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*Throws phone*

😭😭😭

I love them

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7 : 別れ道 - Wakaremichi -

Listening to CALM ENVY by The GazzettE 

[Music is a very big part of my life and I’m MOSTLY INCAPABLE of writing without music, so I just thought I’d share what I am listening to while writing this]

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I still don't know how to express myself as I am still in denial and I spent the whole of last night crying.

If BTS is the band I am engaged to, so to say, and ARASHI was the one I almost married, The GazzettE is my First Love.

Even as I got into ARASHI, and now BTS, I never stopped liking them, and it was never a question of stopping or moving on, in my heart, they were already up there in legendary status with Queen, and now BTS, meaning; FOREVER LOVED.

So, I think I'll keep being in denial, for a while, which is the only reason how I am able to write this, to be honest, I'm writing it at work, in the midst of the noise of my colleagues so I don't have to concentrate too much, because

how can you be gone?

I still don't understand, and I am most certainly not yet ready to say rest in peace, not yet, not all, but I guess I can say goodbye?

So for now I will still think of you like the last time I saw you, during this miracle concert, I was able to attend thanks to my colleagues, who gifted me the ticket for my birthday; this was my first EVER concert.

Wasn't in a big location, but it meant the world to me.

Goodbye Reita.

Marengo.

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I’m going to start calling these old Jimin pics that I have stored in my files

THE JM PARKIVES

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This particular blog is actually a life-line for me so I’m afraid it is MUCH more than just the aforementioned.

💜

I hope my blog makes people laugh or smile when they’re going through a tough time

I think that’s what I want my blog to represent

Laughs, in depth analysis, queer love and BTS.

May add a dash cups worth of sass in there just to keep it spicy

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If you are one of those people who …

keeps wanting to be stupid about the powerful uniqueness of his voice,

who is unable to appreciate the mesmerising elegance of his dance,

who is unequipped to comprehend his not-so-subtle genius,

who refuses to be touched by the kindness of his world, and words,

... You do you I don't give a fuck, neither does the universe I can guarantee you that, but I hope you do understand this one thing:

In the end, PARK JIMIN WILL ALWAYS GET WHAT PARK JIMIN WANTS, NEEDS & DESERVES.

And none of the aforementioned will ever matter, at least, that's what I keep reading in the pages of the history that he is making and writing.

Oh, and by the way, if you turn the book to chapter 10, paragraph 13, it says in big and bold that:

PARK JIMIN IS, AND ALWAYS WILL BE, RESPECTED IN THE WAYS THAT TRULY MATTERS.

... So, just thought I'd share, for those who cannot read, you know?

That's all 🤡.

Marengo.

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I’m sorry but…

I’m currently building a luxury condo in Jin’s head that should be completed and ready to move in in about 2 months

… excuse you?

Do y’all not see my very finished and very real castle there??

Everything you listed down about Jungkook ia true. From him not liking army calling him baby to getting tattoos/piercing etc etc.

BUT its also true that he's the only member who sells parasocial relationship hard. Only one sitting there and calling fans his gfs.

Only????

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Universe, pls protect my Jimin and my Jungkook as they embark on their new training. Keep them safe and healthy, give them strength and guidance. Help them prepare in advance so that they may come back to us safely and with success.

Jimin and Jungkook, stay safe my beloveds

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Just noticed something …

You know how I have different Lock/Home screens? I will show you how they all look at the moment and write about when/how I use them:

When I need strength • when I’m simping hard

On Mondays • On Tuesdays

On Wednesdays • On Thursdays

On Fridays • On Saturdays

On Sundays 😘

On special occasions related to a member I use the lock/home related to the specific member song releases etc. So, even though today would be a Joonie day, because I’m about to go watch D-DAY in a couple of hours, my phone is set to Yoongi.

But y’all already knew that.

The reason why I’m bringing this up again is because of the fact the I had to change Tae’s Lock/Home Screen.

Whenever the members themselves give us pictures of themselves in military gear, I change the Lock/Home screen to the pictures they give us. Hence I change Tae in the following way:

... But why am I telling you this?

As I looked at my "military" Lock/Home screen it occurred to me that the members that I THINK SO, Marengo thinks, they are not out or anything, I THINK might be queer haven't sent us a single military uniform wearing picture YET yoonig/JK/JM. Maybe because they don't want to, and maybe because they can't, regardless, my Mon to Wed is very LA (liberal Arts) and my Thu to Sun is very MS (Military Service).

Marengo's brain thought it to be funny, so Marengo's brain shared; that's all!

As you were!

Marengo.

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- 60 …

You could have warts and a leer plugging in pride and prejudice wherever I can … and I wouldn’t care just get back to me!

[n월의 석진] Message from Jin : Apr 2024 💌

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BTS Island: In The SEOM facebook

intheseom_bts instagram

INTHESEOM_BTS X 12abr 2024

|🧁Actualización de TANY PASS ¡Apertura de Sweet Boys Side B! 🍰 Disfruta de la suite ✨con increíbles trajes de decoración y miembros 🏝 https://bts-island.com

인더섬 #IntheSEOM #BTSIsland

(creo que es 3j jmjkjhope o jin)

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If Tae already looks super swole, I’m so scared of how Namjoon is going to look like when he comes back.

He’s already so stacked 😭

No wonder the guys trust him so much, with those strong shoulders, and namtiddies, he’s so dependable, y’a know

Jimin was so real for this

Praying for us

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There’s just something about Capricorns…

I’ve had to deal with a December Capricorn my ENTIRE life and one thing I’ve learned is to try and understand them because, 8.5 times out of 13, they will most definitely not understand where you are coming from and also

you should avoid conflict with Capricorns AT ALL COST, even though unfortunately, they will find a way to argue with you if so they wish so yeah, good luck with that 🤡🤡🤡.

But you know also what?

If they really love you / care about you, they will be there for you, even when you push them away they will find other ways to get back in good graces with you THEY WILL TRY EVERYTHING in fact.

A Capricorn that loves you, is there to stay.

Anyways, this Capricorn really cares about us 🥹 and I really love this Capricorn 💚.

Marengo.

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Universe, pls protect my Jimin and my Jungkook as they embark on their new training. Keep them safe and healthy, give them strength and guidance. Help them prepare in advance so that they may come back to us safely and with success.

Jimin and Jungkook, stay safe my beloveds

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… To all my aspiring colosseum fighters, Hello!

I know, it seems I’ve forgotten, but here I am

I should have don’t this some months ago, but life really had become too busy and rather interesting I will have to say! to handle so I set priorities and admittedly you all weren’t are still are not part of said priorities.

Nonetheless, as I did offer this space for you all to come and flaunt your mighty skills, you are indeed deserving of some sort of update/information in regards to this corner, as I always do strive to provide the best service.

Hence, it is incumbent to me to have to announce that:

the Sonyeondan Colosseum is temporarily closed

… till further notice that is when life starts slowing REALLY down and becoming HELLA boring again, which hey, August sometimes does seems to halt in time…

BUT Until then feel free to keep sending applications, like you’ve been doing so far, because actually you never know, there might be a fighter interesting enough for whom I might just open the colosseum for a day! This far y’all been so boring, and mind-numbing,it’s not even worth shining my outfit😩 as I know just how aggravating it must be to feel frustrated and have no available outlet/punching bag. Hence, until we meet again, as always;

Stay Healthy 🙏🏾

Always respectfully yours,

Marengo.

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Didn't he ever tell Park Jimin not to wear a ring on his pinky cos MEN DON'T WEAR PINKY RINGS???????

He said that???

I've seen JK showing passively toxic masculinity side many times. Wasn't he one among members who said men don't check selfie and got called out by Jimin ?

Also why tf he's wearing pinky rings in photoshoots ? Even in the display pic you have on your account.

He's grown out of it but they all had toxic masculinty and often times misogynistic tendencies objectifying women and acting racists sometimes 🙄

It has to do with how they were socialized as teens and the culture they were raised with.

Glad it's all in the past now. THANK GOD

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Love your posts! why do you think Jikook are the real deal and not say, vmin or yoomin etc?

Dear Anon …

I will admit that I decided to reply to your ASK because I thought I was gonna be short and quick with it 🤡. 

BUT, GOSH DARN IT, IT WASN’T AS SHORT, NOR AS QUICK, AS I THOUGHT BRO!

So I apologise for all the Anons I’ve been respectfully “neglecting” for the time being 🙏🏾. Thing is, some of y’all send me ASKS which would really take me daaaaaays to reply, cause I’m big on receipts, so I MUST do my thorough research on EVERYTHING. Hence, as you’ll see below, I obviously underestimated this ASK I was actually thinking it would take me a quick afternoon, but it took me muuuuuch longer, between IRL schedules and me continuously reminiscing adorable jikook details 🥹🥹🥹 but, by the time I realised what I got myself into, I had already started it … AND … it kinda came as such a cute subconscient surprise, during a rather shitty week, that I couldn't stop. 

So … Why do I think Jikook Is the real deal? Mmmhmmm, let first start with a little correction to that question:

Why do I think Jikook could be the real deal? Let’s please never forget that they are not confirmed 🙏🏾

If you’ve been around long enough to watch a good amount of the boys original content, you might be probably familiar with the fact that the boys are all very affectionate with each other, in fact, they’ve all had “moments” and by moment I mean situations that are commonly shippable with each other, and if you’ve been around enough shipper spaces you would have read/heard that “x-member only does this with x-member”. Now, even though there are a few known things that JK & JM have done just for each other, that isn’t what I mainly base my speculations on.

What really makes me raise my eyebrow, JK-style, are the amount of times they’ve braved to test some boundaries, as well as the times they’ve allowed their impulses to momentarily take over, and, last but not least, the amount of concessions, understanding, and wake-up-calls that their members provide them with. All in all ⚠️IN MY OPINION LIKE EVERYTHING IN THIS POST⚠️ JK & JM have come really far, faltered quite a bit, dared a lot and have also matured as couple, just the right amount, given their circumstances. 

“Uuuuh, so … What do you mean by alla dat?”

Well, for example ...

It’s the way they publicly “argue”

The only time we’ve had a public display of an argument in bangtan was Jin and Tae for that stage disagreement, which they all sat down and discussed. Other than that, we know that the members have had many private arguments, some which they discussed as a group (HopeKook banana-fight … kinda … JK really didn’t give the members a chance, he told them and hobi reacted LOL) and some which they solved solely with the parties involved (VMIN dumpling incident). YET, JK & JM seem to have the need to solve many of their could-easily-become-an-argument-for-no-reason arguments in a very  let’s-do-this-right-here-right-now way, and perhaps because they are aware that they are very passionate during their discussions, they do make a conscious effort to at least sound playful at the beginning  🤡…

In addition, if JM is the one to start the whole thing, JK will try his best and so far he’s never failed to keep calm while at the same time try to divert the attention to something else, but in this type of situations JM is a bull and JK is, metaphorically, the only one drenched in red, so eventually, the members do chime in, trying to help JK, because I can imagine that facing a whole JM, int that state, can be something 😬 JM takes petty, and give-me-what-I’m-asking for-right-now, to a whole new level. If it is JK to start it, he knows he will get an apology, at some point, but he also knows that it is the most he will get at least publicly, because once again, facing a whole JM can be something.

Afterall, Let’s not forget they both chose B, during the scenario in the image below, so in a way, their little bickering is just not avoidable … 🤡

It’s the way that for example, in the recent years, the 94s have been “taunting” them and the way VHope know more than they let on, and 2Seok play along ... basically Hobi is everywhere  🤡

By now we should be very familiar with the support that the Tannies in general have for the LGBTQIA+ community, and between 2022 and last year, the 94s were very on point with reminding us about that. From collaborating with Balming Tiger to posting the lesbian scene in Wheel of Fortune and Fantasy during pride month (Joonie) or from being a close friend to Jo Kwon to having his Listening Party’s afterparty at a gay bar (Hobi), the 94s have been present (The Gay Bar → Trunk Seoul).

The Tannies have inside jokes to no end. If you ask me, this is one of the few ways they have in order to keep a couple of things just for themselves. For example, a reference from a movie/drama they won’t specify but ARMY will find anyways, because we on top of business like that 😎 … so time too much so  🤡, laughing about a picture on a phone they won’t show us and perhaps… the playful taunting of a couple they can’t out?

But why do that? Won’t it out them?! … It hasn’t thus far has it? Because I do believe it is part of the things which, for now, they are keeping just for them, for obvious reasons but also because I think that in a way the 94s are trying to create normality in their environment, and the universe only knows how important it is to know that your close ones perceive you as you always were, regardless of coming out etc, particularly in a society that tries so fucking hard to make you think otherwise. 

It’s the way we keep spotting random oh-I-didn’t-know details and the way in which we are made privy of non-requested good-for-you-bro! type of TMI

In the 1st screenshot (ss) JK wanted more pizza, but the boys finished literally within minutes I kinda wanna say second really, they inhaled it but this are the same people who gave away their album for some meat 🤡 and JM just let him have a bite of his, like it was it was expected of him to do so. During this same live, JM pointed out to JK that the champagne they were drinking is the only one he can drink or that he likes; and JK took note of that. How do I know?

In the 4th ss JK got champagne for everyone to cheer with, but didn’t prepare anything for JM. Eventually, Hobi would ask JM if he wanted a glass and Tae would try to make him drink from his glass, but JM would refuse on both occasions. This is the same live where we find out that JK’s mom prepared seaweed soup traditional soup made on a family member’s birthday in South Korea because it was JM’s birthday. So many details, so freaking useless to me as I will never be with either JK or JM in that capacity; but good to know I guess.

Also, JM is going to be your boxing partner? JK comes to your room very often? GOOD FOR YOU BROS. Like … When’s my turn?! That’s what I really want to know … 😑… 😩

… and so on and so forth.

I could go on further, but I really don’t have that type of time as of recently, but I hope you can see that what I am trying to say is that the proof is in the pudding, so to say. There isn’t a one ultimate defining moment, if there were, I would guess that only JM and JK would know what did it for them, what made JK think “Ah, yes, he is the one …” which i am 85.13% sure it is going to be a different moment in time for JM, in the same way they get irritated with each other for different reason eccetera eccetera eccetera.

Anyways Anon, hope I was able to answer your questions somewhat and that I wasn’t just confusing. Thank you for stopping by and have a safe and serene day!

Always respectfully yours 💜🫰🏾,

Marengo.

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I’ve been thinking about this all day today …

I’ve been thinking of the different ways he could celebrate if he weren’t in the military at the moment. About the WEVERSE LIVE we would get, about all the people that would be calling him and congratulate him. Or the type of meal he would eat on the plaque …

Like, if only he weren’t alone right now. If he had someone nearby to congratulate him in person, it would make me feel much better 🥹 …

… OH WAIT!

Marengo.

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