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koinotame · 15 days
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alternatively, for any of the diasomnia boys (though i think this one works best as more of a crack/dark comedy thing), lilia is overjoyed they've found someone so important to them and is very very nonchalant of the yan tendencies. not in a malicious way as he's often portrayed, he just thinks the same way so of course your boy of choice offering to bring you the heads of your rude class project partner or offering to wear a collar with your name or etc etc is totally normal and very sweet, don't you think so too? and you're like ??? NO ????
sometimes you realise you've set up what could be a really interesting dynamic and go ohoho.... anyway reader taking advantage of yan silver and silver going along with it wholeheartedly, and lilia noticing and trying to intervene because that's his son you're hurting, but yan silver is yan enough that he gets very upset about his father antagonising and/or trying to hurt you, so lilia is forced to think about what exactly he's going to do about you because he can't just watch and do nothing but even one wrong step will cause irreparable damage to his relationship with silver
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koinotame · 15 days
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nana should i play twst in order to be able to read all your fics yes or no (•_•)
help it's not available in europe so i haven't actually played it myself
but tbh for a game where the main premise is essentially bishounen high-school-aged disney villains the story is actually pretty decent. so if the rest of the premise sounds interesting to you and you don't mind adding another gacha game to your list, feel free to play it!!! tho from what i've heard the official eng translation made some. interesting choices. so if you're just interested in the story, you can find translations of the main story + the vignettes/side stories online. here's a link to a youtube translation up to & including book/episode/chapter 5! ← good starting place for the rest of the game, since it introduces almost all characters. though if you just want a general idea/basic context to more or less understand what's going on in my writing and don't care for the rest then just reading through their wiki pages should probably be fine
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koinotame · 15 days
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sometimes you realise you've set up what could be a really interesting dynamic and go ohoho.... anyway reader taking advantage of yan silver and silver going along with it wholeheartedly, and lilia noticing and trying to intervene because that's his son you're hurting, but yan silver is yan enough that he gets very upset about his father antagonising and/or trying to hurt you, so lilia is forced to think about what exactly he's going to do about you because he can't just watch and do nothing but even one wrong step will cause irreparable damage to his relationship with silver
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koinotame · 23 days
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i scrapped this and rewrote his section completely bc i didn't like the way it was flowing but here's kind of a sneak peak for what i've been working on ft someone that is definitely my type of yan but is also surprisingly hard to write </3
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koinotame · 26 days
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eventually the topic comes up and you're like yeah that kind of stuff is super unrealistic right? if you had a partner you'd prefer if they just communicated upright. and your friend is like h… haha… yeah… (wants to tear their hair out)
inexperienced sub who's trying really desperately to rile you up so you put them in their place and they finally get to be fucked by you because that's how it goes in fiction so of course that's how it works in reality vs you who's terrible at taking hints and is really confused on why your friend keeps touching and pressing against you and being rude and then very flustered and keeps not meeting your eyes
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koinotame · 26 days
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inexperienced sub who's trying really desperately to rile you up so you put them in their place and they finally get to be fucked by you because that's how it goes in fiction so of course that's how it works in reality vs you who's terrible at taking hints and is really confused on why your friend keeps touching and pressing against you and being rude and then very flustered and keeps not meeting your eyes
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koinotame · 27 days
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as far as unhinged yan twst thoughts go. lilia doesn't strike me as the type of guy to keep a shrine per se, but i think his unique magic would work really well with that? it's kind of literally like having a piece (many pieces, even) of you around that he can access at any moment. who needs a wall full of pictures of your beloved when you can literally just tap into the memory of them embedded in whatever object? i also just think it'd be funny if he did have a whole box of things like your used trash but it's technically not for the usual gross yandere reasons. i also like the image of him shifting through all the memories in the box when he's feeling down since you always make him feel better, and also the image of him losing even that special connection when his magic starts disappearing
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koinotame · 27 days
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the xiao thing is so cute but also i just generally love xiao and his lore and his everything hes so precious to me •///•
(altho he's so mischaracterised and i hate it !! like no he's not emo !! no he's not mean and harsh and daddy dom !! i go so insane when the fandom gets his character wrong so ty for your service🙏🙏)
- 🌌 anon
we are shaking hands.... you 🤝 me.... i write about the former more bc he's generally more interesting to yanderify but between childe and xiao, xiao is my actual favourite lol
but YEAH..... lately i've been playing genshin w/ a family member and so have been hearing his english voice and i. do not think that is helping. he sounds so edgy for no reason 😭 and the subsequent fandom mischaracterisation.... genshin fanon in general is so bad. like sometimes fanon can be more interesting than canon but this is not it. i also do not understand the obsession with making every single fictional man a daddy dom. surely at least some variety is more interesting........ but i digress and i agree xiao is not any of those things, and he especially wouldn't be to someone he likes and/or respects
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koinotame · 27 days
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yan aether, hoping to move you into his teapot seamlessly: let me know if there's anything—anything at all—you'd like in the teapot. anything that's mine is yours, and that includes your new h-I mean my teapot you: hot spring. yan aether: just that? nothing else? you: hot spring. yan aether, a week later realising he no longer has an excuse to help wash you during your daily baths: yan aether: >:(
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koinotame · 29 days
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this is jumping off of several different ideas so it probably won't make sense to anyone but me, but imagine some scenario where xiao is pretending to be a regular-ish bird to follow you around for some reason and can't or won't show you his usual form... but you're also the type who loves to baby talk animals. so you (fully aware) take the opportunity to pet him all over and squeal about how cute and soft and did you mention cute he is and rubbing under his chin and nuzzling him against your cheeks and then joking you're scent marking him as yours like a cat and so on, while xiao (completely unaware that you're aware) is combusting on the inside because he knows you're just talking about some stray bird that won't stop following you and not him, but you calling him cute and talking about him as if you own him and he's your precious belonging, as if he's worth loving, is doing something dangerous to him
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koinotame · 1 month
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i've never really liked the kissing someone while they're having a panic attack trope for obvious reasons, but tbh i can kind of see the appeal when it comes to yanderes, at least when it's you kissing the yan mid-panic attack and they don't mind because all that matters suddenly is that you're kissing them and any boundaries they might have had don't matter when it comes to you. one of the big things that's relevant to yanderes is boundaries (or rather the lack thereof), but while it's usually applied to the reader/darling's boundaries being ignored and trampled i personally think it's a lot more fun to play around with the yandere lacking any sense of boundaries when it comes to themselves. it's you, so anything you do to them is okay and good and wanted with no exceptions no matter what
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koinotame · 1 month
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For the event! Could I send the Lab Experiment a box of treats? Like, one of those with cookies and candies and all sorts of stuff. I wanna let them know that all the coddling and gentle treatment towards them is something I do because I enjoy it. <3
when i saw this request i was like ( •̀ᄇ• ́)ﻭ✧ i'm gonna write something super sweet for them. ehem. this did not happen, but i did try to keep the spirit of the request in mind so i hope you enjoy anyway <3 cw for semi-graphically described crying and a... not quite panic attack
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your face twists when they start crying.
the box of treats in your hands remains outstretched, their shaking too wild for them to be able to accept the gift without dropping and spilling its contents all over the floor.
they’re know they’re an ugly crier. snot drips down their nose, their eyes are wet and sting, their face is sticky and hot, and their chest hurts and wracks with each sob. the uncertain grimace on your face makes them wail even louder.
a couple maids passing by look at the two of you in alarm and scurry away quickly.
uncomfortably aware of this, they crouch down and try to cover their face. "I’m never going to—" a sharp inhale while they nearly choke on saliva, "I’m sorry."
they feel you crouch down beside them, not too close in an attempt to avoid agitating them even further, but close enough they can sense your presence even without being able to see you.
"hey, it’s okay." your soft tone doesn’t match your earlier facial expression, but they refuse to look up to check. another sob wrecks through their body. "what’s wrong? do you not like sweets? there’s some cookies in here too, if you prefer those."
they shake their head furiously, still refusing to even glance at you. when they speak, their voice comes out so small and shaky even they can’t tell what they meant to say.
some shuffling follows. tentatively, you reach out your hand. their whole body flinches when you make contact with your pinky, but they don’t resist when you cup your hand over theirs and inch a bit closer.
a small pause passes before you hesitantly open your mouth again, your fingers tightening their grip on their own hand but not moving otherwise. "don’t apologise, okay?"
the shaking gets worse.
terrible. they feel terrible.
you’ve given them a gift—something they could never deserve, especially not one so heartfelt from you—and this is how they thank you. they’re already disgusting and sickening enough, for you to be forced to see them like this because you tried to be kind… you deserve better. you must think they’re so repulsive. you must think this is a waste of time.
this must be making you hate them even more than you already do.
maybe this is where you decide you’ve had enough. maybe you’ll finally stop pretending to care about them now. of course you would. it must be nauseation looking at them like this.
when you speak up, your voice still sounds much too soft. they don’t know how much time has passed, for how long you’ve been just watching them be this revolting. "you don’t have to accept the treats if you don’t like them. I want to give you something you like."
you’re so kind. that’s all they can think about. they don’t deserve it at all.
there’s another small pause, like you’re mulling something over.
the tin rings when it’s set on the floor gently. it’s only then they notice your hand has disappeared from on top of theirs. a flash of panic hits their chest, as if they haven’t been ready for you to turn around and leave at any moment the entire time now.
"can you look up at me?"
you still sound way, way too kind. it’s not like they could ever say no to you. it takes them a moment, and they end up scrunching their eyes closed, but they manage to lift their head up.
"thank you."
a whine leaves their throat, but they refuse to open their eyes. even when you’re thanking them even when they’re misbehaving like this, they can’t stomach the disappointed look that has to be plastered all over your face.
immediately, a soft, warm cloth makes contact with their face.
it takes another couple of seconds for them to realise you’re wiping away their tears and snot. they make some sort of pitiful noise. you continue, undeterred, until their whole face is more or less dry. everything feels hot, especially when your other hand comes up to cup their face.
"there. isn’t that better?"
your voice is much too close. they can feel your breath hitting their face. the quivering gets worse. they didn’t realise you’d come that close to them.
but it does feel better, and they realise then they’ve mostly stopped crying.
your thumb gently brushes over their cheek and they whine pathetically again.
"I’m sorry."
the cover of the treat box they’d forgotten is removed rather noisily, then set aside on the stone floor. something soft makes a sound as it’s dropped into the tin. the hand cupping their cheek doesn’t leave, and they can’t help leaning into it a bit more.
in response, you give an approving hum and press further into them.
"shh, it’s okay. do you want some chocolate?"
they sniffle.
"there’s some hard candy, too. or some cookies, if you’d prefer those. or if you really don’t like any of these, I can get you something el—"
"I don’t deserve any of this." they cut in before they can think twice about it.
regret immediately seeps into their bones. now they’ve done it. you somehow weren’t angry before, but you must be now. you’re really going to abandon them this time. you—
but you don’t seem fazed.
"okay." they flinch. "but I want to feed you, so you’re going to have to choose something."
that makes open their eyes abruptly. it’s bright in the hallway and the light makes the biting at their ears and forehead worse, and it takes them a few seconds for their eyes to be able to find and focus on you.
you’re smiling.
patiently and sweetly, you’re smiling at them.
before they can ask, the hand cupping their cheek moves up and stats petting their hair. "it’s 'cause you’re my favourite. that means I like you, and I like taking care of you, and I think you’re worth all the effort in the world. and I don’t like it when you talk like that about someone I care so much about."
despite everything, they can’t find it in themselves to disagree.
"so," you smile wider, pushing their head a bit closer and holding a chocolate treat up to their lips with your free hand, "which do you want? this is your last chance to back out if you really don’t like chocolate."
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koinotame · 1 month
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can I be your 🪼 anon?
of course! but i'll be honest i would much much prefer if you (and anyone else, this is a general you) didn't claim any anon name like this and instead just start using it ^^; on my old account i noticed people that asked like this were a LOT less likely to send in anything else ever again and it was honestly a little annoying
the list of anons i currently have in my pinned is up to date, so you can easily check if the emoji or name you want is taken! so just go ahead and start sending signed anons anytime you want ^^b i'll start tagging it then
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koinotame · 1 month
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(after rook's unique magic gets revealed to you somehow) you: wait is this how you always seem to know where I am? rook: not at all! that's because I follow you around everywhere ^v^ you, debating murder: ...
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koinotame · 1 month
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ok thanks! i'll keep not tagging them. i Might come up with some misc tag if the asks keep looking too nakey for my taste but unless specifically asked it shan't be any username o7
ok i have a slightly more serious question, when i answer asks do ppl prefer if i add the username in the tags or nay?
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koinotame · 1 month
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the "who did this to you" trope makes me fold each time so THAT. WITH HORROR PROTAG?????????????
(⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) dont mind me im just gonna go and um. save this in my notes for scientific purposes. totally not so i can keep rereading it on the plane nope haha wdym
- 🌌 anon
i'm answering this kind of late but!!! i hope your flight went well!!!
oh she definitely fits the trope v well... in the regular au she's technically got teammates she's supposed to try and escape with but oops they never quite make it to your floor so you've never actually met them.... huh! wonder why that is! she has no nothing to do with that. for sure. between that and the fact that you don't generally venture outside of your area, there's little actual danger to you in the dungeon, but i'd like to imagine that if any of the other npcs actually make it up and do any sort of damage to you the horror protag would do more than just make sure they're dead before they reach your floor
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koinotame · 1 month
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servant is so unhinged i love him can i put him in my pocket
there are better dogs that suit him probably but i occasionally think of his as one of those like. chihuahuas you carry in a purse bag around with you. very sweet to you (his owner), not so much to everyone else
he'd tolerate being put in your pocket because it's You and he could never say no to you but he's counting down the seconds until you let him out so he can go back to his duties. and also be aware he will antagonise everyone else about how you chose HIM to put in your pocket and NOT them. if you want to make him cry you can put some of the others in your pocket also
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