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12th Doctor hanging out with queer women for his entire run really went "man, you guys are so cool, mind if I become one of you" and didn't wait for an answer

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bring back the five pounds and a dream budget

things I WANT from doctor WHO: be WOKE as possible reduce BUDGET have good ass SOUNDTRACK create BAD SFX and most IMPORTANTLY feature THE MASTER

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wait why is this lowkey kinda cute but also. tomcat. really.

remember when they were saying that bisexuals couldn't be butch or femme and we had to be like. deer

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horse plushie 🧸🌊

[Poseidon design plus the lil horse! from @neal-illustrator]

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i love being on doctor who tumblr because the average dashboard is like

mutual 1: i need to peg that twink [image of random classic who character]

mutual 2: phone crashing gifset

mutual 3: [deep theory about a classic who character]

mutual 4: FUCK rtd2

mutual 5: FUCK this guy [random doctor]

mutual 6: i am going to FUCK this guy [same character]

mutual 7: how many times do you think captain jack harkness has tried to kill himself only to come back to life

mutual 8: i wonder if the doctor ever kept items from companions. imagining him sitting there surrounded by the memories of them.

mutual 9: do y'all ever think about [devastating scene] because i do

mutual 10: here's my 14th theory about this one filler episode because i am going insane over it [devastating theory]

mutual 11: i am going to peg that fucking twink [image of the tenth doctor]

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If your outfit doesn't make you look like the doctor, the master or a companion just get rid of it already man what's the point

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For science...in the tags, what's your myers-briggs personality type (with the nickname if you know it) and what did you/are you majoring in

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y'all I'm not even kidding I'm writing fanfiction about my friend group rn

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I'm always gonna be on the masters side cause if my bestfriend left me to hang out with what is essentially monkeys and was hostile asf when I saw him like a century after he abandoned me I too would be evil

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she really thought she had him there

On this day twenty years ago, Rose Tyler tried to find out more about the mysterious man known as the Doctor by googling "doctor". Iconic shit.

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Never trust an asexual who says “for fuck’s sake.” They do not hold stock in the sake of the fuck they are lying and manipulating you

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me driving

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don’t forget your pills!

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never have I agreed entirely with something this long and detailed (there's usually some detail or another that I disagree with), but this explanation is incredible, 10/10

so, I got asked what's the spymaster timeline argument and why do I argue about it so much and keep defending spymaster lol so I wrote a long ass thing that I want to share with you.

SO. there are different arguments for people I argue with

1. having the master back as evil ruins Missy's arc and they hate him

2. having the master back as evil doesn't make sense after missy but would make sense before missy

3. They just fucking hate him god knows why.

4. A mix of these

Now. I have strong opinions, and those strong opinions are that I don't have a problem with dhawan master at all. I think he simply fits in after missy in the most normal way possible. I never saw a problem with it and I find it confusing that people do. Cause?? Imagine dying, then regenerating and realising the doctor has left you alone, but fair, cause he didn't know. So you go on gallifrey, hoping he shows up. While you're there you start hacking into the matrix for fun, cause you're the master and you like having a bit of fun. You discover horrible things. The doctor is not who they think they are, the time lords are not what you thought they were and all of your species including yourself is a product of the doctor's DNA.

This places the doctor as some kind of god. The origin of the time lords. They weren't time lords before the doctor, just gallifreyans, with no real power or anything to make them important. He's simultaneously angry at the time lords for lying about their identity, and at the doctor for being the most important time lord of them all, for being THE time lord, the original. Ultimately, for being more than him.

Now. The master has a certainty during the entirety of the show. The doctor is his equal, they have opposite moralities, but they're equals. Now, the security in this statement he believed in all his life shatters. They're not equals. He is who he is only because of the doctor. Thinking back to missy, she was the regeneration that absolutely wanted the doctor to see her as equal as well. She wanted to be like the doctor cause she missed him, and felt like he was the only one like her. So she tried to be like him, she accepted to be imprisoned in a vault and basically be changed to have the same beliefs of the doctor. But she did it willingly. Cause she wanted them to be the same. Now this entire arc feels wrong to the master (dhawan) , cause now he knows he could never be like the doctor, how could he? The doctor is much more. He thinks missy was his biggest mistake, he humiliated himself to be something he could never be. He gets out of the matrix and throws a tantrum, killing everyone on the planet for having lied to him (and to the doctor). When he sees the doctor again he hates her. He hates her cause she's just there, being her usual self, while in reality she has a bigger role in everything than she could ever think. He hates her cause a part of her is in him, and that means he's less. He's lesser than her. I also remember one scene where he was like "did I ever apologise for that?" (basically killing the doctor making them fall on the ground and regenerate, lmao) And she was like "no" and him "good". I think about it often in relation to missy, cause he was definitely saying it because of her. Why any other master should have apologised for something? Only missy was apologising for stuff she did. It might be a big reach but I like to think it's about her. And he's like "good" cause he regrets being missy and trying to redeem himself, like I said before. Anyway the follow up from here is simple, he hates her and stuff, but he also feels bad not letting her know why. So then he decides to show her her story, all he can. No one should live without knowing their origins. so he shows her, and then he says he would like to show her more, but there's nothing else to show. It's the only moment in which he's doing something kind for her. Cause I believe in some way, he's also mad at the time lords for lying to the doctor. And here's part of why he decides to use their dead bodies in such an unworthy way. They have to pay not only with their life but also with their dignity, so he turns them into cybermasters.

This is also a way to cope and create his own race, to feel a little more on the doctor's level. She created the time lords, he destroyed them and created another species with their bodies. Then it's not enough and he decides that the only way to be equals is to become her. At this point he's gone completely insane, like, we see that. But it's totally understandable for him to act that way. His whole worldview changes. Everything he believed in is not true anymore. He doesn't know who he is anymore (I also just thought about this identity crisis he was having and how he stole Rasputin's identity, but this is an analysis for another day).

Anyway this got off topic cause I had to explain only the missy/dhawan thing but then started talking about dhawan in general so forgive me lol.

Other than this, if we take big finish in consideration there's the lumiat, that comes between missy and dhawan and her story really helps some people accepting the change (for some people it's still not enough though) and in the 2021 annual is confirmed that dhawan comes after missy, as we have the doctor and the master talking about the master's story from delegado to dhawan and thirteen says "I quite liked you as missy" and he replies that she spent too much time with him and it's something that should never happen again.

anyway. I've made my point on why the missy -> spymaster regeneration simply makes sense. It's just a normal timeline, I don't know why people think it doesn't work.

update to this post; in the audio "self-help", the master mentions stabbing himself in the back just when he thought he finally knew who he was. Referring to simm master stabbing missy, of course. giving us another confirmation of his position after missy in the timeline.

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sometimes I wonder how y'all are obsessed with specific characters and I'm like "why them" but then I remember that sometimes its literally not your choice you just look at them wrong and all of a sudden they're taking up your every thought forever

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ive been getting into making edits recently

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Me: I love my family. They’re so supportive and I’m glad my home life is so tame compared to some of my friends :)

Also my family

My Mom: no, no you suck that right back up into your face 

My Sibling: if his name is scooby doo, I wonder what he scooby did? and will he every be scooby done?

My Dad: *sends memes like this to our family gc on a daily basis*