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Till and Mizi do need each other to heal

At least, it seems to be the healthiest option.

The people in the rebellion, why they have good intent, don't have a healthy way of dealing with death. They forcefully push past it and try to forget. We see it with Hyuna, and we see it with who is probably Isaac.

This is something that might have worked for them, but it won't work for Mizi and Till. Because they both feel the most. They have phantoms haunting them, and they remain in a sea of past memories.

They constantly try to find answers that they'll probably never truly get, and push through life despite this. They never forget and its likely that neither of them want to.

But Till learns to move on easier than Mizi, because he finally learnt to understand just how scared Ivan was. His phantom left him, and Till is aware that he will probably return which Till is okay with.

He goes to try and find Mizi. But he isn't in live with her anymore. He just wants to find her so that they can talk. Because they are the only true survivors of that batch, and they are the only ones who could even begin to understand each other.

He seems to have already guessed that Mizi is mourning Sua, haunted by her memories and presence (even if not in the same way as Till was with Ivan).

He wants to help her put the ghosts of their dead friends to rest, and in turn, put their mourning hearts at ease, even just a little.

They aren't romantic, but they are the best chance that the other has at fully moving on. At letting a scar form instead of a scab that itches again and again.

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alien stage nation we need to talk more about this

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can we talk more about how hot Hyuna is. because

the things this woman could do to me. she knows she's hot shit.

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TIll's grief over the deaths and injury of others flared up his hallucination of Ivan, which has grown to a teen as compared to the peaceful kid version.

He probably wanted verbal reassurance, some sort of indication that showed that Ivan cared for him. But then-

"...can't you say it first? I wish you'd say it first."

Then it registers just how much time has passed.

Guilt.

Because at the end of the day, Ivan too, wanted love

If they had a word to associate their feelings with, to understand these feelings, would they gotten closer?

He mourns for what they could've been, for the things he didn't say, didn't do.

With that, came some form of acceptance of Ivan's feelings. And so, his guilt lessened.

But the grief doesn't go away. It never does.

He gets better, tries to find Mizi, another grieving soul. His feelings have faded and he's matured out of his innocent crush. What they needed was acknowledgement, acceptance. And while full acceptance may take time, healing is a process and Till has gotten closer to it than ever before. They needed closure.

He wishes to grieve with her, reminisce their past and share their pain.

And for their sake, for all of their sakes, I hope they do.

So that they will stop being haunted by their ghosts, to move on and to allow their ghosts to rest.

The comic was titled "Remember Everything", a recollection of their days together, their feelings together- not just Ivan and Till, but between the anakt 4. They were all afraid and lonely, they all wanted love. They are family, and always will be.

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My prayers have been answered

PLATONIC MIZITILL TRAUMA BONDING BESTIES LET'S GO

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THE WAYS IN WHCIH YOU TALK TO ME

HAVE ME WISHING I WERE GONE

THE WAYS THAT YOU SAY MY NAME

HAVE ME RUNNING ON AND ON

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My first thought was "pffft, my guy Till is in his mid twenties, that is not middle aged! But then I thought on it a bit more...

They never expected to live this long. From Ivan's perspective - and also Till's, as he is the one manifesting Ivan - mid twenties probably does feel like middle age.

Till never expected to make it this far, to survive this long. There is so much tragedy in being so young yet feeling so old, because you are now older than your oldest friend. Because the life you expected to live out has already gone by, and you're still here. Miraculously, surprisingly, terrifyingly, you're still here.

And now you have to figure how to keep living.

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Ivan really stole Till's pencil back the😭

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Anyway, I'm crying about the new comic so very much

Till finally started to actually heal in this comic. He learnt how to just remember and pricess those memories without drowning in hatred and misery.

Ivan seemed to have stuck around, and his form is ever-changing.

The child version being the harmless but talkative one.

The round 3 Ivan is a silent watcher.

The round 6 Ivan taunts and "tortures" Till.

The older Anakt Garden Ivan asks genuine questions that Till pushed away for too long.

They all make up different aspects that Till saw in Ivan, with some being more exaggerated than others. His memory and complexity haunts Till alot.

Till gradually gets ysed to it at first, but he doesn't outright confront it until literal years later. It's only after someone dies on a mission that he confronts those memories fully.

He gets tired of Ivan and just ask why he never asked if he's alright. He's petty and just needs to complain for once before it seems to hit him.

Ivan says he wished Till asked him first. He turns in his older self and ask this question, a form which showcases genuine questions.

Till realizes that Ivan was also a kid stuck in a horrible situation, reaching out or the nearest thing he could call comfort. He was childish and maybe even a bit of a bully, but they didn't have instructions on how to act on these emotions.

Till cuts off Ivan in his taunts with a hug, someothing that he now probably wishes he had done before, and...understands him.

He understood why Ivan acted the way he did, and he mourns the childhood they could have had together, while also weeping for the one they had.

When he finally confronts this, it's over. For now. The phantom is gone, and Till begins to soeak again. But Till knows he'll come back when it all falls down again. But not right now, because Till is moving on.

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Till and Mizi do need each other to heal

At least, it seems to be the healthiest option.

The people in the rebellion, why they have good intent, don't have a healthy way of dealing with death. They forcefully push past it and try to forget. We see it with Hyuna, and we see it with who is probably Isaac.

This is something that might have worked for them, but it won't work for Mizi and Till. Because they both feel the most. They have phantoms haunting them, and they remain in a sea of past memories.

They constantly try to find answers that they'll probably never truly get, and push through life despite this. They never forget and its likely that neither of them want to.

But Till learns to move on easier than Mizi, because he finally learnt to understand just how scared Ivan was. His phantom left him, and Till is aware that he will probably return which Till is okay with.

He goes to try and find Mizi. But he isn't in live with her anymore. He just wants to find her so that they can talk. Because they are the only true survivors of that batch, and they are the only ones who could even begin to understand each other.

He seems to have already guessed that Mizi is mourning Sua, haunted by her memories and presence (even if not in the same way as Till was with Ivan).

He wants to help her put the ghosts of their dead friends to rest, and in turn, put their mourning hearts at ease, even just a little.

They aren't romantic, but they are the best chance that the other has at fully moving on. At letting a scar form instead of a scab that itches again and again.

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telegram channel ! @vvkrelleel

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my family

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is three floors high enough

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In light of the new alnst comic

my boi till got trumped lmaolmaolmao

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To me this pannel kinda calls back to the the kiss in a way, maybe it's the hand placement and the fact that their faces are like an inch apart

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WOWIE TILL‼️