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lizandreil · 19 hours
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i love that neil spends majority of aftg being like omg they cannot find out that there is something wrong with me i have to be normal. and everyone who interacts with him is like Bro what the fuck is wrong with you
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lizandreil · 8 days
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by the way dear, we're alive, and it hurts 'cause we survived
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lizandreil · 25 days
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You know what makes me sit in silence everytime i think about it?
The fact that Andrew was attracted to every version of Neil.
He thought he was hot when he still had his brown eyes/brown hair
He thought he was hot when he had blue eyes/brown hair
He thought he was hot when he had blue eyes/auburn hair and the number 4 tattooed under his eye. ”you are a pipe dream“ , he said, looking at Neils bruised and most honest self.
Then Baltimore. Neil got tortured. Got bruised all over his skin, scars that’ll never be forgotten and what does Andrew do? He asks yes or no and kisses his hip.
It sure af wasn’t love at first sight but the fact that his initial attraction never faded gives you a hint about what Neil is for Andrew.
(Not to mention how the versions of Neil changed the more Andrew learned about Neil as well. First he was Neil. Then he was Abram. Then he was Nathaniel. Until he finally became Neil Abram Josten.
All the lies. All the truths. It all came together and Andrew was there during all of it).
and if I start talking about Neil falling for Andrew the more he learned about him and the role he took over-
(Neil is there to protect the one who protects them all)
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lizandreil · 28 days
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It’s so fucking sad that Andrew is still emotionally a 6 year old boy who was never taught proper manners or shown any affection at all. He still eats ferociously like a young child in a house full of kids fighting for everything he can get. He rips his food into bits and eats with his hands. He is put off by praise, even when it is deserved. He latches onto any person who has ever shown they care to the point where he puts himself in danger when it’s not necessary. He’s still that neglected orphan desperate for anyone at all to care even slightly about him. He’s put off by adult men. All he ever wants to eat is sweets. He enjoys playing video games and reading. He likes watching the sun set. He desperately needs everyone he cares about to feel the same way back, it’s impossible for him to live if he thinks he’s a second choice. He steals, he makes fun of police, he rips off Neil’s bandages from his fresh burns knowing how badly it will hurt. He feels comforted by being left alone.He has no boundaries for other people, he doesn’t care if he offends you, he doesn’t care about consequences. People in his life has beaten him down so terribly that he has been turned into a shell of a human being. But he loves his stupid boyfriend and his cats and driving his care. He loves his brother and his cousin and his therapist and his coach. He’s not trying to do any of these things, but he is them anyway. I love him very much he deserves the world
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lizandreil · 28 days
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Aftg is fun cause all the characters are living in different genres like neil is in a mafia thriller while andrew is in some a24 drama film. Kevin is the horse girl in a horse girl movie and dan is in an underdogs sports story. Poor aaron is trying to have a normal slice of life forbidden romance type beat but then he has to go and kill a guy.
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lizandreil · 1 month
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Happy (belated) Valentines Day 🌹
Had to draw more Andreil, they still have me in a chokehold 😪
The rest of this illustration is available on my (brandnew!!) patreon btw 👀👉🏼👈🏼
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lizandreil · 1 month
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“and as you’ve always said, you want nothing.” andrew stared stone-faced back at him.
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lizandreil · 1 month
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andrew: you're an asshole
neil: yes, and?
kevin [banging his head against the desk in the background bc he knows this is foreplay and he's going to get kicked out of the room soon]:
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lizandreil · 1 month
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Alternative universe where Wymack gives up his “above my salary” rule and just straight up disses Andrew when he is pining over Neil
Andrew: breaks into Wymack’s apartment to rant about how much Neil is a problem and a threat Wymack: You want to fuck him so much it makes you look stupid
Andrew and Neil getting in their usual first book word scuffles Wymack to Andrew after Neil leaves them alone: So what have you decided on? Spring or Summer wedding?
Andrew: allows some fox to score on him because he was too busy staring at Neil’s ass Wymack not saying anything out loud but catching Andrew’s eyes with so much bored intensivity the words just materialize on their own in Andrew’s mind: Wow that was pathetic.
Andrew feeding Neil some “i’ll still solve you” or other talk like that Wymack not even raising his eyes from some documents he was filling out: I’ve seen fucking garden snails flirt better than you.
Andrew buys Neil a matching phone Wymack: And here I thought Nicky was the only useless gay in the family, good to see I can still be wrong.
Wymack calling Andrew after Neil hitchhiked his way back to his apartment the first time Monsters took him to Eden: CAN’T YOU TAKE HIM OUT ON A DATE LIKE NORMAL PERSON???? YOU HAVE TO FUCKING DRUG HIM???
Andrew: buys Neil like a half of wardrobe in a exact style Andrew prefer Wymack: just aggressively sideeyeing  him in silence Andrew: SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP 
Wymack: shamelessly using Neil to stop Andrew from acting out against other Foxes Andrew: Fucking stop it. Wymack: No <3
Wymack: sends Neil to Andrew to ask him to stop throwing balls at Foxes’ ankles Wymack silently through very intense eye contact: JUST FUCKING BANG IT OUT AND STOP LETTING IT AFFECT MY GAMEPLAY
Wymack: Do threats of violence usually work for you? Or do you know about some Neil’s fetish none of us are privy to?
Wymack to Andrew: Its good to know there is something that both you and Aaron share. I just didn’t expect it to be inability to act like normal human beings around your crushes.
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lizandreil · 2 months
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do y’all say “sunrise, abram, death” to yourselves a few times a day too or are you normal?
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lizandreil · 2 months
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"Jean noticed how Andrew and Neil moved like they were caught in each other’s gravity, in each other’s space more than they were out of it, cigarette smoke and matching armbands and lingering looks when one fell out of orbit for too long."
Nora Sakavic, via twitter
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lizandreil · 2 months
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dance with me ( i will)
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lizandreil · 2 months
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Eheh..eh...doing scientific researches ahah :D
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lizandreil · 2 months
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neil .. (gently pats his head)
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lizandreil · 2 months
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Andreil ice cream date 🍦
This was supposed to be a sketch, but that obviously didn't work out.
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lizandreil · 2 months
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long haired Neil? long haired Neil 😌
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lizandreil · 2 months
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