Hii. So I realize how dead my tumblr is, been realizing since two weeks ago butttttt I'm way too deep now and have no grass left in sight to touch so I felt uncomfortable putting out content ahhahah.
And I'm actually busy so I just end up consuming sugar and reading fics rather than thinking about sharing anything.
I'm sorry fellow friends. From now on I will try to post more but more means uh.... Twice a week lol please don't kill me.
I have made a blurry ass post about this before. And in it you can only see Zhehan being focused on junzi singing and having a nice time. But look. Look at him here
The adoration and love in his eyes.. Like he's the proudest person in the world, like he's the luckiest to be there at that moment
This feels like coming home. The way junzi immediately got up to welcome hanhan and they way they seamlessly fell in place with each other. And how it looks like they become the gravity when they are together and everyone ends up revolving around them instead. Like they are the center of the universe and no one dares come in between.
But it's not how great or how bright they are that people just leave them two on their own. It's the gentle gazes and simple touches and thoughtful gestures that makes it feel like an untouchable bubble. The softness that surrounds them and the domestic feeling, like they have known each other for so long, like they are a family...
And they look the happiest and most comfortable with each other. Like they are each other's home...
No because I have heard this as audio a hundred times and I get sad every single time. And just seeing this ...
Junjun's immediate pause at is there no time for Lao Wen and I at the end....
Most importantly hanhan looks so sad... The way he was eager on his toes, biting his lip.
And I'm glad he got his way. He fought for Ah Xu and won.
the look on laopo’s face when he realized they didn’t leave him and junjun any time for their farewell
the way junjun stopped playing with his fan when he realized what laopo was asking about