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*Taps mic*

This not even on

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Hi life is busy here! I havent even had the chance to watch TIT and been really slow with catching up on vids too. Havent forgotten this account tho and do want to get back on diss and piss art sometime<3

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ARE YOU READY TO BE INFLUENCED? THE TOUR STARTS TOMORROW danandphiltour.com

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"no one wants to know this"... I personally want to know every single morsel of information that Dan and Phil feel comfortable feeding me. I do not care about "TMI", and I am not easily grossed out. I just want that good good information

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I will draw the many new outfits when im able to☺️

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Looks like i have another ask on this account but i can’t see it? Sorry!

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Do you think dnp hardlaunch is coming ? If so in what way and when?

I don’t think about it. If they do then cool if they don’t then thats also cool

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The first day of our forever

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The first day of our forever

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The first day of our forever

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Semi tour rant? skip if u dont like to read

I understand that the tour was leaked and had a messy start, i dont blame them for what seems to be a panic announcement to remedy it. however, im sorry guys but how can i justify possibly spending a lot of money just to see them in the nearest country possible, if i dont even really know what the tour is about? this is including the inconclusive statement on which regions will be added later.

feel free to notify me on how advertisement for the other tours worked before ticket sales because idk. Even if they drop a trailer today same as the ticket sales its still like guhhhhh… idk i dont like how it feels that u are forced to give into FOMO before knowing exactly what youre paying for ESPECIALLY to us who have to travel not just countries but continents to see them because we are afraid that waiting will just hurt us later

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Like I'm sorry, I get that we're mostly supposed to spread positivity and all that, but we know that no space is perfect and fan spaces do tend to center western and white fans more, and everyone of us, literally myself and anyone who lays eyes on this post, needs to do self-reflection about our actions, because western fans are a bit too quick to talk in condescending ways down to the rest of us and we don't exactly have a lot of people believe us about fan spaces being exclusionary.

Concerns are taken out of context and belittled and that more than anything makes spaces feel unwelcome, because that's social power and privilege being leveraged against us.

If anyone needs to hear it no I'm not even personally all that torn up about the tour not including many continents right now, but what many fans have pointed out is that the lack of any address of that in conjunction with past racist and orientalist micro aggressions can create an overall experience of feeling generally excluded. And of course emotions are running high right now over a bunch of that stuff but the part that actually directly bothers me a lot is just how quick western fans are to use very condescending tones and words with us to make it seem like we don't understand something simple by divorcing these grievances completely from the context of larger exclusion that they are in.

Like, listen, you can ignore us and all that, but after all the talks about fandom racism and all the feel good "solidarity with poc fans!!" kinda posts and tags and all, this is a humble request (because what else can I make) to at least self reflect when you talk about any of this or talk on posts by fans who are angry about not getting explanations, and to at least ask yourself "am I being condescending right now? Am I talking down to someone? Am I voicing what I want to in a way that implies I'm on a higher horse by not being concerned/emotional about this thing?"

It's the smallest bit of respect that your fellow fans deserve. Because honestly, even before all this tour stuff I had enough of being talked down to in many many ways by western fans and not having anyone to turn to who could understand how unsafe that can make someone feel. This is a larger problem, please let's not pretend it isn't, because that isn't what will make it go away

Peace and love to all

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Free the list boys!!!🗣️🗣️🗣️

“Good luck and may we be united soon” very much sounds like a dan sentence

I just logged in what happened wtf huh?!-

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2009 WIP

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i'm sorry i'm sorry.... i do not like bad vibes™ but the fact that they're going to Iceland which has a population of 382k people and not even going to like. Mexico. (not THAT far out of the way they'll literally be in Texas) is. well dang it's got me feeling some kinda way

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i think i'll be muting all the tour tags and won' talk much about it anymore until there are hopefully more places they'll visit. So far I'm really saddened and looking at news of the tour will remind me how I won't be able to see them at all where i live

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sorry for the negativity in all the hype but I am really sad again at how there aren't many places, it feels so weird how all of asia, south america and eastern europe has been ignored- i know that as a new fan I haven't gone through the disappointment many others have but it still hurts a lot

I just logged in what happened wtf huh?!-

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Idc that most of you don't care about us, I'll keep saying that it doesn't matter if it's Dan and Phil themselves or their management, the way LATAM phans are treated has always been awful, this isn't a new thing! We don't deserve to be made to feel like we aren't a real audience! I saw a comment on Instagram from Brazilians alone with 130 hearts on it. You really think there's zero interest? be so fucking for real?