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to pembis lordie ;;

hello there love,

i know you’re facing a huge set back in life right now but i know you’ll overcome. i know that no matter how big the problem is, i know that you’ll always find a way to get through it. 

i may not know how you’re feeling right now -- the pain you’re in and all the hurt, but at least let us carry half of your burden. please never lose that bubbly side of yours which we truly admire and adore. never lose the strength of getting back up again after stumbling over and over. 

your father, i may not know him that much as much as you do, but i know he loves you more than he loves himself -- his love for you and for your sister is beyond more than what words could ever tell. you may sometimes get mad at him for some things, but he loves you. he may be gone now but never let the memory of him being a father to you fade away. i know you’re half blaming yourself for all the times that you missed and how you could’ve told him how much you love him, but you know, there are feelings that transcends into words -- there are feelings and emotions that goes even without saying. i know you love him too so much you wish to switch places with him right now and you’re asking for it to be you, but not him. look at things in a brighter shade my love, he’s with our dear Lord right now, he’s in a place where he truly belongs -- in the arms of our Father. you didn’t lose him Wil, for he will always stay with you there in your heart.

cry your heart out but never blame yourself for things that are truly bound to happen. cry and cry until all the pain and sadness goes away, no matter how long it takes, we’ll always be here for you, no matter what. our love for you will remain and it will never change no matter how scarred you are. you will always be our pembis lordie, our very own and our kind of pembis lordie.

Yours,

Almira

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track 01 : mcdo blues

( audio contains gibberish talks and profanities ... and name drops ... )

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; to my fave subunit ;

hi!

i want to start this semi-emotional letter by thanking all of you. if it wasn’t for you guys, i wouldn’t still be sane right now. if it wasn’t for y’all, my whole college life will be a trash (although we consider ourselves a trash tho, y’all are my trash). let your mom give you a little throwback and some sad shits ( don’t fite me on this ,,, it’s 12:15 am y’all what do you want me to do? i’m sad when it’s 12 am )

anyways, sooooo we already spent 3 years in this hellhole (a.k.a school) to be quite honest, we’ll still be spending quite some time here (approximately 2 years??? lols, idk.) 

the first year that we spent is quite rough already, our friendship was already tested ; we started with 7, 7 became 6, 6 became 7, 7 became 8, 8 became 9, until 9 became 7. we considered our group as “tapunan ng nawawala sa ibang tropa” because all that we do is welcome everyone into our group whenever they are being left out by the others. we’re always the kind of human beings who always opt to watch from a safe distance -- always judging. we already faced controversies here and there and such. 1st year 2nd sem, was a rough time for us. everything that we built was in a brink of death. pride and some of our decisions (i wouldn’t want to call it shitty because i know that even for awhile our decisions made us happy) even though we had some mishaps way back in 1st year 2nd sem, we still managed to get through it and handle it in a mature way. 

2nd year, we went back to normal, the usual group that others hate just because. we aren’t the type of people who loves to socialize but congrats, we managed to become 8. i really don’t know why, but all of the years that i spent in school feels like our surname was changed into “issue”. even though we keep ourselves on low profile, there’s always something and someone who manages to get through our skin. they all keep on hatin’ because they see us rollin’. but anyways, we don’t speak loser tho. smh to them. 

3rd year yay! so excited lmao (see the sarcasm and contrary there? mhm.) i don’t have anything to say about our 3rd year because we’re not done yet. uhm. okay. 3rd year is a huge pain in the ass. too many mental breakdowns and existential crisis happened and is yet to happen (don’t lie.) buuuuuuut, on the good note, even though 3rd year is so fucking tiring and is draining the shit out of our system, we managed to increase our number again. and so from 8, we became 9 real quick.

(i’m sleepy so i’ll finish this off) i’ll be forever thankful to have all of you here with me now, experiencing and sharing the same highs and  lows in life. i’m beyond ecstatic to have you all as my soulmates. thank you for sharing the same thoughts, same interests and same dream as mine. thank you for letting me know that i’m not the only one who loves the sky when the sun sets and how satisfying it is to watch change its colors. thank you for tolerating and loving (tho alam ko naman na nagpaplastikan lang tayo lmao jk i hearteu ol) every side of me and every curve (of my back lmao i gotta shade myself) and every flaws that i have. thank you for accepting for who i am and what i want to become. i love you all and i’ll update sooner! 

annyeong!

“may our trials end in full bloom”

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; dream ; may our trials end in full bloom ;