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Happy Valentines Day 💕 (at Wildcrafters) https://www.instagram.com/p/Co3hlxpu6rI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I got to start my morning with cuddles from @justr0b1980 and then immediately getting my hands dirty on these beautiful custom made Westco boots. Gosh. I'm such a lucky dirty bean this weekend and I love it. Although, it's not lack of trying to stay clean. Haha. Ask Rob how many showers I've taken since being here. Haha. (at Myrtle Beach, South Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cltg01SuKcr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Service is where my heart is the most fulfilled. If that means sitting and blacking for someone or if it means sacrificing my body for their sadistic pleasure. This is where my heart is fulfilled. #bootblack #1763 #highprotocol #leather #service https://www.instagram.com/p/CjGJ0Yxu9ntegRQYcuRyBi7t7-1fEs6mjiuxto0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Beach Trip 💙 (at Jacksonville Beach, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcvLkRauqAP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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@bloodyconfection and I got to spend lots of time together 2 weekends ago for his borkday. Went to a plant sale, got twin sundews together (the start of my carnivorous plants) and became parents together. He, in gæ fashion got us matching gender neutral hats. Isn't he literally the sweetest boy ever!! Thank you for my only ball cap. I never wanna take it off. #sundewplant #plantpatents #gay #queer #plants #plantsale (at Orlando, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbYeHm5uGPo/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I put my bog together. I am so happy with how it looks. #bog #carnivorousplants #pitcherplant #sundewplant #venusflytrap #plantparent (at Jacksonville, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbWRtG4uhH_/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Loving these boots and how stompy they make me feel. https://www.instagram.com/p/CbDultLuRnU/?utm_medium=tumblr

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This weekend was perfect. It was everything I needed and everything feels very clear. This weekend I put on my first pair of boots. I want to thank the many many people that I have badgered with questions and conversations about leather. I've vaguely followed this path for years often times grappling with my feelings about expectations of people who identify as leather. I've come to the place where I think I've found my path and I've found people who already walk it and have been walking and supporting me through finding it. Thank you Leana and Austin for getting me this pair and for all the support. I've found a path and I'm grateful to those who walk it with me and help keep me accountable to it. (at Orlando, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbCdy7iu-Sj/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Happy Valentines Day. This year I'll be spending my Valentines Day missing my creature more than ever. Love is more than romance and gifts. Love is intimacy and connection. Creature, you know the most intimate parts of me. You share with me your intimate thoughts and feelings with me. Today of all days, I miss you. I miss this. I miss us. I can't wait to hold you in my hands again. I love you @c.corvuscorax https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ901RKuENv/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Blessed Solstice. Tonight I honor the longest night. Spent alot of time outside under the moon tonight. Goodnight all. #wintersolstice #longestnight #altarspace #witchesofinstagram #witch #altar (at Jacksonville, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXxi1VpgToq/?utm_medium=tumblr

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"There's a piece of you that's here with me. Its everywhere I go, it's everything I see. When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by. I can make believe that you're here tonight...." -Yellowcard Spending the few days that I spent with my Partner and my Meta were eye opening. 1) it really put into perspective how my partner lives and cares for the people in his life. 2) It helped me to see that I may not have been bad at Poly in the past but I'm still not perfect at it and I am forever growing and getting better at it. 3) Misunderstandings happen. People have feelings. It's the feelings inside of these people that made me care for them the way I do. So having space and patience with everyone involved is ALWAYS helpful when things seem tough. Thank you Daddy for being an amazing partner. For holding me close and making me feel like the world stopped with just us 3 in it. Thank you for bringing me safety and comfort and being the first partner that I feel has really accepted me for who I am while still holding your own boundaries. I've never felt so in awe of someone even when it gets messy at times. And a huge special thank you to my Mua. I can't tell you what it means to me to have had this time with our Daddy. Thank you for giving me space to connect with him and being authentic and wonderful and supportive. You are such a genuine wonderful soul and I cant wait to spend more time with you (hopefully some time in Florida, haha.) I'm dropping like a mother fucker but I wouldn't take it back at all. I loved every moment and all of this is worth all of you. 💞 #polylife #polyamory #polyamorous #openrelationships #practicingpolyamory #partner #metamour #boyfriend #ddlg https://www.instagram.com/lani.rope/p/CXmSScIO44B/?utm_medium=tumblr

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So when I got this little baby at @cityoasisorlando with @aknottykitty2 and @c.corvuscorax it had the 5 big leaves and the one droopy one on the left. All the rest of that growth has happened since I brought it home and the 3 tiny green droplets have all sprouted in the last 4 days. In the winter season. This plant baby is doing so good and I couldn't be more happy with it. I'm sitting here just gasping heavily cheering it on and being so proud of all its growth. #plantparent #plant #houseplant #plants #watermelonpeperomia #proudplantparent #plantsofinstagram #plantsofinstagram🌱 #plantsmakepeoplehappy (at Jacksonville, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWomTDUpZ2t/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Frolicon was an incredible experience. I learned so many things. I made so many amazing friends and one of them was with beautiful little human. I got some special one on one time to tie during a little impromptu rope jam and it was amazing. She is so strong and I had a blast being able to put rope on her body. I can't wait to one day get the chance to again. Bottom: @boundbuns #froliween2021 #frolicon #rope #agura #jute #ropejam (at Frolicon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWmPsPXABSf/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I use to be a big snuggle bug. I think my personal trauma has effected that alot. I don't snuggle people easily anymore. I sleep alone now, I use to drive a stick so it's not a habit to hold hands, and unless we are sleeping together I am scared to be too needy. But this? This is good for me. I like the finger hook thing. No idea why. It's simple and comforting and easy. I love my friends who let me do this with them and don't question it. #snuggling #holdinghands #platonicfriendships #fingerhooks #cuddles https://www.instagram.com/p/CWDhSv-rFss/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I've been having dreams Splashin' in a summer stream Trip and I fall in I wanted it to happen My body turns to ice Crushin' weight of paradise Solid block of gold Lying in the cold I feel right at home Wait if I'm on fire How am I so deep in love? When I dream of dying I never feel so loved Model: @mad_die4723 Photographer: @theartofimagery Rigger: @lani.rope Rope: @kinbakustudio (Blue Jute) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT-M4S5LaU6/?utm_medium=tumblr

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So!! I got too large of a size on the panties. I should have gotten the xl but it's okay. I was torn on which size to get but these will be okay until I can get my actual size. Thankfully they are just super stretchy so that's why I feel like I should have gotten the xl. Over all though? Soft. Wonderful and a cute cut. So today I will be spending the rest of the day in this and maybe I will finally get my clothes unpacked from my trip.... Marianas Trench Crop Top and matching Panties by @littleslaboratory Discount Code "RopeKeiki" for 10% off (at Jacksonville, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT7xhNpJGIi/?utm_medium=tumblr

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1 year and 5 months later. We were reunited. We met right before covid and haven't seen eachother since but we stayed in touch and we helped eachother grow in ways that I don't think either of us intended to. What I can say is I'm grateful. Thank you Daddy for taking time to learn my Indigenous language and culture. Thank you for supporting me in my relationship decisions outside of us. Thank you for supporting me during the toughest break up I've been in. Thank you for talking me down when I'm distraught. Thank you for helping me create healthy boundaries around my emotional bandwidth. Thank you for leaning on me when you needed help. Thank you for showing up for us. Thank you for being just as vulnerable with me as I am with you. Thank you for hearing me to understand, not to win the conversation. I've never had a relationship where someone has shown up for me like this. Only my really close friendships have done this and I'm so eternally grateful to have someone like you as my partner. I love you Daddy. Thank you. (at Savannah, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT5mveSg2l-/?utm_medium=tumblr