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I'm sure my heart is going to give out at this point

#help

#call an ambulance

look at him... fucking look at him... step on me sir... oh god...

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i want to write a nice caption but the only phrase in my head is

cock in my mouth sir please i beg

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Hey Shyn!! With or without you being active here, your blog is an absolute safe haven. I re read your stories and go through a lot of the discussions we've had on here! I'm glad things are getting better, and progress may not always be linear, but I wish you all the best with your fam and hope to talk again soon!! Until then, I'll be reading Amor Vincit Omnia for the fifth time 😊

wait you guys actually visit my blog when I don't post 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Hi! I was looking for a fic and was told it’s your work?!

it’s a jungkook ceo fic where he and reader are married however she feels neglected by him due to him never being home and being a workaholic. one night she leaves only leaving him with a letter. 3 years down the line she is forced to come back and get him to sign the divorce papers as he keeps sending back the divorce letters unsigned multiple times. the end up together at the end 😢

if it’s yours can you please link it i would love to read it again:(

oh no this is not my fic sorry😅😅

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Shyn!! You have no reason to apologize!! We love you and hope you're well and taking care of yourself!! Miss you!!

ill be back really soon ❤️❤️❤️

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I MISS YOU MORE! Hope everything’s well, queen. Sending the Shyns lots of love ❤️

Verona, i love you 🥺❤️

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You don't need to apologize!! This blog is such a special place and I revisit it often for warmth. Please take your time, however long that may be, and come back when you feel it's right for you!! 💗

thank you ❤️☺️❤️❤️☺️

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Take all the time you need, hun!!! Working on ourselves is the most hardest thing to do. It takes so much time, compassion and understanding so you do what you need to do and when you're ready, we'll be here 💜💜💜

this means a lot to me... thank you so much 😭😭

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I really used to love writing, especially when I had so many ideas and stories running around in my head. Ever since I entered adulthood with work and all, I stopped and lost my motivation. I'm so glad you're continuing, especially since all your stories are so lovely and captivating!! Whether or not we see updates (no pressure!!!) I'm happy you're getting back into it 🥺

ahh yes...i do know deeply that being able to pursue hobbies is a genuine privilege 😔😔😔 it shouldn't be and yet in this unfair world it is..

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Please don't be pressured to update any of your works, but if you're back into writing and enjoying it, I'm so happy for you!!

Yes , I do miss writing a lot 💕💕its something that makes it easier for me to have. a clear head 💕💕💕

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Hey Shyn!

I don’t know if you like regular anons, but if you do, and you don’t already have a dreamer anon, that’s what I’d love to call myself.

I hope everything is going well for you! I hope you’re feeling happy and loved ❤️

That’s all, I just wanted to check in to see how you’re doing!

Love,

Dreamer Anon 💭💜💭

thank you so much dreamer anon... everytime I feel even a little unloved i come here and read all the sweet messages you guys send me. Im truly thankful for all of you❣️❣️💕💕👀

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That Joon video is absolute torture and I love you for posting it!!!! Hope are you and the fam? I hope you're doing well!! 💜

We're setting into a routine and you'll be glad to know im writing 🥺🥺🥺❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️i will update arfb soon❣️❣️❣️❣️

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Hi I haven't posted anything on ages and I miss you guys terribly... please keep this 😘😘💕💕

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Hey Shyn, been feeling a bit down lately. What do you do when everything feels so emotional and gross and sad?

i just endure till it gets better 😔😔😔 I try to do a lot of mindless things, repetitive stuff like gardening with music , or crafts... basically stuff i can do without thinking. emptying my mind helps. i also leave social media, and also text friends to let them know im not feeling up to meeting texting or calling to avoid anxiety over that.

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Thanks for the clarification, I was genuinely confused like did Yoongi sign up somewhere or something lol

❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

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Namjoon posted a photo of Yoongi on instagram and said 'Please take care of our Yoongi hyung'??? Like what is going on I'm so confused??!!?

He was just making a joke...the post before that is of a skater also named yoongi...hes asking the skater to also take care of their yoongi because they share a name 💖💖💖

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Hey I read this recent post of urs talking about abusive father and need for validation and all could you please rant more about it?

oh boy...

where to begin... i had one. A verbally abusive father who was also borderline narcissistic. I guess? so with my dad he could do the biggest terrible things and it was nothing but I couldn't make the smallest mistake without being absolutely destroyed for it. He expected us to forgive him everything but he would hold grudges for years. and any time you tried to confront him for something he would just answer questions with another question attacking you for something completely different...

it was insane

but end result, i have this thing where I thought i deserved to be treated shittily. like i would forgive the biggest things in others but the smallest mistake on my part the guilt would eat me alive also.... if anyone told me something was wrong i would automatically assume they're blaming me for it.

Im so needy for approval its insane...

🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

ill stop here im getting worked up