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I can't stop crying.

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I am not done grieving. And I won’t be for quite a while. If anybody out there needs somebody to talk to, to remember Reita or just to babble and make new connections — my DMs are always open. Let’s help each other through this rough time. 🤍

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I came back to this account to grief. And to pay my respects to a man, that guided me through growing up. It’s been 18 years, with hundreds of ups and downs. But not once, not one single time in all those years, was there an instance where he, or the other four bandmen, had disappointed me or made me feel left alone. They grew into rolemodels, and I had always looked up to those five men as big brothers. I remember being 15, and spending all my days and sleepless nights with obsessing over them, watching every youtube video in the most horrible and dated quality in existence. Growing up isn’t easy, for nobody on this planet, but I am glad I can say that I had ten hands that helped me through it. I don’t know how to process these sad news and my heart aches for his family and friends. I never thought I’d have to say those words so soon and it breaks me to do it, but rest easy, Reita-san. Rest, my big bro. Until one day.

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I think the best way to describe the grief is that whenever something happened (in 15 years of me knowing gazette) I looked for comfort in him. What would Reita say or think? Because that's just how Reita always acted towards us right... that big bro. Sweet and caring and teasing. So my first instinct upon the news was mentally going to Reita "hey you won't believe but—

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明日あなたの気持ちが離れても きっと変わらず愛している

明日あなたに僕が見えなくても きっと変わらず愛している。

the GazettE - cassis

I’m so sorry that you had to leave us so early, I’m incredibly shocked. Rest in peace angel.

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