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melvin-sama · 2 years
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to the people who said don't interact with me.
to the people who judge me on my past.
to the person who told me to kill myself.
you fucking win. i give up. i'm not allowed to be happy, or have nice things, or participate in a fun little tumblr thing. because you people can't let shit go, this will haunt me forever, and i can't change the past. i worked so fucking hard to be a better person, and i guess it was all for nothing.
so i'm telling everyone the fucking truth. i can't keep pretending like y'all r good people.
@definitelynotan-alien/@keef-denivar gave me my trauma, along with @snugglecat455-blog1/@snugglecatkitkat. i was in an rp group with them over a year ago. i had never had such a close knit group, and yet i never felt more isolated and alone. i wasn't a good person, i'll admit that. but they pusged me away, would shut me out and condemn me for mistakes that i never knew i made. they kicked me out of the group abruptly one day. and i fucking broke. they ruined me, mentally. and i'll never recover, i don't think. at least not fully.
then, there's gigi/@zadrsupremacist(can't find her blog?) she was my best friend afterwards. the only reason i didn't end up institutionalized after what happened. she was all i had after i lost everything.
and then, she cut me off too.
later down the line, i was kicked out of several servers, and panic-joined a bunch of other ones. one of them, she happened to be in. i left immediately, but not before she dmed me and told me to kill myself.
so if anyone was wondering the ugly truth, i give up hiding it anymore. i don't want to be civil. i want to tell the world what really happened. i did some shitty things, but they're far from fucking angels.
so yeah. this blog is inactive now. hope you're fucking happy.
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melvin-sama · 2 years
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hey!! its me, melvin! jessica finally made me cave and make a tumblr, so here i am!
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