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kkoct-ik · 13 hours

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what a little freak (i am fighting back the motherly instinct to raise him as my own)

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kkoct-ik · 1 day

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Disco Elysium players: what have you chosen as signature skills? And why, if you customized. I'm curious :)

#inland empire because the tie is my friend and its just not me if im not losing my touch on reality #there are lots more skills i really like and would probably enjoy prioritising too though #to echo another commenter who also went for inland. hes just like meeeeeeee

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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ok i know you get this a lot (because i was just going through your art tag) but your falin. so perfect. so gender. makes me feel like a real person? thank you for your service mwah

ive heard that quite a lot yes but it never stops moving me in some way btw. like ive never expected so many people to feel seen by a way i depict some character n thats so nice. genuinely!

heres some art i made of her last year. kiss

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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bird of prey

#gorrrgeous

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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i have successfully convinced my boyfriend to play disco elysium. i choose to believe the catalyst was all the kimharry porn i sent him that i captioned "us"

#ive given him a slightly skewed understanding of what this game is actually about #kostik speaks #this post is partially a joke ive infodumped to him at length about the politics and portrayal of mental illness and suffering and hope #ive just also sent him a lot of porn

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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Femininity can feel so freeing in a way I like to imagine ctommy dressing more feminine and growing out her hair as time goes on

yessss I have some doodles abt that. The girling of ctommy continues

#YOUR BRAIN. I SEE IT #i love heeerrrrrr

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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Round One

Slutty Men Showdown

#why would you pitch two bad transgender bitches against each other #anyway guys please vote hg

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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i think i might be loved

#big milestone here boys #hard to formulate words. but im realising people like me #there are lots of people who know me and they think im cool and worth their time #boyfriend especially is obsessed w me and does so much to make me happy and also just generally exists in my space because he likes it #im awarreee that i often still dont like myself. i get frustrated and defensive and i start seeing anything associated with me as bad #but i am loved i think #kostik speaks #people still feel very distant but in a different way now #the distance feels less harrowing and alienating and now its more like theyre distant because theyre different people #but we still have points of contact and thats very special #nobody is crawling into my lungs to envelop me but theyre inside my space and theyre comfortable #it helps that theyre not looking at me. theyre closer but its not confrontational. no sudden movements. just existing #i want boyfriends bed again this is so unfair

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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2009 deviantArt artists telling you to fill an entire layer with neon green and place it behind your lineart to check if there's any unwanted stray lines or unfilled pixels were the elderly sages at the end of the spirit path atop a secluded mountaintop you reached just as the sun was setting

#i still use this trick

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kkoct-ik · 2 days

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mwah

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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I stand in the valley watching it, and you are not there at all

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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Communists and anarchists will spend all day talking about abstract concepts and structures like capitalism and the state, but willfully ignore the very real, tangible curse placed upon me by the foul necromancer

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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it is so jarring and weird when a fantasy book is like “ok let’s go around the circle and have each character talk about which lgbt umbrella category they identify with” like ok your fantasy world doesn’t have to be feudal europe but can it not be 2023 twitter please

#i like disco for this it has its own in universe concept of the queer community with its own euphemisms and political implications #so queer people very much exist but its not in the same way it exists for us (and definitely not the same language)#its good worldbuilding. it felt very fleshed out and honest #i find the sexual dynamics between klassje and the hardie boys (and lely) and ruby to be very cool #its human! rather than any clear cut labels with stereotyped and heteronormative understanding of sex

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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can we still be friends?

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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#oh thank fucking god #backpedal harder. then revoke the report. publicly. shove a stick up your ass also #stop demonising us in the media while youre at it too #that bullshit made me so nauseous that entire day with anxiety

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kkoct-ik · 4 days

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Harrier Du Bois IS born sexy yesterday and a manic pixie dream girl but (this is the most important part) for Kim specifically

like he would not mesh that way with anyone else. he is however. Kim's dream guy

#accepted into my belief system

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