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[littleteenagethings]

"How did you walk away from him? He was the one you loved more than life itself. What made you leave that love behind?" he asked, staring into her eyes, trying to piece together the puzzle of each piece of pain she ever felt. She wiped a tear with the back of her hands and turned away from him, her voice cracking as she was barely able to whisper "He hurt me, and he knew that he did. When I told him that he hurt me, he ignored it and disrespected my feelings. And Oh God, as much as I loved him, as much as I will always love him, I am not willing to settle for a life with a man who disrespects me, invalidates my feelings, and projects all of the bullshit from his past relationships on to me. I loved that man more than I have ever loved anyone and any thing. Perhaps, when I am 80 years old, I will still love him but I will never regret walking away to the love that I deserve. He was the love that I wanted, and I was the love that he did not deserve. His edges were too sharp, he was too broken and I... I was too vulnerable." Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #412 12.09.2023 8:07 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

“Dear you, Thank you for letting me down, thank you for walking away. Thank you for shattering my heart into a thousand pieces and scattering those pieces all around the world. Thank you for breaking me, for destroying me and for walking away. We both know, that if you had never walked away after you did all of this, I would have still been yours. Thank you for leaving and leaving me to repair the damage that you have done. I have since learnt that I am unbreakable, invincible, and anyone would be lucky to have me. Thank you for showing me that you never deserved me.”

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Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #410

17.06.2022

12:57 am.

[littleteenagethings]

“And darling, you need to be patient with yourself. The pain does not vanish overnight. You heal one day at a time, one step at a time. And maybe, just maybe, in six months from now, you will find yourself enjoying a day where the pain ceases to exist. Be gentle on yourself, allow the healing process to take place.”

—

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #411

09.04.2023

11:17 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

"How did you walk away from him? He was the one you loved more than life itself. What made you leave that love behind?" he asked, staring into her eyes, trying to piece together the puzzle of each piece of pain she ever felt. She wiped a tear with the back of her hands and turned away from him, her voice cracking as she was barely able to whisper "He hurt me, and he knew that he did. When I told him that he hurt me, he ignored it and disrespected my feelings. And Oh God, as much as I loved him, as much as I will always love him, I am not willing to settle for a life with a man who disrespects me, invalidates my feelings, and projects all of the bullshit from his past relationships on to me. I loved that man more than I have ever loved anyone and any thing. Perhaps, when I am 80 years old, I will still love him but I will never regret walking away to the love that I deserve. He was the love that I wanted, and I was the love that he did not deserve. His edges were too sharp, he was too broken and I... I was too vulnerable." Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #412 12.09.2023 8:07 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

And babe, I love you, more than I have ever loved anyone in my entire life, more than anyone has ever loved in the universe. I love you. But dear God, I do not like you. The love that I have for you is one that they will talk about, someday, when we're both gone. Our love story will have a cult following, books will be written about it. It will be discussed in high school literature classes, and maybe, just maybe, it may be one of the most powerful love stories ever told. The tale of a girl, who just loved a boy with all her heart, but she did not like him.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #413

20.09.2023

8:48 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

And babe, I love you, more than I have ever loved anyone in my entire life, more than anyone has ever loved in the universe. I love you. But dear God, I do not like you. The love that I have for you is one that they will talk about, someday, when we're both gone. Our love story will have a cult following, books will be written about it. It will be discussed in high school literature classes, and maybe, just maybe, it may be one of the most powerful love stories ever told. The tale of a girl, who just loved a boy with all her heart, but she did not like him.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #413

20.09.2023

8:48 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

"How did you walk away from him? He was the one you loved more than life itself. What made you leave that love behind?" he asked, staring into her eyes, trying to piece together the puzzle of each piece of pain she ever felt. She wiped a tear with the back of her hands and turned away from him, her voice cracking as she was barely able to whisper "He hurt me, and he knew that he did. When I told him that he hurt me, he ignored it and disrespected my feelings. And Oh God, as much as I loved him, as much as I will always love him, I am not willing to settle for a life with a man who disrespects me, invalidates my feelings, and projects all of the bullshit from his past relationships on to me. I loved that man more than I have ever loved anyone and any thing. Perhaps, when I am 80 years old, I will still love him but I will never regret walking away to the love that I deserve. He was the love that I wanted, and I was the love that he did not deserve. His edges were too sharp, he was too broken and I... I was too vulnerable." Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #412 12.09.2023 8:07 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

"How did you walk away from him? He was the one you loved more than life itself. What made you leave that love behind?" he asked, staring into her eyes, trying to piece together the puzzle of each piece of pain she ever felt. She wiped a tear with the back of her hands and turned away from him, her voice cracking as she was barely able to whisper "He hurt me, and he knew that he did. When I told him that he hurt me, he ignored it and disrespected my feelings. And Oh God, as much as I loved him, as much as I will always love him, I am not willing to settle for a life with a man who disrespects me, invalidates my feelings, and projects all of the bullshit from his past relationships on to me. I loved that man more than I have ever loved anyone and any thing. Perhaps, when I am 80 years old, I will still love him but I will never regret walking away to the love that I deserve. He was the love that I wanted, and I was the love that he did not deserve. His edges were too sharp, he was too broken and I... I was too vulnerable." Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #412 12.09.2023 8:07 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

"How did you walk away from him? He was the one you loved more than life itself. What made you leave that love behind?" he asked, staring into her eyes, trying to piece together the puzzle of each piece of pain she ever felt. She wiped a tear with the back of her hands and turned away from him, her voice cracking as she was barely able to whisper "He hurt me, and he knew that he did. When I told him that he hurt me, he ignored it and disrespected my feelings. And Oh God, as much as I loved him, as much as I will always love him, I am not willing to settle for a life with a man who disrespects me, invalidates my feelings, and projects all of the bullshit from his past relationships on to me. I loved that man more than I have ever loved anyone and any thing. Perhaps, when I am 80 years old, I will still love him but I will never regret walking away to the love that I deserve. He was the love that I wanted, and I was the love that he did not deserve. His edges were too sharp, he was too broken and I... I was too vulnerable." Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #412 12.09.2023 8:07 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

And darling, you need to be patient with yourself. The pain does not vanish overnight. You heal one day at a time, one step at a time. And maybe, just maybe, in six months from now, you will find yourself enjoying a day where the pain ceases to exist. Be gentle on yourself, allow the healing process to take place.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #411

09.04.2023

11:17 pm.

[littleteenagethings]

Dear you, Thank you for letting me down, thank you for walking away. Thank you for shattering my heart into a thousand pieces and scattering those pieces all around the world. Thank you for breaking me, for destroying me and for walking away. We both know, that if you had never walked away after you did all of this, I would have still been yours. Thank you for leaving and leaving me to repair the damage that you have done. I have since learnt that I am unbreakable, invincible, and anyone would be lucky to have me. Thank you for showing me that you never deserved me.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #410

17.06.2022

12:57 am.

[littleteenagethings]

do u have an instagram?

Not right now, sorry about that x

[littleteenagethings]

Dear you,

This is a letter to thank you. Thank you for walking away from me. Thank you for leaving because we both know that I would have never left you. We both know that I would have cut tiny pieces of myself off and threw it into the fire as kindling to keep you warm. Thank you for breaking my heart into a million tiny pieces. Now, I have learned to enjoy the beauty of jigsaw puzzles. Thank you for making me see the distance of a thousand sees between us. We both know, that I would have tried to swim across the oceans just to see your smile once more and we both know, that I cannot swim. Thank you for making my worst nightmare a reality and leaving me screaming your name across my bathroom floor at 3:00 am. I have learned now to love horror movies. Thank you for taking yourself away from me, the one I loved more than anything. Now I know that I don't need anyone in my life to survive. Thank you for breaking me to a point where I thought I was beyond repair. I have since learnt that I'm fucking unbreakable, I am superior, I am glorious, I am powerful, and nobody can ever make me feel that way again.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #409

07.05.2022

12:34 am.

[littleteenagethings]

In a perfect world, we'd be laying in bed right now binge watching mindless TV while we bask in each other's company. In a perfect world, I'd fall asleep to the sound of your snoring and I'd wake up to gentle kisses on my cheek. In a perfect world we would stay in and order takeout while we were unable to give our undivided attention to anything else but each other. In a perfect world, my heart would be so full of happiness that it would feel as if it would burst right open because the joy is one that cannot be contained.

But alas, this is not a perfect world and I'm not a perfect woman. In this world, the dreams in which I see you are the best ones I've ever had.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #408

02/05/2022

12:20 am

[littleteenagethings]

I always wondered why I never felt at home. No matter where I went or what I did, I could never find home. My soul searched far and wide, across the ocean, across the sky, across the universe and never found peace. I never felt at home until the very first time that I looked into your eyes, and my soul let out a sigh of relief. Sometimes, home is not a place, but just a pair of beautiful eyes and carry the beauty of a thousand stars in them.

Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #407

24/04/2022

12:07 am

[littleteenagethings]

I really don't know your name but you are my inspiration you are like a big shiny star in sky who burn his existanc to light up others please hold on I'm sure there is hope at the end of dark empty tunnel just keep on holding no matter how just stay

I am not sure how long ago you must have sent this. I sidelined tumblr for 4 years while I went to work on my degree. However, coming back here and seeing this really made my day. I just wanted to say thank you so much. I thought that my words became irrelevant and that nobody cared about what I had to say. You helped me to feel that my stories are worth reading. Thank you for that. x

[littleteenagethings]

when will u be writing abt the boy with the devilish smile? I love that story please post more

I haven't written about him in years. However I have kept the tag so that people can identify my work and my writing. The writing has not changed its just that I no longer write to someone or someone if that makes sense. Now, I just write for myself.