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If you buy me a cat we’re getting married

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my family thinks i’m weird for my tomato obsession ☹️☹️☹️ no… you don’t understand… they’re just the best…

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Yes, I am attracted to you because of your light up shoes.

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Chat im super bored 😔 im abt to go to bed but yall should totally send some random asks or smth 🤑🤑

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Lowkey I kinda wanna get clean again- i haven't cut since my last post about it and i feel pretty good 🤑 I've started running again which was a big passion of mine along with writing :) im going to genuinely try to get better this time I think

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Chat why the FUCK am I getting 988 ads on fucking youtube?? 😭😭😭😭

I would say its listening but im actually feeling great recently 😍

Like gang its been like 7 back to back 😭😭

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Sup chat.. I uh.. made another blog for my writing whatevers.. go follow it please 🙏

https://www.tumblr.com/theferryman-is-a-writer?source=share

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A little bit of a rant about writers block- probably cringe- gahhh someone help

Guys. Im just gonna get super to the point so I can just rant. Im like big mad. I love to tell stories, and sometimes it feels like its what I was MADE to do. its my passion i love to create and share those creations with people. But no matter how hard I try I can't get those stories on paper.

They're clunky and rushed, all the emotions thrown at you in one paragraph with a lack of real personality if you get me. I could summarize my stories but I can't tell them.

I feel like they're just RIGHT THERE on the tip on my tongue like im so close to being able to tell them and I can't. Its made me so upset recently because I've had an idea. It started as a homebrew dnd campaign but now its so much MORE than that to me. I want to share it with more than a finite group of people. And every time I sit down to write im unable to. And sometimes I wonder if im just forcing myself to "be a writer" When I finally do.

Like im not good enough or that people would find it silly because of the way it sounds. I want to be good at creating, but it feels like it's locked away in the back of my mind where I can't reach it, and I've never met someone who feels the same.

It's a physical feeling to me, like an ache in my chest when I KNOW that it's there. But I just can't reach it. I could rant and rave about my inability for creation for hours, and people are always like.. that's rough, buddy. And I desperately want someone to be passionate about something the way I am.

I feel so much all at once and struggle to get it out of me and I wonder if I just had someone to talk to- to relate with if that would help me to get past that weird wall.

I don't know. Ugh, this rant big helped though.

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bold words for someone standing within impregnation range

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I think im gonna start posting random thoughts and rants more- im in a silly Lil mood rn

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GUYS- someone yell at me or smth before I text my ex bc wtf do you mean I was cutting it up and it reminded me of them??? Help please omfg UGHHHHHHHH I can't stop thinking of them 😔 i miss my wife tails

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Im so schleepy but I can't eepy but I got STUFF TO DO TOMORROW

Ugh. How am I supposed to gaslight gatekeep girlboss in these conditions 😒

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Guys i love my moots 😍

I ain't even interact with them i just think they are awesome