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The Narcissist from Tampere

https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/beatriz-grimaldi-other-woman.html

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Cheating

When you kill marriages and think you can get away with it. https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/beatriz-grimaldi-other-woman.html

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We’re so distracted by how things end, we usually forget how beautiful the beginning was.

Focus on the good moments  (Unknown)

Men such as Harri Mukta cause terrible traumatic damage . Women such as #beatrizgrimaldi are lethal when preying on married men https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/beatriz-grimaldi-what-do-you-call-woman.html

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To be honest, I’m scared of love there’s something frightening about it. I feel like love is a dangerous epidemic.  It starts slowly and then one day all of a sudden it erupts a black and blue ocean inside your heart. What scares me the most is that love can be killed so easily, but it can be resurrected, but then when it’s brought back to life like nothing happened it turns into a lingering ghost that haunts you and you just hope  the past doesn’t come back.

Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing  (via vodkakilledtheteen)

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always a choice. https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/beatriz-grimaldi-what-do-you-call-woman.html

Cheating is a choice, not a mistake.

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this is a woman who will stop at nothing to destroy lives and marriages https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/beatriz-grimaldi-what-do-you-call-woman.html

I won’t glorify or romanticize heartbreak. For me, it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living.

~ Warsan Shire

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this is a #femalepredator who hunts for married men on FB and instagram, grooms them for months to leave their families, and then manipulates them to kick their wives out of their homes. When her actions are known, she cries out “victimhood” - after harming women she has never met https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/06/beatriz-grimaldi-makes-women-homeless.html

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#harrimutka an abuser of women #beatrizgrimaldi a #femalepredator of married men https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/sex-addictions-harri-mutka-and.html

Betrayed

Why me?

What did I ever do to you?

Did I ever hurt you?

If I did I’m sorry

If you’re mad at me

I would like to know why

Because I have done nothing that could warrant you being mad

If anyone should be mad or hurt

It’s me

After what you did

I don’t know if I can trust you again

You betrayed me

You lied to me

You ruined my chance at happiness

Why should I trust you?

You told me

That you hope every worked out for the two of us

Then you turn around

And stab me in the back

Trust you?

Why should I even believe anything you say?

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After you’re cheated on

Everything changes. Before, everyone had good intentions and now they’re all out to get you. You replay every word they said and you pick out the things you should have noticed. Vile images run through your head on an almost constant basis. Your thoughts get so loud and your mind so flooded but you have no where to run from it. There’s this consistent anxiety that they’re hiding something from you, that maybe once you fell asleep they left and did it again. You question every single word that leaves their lips. What are supposed to be intimate moments turn into your vivid imagination destroying you. When your mind betrays you and lets you think, you can actually feel your heart shattering into a million pieces and you wonder if you’ll ever feel whole again.

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when #harrimutka causes unspeakable damage to women https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/sex-addictions-harri-mutka-and.html

I‘m shocked at how much more it hurts in reality than in my nightmares.

Colleen Hoover, All your perfects

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https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/sex-addictions-harri-mutka-and.html

What being cheated on really feels like...

It is something we have all been through. Falling for someone just to find out they really wanted to turn around and be with someone else. Often times it is so hard to describe how it feels but after going through it so much I think I have a pretty good grasp on what it does feel like. 

Relationships are amazing things. Finding someone you want to be with for a long time. Spending nights on the phone, having them wrap you up in those tight hugs you love more than words could describe only to find out that you weren’t the only one getting those hugs. I remember the first time I was ever cheated on. I had no idea how to comprehend it. Maybe because the relationship was just puppy love so I didn’t really feel much. However the first time I was really in love and found out I was being cheated on the feeling was so much different  than the puppy love I had felt before. My chest tightened and it felt like someone had just put a bomb in my lungs and it had exploded. My eyes puffed up but no tears could come out. I was in pure shock. After all when he tells you he loves you he’s supposed to mean it…right? All the secrets I had told, all the late night phone calls, everything he and I did…he was doing with her too. When you are told “I Love You” by someone you expect them to mean it. You expect them to be telling just you (and maybe their family and closest friends) that. Not you and this other girl you had no idea about. Once you find out it makes everything worse. It comes to the point where of course he says “I didn’t do it” or “I love you I swear.” How can you tell someone you love them but go back around and completely crush their feelings?

Remember guys if you feel like someone is cheating on you or you know they are END THE RELATIONSHIP. Your mental health is FAR more important that  a toxic relationship and you do not have to stay in that relationship. YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!!

I want to apologize for all the sad posts lately tomorrow I will be back to book reviews and such. 

I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!!

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because men sucj as #harrimutka only know how to lie lie lie and #femalepredators such as #beatrizgrimaldi groom men to leave their families https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/sex-addictions-harri-mutka-and.html

You have to face the consequences if the truth comes out and hurt people. I never understand why you keep choosing to lie.

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#harrimutka thanks to #beatrizgrimaldi the female predator of married men https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/07/the-harm-of-narcissist-called-harri.html

Being cheated

Being cheated destroys you.

Honey, always remember if he can do this to you, you should think about how much you mean to him. He can't apologize for what he did. There's no excuses for what he did to you either.

You trusted him, and he abused it.He often cheated on me and I forgave him. And I fight with it every day. I can't let him go because he's my first big love and we belong together, right? I have nightmares every night, because of him.

He's fighting for our love, but maybe it's too late for us. But he will always be my first love and I will fight because I am already broken. Please don't make the same mistake. Don't let yourself be destroyed about someone who cheating on you.

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Four Years

Four years is what it took to build what we had; to adopt our cats together, move into our dream apartment, start saving for a house.

To become so intertwined in each other’s families. To learn each other’s ups and downs. To accept the opposite’s demons.

You tell me that in those four years, I was always there for you. You knew I would move the earth if you needed me to. You knew that you were the only person I had ever let this deep into my life. I would have jumped off of a cliff if you told me that you’d make sure I was safe at the bottom. I trusted you.

And in just one month. ONE MONTH. You destroyed who I was as a person. You cheated. You had a whole other life with another girl for an entire month. You lied straight to my face countless times. All you had to do was leave. Just leave.

Instead, you stayed for that whole month. Inching further away from me each night as we slept together. Hardly texting me because she had your time and effort. Never wanting to take me out any more and if we did, it was to the grocery store where you would act as if I were a burden. Leaving early for work so you could go to her house first without raising suspicion. Having the nerve to stop in and visit her when I was visiting a friend two streets away each week and then coming to see me after.

Instead, you made me think that I was doing something wrong. That I was failing in the relationship. When I asked why we were becoming distant, you made me believe that I was the one who needed to work on myself. When I confronted you about my suspicions with your phone and work schedule, you made me feel crazy. You made me feel like I was making things up and that I was wrong for not trusting you.

Instead, you stayed and broke me. I didn’t fall, you pushed me face first into the dirt with your foot on the back of my head to crush me. Instead, you stayed and changed me. You changed me from a wildly optimistic person to someone who trusts no one and no longer sees the value in life. Changed me to someone who feels worthless and replaceable. Changed me from a hopeless romantic to someone who believes that love is extremely conditional, if it’s even real at all. To someone who doesn’t need anyone or anything. To someone who feels like no one needs her, either.

Instead, you stayed. You decided to turn me into someone who believes that she will never be enough for a person on her own.

And in one day, you got caught. In one day, you confessed everything. In one day, you called four times, texted three, and left one voicemail to try and find me when I didn’t come “home.” And what did you tell me that day? Without speaking, you told me that the world is harsh and happy endings aren’t real. Everything is temporary. In one day, you made the last four years of my life feel fake.

In just one day, you taught me the definition of love. Love: (noun) a fictional emotion that supposedly cures the world while also destroying it.

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Being cheated on hurts.

Time is the healer.

(via wmc24)

https://beatrizgrimaldiandmakingwomenhomeless.blogspot.com/2021/06/beatriz-grimaldi-makes-women-homeless.html

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Getting cheated on is the worst, my heart hurts so much