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embarrassing myself

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well maybe you should blearily wake up at 5:08 in the pre-dawn light and find the sleeping soft tiny mammal body of your cat just inches from your head like a miracle too beautiful for speech, and you should rustle one hand out from your blankets to rub fingertip circles across the warm eggshell dome of her little velvet-wrapped skull and on the bristly patches just where the cups of her ears begin, and as she inclines her head into your fingers and purrs without ever opening her little eyes you should feel a love so tender that you understand how that love could have reached out from the fireside into the inky spangled nights long gone to reach her, and then you'll feel better

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Family portrait

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Navani and Raboniel working together to combine jumplight and poplight into joplight. is this anything?

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even a forehead kiss would have a maladjusted freak like me bricked the fuck up. to be honest

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always thinking of that “i couldn’t stop wasting time” quote

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I’m just saying if Daniel Radcliffe, the literal protagonist of the Harry Potter franchise since the age of ten years old, was able to disavow JK Rowling and move on from the HP universe then actually what the fuck is anyone else’s excuse. There is no one else on the planet who can say their entire childhood was HP more than that guy and he still cared about trans people more than the average tumblr user who says “we’re protesting by making all her characters queer and trans!!” like you can do better. You should do better.

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if i were a dead wife i would want my husband to fag out kinda. i would be fujoing out from hell

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this is specifically after that poe quest

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I'm obsessed with Harrow hate memorizing the Noniad. She complains about it endlessly but she is Ortus's most dedicated and possibly only reader.

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"Pretransition, repressed trans woman" is so often framed as a position of "basically a man, therefore relatively privileged" and let's be clear: No. Fuck no.

What you're actually looking at there is someone who is, or has been, noticeably queer to others. She's been, or is being, subjected to queerphobic abuse mechanisms from society, and that is likely to be a significant component of why she's repressing in the first place.

Then, the denial of the fact of her identity means that she has no tools to understand why this abuse happens. She might think this is just normal stuff men should put up with, even as she is being treated worse than the actual men around her, and so put the blame on herself for failing to deal with it. She might think she's a uniquely inexplicable failure, too "straight" to be gay and too gay to be straight.

This is not a position of privilege, it's a fucking cage.

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grok calling out doge for directly killing 100+ people got elon to push an emergency hotfix to make it start blaming everything on anti-white racism

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When you reblog from me, you are DIRECTLY harming a US veteran.

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in junior year of highschool my art teacher would let our ceramics class play music of our choice off of her desktop. we usually used spotify or youtube but she did have one album downloaded on her computer. it was a halloween sound effects/ambience collection. i dont remember why she had it. there was a track on there called "burning screams" which was exactly what it sounds like. just a cacophony of screams alongside crackling fire. she only let us play it on very special occasions, and we would cheer and jump with joy every time. it was like a pizza party to us

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depression creature