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[kthvbear]

Jungkook tenses. Breathes out. You don’t know what you evoked in him, but his words are sober, although a little regretful, when he says, “I shall hope it wasn’t anything hurtful.”

oh my god, this is so sweet yet sad at the same time for him to say :(( 

“I am sorry,” he only says. “You deserve none of what I do to you.” argh, now that he's being so sweet and actually realising jow he hurt her, it makes me forgive him a little more easily

But he understands. Merely nods, staring at your feet for a second. His round eyes are huge. Innocent, unsure. 

i can totally imagine the look on his face, this cutie's eyes are my weakness

jiyoo getting upset and the change in her tone when she says she gets lonely is just :((

my boy jungkook needs to control his voice in front of my queen!! but yea i get he is angry too, after all the plan was definitely not that. ohhohoh angry jk is sexy :'

aaa he is such a boob guy i love it 😂 "dont make me regret it" I!!AM!!!LOVING!!!!THIS!!! this smut scene just has something so intimate about it, something much deeper, and i love how they're able to express their feelings now ❤️❤️ "i need you on canvas" FUCK IT THEY ARE SO IN LOVE 🥺😭

a caged bird… :(( i honestly feel so bad for them argh. i hate his uncle (and everyone agrees)!!!!! "a family member you can trust" rid, is that u in the character of oc? bc she is too sweet, i love her SO MUCHH!!

"it isnt wrong to need anyone" of course it is not. this is so beautifully written, your sexy brain amazes me every time :)

"a woman cannot possibly do that" LMAO right, information like this should stay personal he is so possessive idfehru u write him so well and accurate

oh my, rid, wtf? my heart is literally beating so fast right now, what have u done? the secrets unfolded are… lets just say overwhelming. "i want to be wherever you are" so fuckin' sweet, they are such a lovely couple. i love them with all my heart 🥺

AND THEY FINALLY BECOME ONE!!! such a wholesome story from the very start, i loved reading it bae <33 waiting for the epilogue to drop ❤️

candles & flames: steam | jjk (m)

chapter III: steam

Summary: As you travel to unveil secrets, you slowly, surely, find your way back to Jungkook. The final act starts now.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating:18+ ➳ genre: enemies to lovers, royal!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: talks about hook-ups, arguing and fighting, tears, a very bad uncle, (mention of past) minor character death, jk is hurting, tension, misunderstandings, anger, a slap…, revelations; explicit sexual content: kissing/making out, grinding, brief cockwarming, oral (f. & m. receiving), fingering, teasing, dirty talk, tiddie sucking, he just loves her tatas, slow and rough sex, bits of sub!jk :D and then dom!jk, big dick jk, he comes on her tummyyy, some giggly sex, feelings !!, jk is very vocal, begging, praises, super brief pain kink (?), multiple orgasms. lmk if i forgot something :’) ➳ wc: 34.3k what the actual fck ➳ a/n: here goes the last one. thank you so much for all the love and support, guys. i adore you so much 👑🤍  ➳ a/n2: this is part 3 to my mini-series candles & flames !! find the mpost below<3

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@taegularities we are sharing a man.

You're on a date with your Tumblr icon.

How's it going? 👀

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i had to stop scrolling, this is so pretty ❤️ looks fantastic <3 good job on this one! the facial features are so on point. and love the hair too!! might as well make it my wallpaper LOL 😩

2nd attempt at oil painting... (the 1st will never see the light of day) 🤴🏻🎨🖌️ [unfiltered version]

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And that part believes every word he said.

oh god, this is :((

“I wasn’t going to. But I will if you do,” he answers. For just a moment, your heart doesn’t bleed but recover, pounding when he draws closer and breathes, “I’ve been missing you.”

this is so confusing 😭😭 AAAA is he still lying?!

“I told you that I missed you,” he says, apparently unaware of his effect on you. Or maybe he knows — maybe he just needs you to fall deeper. That might be his intention, right? “Even if I wasn’t bored, I’d still seek your company.”

that might be his intention..... BDEJSEYD why u hurting me this way rid‼️

Perhaps he’s scared you’ll leave him, ruin his plans and force him to find another prey. He might not be apologetic of his own behaviour after all — just needs to convince you.

😭😭😭😭😭 this is breaking my heart too much 😩😩 and EXCUSE ME, your writing is so elegant?! istg it gives actual royal vibes like no other ❤️

You’re running out of words.

it's the same for me.

His fingers drop to your waist, and then sensually wander up. They stop just below your breasts; he leans in. His mouth brushes your nose, your jaw, and your lips.

NO STOP!! 😭😭 they need to communicate first, from jungkook's pov it is bc of him missing her but oc...? why is she not stoppikg him? her feelings have come too far :( poor babes 😞

“Do you know why marriage would be so bad?” you start. Forlorn doe eyes stare back at you, genuinely clueless. He looks hurt now, and his pain aches in the depths of your heart, too. “Because I’d be trapped in a loveless situationship with someone who saw a way out of town in me.”

she finally said it oh myy good goddd 😭

So you say, “I hope you’re proud of that.”

when i tell u my heart fucking clenched... because what is this torture?

“I never thought this far, I only…”

why the fuck is he not denying any of it?? please tell me he's not telling the truth rn 😭🥺

oh thank fuck it isn't the whole truth. what is it that he is hiding and needs to be done? ����😞

“I didn’t mean to hurt you. It was never my intention to break your heart. No matter how much we disliked each other.” His feet urge him to step over the threshold, but your stance is obviously, resolutely against it. “The idea was my uncle’s. And yes, I obliged.”

one hug for u because you didn't let it go completely downhill 🥰

“You could be here only to get what you’ve needed for so long.”

i hate youuu, rid. this is getting </3

But you explained, “The rain falls from far away. We’ll never be able to reach the sky. So feeling it here on the ground, where we stand, isn’t it something big?”

this is such a pretty wording 🥺❤️ how do you even come up with these :((

Wiping at the corner of his lips, he takes a deep breath, and when he’s caught his voice eventually, he asks you, “I think I dreamed of you.” A sudden confession. Followed by a pause, giving way to a question, “Am I still?"

awwwh omg this iss some cute shit 🥺

And then you say, “Tell me about her.”

ooof, a cliffhanger at last 👀👀

argh rid, amazing work ❤️❤️🥺 this was so good, and i am proud of you for being able to finish this!! definitely rooting for the next chapter 🥰🥰

candles & flames: fire | jjk (m)

chapter II: fire

Summary: The aftermath of wicked deception and painful revelations. You’re lost and confused, and so is he.

➳ pairing:Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: enemies to lovers, royal!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: oblivious jk, hurt oc, misunderstandings, miscommunication is my brand lol, deception, lies, tension, tears, fights, crying, yearning so much yearning !!!, insecurity, flashbacks, pov switch, mention of past minor character death, jk as a kid, angst!; explicit sexual content: hook-ups, fondling with tiddies, biting, bit of choking, kissing, fondling with pussay, erection, bit of grinding, bit of dom!jk, yearning; the ending </3 ➳ wc: 22.8k ➳ a/n: phew okay, here goes :’) super nervous about this one, and super excited for the last/upcoming one. i hope everything turned out well and that you guys enjoy it. as always, do let me know what you think… i appreciate y’all a lot 🥺 !! 👑🤍 ➳ a/n2: this is part 2 to my mini-series candles & flames !! read part 1 here <3

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“Hurting your ego, yeah?” His gaze is nonchalant. His words not so much. “A fragile ego that you have.” Ouch. “Got wounded so easily. Why don’t you trust yourself and others a little more?”

jk being a meanie 😤😤

He stills. Looks at you with a telling smile, tongue poking the inside of his cheeks. Got him.

LMAO that escalated quickly 🤣

“You came because you want me, and that’s driving you crazy.” It’s a bold statement. But it makes you hold your breath. “Because you think about it way too much.”

why does this sound like a jk from yandere fics- 😭

god, rid, this was pure filth. and i mean it. jk made his girl feel so good now, didn't he 😩😉 also don't u worry !! this chapter was perfect 😤❤️ ilysm <33 gold job on this one as always 🥺😘

colour me in: unhindered | jjk (m)

Summary: Half of him inhabits a beast; the other part is made of colours of suspiciously peaceful gardens. And you, no matter how fierce, will take all of what he grants you.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, college au; fluff, lots of smut ➳ warnings: oof. okay, bickering, oc a bit bitchy at first, jk is a little shit, eating ramen together <3, most of this is smut so… explicit sexual content: oral (f. & m. receiving), fingering, cockwarming, sloppy making out, quite a few positions, some spanking, spit, manhandling, unprotected sex, rough sex, pet names, big dick jk, dom jk, teasing, multiple orgasms, some choking, consent, squirting, he likes her tiddies and ass, praising, some thigh grinding, the good kinda crying, aftercare, showering together <3 ➳ word count: 12.2k ➳ a/n: please ignore how shitty the banner looks LOL i forgot i had to make one :’) but enjoy this piece of filth and let me know your thoughts once you’re done !! ALSO !!! this is part of my series colour me in, but this chapter can fully be read as a stand-alone. no knowledge required, just rivals f*cking !! <3 ➳ listen to: love on the brain by rihanna | full (collaborative) playlist 🤍

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No one is ever going to look at him the way you do.

he knows.... I'm jumping off the building, see ya

The glimpse through the spyhole reveals close to nothing. The man waiting on the other side doesn’t possess a familiar face; but he looks fancy, prestigious, belonging to your level if anything.

it's jin isn't it?!?! 😭😭

Like the bit where you talk to the man, revealed as your father’s driver. Or how the guy says what he needs to, babbling about more articles, freezing Jungkook’s blood and motions, tensing his muscles.

.......💀💀 m so bad at guessing 😭🤣

And when you come back and promise him that things are alright, your expressions reveal that you’re lying, and that his feeling was right.

So he doesn’t believe your reassurances anymore.

omg rid wtf THIS IS UNFAIR 😭😭 i wanted a happy chapter after the heartbreaking "okay" moment from previous part 😩😩

Because that’s when the string finally breaks.

when i fucking tell u my heart hurt i am not kidding. it's all just so much for them, it's truly sad :((

And you deserve to know. You really do.

MF DO IT THEN!!! FIGHTING FOR MY OC HERE 😤😤😤

Instead, he just observes whatever he can see of your side profile and your back. You’re somewhat far away, but he doesn’t think you’re smiling.

how did you even manage to phrases like these? rid, i mean it when i say this is fucking beautiful. just perfectly represents 'you', uk? hats off to you.

The both of you hold your gazes; he attempts to look unaffected. But the pain is sharp and your fallen expression torture. You’re not hiding anything.

jk, why are u doin this 🥺🥺 i.... am in a loss for words rn bc I'm just digesting all this slowly..

“Like…” Taehyung hesitates. A thumb taps against the steering wheel, eyes fixed on the traffic light. “Like you want to go back to how it was.”

smart boy taehyung. but ridddd again 😭😭😭😭 liks you want to go back to how it was??? yeah that's my heart u hear *shattering*

And even more bewildered when his heart does this strange thing… that filling with the colour green thing.

jelly jk 😏😏 well we all knew that 😛

Remember that she’s not yours anymore.

ok this is my limit. shooting myself now 🔫🔫 jk please, PLEASE try to make her yours again 🥺 i wish i could go back to the time where they painted together 😭😭😭

Does it affect you just as much?

hell yeah bitch! and u know that don't you? 😭😭😭

“Please break. Just once.”

i am breaking right now. badly, even. i think I'll have to watch the cutest jk clips later. this angst has ruined me

Broken, inside and out, he repeats, “Fuck, angel.”

😭😭😭😭😭 SILENCE. NO ONE SPEAK. 😭😭😭😭

You’re not Nara. And you’re not just someone he mingled with, either; not the summer fling you’re naming yourself.

tell her, fuckinf tell her u shit 😭😭😭 i am so angry at him, makes me want to slap some sense into him 😭😭😭

It’s the opposite of how you look at him as you pass him by. No sparkle in your pupils; your face pale; your expression dead. Your movements are automatic.

rid my heart is so heavy rn, I'm going to cry.... this is just, idk. i am sorry for not a long review, but i am just completely blank. maybe I'll send you my thoughts later again.

reading time skip: i loved the conversation between jk and tae so much, rid. i swear 🥺❤️ jk is trying to make things right again and tae is being such a good and understanding friend. seems like bit by bit everything is falling into place? but never know u, so let's see. 😩😩😩 and the exhibition 💌💌 really wish oc comes 🥺😢

Which is why she rethinks her words, yet confesses, “She’s been doing… things. But I know they mean nothing."

oc hoe era is finally here 👁️👁️ when i say i dont like it..i want my jk and oc back 😭😭

He wonders. If you’d come, what would you’ve said? What would you’ve done?

reading this, my thoughts were (don't laugh).... oc sending him a message, saying "i saw the exhibition. it was nice, and i am proud of you." ihkjrdjfj 😭😤 but jk goes 'what :o' bc he didn't see her anywhere..💀💀 but maybe she was there all alinf, secretly watching 🥺

amazing job on this chapter!!! loved it so much rid 😭😭😭❤️❤️ the heartbreak and angst.... 🥺😭😭😭 i hope u aren't tired <33333 tc love 💕😘

colour me in: letters from the heart | jjk

Summary: You’re a maze without an exit – there’s not a single way out of you, no end to the madness you inflict on his fragile heart. You keep going on, and on, and on.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; suggestive, angst, fluff ➳ warnings: heartbreak, coping, flashbacks, full jk pov!, good friends, tae is amazing, confessions, bottled up feelings, tears, fears, past secrets, mood changes, jk kinda a dumbass, pining, yearning, Art ✨, a birthday; kissing/making out, mentions of sex, brief sex, groping, oc is cute and i love her. the ENDING!! ➳ word count: 17k rip ➳ a/n: here gooooes. not sure when the next update is gonna be, since school started, so please indulge in this for now and definitely lemme know what you think! this one was a challenge, so i hope you like it :’) parts beta’d by my wonderful kitten @missgeniality​ <33 ➳ a/n2: the chapter begins with the night of their confession, as narrated in cmi6/silhouettes! the first few scenes are flashbacks, but from his pov. ➳ listen to: angels like you by miley cyrus |full (collaborative) playlist 🤍

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rid i found this whole scrolling through cmi tags and uhhmmm i just realised so many of the drabble ideas are from me being on anon including this one before i exposed myself 😭😭😭😭 BUT ALL THOSE SWEET IDEAS FROM THE READERS, WHEN ARE THEY HAPPENING?? give us a break from the angst 😭😭💔

a drabble where jk and oc go for a picnic and unexpectedly meet some children? imagine how sweet would it be, oc cooing children at their cuteness and all that baby stuff and jk telling her, "damn, you'll be a good mom someday" ?? and they both blush after the realisation 😳😳

i..... UHM? 😳😳

cmi drabble ideas?

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ridd BABEEEE i read it but lost my review 😭😭😭 ANYWAY this was so fucking good!!! loved this so damn much 😩😩 from the start to the end, it was.... angsty 😭 the last bit broke me </3 thank you for this chapter 🥺❤️ manifesting more sooooon :)) ily <333333

colour me in: monochrome | jjk (m)

Summary: The sky and the flowers, and even your heart and your mind, have turned oddly colourless since you left the warmth he used to wrap you in.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: lovesickness, crying, coping, tension, a hospital scene but nothing too major, mention of a small accident, MORE tension, pov changes, a Guest Appearance, a flashback, the Guest Appearance flirts with oc 🤷‍♀️, jk’s attitude is painful… heartache makes him mean, kissing… 🤐, arguments, pining/yearning, explicit sexual content: masturbation…, fingering, groping, mention of unprotected sex, soft sex… the ending x100 ➳ wc: 21.6k ➳ a/n: HI AGAIN. so. cmi7, finally; beta’d and fixed by my kitty @missgeniality​ ily !! <3 you guys… thank you so much for supporting me and loving cmi so far; please never stop and keep talking to me, it means so so much 🥺🤍 and don’t forget to listen to the playlist! ➳ listen to: reflections by the nbhd | full collaborative playlist 🤍

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Jungkook [9:23PM]: are u guys okay You [9:35PM]: Still talking but… it’ll be ok i think Jungkook [9:37PM]: okay.. i’m glad You [9:42PM]: Thank you kook. And i’m sorry

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RIDDD ofnhsueujqw i had to head out somewhere so i thought to continue reading it after I'm free.......but i couldn't stop myself from reading it and skipping the plan 💀💀 it was just a visit to buy grocery but ig candles and flames was more than enough for me to have today 😩

omg and- this fic..... u really challenged urself to write with a new style????? in the starting i was like, yeah this couldn't be rid- but ofuiw that anon, u really made her do this huh 😭💀 its amazing rid ❤️❤️❤️❤️ something new though still feels like u now after reading 🥺💌

His expression is changing, and his body is backtracking. Suddenly, his eyes look crestfallen, not as filled with fury anymore.

JUST WHAT IS THEIR PAST??? I WANT TO KNOW IT RN SO BADDDD 😭😭😭😭

“That I was an outcast. You would compare my dresses to fruits, laugh at them, or point out a minor flaw about me, or make fun of how I never smiled because of how tight my corset sat.”

And right now, your chest is burning, sadness in your eyes as you narrate further, “And I loved those dresses. The young and naive me would… prepare them days before and jump in joy. Just to hide in the back once she saw you.”

awwh no omg :(( hide in the back once she saw you.... you sadist 😫

“We were adults then, and I was ready to forgive you,” you tell him, gulping, “until you told a handful of men who liked me, that I’m the most untrustworthy snake in town. And how my sister,” you laugh; your gaze shifts to the ground, “is much more beautiful and actually worth the trouble.”

omg jk wtf???? this behaviour shall not be accepted here 🙊 most untrustworthy snake in town..... i understand why oc is hurt :(( but she said she regretted what she said before? thinking hard why 😔

Aware how ridiculous it might come out, Jungkook treads carefully, almost back pedalling before he chooses to let out, “Let me court you.”

*sipping wine* let's start with the drama 🤤

“Because I saw you at balls. You would converse and dance with the guests, but once you’d satisfied their needs to gain the attention of the beautiful honourable sisters… you retracted. As though you’d finished a task. They were happy, and you were happy to observe.”

jungkook. u didn't just see her. you observed her quite literally 🥺 he even noticed how she'd be happy even while Just looking at them? boy, that's....

And Jungkook — he just listened. That is, until he finally conjured up an excuse; you still haven’t figured out what strange reason urged him to come up with, “I apologise. The girl led me to these alleys, and I couldn’t find my way back.”

wait, how old was jk here? i mean honestly i cant FULLY blame him because he lost his father and was a child..... but if he was a little older, jungkook...u shouldn't have done that 😔 poor oc 😭😭😭

“Alright,” Taehyung whines, full lips sulking as he steps away, “not like you tell me much anyway.”

who gives u the right to make my bias look so damn cute as a character in every fic of urs???? my heart </3

“I didn’t know you’d want that.”

damn good one jk💀

“I thought you’re stuck all the time.” “Stuck?” “In… someone.”

kfnhsue ridd--- 😭😭😭💀 lmfaooo please

“I know,” he mumbles, “that I called this a courtship. But… All I want is sympathy. You’re my biggest fiend for nothing, you shouldn’t be, and I…” His hand reaches out, but he doesn’t touch you yet. You focus on his fingers. “It wasn’t you who killed him, after all. Life did.”

now he's talking 😌

And you don’t ask; instead, you repeat, “You think I can awaken something good in you?”

omg that is so sweet 😭😭😭 they sound so mature now 🥺

“Hm?” you make, and then nod with twinkles in your irises. “I used to teach some of them once a week. I would come over and read with them.”

hands fucking down. vote this oc as the sweetest rn.

The closeness is alluring, but not as much as his words, “You’re saying all that as if you’re expecting me to fulfil some of that.”

yes. u ARE going to fulfil all of that, not just some. especially the intimacy part 😏

“How about riding? Do you enjoy it?” “Riding, I do. Does not involve horses, though,”

if someone tweets this on Twitter? watch it getting 69k retweets....

You roll your eyes, groaning just a little, “Don’t remind me. They’re like tents for butts.”

tents for butts- rid ily baby 💀😭

“I’ll do anything to get out of here, so do not worry. I have it all planned out,” you hear Jungkook say.

rid listen. if this is the angst in c&f, i take my words of jk and nara sleeping together in cmi back...please.... forgive me for the route i hadst then chosen 😭 but this.... this is unbearable 😭😭 just when i THOUGHT things were going so sweet and nicely.....ofc u had to do this 🙄

Like you’re a toy to beat up. To control and play with, like you don’t possess a bleeding, beating heart.

STOP STOP STOP THIS IS TOO MUCH 😭😭😭😭 god, why did she have to listen all this? for a fact ik it's all a misunderstanding :(((

Such an idiot to trust him.

my chest feels tight, all because of u.

“I… I hope to see you again soon.”

that's it, that was my last straw 😭😭😭

RID AKEUUQUW I THOUGHT THIS WAS THE END UNTIL I SAW YOU'LL BE POSTING THE OTHER PART

omg this was such a ride... truly amazing idek what else to say for this masterpiece 😭❤️❤️❤️

candles & flames | jjk (m)

Summary: He wasn’t supposed to be yours. His foolery wasn’t supposed to target you. This wasn’t supposed to happen.

➳ pairing:Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: enemies to lovers, royal!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: so! they’re both royalty/high in society (gd should’ve called this ‘royals’), fuckboy jk, banter, past side character death mentioned, hints of fake dating but not really, angst!, the ending.., douchebag jk at times, crying, guilt, jk is sus too, bits of jealousy, society sucks, explicit sexual content: carriage shenanigans, sexual tension, fingering, oral (m. & f. receiving), mouth fucking, spit stuff?, manhandling, spanking, dry humping, dirty talk, angry foreplay but things get softer, he comes in her mouth <3, they’re hiding during all that <3 ➳ wc: 24.6k 😐 ➳ a/n: sooo. i love e2l and regency aus, but i haven’t written much/any of those, so they’re not my strongest suit. but hopefully y’all will still enjoy reading it, bc i did enjoy writing it. it’s just the beginning hehe <3 this entirely new genre/trope took some brainpower lmao so i’d love if you dropped by and told me what you think !! 🤍 

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so.... i need this after long lmaoo 💀

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He shifts and hums. Then lifts one shoulder and says, “I mean, who’s perfect anyways? Isn’t it more important that I see you and your flaws and still think of you as my type of person?”

his type of person...yeah we get it jk. u're so in love 🥺🥺

Like a voice snapped at him to stop, fishing him out of the trance that you’re proud to have put him in.

oh my god no pls I'm so fucking done with his mood swings 😭😭 is he on his periods!???

“Baby,” he begins, lifting your fallen chin, “so much happened yesterday. And I’m just… I’m trying to make you feel better, not use your body for pleasure.” He hesitates, perhaps realising that dodging a kiss might not make you happier after all. “It’s not a priority, but… you’re wrong, okay?”

awwww, where can i get a gentleman like HIM??

“She talks to you about me?” he asks, eyes wide and childlike. He looks so cute, infatuated like that. He leans in further, nearly climbing the counter, “What does she say?”

fjwurh he is too cute 🥺❤️❤️

“What happened to me? You,” he simply argues, “God, I don’t fucking wanna see you sad anymore. Hate those damn tears… just wanna be happy with you, want you in my life, like this or… or differently, just… in any way.”

ok so she still doesn't know he loves - loves her?? it's so damn obvious now😩

“Fuck, stop,” you whine, still drowning, too far from the surface. He can’t keep eliminating your thoughts like this, shit. “I… God— fuck me, Jungkook, just. Fuck me right now.”

ugh no omg,,, he was finally about to say something?😭😭 right horniness at the wrong time

“I’m… this is strange, I,” you begin, shaking your head slowly, “I’m sorry, I still don’t understand what you want to say.”

at this point I'm not sure if she's scared and pretending not to know or if she's really a lovestruck idiot huh?

“There’s… just. Look, there’s nothing else or new that you’ve been doing, right? You just—” He fiddles with his hands, scouring his mind for another pathetic defence. “You must understand that this is just my job. It’s what I need to do.”

god, i really do feel bad for the oc and jk (more so jk because he is so new to all these things) but!!! all this must be too overwhelming for her 🥺 i felt the way you wrote her frustration :(

Despite your exhaustion, you’ll agree – because, as he reckons, you enjoy spending time with him as much as he basks in your company.

rid. u can't tell me ur fav word isn't reckon at any point now. FIGHT ME

“I…” He gulps. Catches himself fast, though. “I’m not hiding anything, angel. I just.” He hesitates, chuckling a little… grasping for words. “You’re seeing it all, and you know it. There are no secrets.”

yeah, i bet she does know 😩😩😩😩

Over a year ago, he would’ve flirted back.

TELL THIS TO OC THIS THIS TO OC TELL THIS TO OC TELL THIS TO OC TELL.THIS.TO.OC HKFISUIE

“They just. They say they don’t think this is a fake relationship anymore? They think that… I—”

they? dude everyone on this blog is sure u both aren't in a fake relationship anymore 😒😒

“Because… I need this pretend game to fall away.” You let out a tiny sound, but you don’t think he hears, continuing, “To turn this into something real. Actually this time.”

OH MY GOD ITS FINALLY HAPPENING I JUST WIDENED MY EYES RID OMG

“Angel, the truth is,” he interjects, “I’m so sick of pretending. I can’t wake up next to you anymore and act like I’m not,” he sighs, shaking his head, “head over heels for you.”

yes!!! go on, jeon we are rooting for u <33333

“I don’t know how to do these things,” you tell him, “but… I do love waking up next to you, too, you know? And I love looking at you, and I just… look,” you pause, your face heated. He can’t stop giggling, and to your misery, the action is contagious. “I don’t know what you wanted to hear, but I hope that’s okay, because I just…”

omg this is all so sweet, I'll cry 😭😭🥺❤️

“The journalists printed a number of harsh stuff this time,” Daehyung clarifies, “you lost your temper, spoke ill about your mother.” He hisses your name, almost scolding, “Several news outlets have been writing about your tainted relationship with your parents.”

wtf? what if she did? it's her private life!!! and they don't even know the back story...wow, this shit amazes me 🙄🙄😤

the ending omgg ridddddd i fucking haye u 😭😭😭😭😭😭 why would u do this 😭😭😭😭 just when i got excited about them getting together???????? ughhhh u're the worst 😫😫😫😫 istg if they don't sort it out......... ima go kms 🤤🤤 thanks for this chapter, loved it as usual ❤️❤️ ilysm, waiting for the next update! take care 😘

colour me in: silhouettes | jjk (m)

Summary: Spending your days between the comfort of Jungkook’s walls should feel new, even strange to you – but in truth, you’ve never felt this much at home.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating:18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: some more artistic moments!, a guest appearance, a party!, bits of jealousy, bathroom shenanigans, angsty dialogues, he brings her flowers </3, dancing!, someone flirts with mr jeon, tae and eun.. taeun <3, bit of playful banter 🥺, paparazzi being a pain in the 🍑, an outing !!!!!!!!!!!!, a very painful convo and tears, the freaking angst, co– [gunshot], explicit sexual content: drunk bathroom fumbling, dry humping, so in l*ve ew, soft sweet sex, simping, kis– [gunshot], oral (f. receiving), big dick jk, dom jk, teasing, mid-sex convos; the ending �� ➳ wc: 23.7k 😐 ➳ a/n: here goes my first baby of 2023 !! as always, beta’d by the loveliest @missgeniality​ <3 this chapter was a tough one, but i hope you guys like it. please do let me know what y’all think; your words, feedback and support motivate me a lot 🥺 thank you for all the support so far <3

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Jungkook explains, “And this,” he brings a hand to your cheek, squeezes your flesh between your fingers until you protest, “is my girlfriend.”

For a few moments, the screws in your head fall loose, a mechanic buzzing indicating a technical error. You realise that since your parents, you’ve never really introduced each other with the grand B-or-G-word until now.

lmaooo b-or-g word hahahah, also!!! you're telling me NAMJOON is his boss- rid 😭😭😭 pls, the best bro-ship ever; namkook always slays 😫😫

“Keep praising this man,” you tease, looking back to your boyfriend and shuffling his hair (to which he clicks his tongue), “he kinda likes it. Won’t shut up about it.”

omg if this isnt the sweetest repay istg ughhhh. i can totallyyyy imagine jungkook talking about joon the whole time 😂

And the fact that Namjoon noticed within a minute of observing the two of you… says quite a lot.

namjoon the explorer observer.

He breathes against your face; sighs, his quiet voice telling you, “Not yet.”

rid seriously wtf, my patient-o-meter is slowily exploding 🤨🤨 hurrryyyyyy with the reason I WANNA KNOWWW

That you’re in love with him?

oh god, dying to see kooks reaction if oc really said that. damn.

Insanity clouding his mind, he smiles against your cheek, whispering, “Just. You drive me crazy… my gorgeous girl.”

SHYT UP UOU 2 ARE DRIVING ME CRAZYYYY 😭😭😭🤯 JUST CONFESS ALREADG FFS

When you wake up the next morning, his blanket is on the floor and your backs turned towards each other.

why do i think jk is acting cold tho...

“But,” you still argue, gulping, “there’s still something you’re not telling me. When you showed me the tattoo, you still didn’t look entirely happy. And you didn’t last night.” You wait, discouraged when his expressions fall. “Right now… you don’t either.”

DONT BREAK MY HEART IM FUCKING SERIOUS OKAY????!!#?#!#

Through all the hesitation, he smiles, biting his lip before he drops the bomb, “It’s about your mom.”

?????

“He said— he said he was looking for information… or anything against me. Not for the newspaper, but for your mother. Just anything. He took pictures of Ria,” Jungkook scoffs, shaking his head. The smirk on his face is ingenuine, heartbreaking. “My goddamn cousin…”

omfg, at this point my hatred for mom is just unbelievable. just how much of a bad mother does she want to be? oc is her freaking daughter, she should feel ashamed of doing so 😞 and god, i was so scared of nara entering the scene...

The wrinkles on her forehead deepen, thoughts of lawsuits undoubtedly circling her mind. It pains you that this is probably still a bigger worry to her than your breaking heart.

yeah, it hurts me too. ugh, why tf is she so selfish

Pause. Then, “Are you seriously going to file a lawsuit? Against your own mother, are you insane?”

im scared rid PICK ME UP PLS

“I…” Jungkook hesitates. And then, he doesn’t deny your statement, but answers, “I endure it for you.”

STOPPPP THATS SO BOYFRIEND OF HIM 😭😭😭 MAYBE MORE THAN BF

this chapter was such a rollercoaster- i swear. it was just truly amazing. i appreciate your writing skills sm, and i'm just blown away at this point... i could feel and imagine whatever you wrote, yk? u're an awesome writer and idek what else to say cause im so amazed 🙌 ily so much rid <333333 ❤️❤️

colour me in: the canvas | jjk (m)

Summary: Jungkook comes back to you with a suitcase full of secrets and hurdles – and once he opens it, you’re left tongue-tied and bewildered.

➳ pairing:Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: artist jk actually this time!, old secrets revealed and new ones made smh, deep talks, paparazzi mention, oc’s mother is just not cool, another member cameo!, crying and fighting, domesticity <3, angst ahead 😵‍💫; explicit sexual content: consent, mentions of bdsm, body painting 😭, dirty talk, bit of edging, oral (f. & m. receiving), throat fucking, fingering and handjob, body paint on his lips…, dry humping, unprotected sex, breast play, some biting, such disgusting fluff it made me sick, again… such deep jk moans, showering/washing up together…., multiple orgasms, aftercare, the moment after <3 ➳ wc: 22.8k ➳ a/n: ahhh okay, so – i hope you guys like this chapter after all the fun theorising and suspense (and after all those months!), and that it lives up to your expectations !! it was so fun to write, though. always thankful for beta’ing @missgeniality​​, you’re the bestest 🤍 as always, don’t forget to drop by in my inbox and let me know what you think; it means a lot !! ➳ listen to:with love by christina grimmie |full playlist 🤍

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i don't see nara... where is she 🤨🤨🧐🧐🧐🧐 anyway, thanks for this. and i was so damn sure from the beginning about yoonmin 😚😚 love you love you <333

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Jungkook’s door only opens for you when there’s a barter: a trade of lust and haze. But today you knock for something more, as intriguing as it is frightening – and you hope it doesn’t close his door forever.

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i hate u, i love u ; kth

"please… say something." taehyung looks at you with hopeful eyes, which you can only look away from. he just fucking confessed to you.

"i- i'm sorry taehyung. it's just—"

"stop! stop with your excuses, you think i don't know how you feel?"

you gulp. it's so, so obvious that the two of you have feelings for each other.

so, what is it that you have in mind that's stopping you from being the love of his life? taehyung thinks.

and when he grabs your shoulders, asking you to take whatever doubts you have about the both of you off, you look up at him with slightly teary eyes.

"yes, yes i like you too! but, you need to understand that we can never be anything more than… whatever we are now."

removing his hands from your shoulder, he runs a hand through his hair to calm himself down.

you're surprised when you feel a (large) soft hand running over yours.

"y/n, you don't need to worry about what others think, okay? why can't we just be in a relationship and see how it works out? maybe it isn't that bad!"

"do you realise what you are saying right now?! taehyung-" you take a moment and rub your eyes to get rid of the tears that are spilling down your face.

"you are getting married. your parents have already set you up for an arranged marriage! how could you say you like me?"

"do you want me to get married?" he asks, not even looking at you now.

"what?"

"i thought about ways to get rid of this marriage, and finally be with you. but, are you even willing to fight against everyone… for us?"

clenching your hands together, you shut your eyes tightly. you need to do this now.

"no, i don't want to fight for us. i want you to get together with someone who's better than me. you'll have a much better life."

he looks at you completely shocked.

how could you say something like that?

better than you? but you're the best partner anyone could ever have.

"stop fucking thinking about it that way! you mean the world to me!"

"taehyung, please, let's forget about this? forget we ever even talked about this whole thing."

he suddenly scoffs. and you know, he's crying too, just like you are.

"fine, since you want this. i should get married, right? will you be happy then?"

he receives his answer when you nod at him.

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i kept adding my views while i read, okay??

He’d tell you how his foot grazed a sharp rock underwater; how the salt of the ocean burned on the wound; how nature betrayed him when he was just trying to swim to the edge of the world.

naurrrr this is too cutee 😭😭😭 i can totally imagine him being like this 🥺🥺

And then, a summer tumbled in when he became a snarky teenager, rolling his eyes at you, flicking your forehead before pulling you into a suffocatingly tight bear hug. Jungkook liked to hold you, and he held you closest before you lost his affection that year.

the tight bear hug IM SOFT PLS

Fondness. Nostalgia. Memories.

no, cause that's literally how i feel right now! fondness for you <3333 rid, just so u know, i can really feel everything you wrote here 🥺 it's just written so beautifully... like idek how to put it in words 😩😩

Your shoulders fell and your body dissolved into dust… you hadn’t known kissing could consist of such a gorgeous feeling.

adkdkdjhwh THEIR FIRST KISS THIS IS SO SWEET AND FLUFFY 😭😭😭😭

And Jungkook… he should stop now. You should walk away.

the pining 😶😤😤😤

Suddenly, you see the face of another man again. Younger, rounder, directly next to Jungkook. Uttering the same thing, but almost a decade ago.

oh my goddddd!!!! you went from fluffy giddy feelings to writing THIS (and the next paras)?!?!!

“Really? I dunno, I just…” You swallow the thick mass in your throat, watch the regret fan out in his eyes. “I just wish you’d seen me as your best friend the way I did. If you had, you might not feel like a damn stranger to me now.”

pls this hurt... both of them grew apart slowly and its just truly heartbreaking 🥺🥺 oc went so much through too 😩

“You weren’t the only one whose heart broke.”

shit...i think i just dropped a tear haha

“Oh, you’re,” his hand wanders under your dress, his nails trailing along your ass, “you’re coming with me.”

hot.

His entire face lights up. Like a light bulb. Like a star.

ily for referring to him as a star

Three little stars… like a sparkle. Much like the emoji you love to use; a pendant on a golden chain that sways like a pendulum when you lift it to your face.

omfg 😭😭😭😭

You’ll never have to swim to the horizon to keep the stars close.

FUCKING BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN 💓💗💗💗💗💖💖💖 i loved this so much 🥺 and just everything you wrote made sm sense!!!! at this point I'm not even surprised that u write such emo things which make people cry... meany rid 🙄😤 ily anyways 😚

stars behind waves | jjk (m)

Summary: With a decade’s distance between Jungkook and you, your paths cross on the same island you deemed your second home years ago. And you realise once again – the ocean can never compare to the twinkle in his starry eyes.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: estranged best friends to lovers, vacation/beach!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: so so much yearning and pining, gentle fuckboy jk cos i’ve no control over myself, a bit of jealousy, the first kiss, arguments/fighting, unresolved issues, heartbreak, angry confessions; explicit sexual content: making out, asking for permission, dom & big dick jk, handjob in the shower, oral (m. & f. receiving), some clit slapping, some biting, squirting, jk loves her tits… and her ass even more, fingering, protected sex, soft and rough sex, body worship !!, jk is SUCHHH a goner, he comes on her ass, aftercare, praises; so many emotions; lmk if i forgot smth! ➳ wc: 22.7k ➳ a/n: here we gooo !! @missgeniality​​ & @voiceswithoutlips​​ my angel betas, as usual, i’d be lost without you 😔  i’m really happy with how this one came out, so i hope you guys enjoy it as much as i did writing it !! as always, don’t forget to drop a message in my inbox – it makes my day <33

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There is a long lost beach somewhere at the end of the world.

It belongs to a blooming, floating island, pleasant and hot. Wildlife chirps hidden behind trees, calm and welcoming. There are waterfalls that must be somewhere in the middle of the island – you’re not quite certain anymore, since your memory of the place has weakened over time.

You do remember the sun that descended there, though – you always used to say it wasn’t the same as the one you admired at home, watching from your garden.

Jungkook would always reprimand you, tut at you, throw tiny little shells at your bare thighs until you, furied and irritated, abandoned him at the beach. He would stay there until the moon rose from the east, and you would watch him from afar.

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worth it

✧ prompt: ❛would you say that it was worth it?❜

✧ pairing: jungkook x reader

✧ genre: angst

✧ word count: 468

✧ note: this is really awful, i'm sorry.

"would you say that it was worth it?"

"no, not really."

your eyes sting with tears even more than before upon hearing your boyfriend's response.

"but— what about… everything we did together? the promises we made?" you ask once more, hoping that he understands how much still, you want your relationship to be strong, and not just end after eight months.

he scoffs at the sight of you. messy hair from clutching on them a little too hard, eyes teary and definitely full of surprise because of the statement he made a few moments ago.

"have you seen yourself, really? don't you think i would rather not be with you anymore?"

"what the fuck even happened!? you were— we were, talking about our future just yesterday!"

jungkook nearly flinches at your raised voice. but even if your words affect him, just a bit, he doesn't show it.

poking his tongue inside his cheek, he takes a deep breath, "i… met someone. hyunji, to be precise."

hyunji, his ex. the pretty, "it" girl of all. he had told you he was over her (when you had asked him if he's sure about another relationship).

you should have known though, he was still in love with her.

were you never enough for him?

your words accidently come out loud, and jungkook shakes his head while looking down.

"no, that's never been the case. i swear, y/n. in fact, you are too good… "

"then why are you breaking up with me? going back to the person who broke your heart, when you came crying to me?"

he closes his eyes at the memory, recalling how a heated argument had left him and his ex fighting, and finally breaking up. he remembers coming straight to your house while crying, too.

and even if he wants to thank you for that again, at the very moment, or at least let out some words of comfort for you, the words that slip out of his tongues leave you, and him silent for a while.

"just so you know, we were both at fault. it wasn't just her, so stop making her the bad bitch here when you were clearly the one who wanted to hook up with me after knowing the whole thing!"

"get out."

hearing you, he just sighs before picking up his jacket and putting on his cap.

"i will, yes. and i'm sorry.", he says.

a not-so humourous laugh leaves your mouth.

"you don't mean it."

he gulps and opens the door to leave your house, looking back at you for the last time.

but you aren't looking his way. because if you do, you are sure you'll break down, once again.

it will be alright, you think.

and after two years, when you meet taehyung, it really gets okay.

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akdjkdkdjd riddd this was so goooood!!!! literally, it was written so, so beautifully 🥺 do not be unsure about this!! the way you wrote in the timeline of 19th century, even the smut...i doubt there are words to describe it 😔✋🏻 and hold up, the twist, rid... are u ok? how could you do that?! cha yujin 😤😶 ngl, i was confused at first so i had to give it a read again lol- but anyway, i enjoyed this a lot ^^ again, it was so beautifully laid out 🤧 I'll share the dialogues that I loved the most :)))

this!!!!!!! omfg akdjfjdh how do you write so well *screaming* i liked these wordings of yours the most <3333

“Because,” Taehyung began, his deep voice falling deeper, your name rolling off his tongue before he said, “poetry is gorgeous. And you’re gorgeous. Inside and out.”

He always said that indulging in dreams didn’t mean a thing if your body didn’t move an inch off the bed. Taehyung pulled his dreams from his memory and gathered them in his palm; then, he blew them into the air like glitter and followed their traces.

“But this is a big thing. He would keep up with such information.” You’re desperate and hurting – it’s no secret. But your voice, strained, could tell a stranger that your heart is cracked, unable to heal. “I sometimes feel like I made him up.”

"like I made him up." NOOOOOO 😭😭😭

“Like he never touched me. Never spoke to me or loved me. Or like he never left me with the last crucial piece of him,” you continue, your chest and head heavy, “and I hate feeling insane.”

i could really feel what they were going through, and that's such a hats off from my side to you :((( your work is always so incredible, I'm not even kidding 😩 thank you for sharing this with us!! ily ily ily ily and i love your writing 💗💗💗💗💗

silk & stones | kth (m)

Summary: “Taehyung was a writer… he was a writer indeed.”

Kim Taehyung knows his way around words – they cast a spell on your heart and mind, leave you gasping dangerously fast. Until the mystery behind his persona unveils and his touch, along with his words, becomes a vivid memory.

➳ pairing: Taehyung x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: strangers to lovers, writer!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: writer + violinist tae 🥺 who’s a gentleman in the 19th century, brief mention of injuries/a mental institution, misunderstandings, heartbreak, secrets, grief, much poetry (and my attempt at writing a poem, pls spot), much disgoosting fluff, flirting and lots of sexual tension; explicit sexual content: 2 sex(y) scenes, fingering on a boat, choking, teasing, begging, praising, soft dom!tae, big dick!tae, tiddie fondling/sucking, some manhandling, dirty talk, they’re just so cute :((, oral (f. and m. receiving), some masturbation, oc is into neck kisses, some biting, fingering, hair pulling, asking for permission :(, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (it’s the 19th century…), aftercare; there’s quite some angst ok; lmk if i forgot smth !! ➳ word count: 27k (💀) ➳ a/n: damn, this one was a lottt and i’m even somewhat proud i managed to post it cos i was dreading doing so LMAO. but my baby @hobisuniverse​ didn’t just beta it, but encouraged me so so much, too. i love you to the moon and back, my love 🥺 hope y’all enjoy !! as always, feel free to pop into my inbox and talk to me, it means the world to me <33

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You thought there was insanity behind the idea of fate until you met Kim Taehyung.

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