No, I'm not"
My mom did her eye thing to me which is enough for me to shut up. I let out a sigh and my mom got the signal that she won.
"Go and have fun", she smiled at both of us, "And both of you be safe. Take care of her and bring her home, Mingyu-ah".
"Sure", he said while looking at mom and then looked at me and then back at my mom.
He went out first and I gave my mom side eyes before following him. Why do I feel like my mom knows I can't stand him and so she wants me to suffer.
Mingyu opened the passenger seat's door for me but I opened the backseat's door and sat inside the car. He tilted his head once with an unreadable expression and opened my door."I'm not your driver, get to the front", he said.
Y/N : "I like the backseat"
Mingyu : "You can't always get what you like, now come out"
Y/N : "Then let me go by myself"
I found myself carried out of the backseat in strong arms and then placed on the front one and before I could react, he was back on the driver's seat. This all happened really fast just like my heartbeat right now.
"Put on your seatbelt", he said and started driving.
Jeonghan's Pov :
"YOU DID WHAT?", I raised my voice and Jisoo almost flinched.
Jisoo : "Why are you shouting? I sent Mingyu oppa to get Y/N"
Jeonghan : You could've asked me to get her"
Jisoo : "I said I'd pick her up so I felt like it had to be from my side"
I understand Jisoo's point of view but she doesn't know that Y/N might be at war right now. I just hope everything's okay. I went out of her room and called Y/N.
Jeonghan : "Where are you?"
Y/N : "Where are you?"
Jeonghan : "At Jisoo's"
She gave me the fakest laugh and I understood what she meant.
Jeonghan : "I didn't know she'd send him to get you. You know how Jisoo is, she just wanted to save time since she's taking longer to get ready"
Y/N : "I know. See you in a while"
Jeonghan : "Okay"
I went inside and Jisoo seemed a bit lost in thought so I asked,"What happened?"
Jisoo : "Is Y/N upset with Mingyu oppa?"
Jeonghan : "Why?"
Jisoo : "They have always been after each other but ever since he returned, I feel like she became even more distant".
You're seeing that now?, I thought to myself but I told her that everything's fine as it isn't my place to tell her about it. It's upto Y/N.
Jisoo's mom came and told us the others are here. I thought she meant Y/N and Mingyu hyung so I got up to go out but then Jisoo stopped me.
"Um, please don't freak out but I might've invited Tzuyu coz she wanted to hangout with Mingyu", she said in one breath and gulped. She pressed her hand on my mouth before I could speak and said, "Please, Jeonghan-ah. She won't be a problem".
I sighed and went down with her and was greeted by Tzuyu...Aera, James and Taemin. I coughed unintentionally. They were in school with us and are now in the same college as us and these four are bad news.
Y/N's Pov :
We were supposed to gather at Jisoo's but she called and suggested that we meet them at the club directly.
She and Jeonghan arrived soon followed by..."What the-", I looked at Jisoo and Jeonghan and they gave me an apologetic look.
Aera, James, Taemin and Tzuyu came and hugged me as if we were besties. We all went in and Jisoo pulled me to a corner. She explained how Tzuyu wanted to hangout with Mingyu as she heard he's back.
Tzuyu had a thing for Mingyu since school so Jisoo invited her but she brought the others along.
Even if I'm okay with the others being here, I'm not okay with Taemin. That guy makes me uncomfortable.
Right now we are between a crowd of sober and not so sober people drinking, dancing, chatting and grinding on each other.
Mingyu and I didn't talk for the rest of the way to here.
We booked a booth. Everyone wanted to dance so they went out and I said I'd join them after making a call. I came back and went to the bar first. I was sitting on a barstool, sipping on my drink while watching Aera throwing herself at Jeonghan, Jisoo slaying the dance floor along with the other three and I don't know what Mingyu's doing as I really was considering him invisible.
I was checking out the hot guys on the dance floor when the nightmare came and sat next to me with his bourbon.
I could see through my peripheral vision that he's taking sips of his liquor while facing me. I was trying to focus on my work at hand when a girl's voice entered my ears.
"Mingyu!"
He looked at the girl and she ran and wrapped her arms around him."I've missed you so much, sugar".
You might be wondering who she is. Well, meet Lisa, my senior and the self claimed 'It' girl of our school.
Don't get me wrong, she's pretty and can be friendly but she decides to be all the things I can't siphon for god knows why. She and nightmare were 'I don't know what to call it' in school because Mingyu had his reputation of 'I don't date' back in the days while she went around telling people he was her boyfriend.
She's always clinging onto him and he always seemed not much into it. But he seemed pretty much into her whenever she spread her legs for him in an empty classroom. Well guess what, that's where I walked in on them once and I had to sanitize my eyes for months.
Flashback
Our departure bell rang and we all packed our bags and left the classroom. Jisoo, Jeonghan and I decided to sit on the playground for a while and then go home.
I opened my bag to take out the snack that I've been keeping there when I realised that I left my binder on my desk.
I told them to wait for me and went inside to grab it. I opened the classroom door and there they were - Lisa's shirt was opened and skirt pulled up. She was lying on the desk with her legs wrapped around a 'shirt tucked out with a few buttons undone' Mingyu.
They acknowledged my presence only after I walked further inside and took my binder.
That guy had the audacity to keep going and not even try to cover themselves and Lisa dared to tell me to knock and have some shame when it's my classroom that they were littering and didn't even lock the door. I ignored them and walked out holding my head high.
I didn't tell the others about it but I did share it with Jeonghan later.
The next day while I was at the library. Mingyu came and sat in front of me. "I know it's inappropriate to do it in a classroom especially in the one that isn't ours and you were not supposed to see it. Just forget that it ever happened", he said while going through the pages of his book with his gaze fixed on it.
I was still mad about his girlfriend calling me shameless so I had to get back at him. "You don't have to explain, that's just what whores like you do", I calmly said and left the table with my book.
End of flashback
And that's how I ended up calling him a whore. Until today, I've called him that thrice; 1st at the library, 2nd during an argument we had and 3rd at his place that day. Now let's get back to their little reunion.
Mingyu just gave her a smile and she sat on his lap.
"It's been years, I'm glad we met the other day. You missed me, right?", she pouted and I didn't wanna be near them anymore. I gulped down my shot of vodka and got off the barstool.
I went to the dance floor and joined my 2 Js. Soon the rhythm took over me and I was swaying my hips to it while Jeonghan stood behind me and Jisoo at my front; both of them holding my waist.
We were dancing and enjoying and then my eyes darted to Mingyu. He was standing with one hand in his pocket when Tzuyu went to him and offered him a drink. He took it and replied to whatever she said while keeping his eyes on us.
What's with this guy staring like a creep?
The music took a roll and everyone started dancing like crazy so the three of us got scattered around.
Suddenly I felt two hands on my hips. I turned my head and it was Taemin. I took a step away but he pulled me back by my waist and his hands kept going up. I tried to remove them but I guess the alcohol drained some of my strength. He held me tightly and put his hands inside my top and forcefully kissed my neck.
"Get off me, you jerk", I was about kick his balls when someone came and swiped him off of me.
"What the hell, dude", Taemin said.
"How dare you touch her when she clearly doesn't want you to", it was Mingyu.
Jeonghan, Jisoo and the other three came running. Taemin looked around and left the dance floor without saying anything more.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you", Jisoo felt guilty.
Y/N : "Hey, you didn't do any wrong"
"Thanks, hyung", Jeonghan bro hugged Mingyu.
I thanked him too.
"I'm supposed to take care of you, remember?", he said and I smiled. I'm not ungrateful and I know when people are to be appreciated. If Mingyu wouldn't have been here on time, taemin could've gone far among these drunk people and loud noise.
And so I am thankful to him for this but that doesn't change the fact that he is a nightmare and Jeonghan just hugged him. I know he's thankful to him for me but I still felt as if I was losing my boy to Mingyu.
Aera, Tzuyu and James tried to convince us that Taemin's drunk so he wasn't aware of his actions and apologised on his behalf.
We all went back to our booth.
Jisoo : "I think I saw Lisa somewhere"
Mingyu : "She's here"
Jeonghan sighed hearing that.
Jisoo : "Bad coincidence"
Mingyu : "Actually, I met her at the store the other day and she wanted to hangout so I kind of told her to join us"
Jisoo : "Seriously oppa! Why'd do that?"
Somi : "Who's Lisa?"
"Someone only this oppa likes", Jisoo said side eyeing her brother.
What's with them inviting all my 'favourite people' tonight at once.
As you can see, we three aren't exactly Lisa's fan. We were about to order our drinks when Lisa came and said hello to us (as if she hasn't seen me earlier and pretended I wasn't there, huh)."You didn't tell me they're gonna be here too, sugar", she said to Mingyu and I heard Jisoo scoff and mumble,"Your sugar didn't tell us YOU're gonna be here".
Just then Taemin came.
"I know you guys don't want me here right now but believe me I wasn't in my senses. I'm really sorry Y/N. I crossed the line", Taemin tried to sound genuine but I wasn't buying it so I just kept quiet.
"Learn to keep your hands to yourself and don't drink if you can't handle it", Jeonghan said sternly and Taemin apologised again.
Y/N : "Let's not end the night on a bad note. Let's have one last dance and head home".
"Then let me buy drinks for you all", Taemin offered.
"You don't have to", Jisoo said annoyance evident in her tone.
"Please, let me", Taemin insisted and we agreed.
We went back to the dance floor and it's the first time I'm seeing Mingyu dance and he looks hot doing that.
We danced for a while and went back to where Taemin was waiting for us with the drinks.
He personally handed mine and apologised again.
We had our drinks and let's just say we weren't all sober at this point.
Jisoo needed to pee so I was waiting for her outside the toilet stalls while the guys went to get the cars. Tzuyu, Aera, James and Taemin have left.
I thought of waiting in the lobby instead and then Taemin came and called out my name. "I thought you left", I said.
"I'm about to", he said and asked if he could drop me home as an apology and I declined him politely."Just don't repeat what you did", I added but he kept insisting and that's when Jisoo came out.
"She's going home with me so back off", she said and dragged me away with her. I turned back a little and saw Taemin glaring at us.
Within moments, I started to feel really hot even though the weather's pretty chill. I really wanted to take off my clothes and take a cold shower. I felt a sensation at the pit of my stomach.
I really wanted to clench my thighs together and I did but that just caused my breathing to escalate.
"Are you okay? You've turned red", Jisoo asked.
"Maybe it's the alcohol", I said.
"I'm gonna get you married to my brother and then we'll officially be a family", a drunk Somi mumbled hugging me and all I could do was pat her back. We were at the exit and Mingyu's car was there but he wasn't.
"Where's oppa and Hanie? Can I call him with your phone? My battery's dead", Jisoo asked.
I put my hand in my pockets and realised that I left it at the booth. I told them to wait for me and went inside. I saw Mingyu coming out of the booth while fixing his pants.
Mingyu saw me and gave me my phone.
"I was here to get it, thanks", I said.
"You're welcome. Let's go", he said and a teary eyed Tzuyu stomped out of the booth and brushed past us. My mouth parted as I joined the dots but I didn't get why she seemed mad. "Didn't she like it?", I thought.
"Like what?", Mingyu asked.
I guess my thought was loud enough for him to hear, "I, I mean you two, were, you, Tzuyu, in, you...", I don't even know what I was saying.
"We weren't doing anything", he understood what I meant and walked out after saying it.
Jisoo, Somi and I were back at the exit and.......Lisa's with Mingyy.
He said something and walked towards his car without looking back at her while she kept calling out his name which is apparently 'sugar'. Mingyu saw us and approached us and a very disappointed Lisa stormed back inside the club.
What's with this guy disappointing ladies tonight?
I was holding onto Somi so she wouldn't fall. Soon Jeonghan came back with the other car. He got out of it, "I'm probably drunk. I don't think I can drive us back".
"Then who's gonna take this car back home?", a very unstable Jisoo asked pointing her index finger at Jeonghan's car.
Mingyu thought for a few seconds, "I'm not sure if he can come right now but let me ask my friend for help", he said and walked a few steps ahead to make the call.
He came back smiling so we understood that everything was set.
Mingyu : "He's coming"
We waited for a while and then a familiar figure approached us.
"Eunwoo!", Jisoo exclaimed.
Cha Eunwoo was one of our seniors and one of Mingyu's bestfriends. I didn't know he was back too.
Eunwoo : "It's been years since the last time I saw you guys"
Mingyu and Eunwoo had a group. There were four of them and everyone at school knew about their friendship. They even went abroad together.
Jisoo : "I hope (hiccup) the other two come (hiccup) back soon (hiccup)"
Eunwoo : "They will"
I was still feeling very uncomfortable and I knew what else I was feeling; I was somehow turned on and I could feel the wetness pooling in my core. I just wanted to get back home, help myself and stand under the shower as that might cool me down.
"Y/N, Somi and I will go by my car with Eunwoo hyung, you two get back home with yours", Jeonghan told Mingyu.
"No, I will drop Y/N. I told her mom I'll get her home. You two go with Eunwoo", Mingyu said and I didn't wanna argue because I had my bigger concern right now.
Jeonghan was hesitant but then agreed to it and I let Eunwoo get Somi inside the car.
Somi : "GetmeacabIcameinacabIwillgoinittoo"
Eunwoo : "What?"
"Get home safe", I told Jeonghan and we parted our ways.
Somi : "A cab, nice cab, peepeep! Uff, nobody understands"
Jisoo wasn't feeling well so Mingyu dropped her at their place first and now it's just me and him in the car.
The sensation was heightening with each passing minute and right now I felt as if I might stop breathing if I didn't have that release which my body's asking for.
I asked Mingyu to stop the car in the middle of the road and got out of it. He got out too and came to me."Are you okay?", he sounded concerned.
Y/N : "Just needed some air"
Mingyu : "You sure? Do you wanna vomit or something?"
"No...", I said and my eyes met his. I couldn't look away, thoughts about him painted my vision and trust me; none of them were respectful. I know I shouldn't think about Mingyu like that and I'm not having any romantic feelings for him but I'm definitely feeling for him physically and no matter how much I'm trying to push them away; I just can't.
I know I'm a little tipsy but I feel like I'm on some kind of drugs and right now this gorgeous man in his pants and t-shirt flexing his muscles with his hair falling on his forehead isn't helping much.
My lips parted slightly as I was breathing fast with our eyes still on each other. He probably wanted to say something before adrenaline got to me well and I raised myself on my toes and kissed him on the lips. His lips felt soft and I pressed mine on his for some seconds before pulling back. He seemed startled and asked, "What's wrong with you?".
I realised that I needed to get away before I started acting on my impulses, "Just get me home".
We got inside and I was trying to normalise myself while he kept staring at me in an attempt to comprehend my actions.
"Do you need something?", he asked. Nice. This man had to ask me this with his deep, raspy voice just when I was trying to throw away the image of the things that he could do to me.
Y/N : "Yes"
Mingyu : "Tell me"
And before I could stop myself I blurted out - "I need you to fuck me".
There was a good amount of silence and I don't even know where I was looking at and then Mingyu spoke, "You're drunk, let's get you home", and with that the car was moving again.
And then I had to blurt out again, "I'm not drunk, I don't know why but I'm turned on, like really turned on. I can feel heat on my skin and I think I may pass out if I'm not fucked right now. It's aching there, so help me?". I guess Lisa was right. I am shameless cause I don't know why I'm telling him all this and I'm not even feeling ashamed about it.
The silence was there again.
"Have you taken drugs?", he sounded serious.
"No?", I said more like a question."I'm sure I haven't but I do feel like I'm on drugs".
He frowned his brows and was thinking about something and then focused on the road.
After a few minutes, it got worse. I was literally squirming and my pussy felt tingly. And the shameless Y/N was back,
"Will you have sex with me?".
No answer.
Y/N : "Will you?"
Again, no answer.
Y/N : "What? You don't know how to do it?"
Mingyu gave me a side eye and said, "I know it very well and I'd have given it a thought but only if you were in your right mind coz right now it's the alcohol and whatever you're high on talking".
Now I was irritated.
"I get it. You don't have the thing. Clearly that's why Tzuyu ran out crying and you even avoided Lisa. And I'm very much in my right mind, Mr. Kim Mingyu".
Mingyu's Pov :
Now she's getting on my nerves.
"1. Tzuyu cried coz I didn't want her to...suck me off and 2. I don't wanna go down that lane with Lisa again so I'm keeping my distance, now keep quiet", I said and my voice sounded more stern than I wanted it to.
She looked away, "So are you gonna do it?".
This girl.
Mingyu : "No"
Y/N's Pov :
"Fine, I don't need your help, I'll just go and ask some other guy. I should've just gone with Jeonghan and Eunwoo, I'm sure one of them would've been kind enough to do me", I stated whatever I wanted and that's when he turned the car in a different direction.
He clenched his jaw and said, "Call your mom and tell her you're safe but won't be coming home tonight coz I'm gonna fuck your brains out".
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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu
(Chapter 1)
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Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader
Genre : Best friend's brother, kind of like enemies to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.
Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she came across Kim Mingyu again years later. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.
Warnings : None for this chapter except for some strong words maybe.
Author's note : It's a Kim Mingyu fanfiction featuring other idols. This story is entirely fictional and is meant for entertainment purposes only. I do not own any rights over the artists mentioned in this story but I do own the story itself. If any similarities are found, it's purely coincidental and it'll contain mature themes. All rights are reserved. Thank you.
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Y/N Pov :
(Alarm clock ringing)
"Y/Nnnnnnn!", my mom screamed on top of her lungs while making breakfast in the kitchen downstairs at 7:00 in the morning.
BANG BANG BANG!
My 17 years old brother, Park Soobin, gently KNOCKED (that's what he claims) on my bedroom door to wake me up for college.
What a peaceful way to wake up early in the morning! (Can you see me gritting my teeth?)
I woke up, freshened up, got ready and went downstairs.
"Finish your food fast and go, you're running late. What am I supposed to do with you? How can I die in peace knowing I'm leaving YOU behind?", my mom sighed with her hand on her forehead. Just the thought of her not being around me pains my heart but right now, the emphasis on the "you" has my attention.
"First-you're not going anywhere mom and second-what do you mean by leaving "YOU" behind?", I arched my brow.
"She means that you're irresponsible", my brother flashed an evil grin and I was about to smash his head when mom said something which made me run into her arms like a five years old.
"I mean precious. You are precious and I don't want anything to hurt you when I'm not here".
We hugged each other while my mom cried and I had to control the tears brimming in my eyes. Ever since my dad couldn't make it out of the ICU last year, my mom became really sensitive and is very uncertain about her life. She isn't wrong though, life actually is uncertain.
"I knew you found me under the bridge", my brother grumbled and we pulled him into our hug.
"That's not true", I pat his back."We found you near the garbage".
"You're so mean", Soobin narrowed his eyes making us laugh.
"You are my precious little boy, Soobin-ah", mom babied her 6ft tall son.
"Okay, it's time to go big guy", I said and we both left for our respective academies.
Honestly, I miss dad a lot, we all do and right now all I want is for the rest of my family to be with me till the end coz I can't afford to lose anymore.
I reached my college and was about to walk towards my locker when Jisoo jumped on me out of nowhere. "Good morning", she greeted me with her brightest smile and I smiled back. Jisoo's beautiful inside-out and I'm glad I have her.
"Who are you and what did you do to my Y/N?", she took a step back and asked me with a frown.
Y/N : "What do you mean?"
Jisoo : "Park Y/N needs atleast two classes in the morning before she starts smiling back at people. But", she paused and checked me out and then continued "specs, clothes that can fit the two of us at once...hmm that's definitely my bestfriend", she hugged me tight while I rolled my eyes. Soon Jeonghan, my other friend joined us. He is one hell of a fine looking man. Not only females but he even has straight males feel some type of way. He and Jisoo are the two closest people of mine, you could say we are bestfriends.
We were at our lockers and Jisoo couldn't stop telling us how happy she was since her older brother was coming back from abroad after completing his studies.
Well, I'm happy for her but that guy is a bad news for me which Jisoo isn't aware of but Jeonghan knows it well and his head snapped towards me the moment his name was mentioned. Jisoo, Jeonghan and I are childhood friends and ever since then, her brother has been after my sanity. I have been at peace after he left but now that the devil's gonna be back in town, things are about to get heated.
"When's he gonna be back?", Jeonghan asked Jisoo in between our lecture.
Jisoo : "Who?"
Jeonghan : "Nightmare"
I coughed and he realised it right away and rephrased it, "Mingyu hyung".
Jisoo : "The day after tomorrow"
The three of us share everything among us and try to be there in each other's good and bad times but there's one thing which is limited to just me and Jeonghan and that's only because we think it may hurt Jisoo since it's against her brother whom she loves very much.
She doesn't know that we two have an Anti-Mingyu club and thus she doesn't know that I named her brother 'nightmare' (which he is). Though Jeonghan doesn't really have an issue with Mingyu but since I don't like him, Jeonghan took it as his personal issue because he loves me a lot and anyone who upsets me, upsets him. Well, that's what he said.
Two days rolled by and the devil was back in Seoul. Jisoo's mother invited my family and Jeonghan for dinner so that her son could meet us all. My mom's friends with Mrs. Kim and she really adores the Kim siblings and also her other friends are gonna be there so she's thrilled to go.
My mom has four really close friends and one of them is Jisoo's mom. They've all been together for a long time now and all of their kids as in us kind of grew up together. I want Jeonghan, Jisoo and me to have a friendship like theirs.
It was evening and my mom made sure I wore something nice for dinner at aunty's place. I wore a knee length purple dress and put on some lipstick.
I texted Jeonghan to drop by at my place so that we could go together. My mom adores him too and so he's always welcomed in my family.
We reached Jisoo's house and Mr. and Mrs. Kim welcomed us inside. Unlike their son, they are really nice people. "Look at my beautiful girl!", Mrs. Kim hugged me. She always compliments me even if I wear worn out clothes and house slippers with tangled hair and chappy lips and it does boost my self esteem.
We exchanged greetings with my mom's other friends. Mr. Kim called out for his children and soon Jisoo came running down the stairs. She seemed so bright, like a ray of light. But if there's light, there's darkness. She was followed by the dark and soon, it engulfed her light. I know I'm sounding like a dramatic writer but things are about to get real dramatic. (Playing an intense bgm).
There stood an over 6 ft tall, muscular with broad shoulders, handsome and ho...forget I ever thought that. So where were we? Oh yes, so there stood the nightmare, smiling wide with his pointy canines.
He came and greeted us and I wanted to avoid talking to him which wasn't possible since we were literally there to meet him.
"Hello, Y/N. How're you? It's been a long time", he said to me sounding harmless and so I talked to him politely. That's when he had to show his true form. He looked me up and down briefly for once and then smirked.
"Hyung, I missed you", Soobin exclaimed as he hugged him.
Mingyu : "Hey, you've grown so much. And I missed you too".
Soobin came and stood beside me and I whispered to him, "Are you my brother or his?".
Soobin supressed his laughter and just so you know, this little gremlin knows about my very loving bond with Mingyu.
Look, I don't wanna have disputes or tiffs with Mingyu but he has always been very much willing to get on my nerves. We went to the same school where he was our senior. He had his fair share of fan girls and there were individuals ready to warm his bed. He's good in sports and had good grades which made him a star student back in the days. But the problem was that he knew he's perfect and out of all the people, he had to show that off to me. Even though I am younger than him, he always had to make me feel less capable than him. He'd always teased me whenever he got the chance which made him a very unlikable part of my childhood.
I believe that people change and he's been away for some years so if he has reformed himself and is ready to be well behaved, I am ready to be in good terms with him. Well, he definitely has changed physically in every aspect towards good but other than that, I have a feeling he changed into a bigger nightmare than he already was.
That look he gave me a while ago wasn't very sanitary.
Mrs. Kim suggested us, as in Mingyu, Jeonghan, Soobin, Jisoo, Somi (one of my mom's friends' daughter) and me to go upstairs and have fun as we wouldn't enjoy sitting among the adults. Who would tell her sitting with them is much more fun than having to spend time with her son.
I couldn't make any excuse as the others agreed to go and soon we were all in Jisoo's bedroom.
Soobin : "How about we play something?"
Somi : "Let's play board games"
We agreed on playing monopoly and now we were all on the floor in a circle. Somehow I ended up sitting between Jeonghan and Mingyu. I was almost on Jeonghan's lap as I was pushing myself towards him trying not to make any sort of contact with Mingyu.
We were very much into the game when I felt that my cash was weirdly decreasing every few minutes. Soon I realised that Mingyu was stealing them. I looked at him and clenched my fists,"Thief, give my money back".
"What?", he asked innocently.
Y/N : "I saw you taking them, now give it back"
Mingyu : "Take it"
He stood up when I reached out to take it back. I stood up too but then he jumped on the bed making me do the same.
Jeonghan : "Hey, calm down you two"
"Mr. Kim Mingyu, give it back".
"Come and take it, Ms. Park Y/N", he said and ran towards the door.
My competitive self couldn't hold back and I went after him. We ran around the lobby and ended up in another room. He held his hand behind his back and I was about to go near him when my feet tangled up with the carpet and I tripped towards him. As Mingyu wasn't expecting this, he couldn't balance himself and he fell with me on top of him. I raised my body but I was still straddling him. "I really want to kill you with my bare hands", I said.
Mingyu : "Go on"
"Oh I'd love that but there are witnesses around and I wouldn't wanna go to jail by killing a whore like you", I said it and he flipped me on my back in an instant with my hands pinned on either side of my head.
"Say that again and I'll really be a whore and fuck you right here", he seemed serious when he said that and the depth of his voice sent a shiver down my spine. I needed a moment to process since he has never said anything like that to me before. I've called him a whore before but today he seemed to be affected by it.
"Get off me", I tried to set myself free but he didn't move a bit.
Before I could say or do anything more, the other four came into the room.
I turned towards them and I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks. Jeonghan's eyes widened, Jisoo was trying to hold back her smile, Somi seemed startled and Soobin tried to look everywhere but us. I was trying to pull my wrists out of his grip but Mingyu just kept staring at me.
Jeonghan started coughing and that's when he got off but kept his eyes on mine and I felt somewhat intimidated.
We didn't get to say anything else as aunty came to call us for dinner. We're sitting around the table and enjoying the meal but I could feel eyes on me and I knew who they belonged to but I just didn't wanna look at him and reconfirm.
After dinner, the others planned a night out with 'nightmare' this weekend before we took our leaves. Jeonghan lives nearby us but I insisted him to stay the night at our place. My mom agreed as he has stayed with us before and she even convinced him to not go.
We went home and freshened up and it was around 3:00 am by the time we finished watching an animated movie in our living room.
Y/N : "You should go and sleep now, Soobin"
Soobin : "Good night and I'll leave the door open for hyung"
After he left, Jeonghan turned towards me. "You wanna tell me about the two of you now?"
Y/N : "Which two?"
Jeonghan : "You know what I'm talking about"
"We fell", I sighed.
"IN LOVE?", he almost shouted.
"Aish, no, I slipped and fell on top of him", I rectified.
"Well, last time I checked you were under him", he gave me a sly expression.
Y/N : "Do you have a death wish?"
"Okay, so what happened?", Jeonghan chuckled and asked.
"I called him a whore and he got pissed and flipped us", I explained.
"Ah, I see...did he say or do anything? You okay?", he asked and was ready to fight Mingyu.
"No, he didn't", I assured him.
Mingyu did say something but I thought it's better to not tell him now.
We talked about stuffs and cuddled for some time and then went to bed, Jeonghan slept in Soobin's room with him.
It's just been day 1 of meeting the 'nightmare' and things are already getting messy. But tonight's encounter felt different then the ones in the past. It wasn't teenagers teasing each other, it felt.......weird I guess. Maybe it's because we've grown up; I'm 22, he's 27 so clearly not teenagers anymore.
We've always been against each other and I don't even remember how it all started. All I know for now is that he's my best friend's brother, my cousin's best friend and my nightmare.
It's been two days since the dinner with Jisoo's family and the weekend's here. I was lying on my bed thinking about future and stuffs when my phone lit up.
DING,DING,DING!
Jeonghan and Jisoo were texting in our groupchat.
LEGENDS
Boyfriend : When are we leaving tonight?
Gangster's wife : After 8
Boyfriend : I'll pick Y/N
Gangster's wife : No I'll do that, you just be at my place on time
Boyfriend : 👍
Gangster's wife : I'm wearing this, how's it?
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important work to do
so can't come
Gangster's wife : You've 3 seconds to delete that shit you just wrote
And then my phone started ringing. Jisoo yelled at me the moment I picked it up. "It's been so long that we haven't had a night out and I was so excited for tonight and you just had to ruin it. We planned it that day, haven't we? So why won't you come?"
Y/N : "For the records; you all planned it, I didn't even say yes and I do wanna go out with you but just not tonight. You guys go and enjoy and that dress is pretty, by the way.
Jisoo : "Okay, fine. Either you're coming with us willingly or else I'll be at yours in 30 minutes and you know well that I have my ways"
Y/N : "Are you threatening me?"
Jisoo : "Yes, Ms. Park Y/N"
Y/N : "Ew, you sound like nightmare"
Jisoo : "What?"
Y/N : "Nothing. I really can't go, Soo-ya"
Jisoo : "I know work's important but pretty please? For me?"
That's when Jeonghan was calling me and I used it as an excuse.
Y/N : "I'll call you after a while, I need to take this call"
Jisoo : "Sure but you're coming with us and that's final"
And with that I answered Jeonghan's call.
Y/N : "Hey"
Jeonghan : "Was it Jisoo?"
Y/N : "Yes"
Jeonghan : "Look I know why you don't wanna go but I too want you to come with us. Why would you let him be in our way?"
Y/N : "I get it but I just don't wanna go"
Jeonghan : "Jisoo and I are gonna be with you so just consider him invisible"
Y/N : "I don't want Jisoo to be upset so I'll go"
"Yeah, right", Jeonghan scoffed making me laugh.
Y/N : "And you too"
We hung up and I let out a sigh. I didn't wanna go because I didn't wanna spend time with Mingyu but I realised that my friends are gonna be there and they're excited about it so I shouldn't be the party pooper. I'm gonna go and enjoy the night.
I called Jisoo back and she told me that she'll pick me up which I don't need her to do but she insisted. It's 6:30pm so I took a shower. I was getting ready for tonight when Somi video called.
"So, should I wear this or this?", she asked showing me two different outfits. Somi is a year younger than me and is like a younger sister to me.
(Author : Wait for a while and you'll know what I meant by "my cousin's best friend".)
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Hello,
I'm Sasha.
I like to write sometimes so here's a masterlist of the things that I've written so far. Your reblogs, likes, comments, asks and messages are appreciated. Thank you!
Masterlist -
BTS
Seventeen
Ateez
Thoughts Of Sasha
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Masterlist - BTS
1. Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu X Female Reader Ft. Jeon Jungkook (It's a series) Tumblr Link & Wattpad Link
2. Say It, Sweetheart - Jeon Jungkook X Female Reader
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Masterlist - Irrevocable
Chapter - 1
Chapter - 2
Rest Of The Chapters (Wattpad)
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Masterlist - Seventeen
1. That Night - Idol!Seungcheol X Idol!Reader
2. I Wish I Could Live Again - Ghost!Jeonghan X Human!Reader
3. Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu X Female Reader (It's a series) Tumblr Link & Wattpad Link
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Masterlist - Thoughts Of Sasha
1. The Lion King
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Please, take out some of your time and read the whole thing. And kindly reblog.
These days, after the release of "Mufasa", I've been seeing a lot of people making a whole new version of the story on their own.
We all have different opinions and that's absolutely okay and we have the freedom to share our thoughts but shouldn't we at least say things that's actually true?
I grew up watching The Lion King cartoon and so when they released the version in 2019, I watched it and then had to watch Mufasa too. I wouldn't say I'm very happy with the movies but decided to just accept the story that Disney gave us to make peace with myself. But the amount of people that have been presenting the story in the most wrong light possible is kind of unsettling for me.
Here are some questions that I'm gonna ask and answer and I want y'all to answer with me and to rectify me if I'm wrong.
Did Taka (Scar) save Mufasa more than once? Yes, he did. He even got his scar while saving him.
Was Mufasa disliked by Taka's father and other male lions his whole life just because he was a stray and had to prove his worth? Yes.
Did Mufasa not jump in to fight Sha'ju and the other Outsider in a heartbeat when they attacked him and Taka's mother while Taka ran away for his own life leaving his own mother and "brother" to some big white lions? Yes, Taka did.
Did Taka's mother give love to Mufasa first because he was a lost, small cub and then eventually because of his morals and impressive abilities? Yes, and just so you know, Taka (Scar) was loved by both of his parents and never neglected.
Mufasa was actually faster, stronger and smarter than Taka and if you've seen The Lion King then you'd see Scar himself saying that to Mufasa (although he was kind of taunting him).
Does Taka's dad have a part in influencing some negative aspects of him? Yes, Obasi literally taught him that deceit is a King's weapon.
When they first met Sarabi, did Mufasa try to make any move on her or make conversations with her? Nope.
Did Mufasa try to help Taka impress Sarabi even though he himself was having feelings for her? Yes.
Now, here's a question that almost nobody's asking; was Sarabi in love with Taka? Well, nope.
Did Mufasa confess on his own to Sarabi even once? No, that lioness literally grabbed him by the balls to make him confess. Now those who are saying that Mufasa broke the bro code or took Taka's girl, was the girl ever Taka's to begin with? Or, did the girl want Taka? Look, even I felt bad for Scar when she saw Sarabi and Mufasa together but it isn't really Mufasa's fault entirely.
Did Scar lead the Outsiders to the Pride Land (Milele) where many other animals were living in harmony (many animals of the Pride Land were escapees from the attacks of the Outsiders and Pride Land was their safe place) just because he wanted his "brother" dead for a girl they just met? Well, guess what...he did.
Taka (Scar) joined hands with the lion that killed his own parents just to kill Mufasa.
Did Mufasa act like a true leader when gathering everyone to fight the Outsiders as in Kiros and his army (who have been attacking and taking over all the Kingdoms and are not good lions) after they arrived in Pride Land? Of course.
Was it not Mufasa's bravery, leadership and strength that made all the animals in Pride Land want Mufasa to be their King? Again, of course.
Now, those who're saying Mufasa took away Taka's throne, no he didn't. Yes, Taka was the son of the King and was next in line to be the King but that was in their land from which they ran away on Taka's mother's request and order. Mufasa took over the Kingdom of Pride Land on the request of its animals, a land that belonged to no one and had no King at that time. And just so you know, he was hesitant when he was offered the position and even said that he wasn't a royal blood.
When everyone wanted Taka banished from the Pride Land, did Mufasa take any stand for him? Yes, he literally said that his brother will always have a place there as long as he's the King.
So, tell me, how did Mufasa take away anything or betray Taka (Scar)? Or how and when was Mufasa served everything on a silver platter? He achieved them because of who and how he was and what he did.
Look, some things were unfair to Scar and I really felt bad for him but it wasn't Mufasa's fault. It is not about blood, it is about the character and traits which Mufasa had and Scar didn't. Scar had lackings and it had nothing to do with Mufasa.
I do believe in "Villains are not born, they're made" to a certain extent and I also have supported many villains over the hero in many stories but not all villains are to be glorified.
"Mufasa" is "part two" of "The Lion King" movie, so either watch both the movies or at least watch Mufasa from the beginning to the end before you make some strong statements online.
You've all the rights and freedom to like whoever you want but it is not okay to create a whole new plot just to justify your opinion or pressurize others to accept your opinion. I'm not pressuring anyone to accept my opinion either and the reason behind posting this is to understand why anyone would think that Scar was worthy of having the things that Mufasa had because I watched both of the movies more than 4 times and I couldn't find a single reason.
So, kindly let me know if I'm wrong about anything. Thank you.
And again, reblog this post, please.
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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu
(Chapter 1)
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Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader
Genre : Best friend's brother, kind of like enemies to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.
Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she came across Kim Mingyu again years later. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.
Warnings : None for this chapter except for some strong words maybe.
Author's note : It's a Kim Mingyu fanfiction featuring other idols. This story is entirely fictional and is meant for entertainment purposes only. I do not own any rights over the artists mentioned in this story but I do own the story itself. If any similarities are found, it's purely coincidental and it'll contain mature themes. All rights are reserved. Thank you.
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(Alarm clock ringing)
"Y/Nnnnnnn!", my mom screamed on top of her lungs while making breakfast in the kitchen downstairs at 7:00 in the morning.
BANG BANG BANG!
My 17 years old brother, Park Soobin, gently KNOCKED (that's what he claims) on my bedroom door to wake me up for college.
What a peaceful way to wake up early in the morning! (Can you see me gritting my teeth?)
I woke up, freshened up, got ready and went downstairs.
"Finish your food fast and go, you're running late. What am I supposed to do with you? How can I die in peace knowing I'm leaving YOU behind?", my mom sighed with her hand on her forehead.
Just the thought of her not being around me pains my heart but right now, the emphasis on the "you" has my attention.
"First-you're not going anywhere mom and second-what do you mean by leaving "YOU" behind?", I arched my brow.
"She means that you're irresponsible", my brother flashed an evil grin and I was about to smash his head when mom said something which made me run into her arms like a five years old.
"I mean precious. You are precious and I don't want anything to hurt you when I'm not here".
We hugged each other while my mom cried and I had to control the tears brimming in my eyes. Ever since my dad couldn't make it out of the ICU last year, my mom became really sensitive and is very uncertain about her life. She isn't wrong though, life actually is uncertain.
"I knew you found me under the bridge", my brother grumbled and we pulled him into our hug.
"That's not true", I pat his back."We found you near the garbage".
"You're so mean", Soobin narrowed his eyes making us laugh.
"You are my precious little boy, Soobin-ah", mom babied her 6ft tall son.
"Okay, it's time to go big guy", I said and we both left for our respective academies.
Honestly, I miss dad a lot, we all do and right now all I want is for the rest of my family to be with me till the end coz I can't afford to lose anymore.
I reached my college and was about to walk towards my locker when Jisoo jumped on me out of nowhere. "Good morning", she greeted me with her brightest smile and I smiled back. Jisoo's beautiful inside-out and I'm glad I have her.
"Who are you and what did you do to my Y/N?", she took a step back and asked me with a frown.
Y/N : "What do you mean?"
Jisoo : "Park Y/N needs atleast two classes in the morning before she starts smiling back at people. But", she paused and checked me out and then continued "specs, clothes that can fit the two of us at once...hmm that's definitely my bestfriend", she hugged me tight while I rolled my eyes.
Soon Jeonghan, my other friend joined us. He is one hell of a fine looking man. Not only females but he even has straight males feel some type of way. He and Jisoo are the two closest people of mine, you could say we are bestfriends.
We were at our lockers and Jisoo couldn't stop telling us how happy she was since her older brother was coming back from abroad after completing his studies.
Well, I'm happy for her but that guy is a bad news for me which Jisoo isn't aware of but Jeonghan knows it well and his head snapped towards me the moment his name was mentioned.
Jisoo, Jeonghan and I are childhood friends and ever since then, her brother has been after my sanity. I have been at peace after he left but now that the devil's gonna be back in town, things are about to get heated.
"When's he gonna be back?", Jeonghan asked Jisoo in between our lecture.
Jisoo : "Who?"
Jeonghan : "Nightmare"
I coughed and he realised it right away and rephrased it, "Mingyu hyung".
Jisoo : "The day after tomorrow"
The three of us share everything among us and try to be there in each other's good and bad times but there's one thing which is limited to just me and Jeonghan and that's only because we think it may hurt Jisoo since it's against her brother whom she loves very much.
She doesn't know that we two have an Anti-Mingyu club and thus she doesn't know that I named her brother 'nightmare' (which he is). Though Jeonghan doesn't really have an issue with Mingyu but since I don't like him, Jeonghan took it as his personal issue because he loves me a lot and anyone who upsets me, upsets him. Well, that's what he said.
Two days rolled by and the devil was back in Seoul. Jisoo's mother invited my family and Jeonghan for dinner so that her son could meet us all. My mom's friends with Mrs. Kim and she really adores the Kim siblings and also her other friends are gonna be there so she's thrilled to go.
My mom has four really close friends and one of them is Jisoo's mom. They've all been together for a long time now and all of their kids as in us kind of grew up together. I want Jeonghan, Jisoo and me to have a friendship like theirs.
It was evening and my mom made sure I wore something nice for dinner at aunty's place. I wore a knee length purple dress and put on some lipstick.
I texted Jeonghan to drop by at my place so that we could go together. My mom adores him too and so he's always welcomed in my family.
We reached Jisoo's house and Mr. and Mrs. Kim welcomed us inside. Unlike their son, they are really nice people. "Look at my beautiful girl!", Mrs. Kim hugged me. She always compliments me even if I wear worn out clothes and house slippers with tangled hair and chappy lips and it does boost my self esteem.
We exchanged greetings with my mom's other friends. Mr. Kim called out for his children and soon Jisoo came running down the stairs.
She seemed so bright, like a ray of light. But if there's light, there's darkness. She was followed by the dark and soon, it engulfed her light. I know I'm sounding like a dramatic writer but things are about to get real dramatic. (Playing an intense bgm).
There stood an over 6 ft tall, muscular with broad shoulders, handsome and ho...forget I ever thought that. So where were we? Oh yes, so there stood the nightmare, smiling wide with his pointy canines.
He came and greeted us and I wanted to avoid talking to him which wasn't possible since we were literally there to meet him.
"Hello, Y/N. How're you? It's been a long time", he said to me sounding harmless and so I talked to him politely. That's when he had to show his true form. He looked me up and down briefly for once and then smirked.
"Hyung, I missed you", Soobin exclaimed as he hugged him.
Mingyu : "Hey, you've grown so much. And I missed you too".
Soobin came and stood beside me and I whispered to him, "Are you my brother or his?".
Soobin supressed his laughter and just so you know, this little gremlin knows about my very loving bond with Mingyu.
Look, I don't wanna have disputes or tiffs with Mingyu but he has always been very much willing to get on my nerves. We went to the same school where he was our senior. He had his fair share of fan girls and there were individuals ready to warm his bed. He's good in sports and had good grades which made him a star student back in the days. But the problem was that he knew he's perfect and out of all the people, he had to show that off to me.
Even though I am younger than him, he always had to make me feel less capable than him. He'd always teased me whenever he got the chance which made him a very unlikable part of my childhood.
I believe that people change and he's been away for some years so if he has reformed himself and is ready to be well behaved, I am ready to be on good terms with him. Well, he definitely has changed physically in every aspect towards good but other than that, I have a feeling he changed into a bigger nightmare than he already was.
That look he gave me a while ago wasn't very sanitary.
Mrs. Kim suggested us, as in Mingyu, Jeonghan, Soobin, Jisoo, Somi (one of my mom's friends' daughter) and me to go upstairs and have fun as we wouldn't enjoy sitting among the adults. Who would tell her sitting with them is much more fun than having to spend time with her son.
I couldn't make any excuse as the others agreed to go and soon we were all in Jisoo's bedroom.
Soobin : "How about we play something?"
Somi : "Let's play board games"
We agreed on playing monopoly and now we were all on the floor in a circle. Somehow I ended up sitting between Jeonghan and Mingyu. I was almost on Jeonghan's lap as I was pushing myself towards him trying not to make any sort of contact with Mingyu.
We were very much into the game when I felt that my cash was weirdly decreasing every few minutes. Soon I realised that Mingyu was stealing them. I looked at him and clenched my fists,"Thief, give my money back".
"What?", he asked innocently.
Y/N : "I saw you taking them, now give it back"
Mingyu : "Take it"
He stood up when I reached out to take it back. I stood up too but then he jumped on the bed making me do the same.
Jeonghan : "Hey, calm down you two"
"Mr. Kim Mingyu, give it back".
"Come and take it, Ms. Park Y/N", he said and ran towards the door.
My competitive self couldn't hold back and I went after him. We ran around the lobby and ended up in another room. He held his hand behind his back and I was about to go near him when my feet tangled up with the carpet and I tripped towards him.
As Mingyu wasn't expecting this, he couldn't balance himself and he fell with me on top of him. I raised my body but I was still straddling him. "I really want to kill you with my bare hands", I said.
Mingyu : "Go on"
"Oh I'd love that but there are witnesses around and I wouldn't wanna go to jail by killing a whore like you", I said it and he flipped me on my back in an instant with my hands pinned on either side of my head.
"Say that again and I'll really be a whore and fuck you right here", he seemed serious when he said that and the depth of his voice sent a shiver down my spine. I needed a moment to process since he has never said anything like that to me before. I've called him a whore before but today he seemed to be affected by it.
"Get off me", I tried to set myself free but he didn't move a bit.
Before I could say or do anything more, the other four came into the room.
I turned towards them and I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks. Jeonghan's eyes widened, Jisoo was trying to hold back her smile, Somi seemed startled and Soobin tried to look everywhere but us. I was trying to pull my wrists out of his grip but Mingyu just kept staring at me.
Jeonghan started coughing and that's when he got off but kept his eyes on mine and I felt somewhat intimidated.
We didn't get to say anything else as aunty came to call us for dinner. We're sitting around the table and enjoying the meal but I could feel eyes on me and I knew who they belonged to but I just didn't wanna look at him and reconfirm.
After dinner, the others planned a night out with 'nightmare' this weekend before we took our leaves. Jeonghan lives nearby us but I insisted him to stay the night at our place. My mom agreed as he has stayed with us before and she even convinced him to not go.
We went home and freshened up and it was around 3:00 am by the time we finished watching an animated movie in our living room.
Y/N : "You should go and sleep now, Soobin"
Soobin : "Good night and I'll leave the door open for hyung"
After he left, Jeonghan turned towards me. "You wanna tell me about the two of you now?"
Y/N : "Which two?"
Jeonghan : "You know what I'm talking about"
"We fell", I sighed.
"IN LOVE?", he almost shouted.
"Aish, no, I slipped and fell on top of him", I rectified.
"Well, last time I checked you were under him", he gave me a sly expression.
Y/N : "Do you have a death wish?"
"Okay, so what happened?", Jeonghan chuckled and asked.
"I called him a whore and he got pissed and flipped us", I explained.
"Ah, I see...did he say or do anything? You okay?", he asked and was ready to fight Mingyu.
"No, he didn't", I assured him.
Mingyu did say something but I thought it's better to not tell him now.
We talked about stuffs and cuddled for some time and then went to bed, Jeonghan slept in Soobin's room with him.
It's just been day 1 of meeting the 'nightmare' and things are already getting messy. But tonight's encounter felt different then the ones in the past. It wasn't teenagers teasing each other, it felt.......weird I guess. Maybe it's because we've grown up; I'm 22, he's 27 so clearly not teenagers anymore.
We've always been against each other and I don't even remember how it all started. All I know for now is that he's my best friend's brother, my cousin's best friend and my nightmare.
It's been two days since the dinner with Jisoo's family and the weekend's here. I was lying on my bed thinking about future and stuffs when my phone lit up.
DING,DING,DING!
Jeonghan and Jisoo were texting in our groupchat.
LEGENDS
Boyfriend : When are we leaving tonight?
Gangster's wife : After 8
Boyfriend : I'll pick Y/N
Gangster's wife : No I'll do that, you just be at my place on time
Boyfriend : 👍
Gangster's wife : I'm wearing this, how's it?
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Gangster : I have an
important work to do
so can't come
Gangster's wife : You've 3 seconds to delete that shit you just wrote
And then my phone started ringing. Jisoo yelled at me the moment I picked it up. "It's been so long that we haven't had a night out and I was so excited for tonight and you just had to ruin it. We planned it that day, haven't we? So why won't you come?"
Y/N : "For the records; you all planned it, I didn't even say yes and I do wanna go out with you but just not tonight. You guys go and enjoy it and that dress is pretty, by the way.
Jisoo : "Okay, fine. Either you're coming with us willingly or else I'll be at yours in 30 minutes and you know well that I have my ways"
Y/N : "Are you threatening me?"
Jisoo : "Yes, Ms. Park Y/N"
Y/N : "Ew, you sound like nightmare"
Jisoo : "What?"
Y/N : "Nothing. I really can't go, Soo-ya"
Jisoo : "I know work's important but pretty please? For me?"
That's when Jeonghan was calling me and I used it as an excuse.
Y/N : "I'll call you after a while, I need to take this call"
Jisoo : "Sure but you're coming with us and that's final"
And with that I answered Jeonghan's call.
Y/N : "Hey"
Jeonghan : "Was it Jisoo?"
Y/N : "Yes"
Jeonghan : "Look I know why you don't wanna go but I too want you to come with us. Why would you let him be in our way?"
Y/N : "I get it but I just don't wanna go"
Jeonghan : "Jisoo and I are gonna be with you so just consider him invisible"
Y/N : "I don't want Jisoo to be upset so I'll go"
"Yeah, right", Jeonghan scoffed making me laugh.
Y/N : "And you too"
We hung up and I let out a sigh. I didn't wanna go because I didn't wanna spend time with Mingyu but I realised that my friends are gonna be there and they're excited about it so I shouldn't be the party pooper. I'm gonna go and enjoy the night.
I called Jisoo back and she told me that she'll pick me up which I don't need her to do but she insisted.
It's 6:30pm so I took a shower. I was getting ready for tonight when Somi video called.
"So, should I wear this or this?", she asked showing me two different outfits. Somi is a year younger than me and is like a younger sister to me.
(Author : Wait for a while and you'll know what I meant by "my cousin's best friend".)
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I Wish I Could Live Again - YJH
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Pairing : Ghost!Jeonghan X Female Reader
Genre : Smut, supernatural, a bit of humour and sadness, strangers-to-something.
W.C : 3K+
Warnings : Dom!Jeonghan, kind of sub!Reader, making out, fingering, oral (both receiving), unprotected sex (be wise), rough sex, cuddling (this needs a heads-up too, right?)
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Work hasn't really been easy these past few weeks. Fortunately, we've been granted two major projects from two of the most sought after companies of the decade but the deadlines are nearing and me being the substitute for our department's head for the time being since he's on a leave due to his surgery isn't really very efficient.
But it's not just about work; I've been exhausted for a while now with nowhere or no one to seek comfort in.
After a long day, I ran myself a much needed bath. I put on a pair of navy blue cotton shorts but before I could grab my t-shirt to put it on, I felt a presence around me.
You know how you get a hunch when there's someone else in the room with you? But here's the issue; I live alone and it's literally around midnight right now.
A shiver ran down my spine and I tried to gulp down the lump in my throat before mustering the courage to turn around.
I screamed at the sight in front of me followed by my hands instinctively covering my bosoms - A guy leaning on the wall while biting his nail nonchalantly. He seemed taken aback and checked himself as if he was supposed to be invisible.
"You can see me?", he asked with a little furrow between his brows.
"Of course I can, you thief", I said fidgeting to get my t-shirt with one hand while the other covered my chest.
"What? I'm not-...and it's not something I haven't seen before", he said gesturing towards my boobies with his head.
I hurriedly put my t-shirt on and grabbed the showpiece that was nearby.
"I'm calling the cops", I threatened him with the flower vase.
"Go ahead. Tell them that the ghost in your apartment has become visible out of thin air", he said sliding his hands inside his pockets.
"G-Ghost?", I muttered.
"Yes", he said as if it's something very normal.
"What do you mean?", now I was confused.
"That I'm the spirit trapped in this apartment. I don't know how or why you can see me right now but it has never happened before", he stated, trying to figure it out as his eyes averted to floor.
I tried to chant any holy verse that I could remember but then the guy looked at me as if I was doing something utterly offensive.
"Relax, woman. You've been living with me for about a year and a half now. I'm not gonna eat you now, unless you want me to eat you out", he said with a little smirk.
"What do you mean we-we've been living together?", colours were about to drain away from my body and the horror was visible in my eyes. The guy seemed to find it amusing.
He took three tentative steps towards me and I felt my legs backing away on its own accord. "Like I said, I'm bound to this apartment and I can see everything that goes on in here. I've seen you change, though I've been late to most but I've seen you take showers", he took two more steps, "I've seen you touch yourself", two more steps and he was right in front of me while my back was pressed onto my closet, "and I've seen you faking your orgasm when you brought that one night stand of yours", he lowered his voice as he said the last part leaning a bit near my ear.
All the fears that I had, flew away just like that.
"You perverted asshole", I gasped.
"Oh as if you wouldn't have watched me if the roles were reversed. I literally live here 24/7, what else do you expect me to do?"
"I don't know, maybe go to another room when I was clearly having some private moments?", I crossed my arms.
"Well, you always ended up in the places I was already in"
"I didn't know about your existence until now so how was I supposed to know that you were there? You should've moved away", I huffed, ".......What else have you seen?".
He made an expression of thinking before he spoke, "I've seen you taking a call in the middle of your little fingering session and then lying through your teeth".
"So basically all my intimate moments, you sexually starved perverted man", I said hitting him with the vase that I was still holding and he groaned.
He grabbed the vase from my hand and caged me against the closet with his hands on either side of me.
Author's Pov :
Y/N : "What are you doing?"
"I don't know how long you will be able to see me or how long I'll be able to hold you but if I don't do this now, I might regret this for eternity"
"Hm?", she forced it out of her throat and it came out more like a whisper.
"Let me feel you once, please", his face inched closer.
She was taken aback.
"Consider it just one of your one night stands if that makes it easier", his nose touched hers.
Something about him made her feel intoxicated, as if she was under some spell. Rationality didn't seem to matter at that moment and she couldn't help but ask herself 'Will it be too bad to give in?'. Like on autopilot, she raised her head up and her lips brushed his.
His right hand held the side of her neck as he pressed his lips on Y/N's and when he didn't find her pushing him away, he kissed her like he meant it. As she pulled away to breath, a small laugh escaped through her lips.
"What is it?", he asked.
Y/N : "You don't smell"
He : "Ouch, just because I'm dead, doesn't mean I smell"
Y/N : "You look cute when you whine, you know that?"
"Do I?", he said as he picked her up by the back of her thighs and took her to the bed.
"Umhm", she nodded.
He put her on the mattress gently and brushed a stray strand of hair off her face.
"You're beautiful"
"Is it your way of getting inside my pants?"
"You're gonna let me do that anyway"
"Aren't you a bit too confident?"
"Maybe", he kissed her jaw and trailed it to her collarbones. She felt his teeth graze her skin but she could care less about the marks right now. His hands caressed her body and her clothes were piled up on the floor soon after.
He took one of her nipples in his mouth and bit on it lightly as his hand moulded the other all the while keeping his eyes on her face.
He kissed down to her belly to her inner thigh and before she could assess the hot electricity coursing through her body, his wet muscle licked her bundle of nerves. As he delved his tongue in her core, her back arched off the mattress and her fingers interlaced with his beautiful hair.
"Oh...god", she couldn't help but moan at his ministrations. He held her by the hips to keep her in place as his tongue did its magic. Her orgasm was on the verge of snapping when he thought it was the right time to be a jerk and pulled away. She tried to push his head back where she needed it but he had the audacity to laugh at that moment.
"Trust the process", he said before kissing her lips.
While their mouths melded together, she felt his hand near her womanhood before one of his fingers rubbed her slit. Once his digit was coated in her slick, he pushed it into her hole. After depriving her of her release, the intrusion felt delicious. Pumping it a few times, he added another one.
"Has no one been stretching this tight little cunt properly?"
As he pushed a third into her, she held onto his shoulders with a gasp. He pressed his forehead on hers, "Let it go for me", he curled his fingers, "Cum, angel".
As if on cue, the knot in her core untied and her vision almost went white by its intensity.
"This can't be faked, can it?", he showed his hand glistening in her arousal with a proud grin.
She sat up and he got on his knees.
"Your turn", she said as she held the end of his shirt to take it off.
He got off the bed and unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants leaving him in his boxers. She wanted to take a moment to appreciate how divine he looked and then her eyes drifted to the bulge in his underwear, "See something you like?", he quirked an eye brow.
"That needs to go", she pointed at his boxers and he just chuckled before taking it off too, releasing his dick out of its confines.
He's hard and the tip's swollen and red with beads of precum on it. She neared the edge of the bed and reached for his member. It felt heavy in her hand and she lowered her head to give it a lick. As she took the head in her warm cavern and began to suck on it, his hand went to her hair and grabbed a fistful of it. When she tried to fit in as much of him as she could until her gag reflex kicked in and tears accumulated in her eyes, his grip tightened around her hair as he groaned.
He let her set the pace and when she looked up at him, his head was thrown back, bottom lip caught between his teeth and his Adam's apple bobbed up and down.
The view made her want to suck him dry but her plans were sabotaged when he pulled her away and sprawled her back on the bed and hovered her.
Y/N's Pov :
"I wasn't done with you"
"I'm not done with you either", he said entwining my right hand with his and pressing it against the mattress.
His other hand guided his tip along my folds, covering it with my wetness before prodding the head in my core.
I looked down to where he was in me but he raised my chin up with his hand.
"Eyes here", he said and thrusted in when our gaze met.
He kissed me to ease the sting as he pushed it all the way in.
He pulled out a bit and pushed back in, my hand slid up from his chest to the back of his head and soon he picked up his pace.
His thrusts were deep, sweeping against my walls and kissing my cervix delectably that made my toes curl.
"Fuck, fuck, ah"
The lascivious moans and the lewd sounds that our bodies made, reverberated through the room.
The little coil at the pit of my belly was about to go delirious and my walls constricted around his length.
He : "Keep doing that and this will end a lot sooner"
I did it again intentionally and a smirk made its way to my lips when he groaned.
"Brat", he pulled his dick out making me whimper at the loss.
He turned me on my stomach and pulled my ass up before giving it a smack.
"Ah"
"Had fun teasing me?"
He did it again and the burn shot up through my body as he pushed his member back into me.
He plummeted in and out of my heat, the bed followed the rhythm and made creaking noises.
"Oh shit..... don't stop, I'm.....gonna cum", my impending orgasm was just a step away.
He pressed my face into the pillows while his other hand guided my hip.
The second one hit harder than the first and I felt light headed in my rapture as I held onto the bedsheets to try to stabilise myself.
He helped me ride out my orgasm and pulled out before turning me on my back again.
He pushed into me once more but this time a little hiss left my parted lips.
"Hold on for me, angel", he said as he began to impel me on his dick, my body moving up and down due to the force of his thrusts.
His hand squeezed my breast before making its way to my throat. The pressure wasn't painful but just enough to leave an effect. But as he neared his release, the grip tightened to the point of asphyxiating me.
I held onto his back and my nails dug onto his skin involuntarily.
The twitch of his length and the sinfully libidinous noises that he made, pushed me to my third orgasm that I didn't even know I had in me. He followed right after, spilling his load inside of me.
His grip around my neck loosened and he stilled after a few more thrusts.
His face nestled in the crook of my neck and he balanced some of his weight on his arms to not put it entirely on me. We remained like that for a bit, him resting on top of me as we caught our breaths.
He placed a kiss there before pushing himself off and out of me. As he helped me get up and get to the bathroom, a realisation hit me too late, "We did not use a condom-".
"And?"
"And you did not pull out"
"And?"
"What 'and'? I haven't been on any contraceptives lately"
"Relax, I can't get you pregnant. What are you gonna give birth to? Ghosts?", he asked sarcastically with a boyish grin and I hit him on the chest.
I stepped out of the bathroom when he walked into the room with a glass of water for me.
He : "Are you hungry?"
Y/N : "No, are you? I can make some pasta for you"
"I wish I could eat that", he laughed and my mouth formed an 'O' as I processed his words.
"But I can cook for you, I make really good stews", he added.
I lied on the bed and tapped on the spot beside me for him to join me.
As he did, I moved closer to him and he wrapped me in his arms.
"You'll not become invisible again, will you?", I asked.
"I don't know.......but even if I do, I'll still have to be here. You're stuck with me as long as you're in this apartment"
I nestled more into him.
".......Those weren't the only times I've watched you, Y/N", he spoke after a while, as if he was having some thoughts.
"I watched you cry alone because you were missing your dad (he's no more), I watched you lie to your mom about being okay when you had a fever, I watched you doubting yourself.......I watched the tears roll down your cheeks when you saw a video online of an old man talking about how he has no one and I watched you work hard late into the night", I kept staring at his face as he continued looking elsewhere.
"You must be wondering why I'm saying all these out of nowhere but I need you to know it and I have to say it now. You're a strong woman, Y/N. You're beautiful, kind and an amazing person. Please, never doubt yourself. I know my existence might not have any significance in your life but know that I'll always be here if you ever need someone to talk. I know I won't be able to tell you anything but I'll listen", I pressed my lips to his, kissing him as my tears threatened to cascade down my cheeks.
The night went by with me in his arms and I had the kind of sleep that I needed but haven't had in years.
As the sunlight seeped in through the curtains of my window, I stirred in my slumber. But the absence of his embrace made me open my eyes.
He wasn't around.
I got up and checked the entire apartment before realising that he was gone.
He wasn't my hallucination, that much I'm affirmative about.
I can still feel his touch, I can still feel him.
I stood in front of the mirror and the marks on my skin are still fresh and the sensation between my legs is perceptible enough for it to be just in my head.
I remember everything that he said and I'm sure he's somewhere around here, watching me.
I sat back on my bed and looked around.
"I know you're here.......thank you for everything you did and said last night. I wish I had talked more and asked more about you. I don't know who you are but you'll always be a part of my life now. You made me feel more like home than I've ever felt before. You made me happy, acknowledged...wanted...and I feel like as if I've known you forever. And you even gave me the best orgasms of my life-.......why do I feel like you're smiling like a cocky bastard right now?"
Author's Pov :
"Because I am", he said.
He's here and he has been here this whole time. When she woke up, he was right there beside her but then he realised that she couldn't see or hear him anymore, he couldn't touch her anymore; everything was back to how it has been before.
"I don't know what happened to you or why you're stuck in here and I know I'm being selfish but please, be here and never leave me", she said and he could see her eyes glistening. He wanted to reach out to her but he knows he can't.
"I'll always be here"
"Watch me shower, eat, cry or touch myself but just be here. And please...be visible again", the warm tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I didn't even know you existed 12 hours ago but now I feel so attached to you. What kind of sorcery have you done on me?"
"Oh my god", she gasped suddenly and he looked at her with concern, "I don't even know your name", and more tears rolled down.
He couldn't help but smile at that.
"It's Jeonghan", he said.
"Next time, we're gonna talk more, you're gonna make me stews, we can even watch movies and then we can have sex", she said the last part almost inaudibly but Jeonghan heard.
Jeonghan : "If there is a next time, we will"
"I'm gonna go get freshened up now and you better stay here", she said with narrowed eyes making him chuckle.
"Yes, princess", Jeonghan bowed her way.
She stopped in front of the bathroom door and turned around.
"Within the span of a few hours, you made me feel the warmth that I've been searching for so long", she said with a smile before heading in.
"And you made me wish I could live again"
Author : It's something I thought of posting before the month ends. Let me know your thoughts on it.
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That Night - Choi Seungcheol
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Pairing : Idol!S.Coups X Idol!Female Reader
Genre : Smut, one night stand, friends to lovers, angst
W.C : 3K+
Summary : She realised that she couldn't be just friends with him. She wanted more but what she hadn't realised was that he wanted that too
Warnings : kissing, biting, pet names, spitting, unprotected sex (practise safe sex everyone), not sure if this should be considered semi-public sex, lmk if I missed something.
(Edited on 28th of June, 2025)
NSFW
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
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Irrevocable (Kim Mingyu X Female Reader)
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Y/N's Pov :
"Pretty scarf, Y/N-ah. But why did you wrap it around like that?", Jihyo, one of my members, said as we were heading to our company. I chuckled awkwardly as a reply while fixing my scarf instinctively to make sure my neck was well covered.
After a recording session of our new tracks, I went to the rooftop cafe on our company's building to get their grilled sandwiches. My members had their individual plans for their break time so it was just me and our manager, Danielle. As the elevator dinged open, the sight of Jeonghan brightened up my gloomy self right away.
"Hey"
"Hey, going to get your sandwiches?", he asked.
Y/N : "Bingo"
Seventeen and my group, Sirens, are pretty close. Though we debuted much later than them, somehow we all got really close in a very limited time. We cross paths very often as both the groups are under Pledis Entertainment. It'd been some years since we met and our bonding just kept getting better and stronger everyday.
We got out of the elevator, "Oh, S.Coups-nim is here too", a familiar 'back' standing some feet away caught my eyes after Danielle spoke. I turned around immediately but the elevator was already going down by the time I pressed the call button.
"What happened?", Jeonghan asked.
Y/N : "I-I have some work, see you later"
Danielle : "But-"
I practically sprinted out of there using the stairs leaving Jeonghan and my manager dumbfounded.
I didn't have the energy in me to deal with that man at that moment.
Author's Pov :
Later that day, Sirens had a meeting with their CEO about their comeback and other projects. They'd have a 10 days vacation before the release date. "Rejuvenate yourselves in those 10 days. Y'all shall be back about two weeks before the release date for rehearsals and everything", the CEO said to them.
As the day wrapped up, Y/N received a call from Mingyu. "Do you wanna get dinner with us at Jin hyung's restaurant?"
Y/N : "Us as in?"
Mingyu : "Me, Shua, Coups, Wonwoo, Jeonghan and Dino"
"Oh. Um, I, I'm not feeling well. You guys go, I'll just head home", she ended the conversation.
"She said she isn't feeling well", Mingyu informed the others with a little frown between his brows.
The next day, Y/N and her members finished recording all the songs for their upcoming album. They have been working hard for it as people have high expectations from them. They have the potential and are one of the hardworking, talented and rising groups of the industry as of now.
Y/N recorded her final part perfectly and their producer gave her the cue to come out. She wasn't aware that Woozi, Seungkwan and S.Coups came to the studio while she's doing her lines.
"Woah, you nailed it, Y/N-ie", Woozi said the moment she stepped out of the recording booth.
"As expected of the Sirens' main vocalist", Seungkwan added.
S.Coups was on the sofa, his legs moderately manspreaded, his right elbow resting on the armrest while his other hand's placed on his thigh. His gaze has been on her this whole time, the intensity of his stare felt almost tangible to Y/N.
Seungkwan : "Coups hyung...Coups hyung?"
Seungcheol averted his gaze to him. "I was asking if you'd wanna go out with us for bowling right now", he repeated.
"No, some people wouldn't like it", S.Coups said looking her way and walked out of the studio.
"Here goes our sulky leader", Woozi commented jokingly. "But what's the reason?", Seungkwan asked in a pout.
They invited other Seventeen's and Sirens' members to join. Jihyo, Wonyoung and Lisa along with Jeonghan, Jun, Mingyu and Dk came and they all gathered at the parking lot.
Seungkwan's still whining about why his Seungcheol hyung rejected his offer and behaved like that; he even complained to Jeonghan about it.
Y/N's Pov :
The following day, when seventeen visited Sirens' practice room, I was left with no choice but to face him. I knew it was inevitable but I still wanted to prolong it as much as I could.
One conversation led to another and Seungcheol and I began to argue. I believe it started along the line where Wonwoo said something about him liking my quality of owning upto things no matter what it is and Seungcheol scoffed and said, "She does anything but owns upto her things".
And then there we were, getting at each other with remarks that the others couldn't quite interpret.
As their eyes went back and forth between the two of us, they tried to calm us but it's in vain.
Y/N : "I really can't stand you"
Seungcheol : "But you seemed to stand me very much when I was f-"
"Shut up", I cut his sentence hastily.
Hoshi : "What is wrong with you two?"
"Ask her", he said before storming out of the room.
Author's Pov :
Jeonghan and Mingyu went after S.Coups.
"Not now", he said as they were trailing behind him.
"At least tell us what happened between you two so we can grasp the situation a little", Jeonghan said.
"......."
"Fine, we'll let you be for now but then you better come and tell us what this is all about", Mingyu said to him.
"She drives me crazy", he said it under his breath.
Two days later, they all got together like they usually do at Seventeen's mutual home which is a duplex house in Gangnam. Y/N tried to come up with excuses to not join them but Lisa practically dragged her out of their dorm.
"I can't put up with that jerk again. Let me go back", she said as they made her sit inside the car.
"Look, I don't know what's going on with you guys but that can't be more important than the friendship we all share, can it? So please, patch up with him or something, unnie", Wonyoung said.
Y/N sighed.
Y/N's Pov :
Once we arrived there, everyone and everything felt how it always did but yet a part of me was at unease. We all bunched up in their living area and S.Coups and I haven't interacted at all. He wanted to go to his room and take a nap but Joshua held him back, "We're gonna plan the trip now, stay".
Since Seventeen and Sirens, both groups are gonna get a 10 days vacation, we agreed on going on a trip together which has been long due.
The discussion was going smoothly and then Seungcheol and I ended up bickering again. I couldn't even remember how it began but at that moment, I was on the verge of throwing hands at him.
Wonwoo : "Seriously, what the hell is wrong with you both?"
Y/N : "Everything is wrong with this jerk"
Seungcheol : "Mind your language"
"Stop it", Jeonghan intervened, "Come with me", he grabbed us both and dragged us to a room upstairs.
"You two are gonna be civil and tell me what the goddamn hell happened", he said.
"......."
Jeonghan : "Speak"
"He claims that we slept together", I said as I stared at the floor.
"Seriously, Y/N? 'He claims'?", S.Coups asked, clearly fuming.
"I don't remember that night", I tried to sound composed.
"Now you don't even remember", he was in disbelief.
"What do you mean 'slept together'?", Hanie questioned.
"We had sex"
Jeonghan : "How?"
Seungcheol : "What how? Do you want me to tell you how we-"
Jeonghan and Y/N : "NO"
"I mean how did it happen and why is it the reason that you two are mad at each other?", he asked evidently trying to figure things out.
I cleared my throat before telling him, "That night, at the party on the terrace, I was drunk and so was he and then one thing escalated to another and we ended up in his room and that's all I recall"
Flashback
My head throbbed and every ounce of my body felt sore as I tried to get up. I pressed my eyes shut for a few seconds before opening them to clear my vision. I looked around as I sat on the bed. The only source of light being the early morning sunlight seeping in through the glass window.
The rooms quite big and minimally well furnished. It's not my bedroom but.......I'm certain that I've been here before. And then, faint snores reached my ears. I gulped as I slowly turned my head towards the sleeping figure on my right.
Please don't be him, please don't be him, I chanted it like a mantra in my head.......................................................It is him and the moments from the night are still very fresh and vivid to deny it.
End of flashback
"She left before I woke up", he looked at me, "And has been running from me since then".
Y/N : "What do you want me to do then?"
Seungcheol : "Own up to it"
"Should I write it on my forehead that 'I let Choi Seungcheol do me'?"
Seungcheol : "I want you to stop pushing me away, Y/N"
"And what's your side? Why are you avoiding it?", Jeonghan asked.
".....Because, I, I.....", I couldn't formulate the sentence.
"Say it, say the word", Seungcheol sounded like he's challenging me.
"I'm embarrassed for giving in myself like that, okay?", my hands balled into fists by my sides. "This whole thing might be insignificant for him but I can't pretend that nothing has changed. I can't even be in terms with it so isn't it better to just avoid it? And what does he even want me to say to him? 'Hey, Coups, we had sex. Now you literally know me inside out'?".
"I want you to admit that you remember everything just like I do. Say that it matters to you too and it's not just me who's holding onto it", Seungcheol said.
"No, I don't remember anything, Choi Seungcheol"
"Stop calling me that", he warned.
"Choi Seungcheol"
"Don't, Y/N", he neared me.
"Choi Seungcheol, Choi Seungcheol"
"I said stop", he's right in front of me, his height towering mine.
"Or what, Choi Seungcheol?"
"Or I'll fuck some manners into you, right here and now, right in front of Jeonghan", he clenched his jaw.
"You perverted asshole freak", I gasped.
A baffled Jeonghan stood there as Seungcheol and I glared at each other.
"I'm giving you both 30 minutes. Talk, fight or do whatever the hell you want but when you two step out of this room, no more arguments or ignoring. I want my old Y/N and Coups back, understood?", and with that, Jeonghan walked out of the room closing the door behind him.
"Speak", I crossed my arms.
"First admit that you remember that night"
"Well, there wasn't anything worth remembering", I said in a taunting tone.
"Really?"
"Really"
"Then how about I remind you? Recreate the things we did?", he advanced towards me as I stepped back involuntarily until my back hit the wall. (That one episode of mmtg and going seventeen collaboration where JaeJae and S.Coups played rock, paper, scissors and something akin to this happened has been in my head for some time now)
As I got trapped between the wall and him, he caged me placing his hands on either side of me. Seungcheol let out a deep sigh as his demeanor shifted to something more gentle.
"You're important to me, a family, and I don't wanna lose you. And I don't regret that night even a bit but if you do, tell me how I can change that. Talk to me but don't walk away from me, please", I could feel his minty breath as he spoke due to the close proximity between us.
I looked at him and all I could see was honesty and something akin to longing.
"I don't wanna lose you either but can we really pretend that things haven't changed?", I asked.
"We don't have to pretend. Things did change but we can go on with it"
"Then where does our relationship stand? What are we now? Coz friends don't do what we did", my tone sounded closer to a whisper.
"Be mine"
My breath hitched.
"And let me be yours", he added.
Y/N : "I'm serious, Seungcheol"
S.Coups : "So am I"
Y/N : "Stop messing with me"
S.Coups : "I want you to be mine, Y/N. Should I write it on my forehead? (He repeated my words from earlier)"
"......."
"Say something"
Y/N : "Then make me yours"
A smile crept on to Seungcheol's lips as a sense of relief and warmth washed over him.
He stared into my eyes as if searching for clarity. He held the side of my face with his right hand and his eyes drifted to my lips. Tracing it once with the pad of his thumb, Seungcheol rested his forehead on mine, "Stop me before I lose it, Y/N".
"What if I don't want you to stop?"
He smashed his lips on mine as an answer to it. His mouth moved against mine passionately, almost as if trying to convey through it how much he wanted me. He bit on my bottom lip and tugged on it before breaking the kiss.
"I'm gonna fuck you so hard you'll feel me in you for days, baby"
Y/N : "Not right now, others are around"
"I don't care", he said before lifting me up by the back of my thighs as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Y/N : "Seungcheol, we really shouldn't-"
He made me sit on the study table and stood between my parted legs and kissed me again while his hands were busy exploring my body under my shirt. The ring on his finger felt cold; his bare touch elicited goosebumps on my skin and I raised my hip to help him hike my skirt up.
"May I?", he asked as his fingers grazed my inner thighs.
"You may"
He moved my panty to the side exposing my womanhood to the air. He placed a finger on my slit and hummed in satisfaction feeling how wet I was.
"Weren't you just saying that we shouldn't?", he teased.
Y/N : "Shut up"
The mere contact of his digits on my bundle of nerves shot up my need for more.
"We don't need the foreplay, just fuck me, please"
"As much as I wanna do just that, I don't wanna hurt you"
"You won't, I promise. Please"
Seungcheol smirked at my eagerness, "As you wish, princess", he took a step back to unbuckle his belt.
His dick sprang free as he pulled it out, the tip's swollen and red and the sheer girth of his length had me clenching around nothing in anticipation of being filled by him again. He pulled me closer by my waist to the edge of the table and I wrapped a leg around his torso as I leaned back balancing my upper body on my palms.
Seungcheol stroked his member a couple of times and spat directly on my slit to lubricate it before guiding his tip to my hole. As he prodded it in, he kept his eyes strained on me as if memorising all my reactions.
He pulled it out and pushed a little in and repeated it a few times before thrusting it all the way in knocking the air out of my lungs as he bottomed out.
My lips grazed his, both of our mouths parted mingling our breaths.
"Can I move?"
I nodded my head.
Seungcheol pulled out his member leaving the tip in before pushing it back and then picked up his pace. He kissed my jaw and neck. I hissed when he bit near my pulse point and then lapped his tongue on it to soothe it all the while plunging in and out of me.
"Holyshit.......I'm...I'm gonna cum", I said as I felt the coil in my core twisting impossibly to the point of snapping.
"Go on, sweetheart. Cum on my dick like the good girl you are. My girl. All mine, aren't you?"
I nodded.
He traced up his left hand to my breast and gave it a squeeze, "Say it".
"I'm all yours", I breathed out.
The skin slapping against skin could be heard throughout the room. Seungcheol groaned as my walls constricted around his length like a vice as my high crashed over me.
I laced my fingers through his hair and wrapped both of my legs around him as he kept fucking me almost like an animal in heat.
He lowered a hand to my clit and began to rub it in circular motion with his thumb.
"Ah, ah, Coups"
"Yes, baby?"
"Sensitive"
"Give me one more, you can do it"
The ministrations of his finger followed by the movements of his hip bubbled up another orgasm in me soon.
This time, it was more intense than the previous one. I tightened my hold on his hair making him groan and smashed my lips on his to hold back the scream that threatened to spill out of my mouth. My body shook in rapture as my cunt fluttered.
Seungcheol slowed down his thrusts and parted our lips with a proud smile. My eyes were glossy when I opened them.
Y/N : "Stop smiling like that, you're not that good"
"Yeah, sure", he said and began to plummet in and out of me.
"Oh god, I can't"
"Just a little more, please"
A few more snaps of his hip and then he spilled his load deep inside of me.
Seungcheol : "Oh, Fuck"
We stayed there like that for a minute before he cupped my face with both hands and kissed me. He pulled out of me and placed my panty back in place. "Keep it in for me, princess", he said grinning as he tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and then stepped back to fix his pants.
Once we both made ourselves presentable, we stepped out of the room. Jeonghan's leaning on the railing a few steps away from the door, earphones plugged in as he vibed to some music clearly trying to diffuse out any other sound that might reach his vicinity.
He took off the earphones once he noticed us, "I thought I said 30 minutes but tell me my wait has been worth it and that you brought me good news". Seungcheol wrapped an arm around my waist pulling me closer to him and Jeonghan got his answer. A smile crept up to his face, "I'm so happy for you. Let's go now, others are waiting for you two".
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