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๐“๐Ž๐—๐ˆ๐‚ || ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ!๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐จ ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ (๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž.)
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - its currently the year 2025. after coffee prince you went along with your career but gong yoo was always in ur mind.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - ๐ญ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐œ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ, ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ž๐ฎ๐ง๐๐จ๐ฌ.
๐š/๐ง - last chapter, hurrah!
๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ž | ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ | ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž | ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ
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itโ€™s currently 19 years later and youโ€™re reunited with gong yoo and yoon eun hye in a little apartment for a mini coffee prince reunion.
the three of you were in a little reunion party of sorts. you still couldnโ€™t believe how much had changed.. all those years went by so fast.
and it surprised you that the three of you were still as close as u were back then. u guys knew everything about each other almost as if no time had passed at all.
you and gong yoo reconciled years ago after the break up and agreed on just staying friends.
you were all sat on the couch, drinks in ur hands as you were laughing over a memory from the shooting days.
"remember that one time we had to film that kiss scene for like 5 hours straight because you wouldn't stop laughing?" gong yoo said to you as he chuckled into his drink.
โ€œhey! it was funny.โ€ you respond, giggling.
"yes but you ended up getting cramps.. and we had to keep doing those stupid kiss scenes. my back hurt from leaning forward and you were cracking jokes the whole time-" he said, recalling the time, to which you burst into laughter.
"i bet your backs hurt but what about my lips?" you said as you lightly smacked his shoulder.
eun hye looked between the both of you before joining into the conversation.
"i remember that filming. you were both flirting like crazy. i swear i thought you both actually got back together." she said with a smirk.
you rolled ur eyes at her comment.
โ€œwell i was just joking. it was just a kissing scene.โ€ you said nonchalantly, trying to change the subject.
gong yoo looked at you with a look that said โ€œreally?โ€
gong yoo shook his head and looked at eun hye.โ€œyeah, she was just joking.โ€ he said with a flat tone, but his eyes remained on you.
eun hye was smirking at you both as she silently observed the two of you. it was obvious she didnโ€™t believe your โ€œweโ€™re just friendsโ€ act.
gong yoo took a large sip from his drink before saying โ€œiโ€™m going to grab another drink. yโ€™all want anything?" he asked as he stood up.
you shook your head while eun hye also declined and watched him walk to the kitchen. as soon as he was out of earshot, eun hye turned to you with that annoying smirk.
โ€œok, spill. whatโ€™s really going on between you both?โ€ she asked you, now leaning in close to you.
โ€œnothing is going on. weโ€™re just friendsโ€ you said, trying to sound convincing.
she did not look convinced one bit however.
she rolled her eyes, not buying your excuse. โ€œyeah right. iโ€™m not stupid. you two have always been way too flirty with each other.โ€ she said, shaking her head. โ€œplus you both dated for 6 years.โ€
you shrug and roll ur eyes. โ€œthat was 19 years ago.โ€
โ€œstill. i know something is up between you two.โ€ she insisted.
you sighed, knowing you werenโ€™t going to win against her. โ€ok fine. but you canโ€™t tell him.โ€ you said, giving in to her.
she squealed softly in victory and got even closer, eager to listen to what you were going to say.
โ€œwe just..โ€ you trailed off. you didnโ€™t know how it happened yourself. one thing had just led to another.
eun hye gasped and lightly smacked your arm. โ€œyou slept with him.โ€ it wasnโ€™t a question, she more so said it like it was a fact.
You immediately shushed her. โ€œnot so loud-โ€œ you said, eyes darting to the kitchen, where gong yoo was currently at.
thankfully, he was still in the kitchen and wasnโ€™t in earshot. eun hye looked at you expectantly, silently asking for you to continue
โ€œ..yes.โ€ you murmured, looking down.
eun hye grinned widely, knowing she was right. but she still wanted to know everything. โ€so it just kinda happened? no feelings involved?โ€
you nodded, not looking at her. โ€œyeahโ€ฆ i mean obviously we care for each other but.. it was just an impulse thing. at first..โ€
โ€œat first? at first..?โ€ she echoed, waiting for you to carry on. you sighed, knowing there was no coming back from this now.
โ€œโ€ฆit happened more than once.โ€ you muttered, still refusing to look at her in the eyes.
she gasped once again and lightly punched your arm. โ€œyouโ€™ve been sleeping with ur ex and didnโ€™t think to tell me?!โ€ she whisper-yelled.
you sigh. โ€œwe stopped a couple of months ago.โ€
โ€œyou guys just.. stopped?โ€ Eun hye repeated, looking surprised at that information.
โ€œwell yeah.. we thought maybe it was getting way too complicated so we just stoppedโ€ you said, still refusing to look at her, your gaze on the empty glass in your hand.
she nodded slowly, trying to process this whole new information. โ€œand did you both like- just pretend like nothing ever happened?โ€ she asked eventually, her curiosity getting the best of her.
โ€œpretty much, yeah.โ€ you said, finally looking at her. โ€œwe didnโ€™t talk about it at all and pretty much just pretended like it never happened, and.. our friendship kinda became normal again.โ€
she stared at you in disbelief for a moment before replying. โ€œwow, ok.. thatโ€™s just- wow.โ€ she said, shaken by the fact that you and gong yoo had been doing that for awhile and both pretended like nothing happened.
but then, a thought seemed to have occurred to her. โ€œ..wait so none of you ever developed feelings again?โ€ she asked, now sounding confused.
โ€œno. we were just.. horny and kinda lonely.โ€ you said, still refusing to look at her.
she shook her head and didnโ€™t say anything for a moment, her eyes darting between you and the kitchen door, where gong yoo had disappeared to.
eventually, she spoke up again.
โ€œso if neither of you developed feelings.. then why did you stop?โ€ she inquired, still trying to wrap her head around the situation.
โ€œwe just thought it would be easier to go back to normal friends. we didnโ€™t want our friendship to get too complicated.โ€ you said, trying to justify both urs and gong yooโ€™s actions.
โ€œhmm.โ€ she pondered on what you said for a moment, then asked. โ€œso if he asked to do it again, would you say no?โ€
you faltered for a moment, caught off guard by her question. โ€œwell.. maybe.. i donโ€™t know-โ€œ
before u could finish your sentence, the sound of the kitchen door swinging open and gong yoo himself walking out interrupted your answer.
eun hye quickly shut up and gave gong yoo a forced smile, her attempt to act casual.
gong yoo didnโ€™t seem to notice the tension in the room as he sauntered in with a new drink in hand, oblivious to the conversation topic.
โ€œwhat were you guys talking about in my absence?โ€ he asked, taking a seat next to you and setting his drink down on the coffee table.
โ€œnothing really.โ€ you said, trying to sound casual and avoiding the look you knew eun hye was giving you. gong yoo raised an eyebrow at your answer but didnโ€™t say anything, sipping on his drink instead.
โ€œyeah, just talking about old times.โ€ eun hye added, trying to cover up her previous question.
gong yoo nodded, seeming to buy the excuses and not suspecting a thing.
the conversation picked up again, the three of you resuming chatting, but both you and eun hye kept stealing glances at each other, both knowing what had been said, and the fact that gong yoo was completely oblivious.
as the night carried on, the three of you kept talking and laughing, the conversation flowing naturally as if no time had passed. but despite the laughter and the jokes, the tension in the room was evident. you couldnโ€™t help but steal glances at gong yoo, remembering the past you both shared.
and as the night went on, you could practically feel eun hyeโ€™s gaze on you, still curious about the conversation the two of you had just had.
but somehow, no one said anything about it, the conversation flowing as usual, all while keeping the fact that you and gong yoo used to sleep together and no one noticed 10 years ago, a hidden secret.
as it got quite late, eun hye started to yawn and decided to call it a night. โ€œugh.. itโ€™s late. iโ€™m gonna head to bed..โ€ she said, standing up and stretching.
you nodded and said goodnight to her, while gong yoo also bid her a goodnight. she smiled at both of you, still hiding the fact that she knew your guysโ€™ little secret and walked out.
after eun hye left, you and gong yoo were left alone in the room. the air felt somewhat awkward now, as if the room was charged with the tension that had been building up between the two of you.
gong yoo fidgeted with the now empty glass in his hands, before saying. โ€œwanna drink some more?โ€ he asked, not looking at you.
โ€œdont think i should.โ€ you responded, not looking at him either.
โ€œprobably not.โ€ he said, finally looking up at you.
the tension in the air was almost palpable, both of you knowing that there was something hanging in between you that needed to be talked about.
he ran a hand through his hair, breaking the eye contact and looking down at his hand. he then looked back at you, his gaze intense as he seemed to be considering what to say.
โ€œcan we talk?โ€ he asked suddenly, his voice quiet but clear. โ€œabout it.โ€
โ€œwhy?โ€ you ask, wanting to avoid the topic.
โ€œbecause we need to.โ€ he said, his tone resolute. โ€œitโ€™s been months and its about time we talk about it.โ€
you nodded slowly, knowing that he was right. you had both tried to pretend like it didnโ€™t happen for so long, but maybe it was time to finally address the past and any lingering feelings.
he put down the glass and turned to face you fully, his expression serious. โ€œfirst, i want to ask you something.. and i want you to be honest.โ€ he said, his gaze not leaving you.
โ€œok.โ€ you said, your heart rate picking up. you were almost scared to know what he was gonna ask.
he took a deep breath and looked at you seriously. โ€œdo you regret what we did?โ€ he asked, his eyes fixed on yours.
โ€œno. do you?โ€ you looked back into his eyes.
โ€œno.โ€ he said instantly, the answer leaving his mouth without hesitation.
there was a beat of silence as he seemed to ponder his next words carefully.
he looked at you, his gaze searching your face. โ€œi guess neither of us regret it..โ€ he murmured.
you nodded slowly, the unspoken agreement settling between you. even though it had been years, neither of you could truly say that you regretted sleeping with each other. it had happened, and there was no going back.
he sighed again, trying to figure out the right words to say. โ€œbut if we donโ€™t regret it.. then why did we stop?โ€
you shrug. โ€œi dont know.โ€
he shook his head, looking frustrated as he continued. โ€œit doesnโ€™t make sense.. weโ€™re both single, we both donโ€™t regret it, then why did we just stop?โ€
you shrugged, unsure of how to answer. โ€œmaybe because we were afraid it was gonna get too complicated..โ€ you said, though you didnโ€™t even know yourself why you both had stopped.
gong yoo nodded in agreement, that thought also a possibility. โ€œyeah maybe.. we didnโ€™t want it to affect our friendship.โ€ he said, still puzzled by the whole situation.
โ€œwho cares anyway? its not like itโ€™s gonna happen again.โ€ you state, projecting.
โ€œyeah, youโ€™re right..โ€ he said, but his eyes were glued to you, the tension in the air still clear as day. it was like the both of you were tiptoeing around the fact that you both wanted it to happen again, but was too afraid to say it out loud.
his eyes darted to your lips and for a split second you thought he might lean in but then he snapped out of his daze and shook his head.
โ€œwe shouldnโ€™t.. that chapter of our lives is behind us now..โ€ he said, his words firm but his expression conflicted.
you nodded slowly, but a part of you couldnโ€™t help but feel a pang of disappointment. โ€œyouโ€™re right..โ€ you murmured, silently willing for him to reach over and touch you.
he shifted in his seat, his eyes flickering between you and the floor, as if he was having a silent war with himself.
it was like there was a magnet pulling you both together, a tension that was getting harder and harder to ignore.
you could practically see the gears turning in his head as he tried to resist the growing desire between you both.
finally, he spoke up again.
โ€œi should probably go to bed..โ€ he said, still looking at anywhere but you.
โ€œyeah, me too..โ€ you agreed, trying to sound casual and hiding the fact that you didnโ€™t want him to go.
he stood up, still looking conflicted but he nodded at you. โ€œgoodnight..โ€ he muttered as he walked past you, disappearing into one of the bedrooms.
you were left sitting alone, the room feeling strangely empty without him. you couldnโ€™t help but feel like there was something left unsaid between you two, and the conversation earlier had only raised more questions.
you sat there for a moment longer, thoughts swirling in your head before you too stood up and walked to the bedroom, resigned to the fact that nothing was gonna happen tonight.
you changed into pajamas and got into bed, feeling strangely restless despite how tired you were.
the conversation you had with gong yoo earlier was still replaying in your head, the tension between you both was hard to ignore and the question of why you both had stopped years ago was still not answered.
you tossed and turned in bed, unable to find a comfortable position as you tried to sleep. but all you could think about was gong yoo, the way he looked at you earlier, and that one split second where you thought he was gonna kiss you.
you let out a sigh and finally decided to give up on sleep and sat up in bed. the clock on the bedside table read 3 am, and the room was silent except for the occasional sound of a car passing by outside.
you leaned back against the headboard, staring up at the ceiling in the dark. your thoughts were still consumed by gong yoo, and you couldnโ€™t help but wonder if he was also lying awake thinking about you as well.
the sound of a door creaking open and shutting caught your attention. you sat up straight and listened carefully, realizing that it came from the room next to yours.
a beat of silence and then you hear soft footsteps approaching your door. your heart rate sped up as you waited with baited breath for whoever it was to open the door.
the footsteps stopped right in front of your door, and then you heard the sound of the door handle slowly turning. the door opened agonizingly slowly and a figure stepped into the room, closing the door behind them.
your eyes widened a bit as you realized who it was standing right in front of you. gong yoo was standing there, his gaze fixed on you. he didnโ€™t say anything, his eyes were dark and intense, and the air between you both was thick with tension.
โ€œyouโ€™re awake.โ€ you stated.
he nodded, and took a step closer to the bed, his gaze never leaving yours.
he was now standing right in front of you, and you could see the intensity in his gaze, even in the dark. you both stared each other for a moment in silence, the tension between you growing more intense with every passing second.
โ€œcome here.โ€ you say softly.
he doesnโ€™t hesitate to move to the bed, his movements quick and deliberate. he sits down on the edge of the bed, his body facing you.
he doesnโ€™t say anything for a moment, just looks at you with those intense eyes of his. finally, he speaks up. โ€œwe shouldnโ€™t be doing this.โ€
โ€œi know.โ€ you reply.
he takes a deep breath, still looking conflicted. โ€œbut we both know we want itโ€ฆโ€ he says, his voice low and hoarse.
โ€œi know.โ€ you restate.
his hand reaches out and cups your face, his touch sending shivers down your spine. โ€œweโ€™re gonna regret this in the morning..โ€ he whispers, but heโ€™s moving closer to you anyway.
โ€œthats a morning problem.โ€ you respond.
his hand moves to the back of your neck, his touch warm and firm on your skin. heโ€™s pulled you closer now, and you can feel the heat radiating off his body. โ€œyeah..โ€ he murmured, his lips hovering just centimeters away from yours.
โ€œweโ€™ll deal with the consequences later.โ€ he whispers, his breath hot against your skin. and then he kisses you.
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laylahluvsasians ยท 4 months ago
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๐“๐Ž๐—๐ˆ๐‚ | ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ฌ!๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐จ ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ (๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ.)
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - its currently 2006, you and gong yoo have been dating for over 6 years and got casted in coffee prince together. being casted in a show alongside ur boyfriend sounded fun but lately ur relationship has been rocky.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - toxic relationship, eventual smut (not this chapter), sexual innuendos, angst.
๐š/๐ง - this will be split into five parts
๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ | ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ
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the next day
you opened your eyes and slowly sat up in bed, groaning softly. your entire body felt wrecked after last night and you took a moment to regain your bearings. you felt a rush of pleasure just at the memory of what happened the night before. looking at the clock, you noticed it was already late morning.
you looked over to the other side of the bed and saw that it was empty. you werenโ€™t surprised since you knew about gong yooโ€™s busy schedule, but you still felt a little bit of disappointment.
you finally got out of bed and made your way to the bathroom. you could tell that you were already starting to become sore in certain places. despite everything, a small smirk plastered itself on your face as you began to reminisce on the events of last night.
you took a moment to look at yourself in the mirror, and your couldnโ€™t help but notice the various hickeys and bite marks that littered your skin. you could even barely notice the love-bites on your collarbone.
you couldnโ€™t help but feel a pang of guilt as you remembered the conversation you both had prior. everything had been so passionate and intimate, but you still couldnโ€™t shake the nagging feeling in the back of your mind.
you started up the shower and stepped in underneath the warm water. every second of last nightโ€™s events was seared into your mind, no matter how much you tried to block it out. his touch and touch alone was something that you were already becoming addicted to. his voice and his sweet nothings filled your ears to the brim last night, and you could already feel yourself wanting more.
you tried to distract yourself with the warm water running over your body, and the soap that you were scrubbing over your skin. still, you couldnโ€™t shake the way he was looking at you last night. he was so possessive and demanding, yet he still had been so gentle with you, like he still didnโ€™t want to hurt you. you knew that you were
absolutely gone for him in every way now.
you took your time with the shower, not wanting to get out and face the world yet. your mind was plagued with thoughts of him. you were starting to miss him already and he had only been gone for a short amount of time.
you sighed heavily and shut off the water, before stepping out of the shower. you towel dried your body and threw on one of gong yooโ€™s shirts that you found lying around. you wanted nothing more than to bury your face in his pillow and inhale his scent, but you knew you had other responsibilities to deal with.
you walked out to find him sitting on the bed, looking at his phone. he looked up at you, and you knew he was taking in the sight of you in his shirt. he didnโ€™t miss the way the shirt hung off one of your shoulders, showing off some of the hickeys he left last night. all he could think about was the fact that you looked completely claimed, and he loved it.
โ€œwhy arent you at work?โ€ you ask, leaning against the doorway.
he let out a sigh and put his phone down, looking up at you. he could see the hickeys on your neck and he could already feel himself getting turned on again, but he had to force that thought out of his head. he had bigger things to deal with.
โ€œtook the day off,โ€ he said, patting the spot next to him on the bed. โ€œi need to talk to you about something.โ€
you made your way over to him and sat next to him on the bed, feeling a slight sense of nervousness. you werenโ€™t sure what he wanted to talk about, but you had a feeling you were gonna hear some things you didnโ€™t want to hear.
he had noticed you were fidgeting with your hands, and he put a hand on you to stop you. he took in a deep breath before speaking.
โ€œiโ€™ve been thinking about some stuff,โ€ he said, still with his hand on top of yours. โ€œabout us, and what happened last night.โ€
โ€œwhat about it?โ€ you ask, anxiety building up in ur stomach.
he paused for a moment. โ€œi donโ€™t wanna keep doing this back and forth with you. going one step forward only to be pushed two steps back. i donโ€™t think itโ€™s healthy for either of us.โ€
โ€œyeah, no shit.โ€ you huff.
he let out a sigh, clearly frustrated by your attitude. โ€œiโ€™m being serious here, sweetheart.โ€
he shifted so that he was fully facing you now. โ€œlast night we both let our emotions get the better of us, and neither of us were thinking clearly. it was just a heat of the moment sort of thing. one of us could have put a stop to it, but for some reason neither of us did.โ€
โ€œwe broke up three days ago of course weโ€™re still attracted to each otherโ€ you resort, annoyed.
โ€œi know that,โ€ he said, letting out another exasperated sigh. โ€œthatโ€™s why it was stupid of us to let it go that far. i should have had more restraint. you should have had more restraint. we both messed up.โ€
you quickly cut him off. โ€œyou messed up, i dont regret it.โ€
โ€œi messed up?โ€ he said, raising an eyebrow at you. โ€œwhat happened to both of us being at fault? youโ€™re really gonna sit here and pretend you were completely innocent last night?โ€
โ€œyou came to my hotel room knowing what was gonna happen, so yes its ur fault.โ€ you roll ur eyes.
โ€œi was weak and i wanted you,โ€ he said, looking at you in the eyes. โ€œbut iโ€™m not taking all the blame here. you came to the door half naked, and youโ€™re saying you werenโ€™t trying to seduce me?โ€
โ€œi didnโ€™t even know it was you.โ€ you reply, blankly.
โ€œliarโ€ he said, his hand still on top of yours. โ€œyour room is two floors above mine. even if you didnโ€™t know it was me, you knew there was the possibilty.โ€
you move ur hand.
he clenched his teeth as you pulled your hand away. he really wanted to hold your hand, but now it felt like he wasnโ€™t even allowed to touch you. he took a calming breath and continued. there was something more important to talk about right now.
โ€œso what do u wanna do? ignore each other? see other people?โ€ you ask.
โ€œgod,no.โ€ he said, shaking his head. โ€œno. the thought of me being with anyone else makes me feel sick, and the thought of anyone else even touching you pisses me off.โ€
โ€œi donโ€™t want to see other people,โ€ he said. โ€œi justโ€ฆ i donโ€™t know how much longer this is gonna work. we havenโ€™t had a single day together without some kind of stupid fight in the past few months. itโ€™s like weโ€™re going in this endless cycle of making up again and breaking up again.โ€
you had to admit he was right about that. it felt like you were constantly breaking up and getting back together, only for the cycle to start over. you knew in your mind that it was unhealthy, but you were still so in love with him that you couldnโ€™t even imagine being with anyone else. you couldnโ€™t imagine spending each day without him. the thought of being with someone else was just so goddamn awful.
โ€œthen we just shouldnโ€™t be together, we arenโ€™t gonna last.โ€ you responded, truthfully.
he felt his heart clench at your words, and he was having an even harder time trying to keep his cool now. he wanted you, so goddamn bad, but god he could see the sense in your words. a part of him was telling him to just agree and to leave, but he just couldnโ€™t bring himself to do it.
โ€œi donโ€™t want to end things,โ€ he said, and he was being dead serious. โ€œi want you to be with me. iโ€™ve seen relationships like this. my friendsโ€™ relationships, movies and dramas and even my parents. itโ€™s toxic, and itโ€™s never gonna get any better.โ€
โ€œits not about what you or me want.โ€ you frown.
โ€œthen what is it about?โ€ he said, and he knew exactly where this was going.
you sigh and look around. โ€œitโ€™s about our future. we both want completely different things in life.โ€
he let out a slow exhale, and he knew deep down that you were right. he knew your hopes and dreams, and he knew that his career wasnโ€™t going to stop anytime soon. the idea of giving up something that he loved seemed impossible, but he knew in his gut that he loved you more.
โ€œdammitโ€ he said, running a hand through his hair. โ€œyouโ€™re right. i wanted this to work, i really did, but weโ€™re going two different directions.โ€
even just saying that felt like a huge weight on his shoulders. the thought of actually losing you weighed down so heavily on him. he loved you, he loved you so goddamn much, but he didnโ€™t even know what to do with himself anymore.
โ€œiโ€™m still in love with you,โ€ he said, reaching out to you. โ€œiโ€™ve always been in love with you, and i donโ€™t think thatโ€™s ever gonna change, but i donโ€™t like the thought of you waiting around while iโ€™m off doing who knows what and going god knows where.โ€
he looked at you with a desperate look in his eyes. he wanted so badly to just hold you. heโ€™d give anything to just hold you in his arms, but he could see the sense in your words. he knew deep down that the best thing for you would be to just go in separate ways. no more going back and forth. no more breaking up and coming back together.
you hold back ur tears, not wanting to cry infront of him. โ€œim still inlove with you too, but i have to let you go.โ€
he swallowed hard as you said that, and he could feel his heart breaking a million times over. he had to force himself to remain composed at this moment. he would not break down in front of you. even if you were breaking his heart, he couldnโ€™t show weakness. he was supposed to be the strong one.
he closed his eyes, still restraining himself. he didnโ€™t want to give in to his emotions, but it was so goddamn hard. the thought of losing you was too much to imagine, much less go through. he had to hold it together, he had to make himself stay strong for you.
he opened his eyes back up, forcing himself to swallow his feelings and maintain his composure. he looked stoically at you, with no trace of the pain showing in his eyes.
โ€œmaybe itโ€™s time to say goodbye,โ€ he said, looking at you and fighting the urge to take you into his arms and never let you go. he had to make you think that he was fine with ending things, just like how you were.
โ€œyeah.โ€ you look down and sigh tiredly.
he took a shaky breath, his heart breaking into a million pieces but unable to show it. he wanted just one more moment with you, but he had to let go. he loved you so damn much, and he knew that walking away from you was going to be the hardest thing he has ever had to do. he would do it for your sake, no matter how much it hurt.
he looked at you one more time, taking in your face. he wanted to remember every detail. the way your hair was messy, the way your clothes hung off of you, the marks he left on you, that same goddamn shirt that he hated and loved at the same time. he would remember you like this for the rest of his life.
he stood up off of the bed, wanting to step further away from you. he couldnโ€™t be right next to you right now. heโ€™d never be able to force himself to leave if he could still feel your body heat.
โ€œyou should move on, find you someone who makes u happy.โ€ you state, looking back up at him.
he let out a dry laugh at that. as if he could ever love another woman the way he loved you. he couldnโ€™t even imagine being with anyone else. the thought of being intimate with someone other than you was revolting.
โ€œiโ€™m never gonna love anyone the way i love you.โ€ he said bluntly, and he was dead serious. he couldnโ€™t even imagine himself with another woman. there was only one person he wanted, and it was you.
and he left after that.
6 whole years together.
gone.
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๐’๐„๐—๐˜ | ๐‚๐€๐๐“๐€๐ˆ๐!๐‡๐€๐ ๐˜๐”๐ ๐‰๐€๐„ ๐— ๐…๐„๐Œ!๐‘๐„๐€๐ƒ๐„๐‘
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - you are a scientist that got chosen alongside other scientists and astronauts to complete a mission to the moon to find samples of lunar water. you and the captain have a bit of tension but thats never stopped you from going after what you want.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - sexual innuendos, smut, p in v, fingering.
๐š/๐ง - for all of you who wanted the han yun-jae oneshot, also i added an co-captain oc because i felt like it.
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you are an american forensic psychologist who was transferred to south koreas science and space administration.
you spoke fluent korean so none of the korean scientists and astronauts looked down on you, in fact you were very well respected.
you were chosen to complete a mission to the moon to retrieve samples of lunar water from an abandoned research station.
the other astronauts who are going on this mission are Dr. Song Ji-an, an astrobiologist. Kim young the co-captain. Captain Han Yun-jae. Lieutenant Ryu Tae-seok, the head engineer. Dr. Hong Ga-young the teamโ€™s medical officer. Gong Soo-hyuk, the head of security. Lastly, Kim Sun leads the pilot team.
the captain han yun-jae was a strict man who didnโ€™t like to lack his job. he was fairly young, around mid 30s. he has an daughter back on earth who is his main priority.
the co-captain kim young was much nicer to everybody. she is an astronaut and one of the most respected people in the lab.
the entire team is currently in the conference room with high executive mr.choi going over the mission.
mr choi stands in front of everyone with a stern face and hands behind his back. he begins to talk to the team.โ€œyou have done well to be apart of this team, we chose you because you are one of the very best from this entire organization.โ€ mr choi eyes everyone before his eyes lands on you, you give him a small smile.
โ€œthis mission isnโ€™t going to be an easy one.โ€ his stern face not cracking a smile like usual. โ€œcaptain han, choose ur partnerโ€
captain han and the co-captain give each other a look and a slight nod before turning their attention to mr choi. โ€œiโ€™d like the co-captain kim young to be my partner, sir.โ€
Mr choi nodded. โ€œvery well. Dr.hong, choose ur partnerโ€
Dr.hongโ€™s eyes landed on you and she replied. โ€œIโ€™d like dr. y/n to be my partner. i could always use a forensics person with me.โ€
mr choi makes eye contact with you and smiles at you softly before continuing on to the rest of the crew.
after everyone chooses their partners mr.choi releases everyone so that you could all handle whatever you have to before ur boosted into space.
the next day.
everyone enters, some seem more tense then others. once everyone has entered the shuttle, the doors are shut and all of them make their way to their seat. the captain, co-captain, and the engineers take their place at their seats.
the engines begin to power up as everyone buckles their seatbelts. the shuttle starts moving and then, it lifts off from the ground.
the shuttle rockets into space and you can look through the glass windows at the planet earth. it becomes smaller and smaller the farther you are from it.
some people seem a little afraid to be up in space, but others seem fine. you can see how beautiful it is all the way the up here. the co-captain looks over at you, before giving you a small reassuring smile.
โ€œwe will be entering the moonโ€™s orbit soon. so buckle your seatbelts, the gravity will be different when we enter the moon.โ€ the captain speaks through the intercom.
as soon as the words leave the captainโ€™s mouth, the people who seemed a little frighten before seemed even more frighten. the co-captain lets out a small sigh before her intercom comes online. โ€œlisten to the captain, if you wish to survive this trip and not float through the shuttle, i recommend you to buckle your seatbelt, the gravity with change soon.โ€
you then feel the shuttle entering the moonโ€™s gravity. everyone gets a little lighter feeling as the gravity changes. the co-captain, captain, and all the engineers are hard at work piloting the ship.
but just then red lights began flashing and the ship began to malfunction causing the pilot to issue an emergency landing which worked but also didnโ€™t.
the shuttle crashed into the moons surface hard, and barley steadied on the edge of the moon, tipping off.
people are dazed and confused after the hard landing. the lights in the shuttle flicker before losing power. a few people groan as they take off their seatbelt.
the captain is the first to get up and out of his seat. he helps the co-captain get up from her seat before he speaks. โ€œis everyone okay?โ€
everyone seems to be a little confused and dizzy, but none of them seem seriously hurt. the co-captain manages to get the intercom to turn on and she speaks. โ€œeveryone seems fine, captain. just a little bit dazed from the hit.โ€
โ€œwe need to get out before the shuttle fallsโ€ you add into the conversation.
people stumble around, trying to get off the shuttle. the captain and co-captain help and make sure everyone is out before they move away from the shuttle.
everyone huddles around each other, and looks at the damage of the shuttle. one of the engines is blown up, a few others are smoking, and the side of the shuttle has dents all over it.
everyone steps back as the shuttle falls to the ground. the captain curses under his breath as everyone watches the shuttle fall.
โ€œwell, we canโ€™t go back. so we need to find the research station.โ€ the captain states as he starts walking away as the team follows him.
the team walks through the endless craters and dust all over the surface of the moon with little to no oxygen. they walk for miles, until they see a building in the distance. it slowly comes into view as they walk closer.
they finally arrive at the research base. the team takes a minute to look up at the building, it was in good shape, just looked unused.
the team is in awe at how big the building seems to be. the captain and the co-captain seem the most impressed. "it's definitely bigger than what was in the reports."
the captain and the co-captain give each other a look, before starting to walk towards the door. "let's go."
the team follows the captain as he enters the building. it looks much cleaner on the inside. the rooms seem very empty, but the equipment is still in tact.
the team wanders around the building, seeing the empty rooms and equipment still there. the equipment is still on. this building looks like everyone just left in a hurry without shutting anything off.
the captain starts lecturing everybody and the co-captain starts co-signing, it was almost annoying.
you lean over and whispered to the lieutenant. โ€œof course sheโ€™s dickriding himโ€
the lieutenant hides his laugh with a fake cough when the captain looks at you both, causing you to wave at him innocently.
the captain eyes you both suspiciously before returning to his lecturing. the lieutenant letโ€™s out a stifled laugh as the co-captain shoots both of you a look.
"stay close to each other. we know nothing about what happened down here at this base.โ€ the entire team goes silent at the captain's stern words. they all share looks before nodding in agreement
the team begins to explore the research station. they move with caution and are very careful. the captain and the co-captain take the lead, while the others move in the middle and ur partner dr. hong and you at the back.
โ€œthe captainโ€™s lucky heโ€™s sexy or i wouldโ€™ve quitโ€ you whisper to dr.hong.
the lieutenant almost snorts out loud and stifles a laugh in his hand when you whisper to the doctor. the doctors face turns a light shade of pink from embarrassment. โ€œwill you shut up, he could hear you.โ€
you shrug and reply with no shame. โ€œgood, id let him hit.โ€
the lieutenant lets out a few stifled chuckles when you say that. doctor hong whips her head and gives you a look. โ€œoh my god, do you have no filter?โ€
the lieutenant can barely hold his laugh in anymore as he covers his face with his arm.
she gives you another look as she crosses her arms. โ€œi swear youโ€™re ridiculous.โ€
the lieutenant canโ€™t hold it in anymore and he starts to laugh out loud. the attention of everybody goes to you two. the captain turns around with a raised eyebrow.
doctor hong immediately tries to hide her embarrassment as the captain eyes the two of you with annoyance. the co-captain seems amused by the situation, and the rest just watch with a mix of confusion and amusement.
the co-captain struggles to hide her smile and the lieutenant is still recovering from his previous laughing fit. the captain sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose, clearly unamused. the doctor hides her face in her hands.
"can you two please be serious. we have work to do here." he says through a clenched jaw.
the lieutenant and you sheepishly nod, trying to stifle your laughs. doctor hong takes a deep breath before peeking through her fingers at the captain.
the captain gives you both a look before turning his attention back to the team. "we will spilt up and search through this entire base. you have a hour to find anything interesting. understood."
everyone voices in agreement before splitting up into smaller groups to look around the base. the team disperses into small clusters of twos and threes in different rooms and areas of the base.
as you begin to walk away, you hear the captain call out to you. โ€œdr. y/n, come here for a moment.โ€
you halt your movements and turn around to see the captain staring at you. you walk over to him before he grabs your arm and pulls you aside.
he leans down to your ear, making sure no one else can hear him. "I need to speak to you privately for a moment. just usโ€
you blink a few times at his words before nodding in understanding. a bit curious as to why he wants to speak with just you, you follow him to a secluded corner of the room.
he stops when youโ€™re in a small corner where no one can see you both. he leans back on the wall, and crosses his arms as he stares at you with a blank gaze.
you put ur hand on ur hip and smirk slightly, feeling a bit cocky. โ€œlike what you see?โ€
he doesnโ€™t speak or respond for a few seconds as he keeps his gaze on you. a ghost of a smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth before he speaks. "I wouldnโ€™t mind staring longer, but we have a mission to complain.โ€
he pushes himself off the wall and stands in front of you, towering over you as the corner of his mouth twitches into a smirk again.
he leans closer so your faces are only inches apart. your heart races a little bit as you stand there, pinned in between him and the wall. he looks down at you with a hint of amusement in his eyes before he speaks again. "did you think I wouldnโ€™t hear what you were saying to the doctor earlier?"
you tilt ur head slightly. โ€œi was hoping you heard it actually.โ€
his smirk widens a little as he raises an eyebrow at your words. "oh really? and why would you want me to hear it?"
you lean in closer towards him. โ€œso you could take my suggestion.โ€
now you got his full attention. he leans in even closer, his face only centimeters from yours. he lowers his voice, so only you could hear him. "and what exactly is this 'suggestion'."
โ€œthat you fuck me.โ€ you respond with no hesitation.
he lets out a low chuckle when you say that. he puts his hand on the wall behind you, completely trapping you in between him and the wall. "is that so? you want me to fuck you? right here in this station."
you smirk proudly. โ€œyep.โ€
he lets out an amused laugh as he stares into your eyes. he brings his face closer to yours. "you're ridiculous, you know that. i could get in a lot of trouble if anyone heard you say that."
you lean against the wall and cross ur arms. โ€œawh, how so?โ€
he raises an eyebrow at you.
he looks at you like you grew two heads. "how so? are you serious? iโ€™m the captain, and youโ€™re a member of the team. weโ€™re on a mission to collect a important research sample. itโ€™s highly inappropriate for me to do that with a member of my team. let alone do it in the middle of this research station."
โ€œnobody has to know.โ€ you put on ur best seduction tone and leaned against him.
he looks at you with a mixture of amusement and disbelief. โ€œoh really? and how would we keep this a secret? this place echoes, you know that right?โ€
โ€œbold of you to assume im loud.โ€ you reply sassily.
he gives another amused smirk at your words, bringing his face closer to yours again. โ€œoh i can guarantee youโ€™ll be screaming my name by the time iโ€™m done with you.โ€
he presses his body against yours, pinning you up against the wall. he leans down so your faces are only a few centimeters apart. your heart pounds wildly in your chest as he moves his mouth your ear. โ€œletโ€™s see if you can keep quiet.โ€
he brings one of his hands up and cups your chin, forcing you to look up at him. his face is still blank, but his eyes are filled with amusement as his thumb rubs your bottom lip.
โ€œkeep quiet and iโ€™ll let you scream all you want after thisโ€ he whispers as his thumb moves from your lip to your chin, gently lifting it up so your mouth is aligned with his.
he doesnโ€™t waste any time as he closes the small gap between you, capturing your mouth in a kiss. his hand grabs the back of your neck, pressing you further into his body as he kisses you deeply.
he pushes his tongue into your mouth, tasting you, as he presses his body harder against you. his lips move against yours, hungry and needy for you.
his free hand grabs your waist, his grip tight around it as he presses your body even closer against his. his thumb rubs soothing circles on your hip as his tongue continues to explore your mouth.
a moan escapes from your mouth as his lips move down to your neck, kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin there. his hand moves from your chin to the back of your head, tangling his fingers in your hair.
he lets out a low moan against your neck as he continues to kiss down your collarbone. you can feel his breath against your skin, hot and needy as he pushes his body even harder into yours.
he lifts you up, making ur legs wrap around his waist. he carryโ€™s you to the control center and sits you down on the desk.
โ€œare you wet for me?โ€ he whispers into your ear, his voice filled with need and desire. his touch is firm and possessive, as if heโ€™s laying claim to every inch of your body. โ€œshall we see?โ€
youโ€™re too lost in the moment, words have failed you. all you can do is nod, giving him the permission he craves.
his words send a shiver down your spine, and you can feel the anticipation building within you. his lips begin to trail down your neck, his hands gently teasing the hem of your jeans.
he undoes the button on ur jeans, carefully removing them while he continues to kiss and nip at your skin. he can sense how desperate you are for more, and his own desire matches yours.
his fingers lightly brush against the waistband of ur underwear, teasing you further as your breathing becomes uneven.
you can feel his gaze on you, as he looks up at your face, wanting to see your reaction to his touch.
his hands slide beneath the fabric of your underwear, his fingertips gently tracing along your sensitive skin, getting closer to where you wanted him the most.
his lips capture yours in a heated kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth.
your body is practically pleading for his touch, and he finally grants your silent wish. his fingers trail along ur core, gently stroking at first, before applying more pressure
he can hear the moan escape your lips, and he can feel just how much you want him, how much you need him.
he continues to move his fingers, bringing you closer and closer to the edge, wanting to drive you absolutely insane.
he watches your face, how youโ€™re biting your lip, trying to hold back your moans. he loves how you look like this, how youโ€™re completely at his mercy.
his name escapes your lips, barely more than a whisper, and he can tell how close you are. he leans to your ear, his hot breath causing your entire body to shudder.
โ€œlet me hear youโ€ his other hand grabs you by the chin, making you look right at him as he continued to touch you in all the right ways
the look in his eyes, his words, and his touch all combine into one overwhelming feeling, and you can feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge.
your body is completely overwhelmed, and youโ€™re barely able to form a sentence. โ€œplease..โ€
he smirks, loving how desperate you sound, how youโ€™re practically begging him, but he knows you can take more, and heโ€™s determined to bring you to absolute ecstasy.
he slips a finger into you, stretching you out.
your body tensed up at the sudden sensation, waves of pleasure coursing through you.
he watches you closely, his eyes dark with desire, as he begins to move his finger inside you, each motion sending shockwaves through your body.
you can barely form a thought, the room is spinning and all you can focus on is his touch, his eyes, and the overwhelming pleasure that he was causing you.
he knows he is in full control of your body and you can barely move yourself.
he adds another finger, his pace quickening, knowing exactly how to get you to the edge. โ€œyouโ€™re so damn beautiful like thisโ€ his voice is ragged with desire, and every bit of self control he has is being used to resist the urge to just take you right then and there.
he could see how close you were and he wanted to make sure you were completely undone before he gave you the release you needed so desperately.
your body clenches around his fingers, desperate for more, and you can hardly breathe from the intense sensations coursing through you.
he curls his fingers in just the right spot, hitting a nerve that makes you see stars. you cry out his name, completely lost in the sensations heโ€™s creating within you.
he leans in, his lips brushing against your ear, his words barely audible. โ€œlet go for me, sweet girl.โ€
his words send you over the edge, waves of pure ecstasy crashing over you as you come undone beneath his touch.
youโ€™re trembling violently, completely undone by the overwhelming sensations, and he continues to watch you with a mixture of awe and desire. he canโ€™t get enough of you like this, vulnerable and completely his.
his grip on you tightens, not ready to let you go just yet.
he quickly unzips his pants, and he pulls you forward, your bodies now almost touching, and leans in to kiss you desperately. the taste of your lips only makes him want you more, and he presses himself against you, his hardness already obvious.
his hands roam over your body, unable to resist the urge to touch you everywhere he could reach, to feel the heat of your skin against his own.
he breaks the kiss, leaning his forehead against yours, his breathing ragged as he tries to control his desire. โ€œi need to be in you.โ€
the words send a shiver of excitement through you, and you can hardly believe this is finally happening.
he positions himself between your thighs, his hands on your hips.
he looks into your eyes, the intensity of his gaze almost overwhelming. โ€œlast chance to back outโ€
you quickly shake ur head and look into his eyes. โ€œi want this.โ€
he can see the desire in your eyes and his own desire takes over completely.
he lines himself up, the tip of his cock gently pressing against your entrance. he wants to savor this moment, but heโ€™s already so close to the edge he knows he canโ€™t hold back.
he wants to hold back, to go slow, but he's completely overtaken by his desire for you, by how much he wants you.
he takes a deep breath and thrusts into you slowly, trying to be gentle even as his body is on autopilot, wanting nothing more than to claim you.
his mouth finds your neck, his teeth grazing your skin, his breath hot against your ear as he whispers how beautiful you look, how much he wants you.
he can barely hold back, but he doesn't want to be any rougher than he has to be.
he looks into your eyes, checking if he was hurting you, and when he sees that you're just as lost in the moment as he is, he loses the last bit of his self-control.
he begins to move faster, each thrust harder than the last, his grip on your hips tight, almost bruising.
he's completely possessed by the pleasure of being inside you, by the way you feel surrounding him.
he can't think, he can't speak, he can only feel, and all he can think about is how much he wants you, how much he needs you, how all he wants is to make you his. forever.
he reaches down, slipping a hand between your bodies to tease your sensitive clit, wanting to bring you the same amount of pleasure heโ€™s experiencing.
he wants to give you everything you need, to please you in ways you didnโ€™t know were possible, to take you to heights youโ€™ve never reached before.
his fingers move deftly, finding all the right spots, his lips finding yours again, desperate and eager to taste you.
he swallows up your moans as he deepens the kiss, completely consumed by you. he can tell how close you are to the edge, and he wants to feel the moment you completely let go.
he moves his hand as well as his body in every way he knows you love, determined to bring you to the peak of pleasure that he was experiencing himself.
he whispers against your lips, the heat of his breath, and the sound of his voice sending shivers down your spine.โ€œlet me see you come apart for me, loveโ€ he moves ur leg ontop of his shoulder creating a new angle.
your body is completely overcome with sensation, and youโ€™re barely able to form a thought other than the overwhelming, all encompassing sense of pleasure that is coursing through your every nerve.
the way his body feels against yours, the way he touches you, the way he looks at you as he takes you to the peak of pleasure, is all too much for you to bear.
he can see the moment you completely let go, your body clenching around him as you find your release. he holds you tightly as you ride out the waves of pleasure, his grip on you unrelenting, yet gentle at the same time.
he stares at you completely enamored by the beauty of you in your most vulnerable state.
he gently lifts you up, still not letting you go, and kisses you tenderly, the intensity between you now replaced with affection. he wraps his arms around you, gently stroking your back as he whispers sweet nothings into your ear.
he finally comes down from the high and rests his head on your shoulder, his breath ragged, completely spent. he holds you close, as if he can't bear to let you go, as if by holding you close, he cant help himself from whispering dirty things into your ear.
โ€œwhen we get back to earth, we arenโ€™t stopping.โ€
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๐‘ป๐‘ถ๐‘ฟ๐‘ฐ๐‘ช || ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ฌ!๐ ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐จ ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ (๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž)
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - its currently 2006, you and gong yoo have been dating for over 6 years and got casted in coffee prince together. being casted in a show alongside ur boyfriend sounded fun but lately ur relationship has been rocky.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - toxic relationship, slight smut, sexual innuendos, slightly embarrassing, angst.
๐š/๐ง - this won the poll so here ya go, ill be posting the han yunjae oneshot tmr :)
๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ | ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ
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two days later.
you had been going on with your life as usual, except now you didnโ€™t have your boyfriend to spend all of your time with. you found yourself having a strange sense of being lost, since you had been in a relationship for quite a while. the routine had been in your routine for so long that it seemed weird to be on your own again, with no one to focus on but yourself.
you tried to distract yourself with other things like studying, but every so often, a random memory would pop into your mind, and the same feeling of disappointment would bubble up in your gut. you tried to ignore the fact that you missed him so badly, and that you wished you hadnโ€™t left that night.
you sat in your room, buried under a mountain of blankets, as a pathetic attempt to soothe yourself. you couldnโ€™t help but feel like you were acting like a lovesick teenager with how much you were moping around over a goddamn breakup.
you were currently trying to study again, but your mind kept wandering over to memories of gong yoo. you were definitely not as clingy and codependent as you were when you guys were in the beginning of your relationship, but you still needed him in your life. now that he was gone and there was no signs of him trying to get you back, you definitely felt like you were in the wrong.
you remembered some of your first few dates when you guys were still new and everything was fresh. gong yoo would pick you up from your apartment and drive you everywhere, and you loved the feeling of his hand intertwined in yours. you missed the feeling of being in his embrace and being able to kiss him whenever you wanted. despite you being the clingy one in the early stages of your relationship, you still felt like he was a part of your soul that had been ripped out.
and god you missed the sex.
you buried your face in the pillow to muffle a sigh, as the memories of being naked under him flashed through your mind. you could already feel yourself heating up just thinking about him.
you could remember just how good gong yoo is in bed, and that familiar sense of arousal started to grow. god, you missed him so bad, you were almost feeling as frustrated as you were at the beginning, when you were so goddamn needy and desperate for his attention.
you tried to go back to studying, but you couldnโ€™t focus and you could feel yourself on the verge of giving in to your desire. you almost called his number, with the urge to just hear his voice, but stopped yourself at the last moment.
you felt like you were going insane. you never realized how much gong yoo affected you by just his presence, until now when you were deprived of it. you were starting to understand that there was absolutely no one in this world that could replace him in your life. he was just so special, and thatโ€™s not because of his career. he was just as obsessed with you as you were with him. there was no one else who could ever make you feel this way, and you just felt absolutely hopeless at this point.
this was the first time in your life that you realized how important gong yoo was to you. the thought of not being with him anymore, and just being alone forever felt like the worst thing in the world. you knew that no one else could touch you the way he could, no one else could look at you in a way he did. you were hopelessly in love with gong yoo and you could only hope you didnโ€™t ruin your relationship beyond repair. you were about to give in and call him when you heard a loud knock at the door.
you snapped out of your thoughts and jumped at the sudden noise. you quickly got up from the bed and walked over to the door. you were wondering who could be outside, considering you werenโ€™t expecting any guests or waiting for any deliveries.
you were wearing a oversized shirt with no pants, just panties.
you opened the door, expecting a random neighbor or a package delivery, but was surprised to see that it was none other than gong yoo standing in the hallway.
he stared at you in that huge shirt that revealed way too much of your smooth, soft thighs. despite how much he tried to ignore that fact, he couldnโ€™t deny that he had been craving to see you and it took a lot of discipline for him to not show up yesterday. he was trying to maintain some sort of self respect and not crawl back to you like a whipped puppy, but seeing you like this was making it awfully tempting. he ran a hand through his hair and cleared his throat.
โ€œcan i come in?โ€ he asked, still staring at your half-naked legs. despite being apart for the last few days, he was just as captivated by you as he was before.
โ€œwhy?โ€ you respond deciding to be petty.
โ€œwe need to talk,โ€ he said, looking up from your legs and directly into your eyes. he knew that he needed to make some things crystal clear with you, but god just one look at you made him want to throw you back onto the bed and do unholy things to you.
โ€œwe already talked.โ€ you cross ur arms over ur shoulders.
โ€œand clearly that didnโ€™t solve anything,โ€ he said, pushing past you and walking into the apartment. he wasnโ€™t taking any chances of anyone else seeing you in that goddamn oversized shirt.
he closed the door behind him and leaned against it, watching you cross your arms over your chest. โ€œgo put shorts on,โ€ he said firmly.
โ€œno.โ€ you reply being a brat.
he could see the look of defiance in your eyes, and he had to force himself to stay in control. he felt like he was gonna rip that shirt off and make marks that no one else was allowed to see.
โ€œdonโ€™t make this harder than it already is, sweetheart.โ€ he said, tilting his head as he observed you.
โ€œthis is my hotel room, i can wear what i want. thank you.โ€ you state, matter of a factly.
he was just about ready to go feral. if you didnโ€™t put some goddamn pants on his self control was gonna completely snap. he couldnโ€™t help but feel himself getting hard just from seeing the way the shirt hung loosely off of your shoulders and how your thick thighs were just begging to be marked up.
โ€œi swear to god, if you donโ€™t go get some pants on, iโ€™m gonna rip that shirt right off you,โ€ he said, giving you a pointed look.
โ€œyou say that like iโ€™d be complaining if you did it,โ€ you said, raising an eyebrow at him.
he let out a low groan in frustration. this was just torturous. โ€œiโ€™m trying to have a serious talk here, and youโ€™re not helping by standing there like that.โ€
โ€œthen maybe you shouldnโ€™t have just barged in here,โ€ you said, taking a step closer to him. โ€œi was minding my own business.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s not my fault that you never lock your goddamn door,โ€ he said, taking his gaze off of your legs and looking up at your face. โ€œbesides, are you really that comfortable being in a shirt alone without a bra on?โ€
โ€œyes.โ€ you reply unbothered.
he felt his fingers twitching as his self control slowly started to slip away. he had to do everything possible to stay in control of the situation. โ€œyouโ€™re an goddamn tease.โ€ he said, his gaze traveling up and down your body.
you couldnโ€™t help but feel cocky. having him all worked up like this made you want to mess with him even more. โ€œdoes it get on your nerves a little? knowing that iโ€™m half naked in front of you?โ€
โ€œyes,โ€ he said, gritting his teeth. he was already so on edge right now, and you were pushing him closer to the edge. he balled his hands into fists, resisting the urge to reach out and grab you by the hips.
โ€œah, then itโ€™s working,โ€ you said, tilting your head to the side. you took another step closer to him, putting ur hand on his cock. โ€œyou seem a little tense, you know.โ€
he bit back a moan and grabbed your wrist as you started to palm him. โ€œgod, i swear, youโ€™re a goddamn tease,โ€ he said, looking down at you with dark eyes.
โ€œhmm, and what are you going to do about it?โ€ you asked, giving him an innocent look as if you werenโ€™t slowly driving him crazy.
he gritted his teeth and tightened his grip on your wrist. he was getting desperate now and losing the battle with self control. โ€œgod, youโ€™re gonna be the death of me,โ€ he said, his voice becoming just a bit breathy.
you get on ur knees.
he nearly groaned at the sight of you on your knees. it was hard to even focus on trying to not lose control.
โ€œoh my god,โ€ he said, his eyes dark with lust. he grabbed your chin and forced you to look up at him. โ€œyouโ€™re gonna be the death of me, darling.โ€
โ€œhmm, is that a threat or a warning?โ€ you asked, looking at him through your lashes.
โ€œboth,โ€ he said, gripping your chin a little harder. he was using every ounce of self control to not pick you up and throw you onto the bed.
you slowly unzip his pants.
he inhaled sharply as he watched you undo the zipper of his jeans, and he couldnโ€™t stop the words that fell out of his mouth. โ€œyouโ€™re so goddamn impatient,โ€ he said, looking down at you with dark eyes.
โ€œhmm, i havenโ€™t had any in a few days,โ€ you said, wrapping your hand around his now hard length and stroking him slightly. โ€œitโ€™s been torture.โ€
he let out a low groan as you touched him, and he grabbed your hair. โ€œyouโ€™re just as needy as i am if not worse,โ€ he said, his voice already strained.
โ€œsays the guy whoโ€™s already getting hard for me,โ€ you said, looking up at him with a smirk on your face.
โ€œis that so?โ€ he said, tugging at your hair lightly. โ€œdonโ€™t get so cocky now. youโ€™ll do exactly as i tell you.โ€
โ€œis that so?โ€ you said, teasing him and pretending to be coy. โ€œand what is it that you want me to do, exactly?โ€
โ€œoh darling,โ€ he said, pulling you up to your feet and pinning you against the wall behind you. โ€œyouโ€™re gonna find out very soon.โ€
he leaned in and whispered into your ear as he ran his hand over your thigh, leaving chills over your body. โ€œyouโ€™re gonna remember who you belong to.โ€
your breath hitched at his words, and you melted in his grip. โ€œiโ€™m all yours,โ€ you said, placing your hands on his chest.
โ€œdamn right, youโ€™re mine,โ€ he said, his eyes roaming over your body once again. he couldnโ€™t wait any longer to have you right there. he hoisted you up and wrapped your legs around his waist, carrying you to the bed.
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hello freaks so im being indecisive and cant decide on which fanfic to post tomorrow so i need ur help
captain han yunjae onshot or toxic part 3??
also toxic part two is here
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - its currently 2006, you and gong yoo have been dating for over 6 years and got casted in coffee prince together. being casted in a show alongside ur boyfriend sounded fun but lately ur relationship has been rocky.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - toxic relationship, eventual smut (not this chapter), sexual innuendos, slightly embarrassing, angst.
๐’‚/๐’ - this will be split into five parts.
๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ | ๐’๐’†๐’™๐’• ๐’„๐’‰๐’‚๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’“
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fast forward two weeks.
you and gong yoo eventually made up but you stopped being as clingy.
he was glad that you finally got the hint that being so constantly clingy wasnโ€™t exactly his thing, but he definitely still noticed the slight change in your behavior.
over the next two weeks, you didnโ€™t constantly beg for his attention, and he didnโ€™t mind it. in fact, he almost liked this new dynamic, because it was definitely a change from how you used to be before.
the days were much more peaceful, with you two not arguing over pointless things and he was able to finally focus on his work without you being on his tail constantly.
he knew how much you loved him. despite the fact you werenโ€™t being annoyingly clingy anymore, that still never changed, and he knew you werenโ€™t going anywhere anytime soon.
you stopped initiating physical contact and just left that up to him.
gong yoo definitely couldnโ€™t say he didnโ€™t enjoy this new change. you werenโ€™t always hugging and kissing him every chance you got, and he almost preferred not getting smothered 24/7.
youโ€™ve been focusing more on getting ur forensic psychology degree so you started putting that first.
gong yoo was definitely happy that you finally had something other than him to consume yourself with. you were actually taking interest in your studies instead of begging for his attention every second of the day.
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you are currently walking to ur hotel room after a long day.
youโ€™re completely exhausted from filming all day. this was always your least favorite part of acting. the hours spent shooting felt endless, and you just wanted to take a nice, long nap.
you reached your hotel room and went inside, hoping to fall flat on the bed and not get back up for a very long time.
instead, when you walked in, you found gong yoo already there, sitting on the couch. he looked up upon hearing the door open, and gave you a small smile.
he could immediately tell that you were exhausted from shooting. โ€œwelcome back,โ€ he said, patting the spot next to him. โ€œcome sit.โ€
you immediately changed ur plans. โ€œcant. gotta study for my psychology exam. gonna go to the library.โ€
he gave you a puzzled look. normally after a day spent filming, you would usually ask to cuddle or at least spend time with him, but you seemed uninterested right now. he couldnโ€™t help but feel a little disappointed.
โ€œyouโ€™re not staying?โ€ he asked, raising an eyebrow. he tried not to seem too whiny, but the truth was he was craving your attention, even if he wouldnโ€™t outwardly admit it.
โ€œnope.โ€ you quickly replied while getting ur text books.
his face fell slightly. he could tell you were more focused on your studying, and obviously didnโ€™t want to be bothered. he tried to not let it get to him, and nodded. โ€œokay then,โ€ he said quietly.
you could feel the tension in the room, but you couldnโ€™t be bothered by it right now. you had things you needed to do, and you didnโ€™t want to be distracted by anything. even as you saw gong yooโ€™s expression shift to a slight frown as you started gathering your study materials and packing your bag, you tried to ignore it.
he watched you silently as you packed your things. he wanted to ask why you seemed so uninterested in him today, but he knew you probably would just brush him off.
โ€œbye baby.โ€ you quickly kiss his cheek before leaving.
he could only stare in silence after you left. he hated the way that despite getting you to stop being so clingy, it seemed like you had stopped caring all together.
he would try and brush it off, but he couldnโ€™t deny the feeling of slight abandonment.
the hours passed by, and he laid on his bed, constantly checking the clock. you had left right after the filming ended, and he had absolutely no idea what you had been doing since then. he knew you were studying, but still, he couldnโ€™t help the anxiety and worry that came with the fact that you left so abruptly.
he tried to distract himself with other things, but he just couldnโ€™t seem to get you off his mind. he missed you.
he was just about to check the time again when he heard a soft knocking on the door.
he quickly got up and padded across the room, opening the door.
he hoped on every star in the sky that it was you.
sure enough, you were standing outside. he was slightly in relief that it was indeed you, but he couldnโ€™t help but feel slightly pissed off about how you had ignored him for the last few hours.
he crossed his arms and leaned against the doorframe. โ€œi see you remembered me.โ€
โ€œcan you move?โ€ you really werenโ€™t in the mood.
he raised an eyebrow, but stepped to the side so you could walk inside. โ€œyouโ€™ve been gone for hours and suddenly youโ€™re back. where the hell did you go?โ€
โ€œi told you, the library.โ€ you stand by his desk.
โ€œyeah, i get that,โ€ he said, watching you drop your bag onto the table. โ€œbut you never told me youโ€™d be gone for four hours . i havenโ€™t seen you since you dropped an old ass kiss on my cheek and ran off.โ€
โ€œwow u got put last for the first time, so disappointing.โ€ you reply with sarcasm dripping through ur tone.
โ€œjesusโ€ he said, rubbing his temples. this was quickly heading into yet another argument, and he did not have the energy for it right now.
โ€œi know youโ€™re busy with your studies, but do you really have to ignore me every damn time you need to focus?โ€ he said, his annoyance clearly showing in his tone of voice.
โ€œyouโ€™re just a hypocrite.โ€ you reply, almost raising ur voice.
โ€œand how exactly am i a hypocrite? i have a job just like you do, so whatโ€™s so different?โ€ he asked, staring at you in disbelief.
โ€œyou always put ur job before me! everytime i asked to hang out if ur job called u would automatically leave me. but when i wanna study to get my fucking degree its a problem?โ€ you snap lightly.
โ€œoh here we go again,โ€ he said, rolling his eyes. โ€œyou keep bringing this up like a broken record. iโ€™m not going to apologize for putting my career first, so why canโ€™t you get that through your thick skull?โ€
โ€œwhy havenโ€™t i broken up with u yet?โ€ you say without thinking.
โ€œi guess itโ€™s because youโ€™re as obsessed with me as i am with you,โ€ he said, a smirk on his face. he knew he was getting to you and he almost seemed to be enjoying it.
โ€œwhatever im leaving i dont have time to be arguing with you. maybe ill find me a new boyfriend on the wayโ€ you roll ur eyes before packing ur bag.
the smirk quickly disappeared from his face and was replaced with a look of disbelief. โ€œyouโ€™re not serious,โ€ he said, watching you gather your bag again.
โ€œim tired of you and im tired of ur bullshitโ€ you snap walking towards the door.
he let out a sharp breath. โ€œyouโ€™re so goddamn impulsive.โ€ he said, crossing his arms once again. โ€œyou wanna leave? fine, go find a new boyfriend. see if you can even find a better one.โ€
โ€œfine, i will.โ€ and with that, you left.
โ€œgood luck finding someone whoโ€™ll put up with you,โ€ he called out to your retreating figure. he let out a sigh and slumped back against the doorframe, a strange feeling in his chest.
he stared at the door, waiting for you to come back. it was stupid, he knew better, but he wanted nothing more than for you to come back and beg him to take what he said back. he wanted you to come back and kiss him and hold him and be the clingy girl who used to annoy him so much.
but when the hours ticked by and you never came back, the feeling in his chest only seemed to get worse.
he eventually forced himself to go to bed, but he couldnโ€™t stop staring at the empty space next to him, and he hated how cold the sheets felt without you.
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you just drove until you got to ur nearest starbucks. you entered the busy coffee shop and were immediately bombarded by the sight of people drinking coffee, workers yelling out orders, and the smell of a new brewed batch.
you boot up your laptop and start to go through your notes. you were getting ready to study for a couple more hours, but suddenly you hear someone clearing their throat, interrupting your work
you look up to see a tall man with dark, tousled hair and a sharp jawline. heโ€™s dressed in a simple black shirt and jeans, and heโ€™s holding a to-go cup from the coffee shop in one hand.
โ€œthis seat isnโ€™t taken, is it?โ€ he asked, gesturing towards the chair opposite yours.
you just look at him for a moment. โ€œno.โ€
he gives you a polite smile and sits down across from you. โ€œthank you,โ€ he said, โ€œi was looking to get some work done, but the place is packed.โ€
โ€œyeah, it can get pretty crowded in here,โ€ you said, briefly glancing at him. in all honesty, you had other things to focus on, and getting into a conversation was not on your to-do list.
โ€œare you busy?โ€ he asked, tilting his head slightly and gesturing to your laptop.
โ€œstudying.โ€ you kept giving him short replies in hopes that he would go away.
he raised an eyebrow. โ€œfor what?โ€ he asked, taking a sip from his cup of coffee.
โ€œmy forensics quiz.โ€
he let out a sigh. โ€œi donโ€™t know how people have the mental capacity to study right now,โ€ he said, โ€œdo u have a boyfriend?โ€
you gave him a strange look. โ€œrandom question,โ€ you said bluntly. โ€œbut no, i donโ€™t.โ€
โ€œreally?โ€ he said, looking surprised. โ€œyouโ€™re awfully pretty to not have a boyfriend right now.โ€
โ€œi just broke up with himโ€ you state, blankly.
his eyebrows shot up in slight surprise. โ€œoh. my bad, i didnโ€™t mean to bring up a sensitive subject.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s fine, i donโ€™t mind,โ€ you said, waving your hand. โ€œhonestly, itโ€™s for the best.โ€
โ€œwhat happened, if you donโ€™t mind me asking?โ€ he said, resting his chin on his hand.
โ€œhe always put work over me and it was just getting to the point where i cant be with someone like that.โ€ you frown.
he let out a tsk. โ€œah, the classic workaholic boyfriend. that sucks, iโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œyeah,โ€ you said, sighing. โ€œit shouldnโ€™t have gotten to the point where iโ€™m begging my own boyfriend for his attention.โ€
he nodded in agreement. โ€œhe sounds like a real douchebag, if you ask me. youโ€™re a pretty girl, and he didnโ€™t treat you how a man should treat a lady.โ€
you couldnโ€™t help the small smile that formed on your face. โ€œwow. i just met you, and youโ€™re already the most empathetic guy iโ€™ve ever talked to.โ€
he let out a laugh. โ€œiโ€™ve experienced that kind of treatment before,โ€ he said, shrugging. โ€œbut trust me, youโ€™re beautiful, and iโ€™m sure youโ€™ll find a much better boyfriend in the future.โ€
โ€œwell, thank you,โ€ you said, smiling at him. โ€œiโ€™m not sure if iโ€™m ready to find another boyfriend just yet, though.โ€
โ€œthereโ€™s no rush, especially if your last relationship left a sour taste in your mouth,โ€ he said, finishing the rest of his coffee. โ€œyou should take some time and appreciate being single again.โ€
you smile slightly and he takes that as a sign to continue the conversation.
you end up forgetting about the test ur supposed to be studying for and continued talking to him, in hopes that gong yoo would leave ur mind.
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - its currently 2006, you and gong yoo have been dating for over 6 years and got casted in coffee prince together. being casted in a show alongside ur boyfriend sounded fun but lately ur relationship has been rocky.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - toxic relationship, eventual slight smut (not this chapter), sexual innuendos, slightly embarrassing, angst.
๐š/๐ง - this will be split into five parts.
๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž
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you knew gong yoo about 10 years before you landed the role on coffee prince.
you both quickly fell inlove and have been together for around 6 years now.
you met yoon eun hye on set and she immediately became ur best friend and ur friendship was still going strong.
she and you would hang out together and gossip about the other actors, which of them was ur type, and complain about the endless filming hours.
but the shooting hours were finally over and the show was gaining attention. you and eun hye were currently in her hotel room, talking about the newest gossip.
โ€œugh where is my boyfriend.โ€ you complained falling back dramatically on the bed.
eun hye rolled her eyes at you since she knew exactly what you were gonna say. โ€i havenโ€™t seen him since we finished filming earlier.โ€
โ€œoh my god,โ€ you whined. โ€œi need to see himโ€
โ€œno way are you getting him when he just finished filming,โ€ eun hye said, rolling her eyes for the 90th time today. โ€œhe definitely wants to sleep.โ€
โ€œso?โ€ you huffed. โ€œi can nap with him.โ€
eun hye gave you a look, a smirk on her face. โ€œa nap? is that all you would be doing?โ€
you threw her a dirty look and sighed, dropping back onto the bed. โ€iโ€™ve been deprived of him for the entire day, i canโ€™t go through an entire night tooโ€
โ€œyouโ€™ll be fine, you literally see him every day,โ€ eun hye said. โ€œi donโ€™t know how you havenโ€™t gotten sick of each other yet, youโ€™re like two peas in a pod.โ€
โ€œbecause my love for him never runs out.โ€ you dramatically put a hand on your forehead and sighed. yoon eun hye only laughed at your antics. โ€œstop acting so extra, we both know youโ€™re completely whipped for him. and heโ€™s even more whipped for you.โ€
โ€œdamn right he is,โ€ you said, grinning. โ€œheโ€™s so in love with me, itโ€™s quite cute.โ€
โ€œthatโ€™s not surprising, you know that everyone wants to date you,โ€ eun hye said. โ€œbut you just had to pick gong yoo.โ€
โ€œbecause heโ€™s the best.โ€ you sighed dreamily. โ€œheโ€™s so handsome, talented, sweet, and he treats me so good.โ€
โ€œokay, we get it, youโ€™re both sickeningly in love with each other,โ€ eun hye said, making a fake gagging motion.
you let out a laugh and flopped down onto your side so your cheek was smashed against the pillow. โ€œis it a crime for me to love my boyfriend so much?โ€
โ€œyes,โ€ she said bluntly. โ€œbecause you two are the most lovey-dovey, disgustingly sweet couple iโ€™ve met.โ€
โ€œim gonna marry him.โ€
โ€œis that even a surprise?โ€ she said. โ€œyou guys have been together for years now and heโ€™s had so many chances to get away from you, but he still hasnโ€™t. youโ€™re stuck with him for life.โ€
โ€œheโ€™s not leaving me anytime soon,โ€ you said, a smug expression on your face. โ€œhe loves me too much.โ€
โ€œthe whole world knows heโ€™s madly in love with you, you have nothing to worry about,โ€ eun hye said. โ€œbut youโ€™re not escaping that easy either, you are just as whipped for himโ€
โ€œyeahyeah, im gonna go see him.โ€ you get up and start heading towards the door.
eun hye looked at you, an exasperated expression on her face. โ€œi knew you would,โ€ she said. โ€œheโ€™s probably gonna be pissed that you woke him up from his nap.โ€
โ€œhe be aight.โ€
she rolled her eyes, but gave you a wave. โ€œdonโ€™t have too much fun,โ€ she said, โ€œi donโ€™t want to end up hearing you guys through the walls all night.โ€
you flipped her off and headed over to gong yooโ€™s hotel room that was right across the hall from eun hyeโ€™s.
you knocked on the door before opening it, knowing he probably forgot to lock it. โ€œbabe?โ€ you called out, closing the door behind you.
you heard some shuffling from the bedroom, and a moment later, gong yoo appeared in the doorway, dressed in just his sweatpants.
โ€œwhy are you here, itโ€™s late?โ€ he murmured, sleep evident in his voice.
you gave him an innocent look. โ€œi havenโ€™t seen you all day, is it a crime to come see my boyfriend?โ€
โ€œbaby.โ€ he sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. โ€œiโ€™ve been filming all day and i just got back. iโ€™m tired.โ€
you put ur hands on ur hips sassily and replied. โ€œwe can sleep together.โ€
he looked at you, his eyes still somewhat tired. โ€œi wanna sleep alone.โ€
your face fell and you pouted. โ€œbut i donโ€™t wanna sleep alone. iโ€™ve missed you all day.โ€
he sighed and ran a hand through his hair. โ€œi know, but im tired. canโ€™t you sleep in your room instead?โ€
โ€œfine.โ€ you frowned and rolled ur eyes.
โ€œthank you,โ€ he said, and gave you a sleepy smile. โ€œiโ€™ll see you tomorrow morning, alright?โ€
โ€œwhatever.โ€ you grumble under ur breath.
โ€œwhatโ€™s got you so grumpy?โ€ he asked, one eyebrow raised. โ€œiโ€™m tired, why canโ€™t you just listen to me and go back to your room?โ€
โ€œbye.โ€ you walk away not even letting him respond.
he sighed and watched you go. โ€œiโ€™ll just see her in the morning,โ€ he muttered to himself, before crawling back into bed.
you find yourself walking back to eun hyes hotel room.
eun hye heard the door open, and the sound of you flopping down onto the bed. โ€œback again already?โ€ she asked.
โ€œhe wanted to sleep alone.โ€ you groan.
โ€œoh no,โ€ she said sarcastically, โ€œthe horror of being forced to spend a night by yourself.โ€
you just made a face at her, and pulled a pillow closer. โ€œi miss him,โ€ you said, burying your face into it.
eun hye snickers and pats your back. โ€œyouโ€™ll survive one night without him, i promise you.โ€
โ€œi swear one day heโ€™s gonna leave me because of how clingy i amโ€ you pout.
โ€œthatโ€™s not gonna happen, heโ€™s just as obsessed with you as you are with him,โ€ she said, rolling her eyes.
โ€œbut what if he gets sick of me?โ€ you asked, a frown on your face. โ€œwhat if one day he just wakes up and decides that he doesnโ€™t love me anymore?โ€
eun hye scoffed. โ€œif you think gong yooโ€™s ever gonna fall out of love with you, youโ€™re dumber than i thought.โ€
โ€œhey,โ€ you said, elbowing her. โ€œiโ€™m not stupid, i just over think a lot.โ€
โ€œyeah, and thatโ€™s an understatement,โ€ she said. โ€œjust relax, gong yooโ€™s not gonna stop loving you. heโ€™s head over heels for you, i promise.โ€
๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ญ๐™ฉ ๐™™๐™–๐™ฎ
itโ€™s early in the morning, and your alarm clock rings. you groan and sit up.
you force yourself out of bed, and trudge into the bathroom. you brush your teeth and wash your face before getting dressed.
after you finish getting ready, you make your way over to gong yooโ€™s room. you knock once before opening the door.
he was sat on the bed, fully dressed and scrolling through his phone. he looked up when he heard the door open. โ€œoh, youโ€™re here,โ€ he said, setting his phone down.
you roll ur eyes, already starting to get pissed off. โ€œshould i not be?โ€
โ€œno, of course you should be,โ€ he said, rolling his eyes slightly. โ€œi was just surprised, considering how whiny you were last night.โ€
โ€œgod forbid a girl misses her boyfriend.โ€ you lean against his fridge.
he snorted and got up out of bed. โ€œi just found it kinda annoying that you couldnโ€™t go one night on your own.โ€
โ€œoh so you find me annoying?โ€ you narrow ur eyes.
โ€œwhen you act like this, yes.โ€ he gave you a pointed look, crossing his arms.
annoyance slowly rises within you. โ€œthats just because i love you!โ€
he let out a sigh and shook his head. โ€œi know you love me a lot, but you get a littleโ€ฆ clingy sometimes.โ€
โ€œfine, ill stop.โ€ you shrug, trying to seem unbothered.
โ€œitโ€™s not that i donโ€™t like that youโ€™re clingy,โ€ he said. โ€œitโ€™s just that you can be a little too clingy, to the point where i canโ€™t do anything else.โ€
โ€œwhatever.โ€ you didnโ€™t feel like continuing this conversation.
he rolled his eyes at your behavior, and walked over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist. โ€œdonโ€™t be salty now,โ€ he said. โ€œyou know i love you, i just wish you would stop acting like a needy puppy.โ€
you sighed and leaned into his touch, despite being annoyed with him. โ€œi donโ€™t know how iโ€™m supposed to not be clingy when youโ€™re gone half the time.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s work,โ€ he said, his arms still around you. โ€œi have to be on set to work and make movies, it canโ€™t be helped.โ€
โ€œwe literally have the same work!โ€
โ€œwhich means youโ€™re doing the same thing that i am,โ€ he said. โ€œso i donโ€™t know why youโ€™re so bothered that i have to be away for filming when youโ€™re doing the *same thing.โ€
you frown. โ€œi just miss you.โ€
he sighed and brought his hand to your cheek. โ€œi know, baby, i miss you too,โ€ he said. โ€œbut you have to understand that work always comes first.โ€
wrong move. โ€œwow thanks.โ€
he let out an exasperated sigh. โ€œthatโ€™s not what i meant, and you know it,โ€ he said, โ€œiโ€™m just trying to do my job, same as you are. i still love you, so donโ€™t be all sulky and pissy.โ€
โ€œdifference is i put u over everything.โ€ you grumble, annoyed.
he rolled his eyes. โ€œyouโ€™re being dramatic again,โ€ he said, dropping his hands to his sides. โ€œi never asked you to do that.โ€
โ€œwell, excuse me if iโ€™m in love with you,โ€ you said, crossing your arms over your chest. โ€œi thought it was perfectly normal to want to prioritize my boyfriend.โ€
he pinched the bridge of his nose and let out a sigh. โ€œi really donโ€™t want to argue about this again. this whole clinginess thing is really getting old, and i feel like iโ€™ve explained myself countless times already. iโ€™m sorry im not at your beck and call 24/7.โ€
โ€œwhatever im leaving.โ€ you grab ur bag and storm out.
he didnโ€™t even try to stop you as you walked out. this wasnโ€™t the first argument the two of you had over this exact thing, and quite honestly he was just tired of it.
you walked across the hallway to eun hyeโ€™s room. when she opened the door, she took one look at your face and knew something had happened.
โ€œi assume things didnโ€™t go well?โ€ eun hye asked, raising her eyebrows. she already knew the answer, but she wanted to hear you say it anyways.
โ€œugh i hate him!โ€ you pace up and down her room.
โ€œwhat happened this time?โ€ she asked, letting you into her room. she could practically sense your anger from here, and she sat down on her bed.
you flopped onto the bed next to her, and let out a groan. โ€œthe same damn thing again , he said im too clingy and i care about him too much while he still prioritizes work over me.โ€
โ€œjesus christ, not this again,โ€ she said, letting out a sigh. โ€œyou guys have been arguing over this for years, and i swear yall still havenโ€™t learned how to resolve this issue.โ€
โ€œi just wished i was his number one priority. if we ever got married one day then i should come over anythingโ€ you pout.
eun hye leaned back against the headboard, and patted your shoulder. โ€œyou know that canโ€™t happen, right? gong yoo will always put his career first, and youโ€™re gonna have to accept that by this point.โ€
โ€œmaybe i shouldnโ€™t be with him thenโ€ you say thinking off of impulse.
โ€œcome on, thatโ€™s ridiculous, you know that you love him,โ€ she said, shaking her head at you. โ€œand he loves you, but heโ€™s a man with a job. heโ€™s going to prioritize that. thatโ€™s not his fault.โ€
โ€œwell im not gonna marry him and start a family with him if heโ€™s just gonna choose his job over usโ€ you state.
eun hye was trying her best to reason with you, but it never worked. โ€œlisten, gong yooโ€™s a fantastic boyfriend. heโ€™s been with you through all of the highs and lows of your career, and heโ€™s stuck with you for years. what more could you ask from him?โ€
you buried your face into the pillow and let out a muffled groan. โ€œi just want him to choose me over his job for once. heโ€™s always telling me that iโ€™m being too clingy and needy, and i hate it,โ€ you said, looking back up at her.
โ€œbabe.โ€ she said, patting your head. โ€œi hate to break it to you, but thatโ€™s never going to happen. gong yoo will always put his career first, and thatโ€™s not even a bad thing. itโ€™s just how it is.โ€
โ€œwhatever stop talking about itโ€ you cross ur arms and lean against the bed frame.
eun hye rolled her eyes at your behavior but kept silent. this was always how it went when you fought with gong yoo. she wished the both of you could just drop it and move on already.
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if you don't write mlw then how is it that you only write for female readers and then have f!reader x m!charas ๐Ÿ˜ญ?
NOT be to angry or mean I just thought it was a silly mistake (? i am presuming)
hi guys so i meant mlw = male reader x female character ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ forgive me
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๐ˆ๐๐“๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐”๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐ + ๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“
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๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ
๐ˆ๐๐“๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐”๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐
โœง hii my name is laylah
โœง im a student at princeton university
โœง 22 years old
โœง bisexual
โœง i feen for gong yoo
๐‘๐”๐‹๐„๐’
๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž:
๏ผ ZERO incest/stepincest, pedophilla, etc.
๏ผ rape, sexual assult, unwanted touch, pregnancy.
๏ผ will only write teacher x student if its in college and LEGAL.
๏ผ illegal age gaps.
๏ผ male readers
๏ผ wont write about rapist, racist or problematic characters/people
๏ผ wont write about minors regardless if theyโ€™re aged up or not.
๏ผ character x character, cinema ships (canon or not.)
๏ผ threesomes or poly relationships.
๏ผ mlm or m!reader x female characters
๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž
๏ผ female readers
๏ผ age gaps (legal)
๏ผ college professor x of age student or teacher x teacher
๏ผ wlw
๏ผ both women and men
๏ผ smut, fluff, angst.
๐–๐‘๐ˆ๐“๐ˆ๐๐†
๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ/๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ
โŸ squid game
โŸ train to busan
โŸ a man and a woman
โŸ silent sea
โŸ bloodhounds
โŸ coffee prince
โŸ alice in borderland
โŸ strangers from hell
โŸ friendly rivalry
โŸ mr.plankton
โŸ pretty little liars
โŸ the vampire diaries
๐ค๐ฉ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ
โŸ black pink (all members)
โŸ BTS (all members)
โŸ TWICE (all members)
โŸ straykids (all members)
โŸ le sserafim (all members)
โŸ p1harmony (all members)
โŸ seventeen (all members)
โŸ BIGBANG (all members excluding seungri)
โŸ NJZ (all members)
โŸ ATEEZ (all members)
โŸ AESPA (all members)
โŸ ITZY (all members)
๐š๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ/๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ
โŸ gong yoo (mainly)
โŸ lee jung-jae
โŸ lee byun-hun
โŸ yim siwan
โŸ lee dong wook
โŸ jo yu-ri
โŸ hoyeon
โŸ wi ha-joon
โŸ won ji-an
โŸ lee yoo-mi
โŸ kang ha-neul
โŸ woo do-hwan
โŸ lee hyeri
โŸ nina dobrev
โŸ kat graham
โŸ paul wesley
โŸ chris wood
โŸ kento yamazaki
โŸ nijirล murakami
๐œ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ
โŸ the salesman
โŸ hankyul
โŸ ki-hong
โŸ han yun-jae
โŸ gi-hun
โŸ hwang inho
โŸ hwang jun-ho
โŸ semi
โŸ junhee
โŸ saebyeok
โŸ hyun-ju
โŸ daeho
โŸ katherine pierce
โŸ bonnie bennet
โŸ stefan salvatore
โŸ caroline forbes
โŸ spencer hastings
โŸ aria montgomery
โŸ emily fields
โŸ hanna marin
โŸ tony cavanough
โŸ alison dilaurentis
โŸ jong-woo
โŸ moon-jo
โŸ hae-jo
โŸ geon-woo
โŸ jae-i
โŸ arisu
โŸ chishiya
โŸ usagi
โŸ kuina
โŸ ann
- ๐‘๐„๐๐”๐„๐’๐“ ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐‚๐‹๐Ž๐’๐„๐ƒ, ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐๐Ž๐–.
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๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“
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โŸ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™—๐™š๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ข๐™–๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ก๐™ž๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™™๐™ž๐™›๐™›๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™จ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ค๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™š :)
๐“๐‡๐„ ๐’๐€๐‹๐„๐’๐Œ๐€๐ (squid game)
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- ๐œ๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž
- ๐›๐š๐ ๐ข๐๐ž๐š
๐‡๐€๐๐‡๐˜๐”๐‹ (coffee prince)
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- nothing yet.
๐’๐„๐Ž๐Š๐–๐Ž๐Ž (train to busan)
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- nothing yet.
๐‡๐€๐ ๐˜๐”๐-๐‰๐€๐„ (the silent sea)
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- ๐™จ๐™š๐™ญ๐™ฎ (๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ค๐™ฃ.)
๐Š๐ˆ-๐‡๐Ž๐๐† (a man and a woman)
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- nothing yet.
๐†๐Ž๐๐† ๐˜๐Ž๐Ž (actor)
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- ๐ญ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐œ (๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ)
- ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐š๐๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ข ๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ง๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐จ.
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๐‚๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž || ๐ฌ๐š๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฆ๐š๐ง ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ - the salesman kidnapped you in the motel after gi-hun pulled that stunt with his two buddies.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ - kidnapping, stockholm syndrome, slight manipulation.
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You werenโ€™t sure how long it had been since the Salesman had taken you. The dim light in the room made it hard to tell the time. Two days โ€” you thought โ€” maybe three. The memories blurred together like a fever dream. The sharp smell of cigarettes lingered in the air, mixing with the faint scent of rain that crept through the cracked window.
He hadnโ€™t hurt you. Not physically, at least. That was the most unsettling part. No ropes, no chains โ€” just the heavy presence of him, always watching. His voice was eerily calm when he spoke, polite even. The man in the suit, with his perfect smile and those calculating eyes, treated you like a guest.
But you werenโ€™t a guest.
You were his.
You thought about running. Many times. The old wooden door was flimsy, the locks easy enough to pry open. But where would you go? He had a way of knowing. Like he could see right through you. And yet, the temptation gnawed at you.
On the second night, you tried.
The rain poured down in sheets, drowning the world in silver. His voice had drifted from the other room, low and distant as he spoke on the phone. You crept to the door, your heartbeat thundering in your chest. The lock clicked open. Freedom was just beyond the threshold.
But before you could step outside, his arms were around you.
โ€œWhere are you going?โ€ The question came softly, almost like a whisper.
You twisted against him, but his grip was firm. Strong. His breath ghosted against your ear as he pulled you back inside. The warmth of him enveloped you, the steady rise and fall of his chest betraying no sign of panic. He wasnโ€™t afraid of losing you. He knew you wouldnโ€™t get far.
โ€œLet me go,โ€ you pleaded, but even to your own ears, your voice lacked conviction.
He chuckled โ€” that low, knowing laugh that always made your stomach turn. โ€œWhy would I do that, darling?โ€ His fingers brushed against your jaw, tilting your face to meet his gaze. โ€œIโ€™ve given you everything. Safety. Shelter. And yet you still try to leave.โ€
You hated the way your body reacted to his touch. How the heat of his palms lingered on your skin, how the dark gleam in his eyes made your chest tighten. You should have been terrified. Disgusted. But instead, a part of you clung to the warmth he offered.
โ€œI hate you,โ€ you spat, though the words trembled.
โ€œAnd yet,โ€ he murmured, his lips dangerously close to yours, โ€œyouโ€™re still here.โ€
The days passed, and so did your resolve. His presence became a constant โ€” a dark comfort. He brought you meals, sat with you, spoke to you like you were something precious. You could see it in the way he looked at you. Obsession, twisted and unchecked.
But then there was something else. A flicker of sincerity beneath the facade.
You didnโ€™t know when it happened. Maybe it was the way his touch lingered, gentle instead of possessive. Maybe it was the moments when his walls cracked โ€” when exhaustion dimmed the sharp glint in his eyes, and for a fleeting second, he seemed almostโ€ฆ human.
And maybe thatโ€™s why, when he kissed you for the first time, you didnโ€™t pull away.
The Salesman had captured you. But somewhere along the way, you had captured him too.
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Days blurred into nights. The ache of fear dulled, replaced by something far more dangerous. You hated the way your body responded to him, how your breath caught whenever he touched you โ€” as if you had forgotten that he was your captor.
The Salesman was careful, always. Every movement deliberate. The way he smoothed his tie, lit his cigarettes, even the way he brushed your hair from your face โ€” it was as if he thrived on control. But sometimes, in the quiet moments, that control cracked.
Like now.
You were curled up on the worn couch, the dim light casting shadows across the room. He sat on the edge, his suit jacket draped over a chair, his sleeves rolled up to reveal strong forearms. The sight of him like this โ€” undone โ€” was a reminder that he wasnโ€™t invincible. That he wasnโ€™t just the enigmatic man in the suit who played twisted games with desperate people.
โ€œYouโ€™ve been quiet today,โ€ he said, his voice low, but not unkind. โ€œThinking of running again?โ€
You didnโ€™t answer.
Because the truth was, you didnโ€™t know.
He watched you, the corner of his mouth curving slightly. โ€œYouโ€™re free to try. You always are.โ€
That was the game now. He had stopped locking the door. No chains. No threats. Just the constant, unspoken promise that no matter how far you ran, he would find you. And maybe worse โ€” that you wouldnโ€™t run at all.
โ€œWhy did you take me?โ€ you asked finally.
He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. โ€œBecause I wanted to.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s not an answer.โ€
He smiled โ€” that infuriating smile โ€” and reached for his cigarette. โ€œNo,โ€ he agreed, โ€œbut itโ€™s the truth.โ€
Silence stretched between you. You hated how easily he could unnerve you. How he seemed to revel in it. But what scared you more was how you had begun to crave it.
โ€œDo you regret it?โ€ His voice was softer now. โ€œNot escaping when you had the chance?โ€
You should have said yes.
โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€
His hand brushed against yours. The warmth of his skin sent an unwelcome shiver down your spine. You could still feel the ghost of his lips from that night โ€” the moment when everything shifted. He hadnโ€™t forced it. No, the worst part was that you had kissed him back.
And now, there was no pretending.
His eyes darkened as he studied you, his thumb tracing the back of your hand. โ€œYou want to hate me,โ€ he murmured. โ€œBut you donโ€™t.โ€
โ€œI do.โ€
He laughed softly. โ€œLiar.โ€
You pulled away, but his fingers curled beneath your chin, guiding you to face him. His touch was gentle, but there was no mistaking the possessiveness that simmered beneath.
โ€œYouโ€™re mine,โ€ he whispered, his lips brushing against your cheek. โ€œAnd Iโ€™m yours. No matter how much you fight it.โ€
You hated him. You hated the way his words sank into your bones. But most of all, you hated that a part of you wanted to believe them.
Because the truth was, you werenโ€™t sure if you could ever leave.
And maybe โ€” just maybe โ€” you didnโ€™t want to.
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You remember the first time you saw him โ€” the bustling subway station humming with fluorescent light. People brushed past, their lives rushing forward, while you stood frozen, caught between despair and the endless hum of the world. That was when he approached you.
โ€œWould you like to play a game?โ€
His voice was smooth, like silk wound tight around a blade. The suitcase he carried snapped open with a satisfying click, revealing neat stacks of cash. It gleamed, a promise too bright to ignore. And those tiles โ€” red and blue. You chose blue. It didnโ€™t matter that you lost most of the rounds. The sting of his hand against your cheek became a rhythm, a dance. The slap was a consequence, but the reward was intoxicating.
And his laughter โ€” God, his laughter. He never laughed at you. No, it was with you. As if the pain, the humiliation, were all part of a joke you had agreed to play along with.
You tell yourself thatโ€™s when it started.
Weeks passed. You hadnโ€™t seen him since that day, but you felt him. In every shadowed figure on the street. In the crinkle of a briefcase snapping shut. You told yourself you were grateful for the money, for the chance to climb out of the pit you had been sinking into. But gratitude didnโ€™t explain the ache โ€” the gnawing need to see him again.
And then you did.
A cafรฉ this time. He was leaning against the counter, his sharp suit a deliberate contrast to the quaint surroundings. The corners of his lips lifted when he saw you.
โ€œAnother game?โ€
You should have run. Every ounce of reason screamed at you to leave. But your feet stayed planted. His eyes sparkled, the slightest tilt of his head sending your heart into a tailspin.
โ€œJust a conversation,โ€ you replied.
And so it went. Each meeting a stolen moment, a twisted indulgence. He spoke of choice, of power. Every sentence felt like a challenge, every smile like a carefully placed lure. You wanted to believe you were clever enough to keep up, that you werenโ€™t just another pawn in whatever twisted game he was playing.
But the truth was simpler. You wanted to please him.
The others wouldnโ€™t understand. Theyโ€™d call it manipulation, insist you were a victim. Youโ€™ve read about Stockholm syndrome โ€” how captives grow attached to their captors. But he never tied you down. Never locked you away. No, you walked willingly into every encounter. And with each step, you gave him another piece of yourself.
He never asked for it. Thatโ€™s what made it worse.
โ€œYouโ€™re free to go,โ€ he told you once, his voice low, almost tender. โ€œThere are no rules keeping you here.โ€
But you stayed.
It wasnโ€™t the money. You knew that now. It wasnโ€™t even the thrill of the games. It was the way he saw you โ€” really saw you. Every flaw, every desperation you tried to hide. And instead of flinching, he smiled.
โ€œYou make your own choices,โ€ he said.
But you couldnโ€™t help but wonder โ€” was this choice ever truly yours?
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