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Hello again everyone, I've been coming to find that politics in my state have taken a turn for the worst, and I no longer feel safe here. I, along with two friends - @springles and @lillabeast - have plans to move to Illinois to get out of our respective unsafe situations.

For myself, personally, I'm leaving a deeply religious and red state. My state leapt on the chance to ban pride flags, give the OK on allowing businesses to check your birth certificate before letting you into the restroom, and chips away at more and more as time goes on. I'm afraid things will get drastic.

Unfortunately, as you could imagine, moving across the country is going to be expensive. Between hotels, food, gas, down payment on a place to stay, and the moving truck itself, I don't think getting the things we need scraped together by the end of my current lease (March 1st 2026) is gonna happen. I'm working myself to the bone just trying to make ends meet as it is.

I'm not really sure what else to add, here, I don't want this post to be long-winded but I'm desperate. The moving truck alone is gonna cost roughly 3k, not including gas. Anything at all helps, if you want/need details feel free to contact me.

p.aypal: bluestar3445 v.enmo: spiderwebbed

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Ooook! Pathfinder Ingo and Emmet! This is ingo before he was turned into what he is now, as well as Emmet! Of note: my au twins tend to be albino! theyre part silver dragon in this au but their scales appear white due to this. Its also why theyre skin is so pale in this art! Emmet wears clothes more suited for adventuring while still being formal, Ingo leans fully in formal clothes with a bit of adventuring gear. their jacket is built for their wings and i do plan on showing off what it looks like but i wanted to post this now and do details and familiars later!

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Body Horror under Read More! Finally revised My pathfinder Ingo! wasn't really planning on posting more about him but people seemed to like my initial attempt at a design for him so I feel a bit more comfortable posting more of him! I wanted to kinda condense a lot of his design while also elaborating on a design aspect he has that was not clear enough (My version of Ingo is Considered Albino, although he still has some pigment in his hair! if there is another term for this please let me know I have done research but have not seen anything.) I also wanted to make the arms slightly easier to draw and make him slightly less detailed- or at least easier to simplify for less detailed drawings! EDIT: I FORGOT HIS FUCKING ARM HAIR just pretend its there please-

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Body Horror under Read More! Finally revised My pathfinder Ingo! wasn't really planning on posting more about him but people seemed to like my initial attempt at a design for him so I feel a bit more comfortable posting more of him! I wanted to kinda condense a lot of his design while also elaborating on a design aspect he has that was not clear enough (My version of Ingo is Considered Albino, although he still has some pigment in his hair! if there is another term for this please let me know I have done research but have not seen anything.) I also wanted to make the arms slightly easier to draw and make him slightly less detailed- or at least easier to simplify for less detailed drawings! EDIT: I FORGOT HIS FUCKING ARM HAIR just pretend its there please-

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I do plan on refining the pathfinder ingo design and drawing him more, I’m just recovering from a road trip and drawing some less intensive things

However I do need to refine that guy

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a sorta continuation to my pathfinder Ingo drawing, here is my partner's character she's playing as! she decided to play as Dream bbq Ena, and took the automaton ancestry! she was the one to find and help Ingo and is his current roommate. Shes a Bard, i believe an enigma branch? i dont know pathfinder 2e well yet.

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As long as you tag it correctly and keep any images or heavy descriptions under a read more, body horror is fine regardless of fandom. Anyone who says otherwise are 1) trollers, 2) people who try to "cleanse" fandom spaces, or 3) people who believed they could handle it, couldn't, and take it out on the poster. Unfortunately, unless you're in a fandom of a media known to contain body horror, you will get a lot of those people.

But keep on posting what you want. If people don't like it, then they don't have to interact with it. It's their fault if they continue to do so.

Besides that, I also wanted to say I like the body horror you did of Ingo. I am well aware that I have a messed up sense of what constitutes as body horror so when I first saw the pictures the first thing I thought was how inefficient and annoying it would be to constantly having to carry your own organs. Like, the hands at the bottom front would be the best ones for picking up stuff from the ground in front of you but nooo, they have to be used to carry organs. The body horror was still good though.

I do apologize if this came off as haunty or unnerving, I am not the best at communicating my thoughts clearly or fluidly.

thank you-- I'm a big fan of body horror, coming from the little nightmares fandom! I've been fixated on submas as of late as well as look outside, but submas is not a horror fandom- although there have been horror aus i've seen (and enjoyed!) So i wanted to give folks ample warning- cuz i understand not everyone is as interested in that as I am- also you're spot on- He likely will later get a shirt or something for the organs but sadly the lower arms still won't be too useful- they're incredibly clumsy and he has to really focus to use them!

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(I spent a lot of time on this so I'm Gonna post it but please don't expect more super detailed pieces like this because this really takes a lot out of me) I'm admittedly nervous posting this because I know a lot of folks don't Come to the Submas tag for body horror but I'm trying to post more and I'm proud of this piece. A friend of mine is running a pathfinder 2e campaign and i wanted to Make Ingo, but i was playing a lot of look outside at the time... so i ended up taking flesh warp as an ancestry- it ties into his backstory and class- he was warped in some way and lost his memories and was being cared for by another Player Character. He's an animist meaning he talks to spirits and channels them to use his magic spells! i thought it was fitting for him. another part of lore is that he's human but is descended from dragon born (his mom was a dragon born) so he has draconic features! one of his spirits is based on lost moments, either due to being erased by time or... forgotten. So i thought it'd be fun if the lost memory helping Ingo was a broken memory of Emmet. (below the read more is the design. be warned as both are body horror heavy. I likely will not be posting a lot of art of him nor do i plan on posting any more body horror art of the twins. if i do i will tag it as such and put it under a read more.)

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I Did some practice with a limited pallet! (The colors come from Chandelure) This was a pain but ir came out really pretty!

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I was playing around with the symmetry tool! also i love using the lineart as the black of ingo's clothes, but it makes shading hard

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part of the reason i made a reblogging blog is cuz it weirdly makes me feel more likely to reblog things. that and just. mostly focusing on art.

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INTRO

I am Lilla/Vandal! I go by They/It

Folks who like incest ships please don’t interact it makes me very uncomfortable.

I mostly post art here!

Reblogs for art and such goes to @the-beast-hoard

For my reblogs surrounding fundraising, I have @important-reblogging !

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a more serious piece. I really like warden Ingo's design...

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update

Im prolly just gonna stop reblogging stuff to this account. i may make a side blog for reblogging stuff but likely just art. life is too stressful and i Don't know if i reblogged some discourse stuff i no longer agree with or felt pressured to considering ive had this blog for awhile. tumblr was an escape but now im doom scrolling and judging my every action due to discourse from other people and old friends ive had. this is not to say i shouldnt critique myself in how i interact with people and handle topics-- but im mentally ill and do not always do it healthily. I know i really dont have an audience really, but for those who have followed me for my rare bits of art- i hope to post more of that soon.

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Ive seen people posting their takes on an Ena au twins so im throwing my own two cents i made awhile ago. (also please ignore the fact i have been missing i just had a lot of mental health issues happen im ok now but Ive just. been off of social media.) They are not an Ena but rather someone who runs the trains around a few different areas, like a hub of sorts. they're heavily inspired by the taxi driver in Dream BBQ actually! the way they move the trains is similar as well, holding the train and pushing them down their track as such they are. big. that's what the lower quality doodle next to their colored sheet is. its a show off of their size. (i made the idea of them pushing the trains before i decided on their size and i was surprised by how large they'd need to be.) Me and my partner head canon Emmet as left handed and Ingo as right handed, which is why the more smoky/ghostly arm is on the right side with Emmet and the wire arm is on the left side with Ingo, because those are their dominant hands and Ingo usually stands on the left and Emmet stands on the right. they can separate but it isn't good for them, causing Emmet to become restless while Ingo becomes lethargic and ceases to move much. Tal of seperation usually causes them to spiral enough for that to happen, so talk of splitting and separation is banned there. sorry for the long ramble! i cannot for the life of me figure out how to add a readmore on desktop. also! edit! the colors for their faces were taken from eelektross and chandelure, specifically the yellow from eelektross and the green from its shint, with ingo being the same but with Chandelure!

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