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So I have posted in a while, im doing ok, waiting to start juice fasting. I need to lose weight, its been important to me for a good while now. I HAVE A PUPPY, HE DRIVES ME CRAZY SOMETIMES

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Im close but far, im getting a new deum plus a truck, and im excited to have my own wheels again. Im just keeping my head down.

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Ive been wanting to own a hangpan for years now, im finally close, but im scared it will go wrong or be taken from me. Its hard to be happy because people always try to take it from you. Im tak8ng it easy. Having a few drinks and keeping myself calm. Im sick of the world fighting. Why can we just all get along.... my mind is ripped in half. Im not to good at patient when ots so close. Im gonna celebrate when I get that drum and also join a boxing gym.

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I FEEL LIKE IM HERE FOR A REASON, IM 31 I LIVE WITH MY MOTHER. IM HOPING TO GET A MESSAGE ACROSS THE WORLD WITH MUSIC.

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So I dont know where my life is going, Im 31 and I live with my mother, she gets hot temperd very suddenly. Im hoping to make big changes in my life. I finally found the perfect drum for my music. Once I get that drum I can take it to the next level. Ive been depressed, and Im getting attacked all the time. Sometimes I feel like im stuck, I keep sinking. I feel like I want to leave, and move down south, im the black sheep of the family. It took my a little while, but I figured it out at 16. I also feel isolated living with my mom. Im hoping to get a car of my own. Theres a lot of drama with that.