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July 17, 2025
Hello.
So nakita ko lang ni kay nag-backread ko sa akong personal twitter. Kay didto ko pinaka-active nagtweet about kay Malik. And I saw this. Bale, February 17 pa diay ko nagsugod og ka-crush sa iyaha. Dili pa pud grabe iyahang flirt ani kay nagdodge man ko sa start pa lang. Heh. Grabe naman 'to Lord.
Actually, I think it's about time that I write a full entry about all my realizations regarding this connection. I want to write it all down so I stop synthesizing the information to the point of ruining it all. Once I get everything out of my head, I will be able to move on peacefully. It will finally leave my "pending tasks" box.
So... ambot kapoy na oy.
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in this terrifying world you continuously have the power to offer someone else a little relief . why would you withhold that. do you remember what a little relief feels like? it feels like a lot
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July 4, 2025
Hello.
I don't even see the point of this all. Why did I even make that account? That instagram account? Huhu Miss. Miss Huhu. Now I actually became a miss huhu. A miss who is crying. A fucking cry baby. I no longer deserve any type of pleasure.
Hilak na pud ko and it's 10:03 pm. Bwisit oy. Bwisit jud. Even a great person is not capable of being a good person.
Diyos Ama, I am so sorry but I feel so abandoned. Pero sige lang. Bahala na ako basta keep my family and pets safe lang po always.
Nag pray po ako. Many times. Pero parang wala namang lumusot na prayer eh. Bahala na. Basta lumusot lang lahat ng prayer ko for my family and pets. Still, Diyos Ama, I feel abandoned. Not that di ko deserve nor entitled ako sa attention mo, pero I am just stating it as a fact Diyos Ama. I feel abandoned po. Dili na ko. July na pero nagahilak gihapon ko. I feel like stupid ko the whole time. I was too kind. Dili na ko Diyos Ama. Wala naman point ang all.
Dili na ko po.
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July 1, 2025
Hello.
Hi. Daming ganap. Need ipa-inject og anti-rabies akong manghod kay nasamad iyang pinky sa ngipon sa iro namo na itoy pa. Wala siya gipaak pero still ngipon to. So mao to ang ganap namo for the first half of the day. Tapos sa 2nd half is naligo ko, nagtabang sampay sa gilaba ni mama na daghan kaayo. And then nag-iyak2x na naman. Abi ko ma-finish ko ang day na walay mention or type man lang. Pero ayorn nga. Samok. Samok. Ewan. Samok. Samok Samok.
Focus on the present na lang. Naa koy clear tasks for the next 6 days.
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bye na oy.
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Btw kita ko lang from another side blog kay:
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June 27, 2025
Hello.
Just realized something. I am a what the fuck pala talaga. Rude na nga siya. Pero kasi yung explanation kasi ni Tita Lou nakapa-blind sa akin in a way. Okay lang sana yun as a friend. Anyways. Basta okay na yun at least na-force na ako ma-realize kung ano talaga ang views ko sa matrimony etc. Sheesh. Actually, na-klaro na sad sa akoa akong approach sa friendships. Hays. And future biga-biga.
So, bale, kung naay magbiga sa akoa and ang compliment always is kay mabait ako or like not like anyone daw na nakilala niya. Uhm tama man akong reaction kay Malik tung pag-ingon niya sa ako ana. Pero, unconsciously na-activate ang nurturing and almost motherly side ko, especially after niya magshare ng mga harsh experiences etc. which is, sadly not a healthy sign. Sheesh. So yeh if ganyan nga ang pinagsasabi ng tao after ko pakitaan ng friend mode ko, especially ng pinaka-walay pake if magtalk kami ulit or hindi na friend mode, ibig sabihin, wala sa friends niya, kahit most pa sa kanila girls, ang warm sa kaniya same sa pinakita ko sa kaniya. And diba you are your friends? So ibig sabihin, kahit siya mismo di rin ganyan ka-warm towards sa friends niya. Ibig sabihin, ang warmth na pinakita niya sa akin while ga-flirt na natripan ko which is ang warmth na dow nagmatch sa warmth ko in friend mode, is ang warmth niya during romantic mode kasi nga ganun siya while ga-flirt sa akin. Bale yun na ang peak niya. Eh ang warmth ko friend mode pa lang yon. Ang lovergirl ko na mode or at least girl-na-trip-ka-and-alam-mo mode is at least double ng friend mode ko. Syempre, as an expressive person I don't hold back talaga from expressing my thoughts in the moment para maiwasan mga regrets etc. So yeh ayorn. Extra expressive ako during lover mode talaga and yeh maka-overwhelm yan sa kaniya if yun lang ang peak niya watdahell. So ayorn. Dapat kineep niya na lang ako na friend and sana nga gibadlong ko na siya from the start and wala nag-trust na 20 na siya and had been to 2 relationships. Sheesh.
So akong naisip na karon is that, if naa gani mag-confess or at least mag flirt man lang, dapat i-call out na nako dayon ang possibility na tungod lang kay nice and warm ko while nag vent sila or something. Or siguro like i-phrase ko muna na baka the person just wanted to be polite. Kay anad baya jud ta diri sa pinas na mag flirt for fun or murag for the politeness lang hahays. Or ambot basi favorite ra jud ko na biktima sa mga sa akong mga friends and random strangers. Hahays.
Naghuot gihapon akong dughan. Maski og tung isang adlaw pa ko nag-inom atung gatas na naay kape na great taste premium. Dili jud ko ganahan ato na kape ba. Mas okay ang nescafe. Hays. Basi gani dili na ni tungod sa kape, tungod na ni kay sad lang jud ko.
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May 4, 2025 (query answer)
Question: When will I meet the true love of my life?Hello, Jane! Thank you for your patience. After analyzing your natal chart, I see that you are a realistic, comfort-seeking, and trusting individual. Your well-aligned Mercury, Sun, and Jupiter in your natal chart indicate the likelihood of you meeting the true love of your life and leading to a harmonious love life ahead. Your love life appears to be promising, with a good foundation of love, care, and loyalty. With your desire to explore your love life, it appears likely that you will meet the true love of your life during an auspicious time in September 2025, with the aid of Jupiter and Mercury. If the time is missed, January 2026 also looks promising. Your future partner may originally come from the southern direction of your birthplace, though it is possible that he is already within your current vicinity. He is likely to have a well-built physique, a warm and inviting presence, and an appealing personality. His sincere, determined, and caring nature should help him support you during both good times and challenges, fostering a deep understanding between you. However, please note that a misaligned Mars in your natal chart might lead to temporary misunderstandings in your relationship. It would be beneficial to remain positive and cultivate a kind attitude. Focusing on open, honest communication and working together through any issues will strengthen your bond. If you currently have someone in mind, you can ask about the relationship prospects and compatibility between you two. The analysis can be done with the full birth details (date, time, and place) or alternative details based on the date you first met. Reflecting on your past, your natal chart indicates that around the years 2019-2020, you may have encountered academic obstacles. Nevertheless, the stars are aligned to offer support in your future endeavors. Best wishes.
May 11, 2025
Something that seems old or even fractured can be made new again in this period. This could be anything from a relationship to a goal with which you once disconnected. Particular circumstances or a set of events has drifted you apart and led to where you are now. Yet, it has been coming to your mind from time to time. If there is a bond that needs rebuilding or an idea that requires a recharge this is a favorable moment to start working on it. Although the universe will be supporting you, it doesn't mean that you should rush in without thinking it through thoroughly. A mindful approach is essential here. If you move ahead with great care and determination it holds all the chances to open up an interesting and pleasant chapter in your life.
May 14, 2025 (query answer)
Question: Compatibility with my crush born on 4 september 2004.
Hello, Jane! Tank you for waiting. Considering the planetary alignment in your natal chart, you are currently under the positive influence of the Sun, Mercury, and Jupiter, while he receives strong support from Venus in his partial chart. This combination indicates that your connection has excellent potential to flourish in the coming months. He appears to hold sincere, positive feelings for you and comes across as a reliable, faithful person. Investing your time and energy in this bond will be worthwhile. Rather than rushing forward immediately, take the opportunity to get to know each other more deeply. Engaging in open, heartfelt conversations and making thoughtful adjustments will help your relationship grow stronger. At times, you may experience minor misunderstandings due to the weak influence of the North lunar node. However, as long as you maintain honest communication and trust one another, you will easily overcome these challenges and preserve harmony in your bond. As you continue to nurture this connection, you should notice significant improvements around August 2025, when Jupiter’s influence aligns in your favor. December 2025 also looks promising for further growth. Since you are well matched, your patience and dedication to this relationship will certainly bear fruit.
June 6, 2025
Perhaps you have forgone an opportunity in the past and you aren't happy with that choice now. It is taking over your thoughts and pushing you to think about the consequences of what if you had actually done it differently or if it could have led to a better situation presently. In this period, something similar will be coming your way again. This time you have the past expertise to handle it properly when the possibility appears infront of you. Your experience and intuition will guide you towards doing the right thing. As you grab this chance, you will free yourself from any resentment you have been feeling due to not being able to make it up before. You will also realize that it will open new doors for you.
June 8, 2025 (Birthday horoscope)
Most likely, you have noticed that your best decisions happen when you mix the guidance that comes from both the heart and the head. This is a fine balance that allows you to live harmoniously. Yet, lately, you might have been struggling with a particular choice. From one side, it seems to have little to no logical merit. From the other, you feel how your gut is pushing you in a new direction. Although you may find it hard to resist, with your mind, you evaluate that it could be challenging or will require extra effort or pull you out of your comfortable life circle. Your brain is able to come up with multiple rational reasons why you shouldn't attempt something new now. It wants to protect you and to keep you in the tried and true realm. But if you have this sense inside of you and your intuition is up to that, then you are encouraged to step in to the unknown. In this period, you are advised to consider following your heart.
June 17, 2025
This is the right period to put your relationships in the spotlight. Whatever connections you have in your life, there is someone else involved. Hence, a certain person can be considered as your partner either in love, in occupation, in pursuing a goal, or sharing common interests. Now, the universe is supportive of implementing helpful changes. If you feel that a particular bond will benefit from better communication, more time spent together, from getting the second party motivated, or from just having a joyful, relaxing experience, you are encouraged to go for it. You may take a few quiet moments to meditate and visualize how you would feel and how you see your relationships evolving. Afterwards, you may open up a conversation about your ideas to brighten up your ties. Your sincere enthusiasm to make things better will likely be well welcomed and reciprocated.
June 26, 2025
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July 6, 2025
When you start something new, and one thing after another doesn't go right, you may begin to think it wasn't a good decision or that it is just not meant to be. The more expectation or apprehensions you had before embarking on it, the more discouraging thoughts would be trying to occupy your mind and win over your spirit. Now you are encouraged to make a conscious shift in your perception. Whatever you currently might see as a hurdle or problem also could be a blessing in disguise. In this period, if you approach it from the place of creative thinking and productivity, it may turn into a phase that would let all of the things align and eventually fall into place. In the meantime, you may also take this as a test from the universe of your determination and the strength of your intentions. Trusting yourself is indispensable on this path.
July 14, 2025 (query answer)
Question: What major life changes or events can I expect in the next 6–12 months so I can prepare?
Hello, Jane!
I appreciate your patience. You are currently favored by the Sun, Mercury, and Jupiter, which will support you as you move forward.
From the remainder of this month to October 2025, the Sun’s influence will bring significant improvements in your career and financial fronts. You are likely to encounter valuable opportunities that enable you to grow and develop in various areas of life.
In November 2025, be a bit cautious with your spending habits due to the resistance of the North lunar node. At the same time, refrain from making any major career decisions in haste; exercising patience will serve you well.
Between December 2025 and April 2026, Mercury’s alignment will favor further progress and growth on your professional and monetary fronts. During this period, your family connections will also become smoother, bringing you greater satisfaction and support.
During May 2026, the weak influence of the North lunar node may lead to temporary health challenges. You are encouraged to take good care of your well-being and seek medical attention if needed to maintain your health. Finally, from June to August 2026, Mercury once again aligns in your favor, ushering in continued progress and a potential increase in your income, which will strengthen your savings. Wishing you continued success and harmony.
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June 26, 2025
Hello.
My heart is tender. Ganina pa intawon ni. Turn off na ko oy. Baby ra man jud siya oy. Naga-cringe na ko. I mean, ako ang mas magulang and ang mas nakabalo kung asa padulong ang ani na trope pero wala jud ko namadlong. Filipino value for harmony jud. Hays... sorry. Mas okay ata na mag-cringe siya sa akong request na mag leave or end convo properly which is common online messaging etiquette sa pinoy na dili sa ilaha, apparently. Or basi sa iya ra pud. Me dunno. Unta. Mas okay to. Mas okay ni.
I mean, just because gets na nako paano siya mag-isip, dili ibig-sabihin wala nay effect akoang preferences na personal ra ba ni akong preferences dili lang cultural. So ayorn. Hehe. Pero tender jud akong heart. And alas tres na as of typing.
Napaisip gani ko na unsa pay pulos aning uyab-uyab. Or mao ra ni akong isip kay dili pa man ko independent. Pero sige, kunyare, independent na ko. Then what? Dili man nako goal ang maging wife or mother. Naa koy mga mini goals, that's for sure. Pero ambot lang. Can't see myself doing these big lifetime projects. Willing ko maki-cooperate with a man na gusto jud maging father and husband. Pero, akong cooperation, pinaka-nakadepende jud sa iyahang capability to hold my emotions and thoughts well no matter how heavy. Not to solve, because ako na jud bahala mag-solve and make sense sa akoang mga mental and emotional dillemas. Pero, at the least, someone na dili mu-flinch kada mag-vent ko about ani. Maski pa girl diay akoang end-game, basta kaya jud i-hold akong thoughts and emotions. Dili i-carry kay akoa man nang responsibility. I-hold lang kada need nako mag vent.
Pero ang Malik intawon, bibi pa jud intawon with so many on his plate. Who am I to ask anything nga manghod na gani siya dili pa jud mi uyab. For sagang purposes jud lagi ni among label na akong gi-set and I am so right to do it. Ang smart ko talaga. Para no guilt mi mag-move on to the next person. Basta dili lang unta makalimot sa mga lessons, especially siya. Hays... Baby ra jud siya. Sorry for being so irresponsible.
Hays. Forget about me na po. Please ma-cringe ka sana. Ma-cringe ka na. Ma-cringe ka na. Ma-cringe ka na. Ma-cringe ka na. This is for your own good.
Daghan pud diay ko need bag-ohon. Yearly reassessment na pud nako. Wala man koy need sundon na sched so why man ako naga sige online? Kung offline lang diay ko for the rest of June? Four days na lang bitaw. Okay. Mag-offline na ko. Mag-alarm lang ko for times na need nako mag-online. Akong streak sa tiktok with my friend kkkk.
Anyways. 5:01 am na. Buhi na self. Buhi na. Buhi na. Daghan jud ko og gina-underestimate na mga bagay-bagay. Pero lahi ra jud if naa na ka didto. I mean, tama ra man akoang sense of self tho. I mean, tama ra man? Tama ra me thinks. Hays. Hahays. I think. Sige lang. Tama man o mali wala pa namang big big damage. Sheesh. Also, naa koy ma-detect medyo sa akong self na dow dili ko gusto maging ang bad person sa akong every interaction in a medyo arrogant way. Sheesh. I mean, ewan. Hays... pero murag to protect myself from guilt man gud na. Ambot na lang jud. Pero ambot lang. Ambot lang jud. Kapoya oy. My brain gone overload since fucking April.
Since april pa jud. Diyos Ama. Ana baya ko kuhaa na sa akong kamot. Ngano man ni? Gipaagi jud ko nimo sa fuckass April maong wala jud ko giregla ato na month. Hays. Ambot lang. Basta please lang po, Diyos Ama. Let go na ko ani until september basta dili na siya magreply within june. So kung walay reply ig-check nako ulit sa july 1-3, ibig-sabihin, close na jud. Bahala na magchat pa siya between june and september. Basta. Basta lang jud. Mag greet ra ko sa september. Mao ra ni Diyos Ama. Pleaseeeee. Let your hand move please.
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June 23, 2025
Hello.
Me is sad suddenly. Kay nakig-talk ako with chatgpt for more this whole fucking day (june 22 kasi 12 midnight ko ito gina-start type) para ma-answer lahat ng tanong ko talaga about kay Malik and his culture and communication style both from nature and culture nga lens. Shet. Nagka Sad realization ako.
He can't keep up with me. :< Dili jud. And ayaw ko sa ganyan. Naging baby boy siya ulit for me. Like younger bb na jud siya sa akong mata now. :< Oh my sweet boy. :< Nagahilak jud ko karon T^T. My sweet boy. I am too mature, emotional, and emotionally equipped to be your lover. You liked the me who was being a kind friend to you. But with your current capacity, you won't like the me who likes you romantically because she comes in strong and feels a lot and has emotional demands you are yet to be capable of giving. :< Mas pinalala pa ng fact na sa culture niyo di mo yata talaga ever ma-nu-nurture yan na skill. :<
Oh my sweet boy. Mag-reply ka man or dili bahala ka. Pero, my headspace right now jud is very... as a friend or an older friend na lang instead of a girl who has a crush on you. Sigh...
Sigh... :<
I am sad. Meant to be a friend ra lagi ko. Di ko na gets bai para saan pa ang minyo minyo. Di man yata talaga ako wired for that. :<
Nagaluha jud ko now jud piste man ni oy. :<
Malik, my sweet boy, I love you jud. Romantic jud to akong "i love you" sa almost-fulfilled farewell letter nga akong gi-send. Pero karing akong "i love you" karon is more of a friend na jud ni. Sigh :<
Choz lang siguro ni tanan tho kay unsa man jud ang nahibal-an a chatgpt about sa iyaha diba? Sigh :<. Nakaya nga ni Tita Lou. Baka may something pa rin naman talaga. Pero di ko malalaman yan hanggang sa di magreply si Malik. Pero again, if di na siya mag reply kay baka na-realize niya na rin na emotionally demanding pala ako pag nagkagusto so... heh. Okay lang din. Hays... :<
At least tho, kabalo na ko na naka-pasar na siya sa uni T^T. SO so so proud and happy. Sana good things na lang talaga from this point on. Hahays. :< Mama ni Malik please alagai intawon inyong breadwinner. :< If magkasakit siya, wala na jud moy kaonon tanan tanan dinhaa. Wag boang and bobo please. Alagai siya at least if dili kaya sa imong heart na palanggaon siya.
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