legionofsolace

[legionofsolace]

"The most important relationship is the one you build with yourself, but it's also the hardest."Insight shared from Everything I Know About Love on the Headway app

[legionofsolace]

It's tough, when you have to hide because of danger, yet you can't find community because you have to hide in order to not be targeted again. No name, no photos. I don't want to hide, I don't want anyone else being targeted like I am. Isolated, having friends and family turned against you. When you're held down for so long you think that you don't deserve friendship, family, health, understanding and anything else.... when a bigoted, entitled, delusional conman destroys your life and makes sure no one ever believes a word you say so that they can suffocate the truth from you, where can you go? Who do you talk to when you're getting stalked, when they are liars who talk so badly about different races and different genders? Your family doesn't believe you that law enforcement would dare to do such a thing, even when it has been done right in front of them. There are no more friends, no more career, no more health. Just run and hide....but I have the proof of the abuse, I have the proof that we have psychopaths who are honored in our society. But who do I convince when everyone's already gone? Just left with the proof of a plan told out in great detail of how to get rid of me and my children. Told in front of my own family, but hey, it's okay because I deserve it, right? Anyone can lie, be racist, abusive, a stalker, a narcissist....but it's a whole different monster when they have a position of power and the ability to make sure no one cares to speak up against them. Even going as far as to threaten a disabled marine with honorable discharge that he was never in the military! and having the audacity to say that many veterans stand with him and he has the power to disappear anyone. What do you do when you're cast aside and made to look like a liar so you don't break the false image a narcissistic delusional psychopath has created for all his little pawns? I don't know. I guess you become lonely and keep taking the beating.....I feel so bad for any of you who might have come across this conman or anybody who has made you feel like you're not good enough. I feel your pain, I accept your truth. Your life is so precious, don't let anyone tell you otherwise, you're worth more than the pain your family, or friends, or anybody puts you through. If anyone can hear me, please know, I will stand with you. It's time to find comfort. Even if you haven't gone through the pain, your support towards anyone who has had their self-esteem take a beating is appreciated. It's not too farfetched to say that dealing with a narcissist has caused people to be suicidal or to commit suicide. They use their life to keep people down so they can feel strong. But we can be the ones to help people stand. My story is much longer and crazier than most anyone could believe, and that's only because I have tiny bits of proof and a couple witnesses who still can't believe it could be real life. But I know many of you don't have anything other than your words and experiences. Please share your stories. I feel so alone in my struggles, please show me I am not alone. Don't let our voices be suffocated and our words passed off as lies. Stay strong through the darkness, you are important. We are important. I appreciate you, and I thank-you so much for your time.