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My Vows
I pinch myself every day to make sure while I'm awake I'm not dreaming. (You know I sometimes have issues differentiating between the two).
There are so many things I can say about you, the reciprocal love you have with your friends, your family and the people who are lucky enough to know you; but for the sake of keeping it short I'll focus only on us.
People say when you know you know. And I knew from the moment we were sitting on the brick fence outside of dchi at midnight when you called your dad, the night before you left UofA freshman year spring break, that you were it.
Ive done alot of growing up since that moment and you let me make choices to figure things on my own, with faith we were the real deal. I don't think I'll ever be able to put into words how much that means to me. Because without you allowing me to figure things out on my own over the years )with your advice and gentile guidance always being take into consideration), I would not be the person I am today, a person I proud to be. You have stood beside me in ways you don't even realize. When I've pushed you away, and when I've smothered you, you never judged me or criticized me.
When we broke up I had A LOT I needed to figure out for myself. I needed humbling and experience in the world. I was angry for whatever reason, not with you but myself and the world around me. And when I said we needed to be apart, I always knew we would come back together, the break up was never meant to be permanate as I said the day it happened. And you letting me go, allowing me to grown and mature, I always knew we'd come back together. For that, I am eternally grateful. You allowed me the time I needed to better myself.
You have been with me through my best times and my worst times, you have been my rock, my stability, my voice of reason and my persons throughout. You've changed the way I both see and interact with the world.
You make me the person I want to be, and you are the person I want to be with. Our love story isn't quit usual, but neither are we. I love you more than words can articulate, and I look forward to showing you how much I love you everyday for the rest of our lives.
And no, surprisingly I did not use chat gbt to write this, this came from the heart, on my airplane ride home from dress shopping in Michigan. I love you forever and always tone. Cheers to forever!
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My chest feels so heavy, literally and metaphorically. I don't know if it's the excessive smoking I've been doing lately or emotional toll the past month has taken. I smoke weed to numb my racing thoughts. Lexapro stopped the racing thought but they've come back recently, mainly in the morning and at night.
Idk if I should increase my dose, my doctors see's me as more of an inconvience than as a patients.. if she even remembers my name 30 seconds after leaving the room. So I don't want to ask them, my therapist doesn't have the proper skill set to reccomend dosages, and my inquisitive mind is not stable enough to determine what's best.
All I know is for the first time since starting lexapro in September I'm feeling everything, the racing thoughts, sadness, depression, manic happiness. I don't want it. It's too much. I have no support.
I have so much I want to give. Sometimes this place feels like it's actively rejecting me.
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