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I’m Rumbly In My Tumbly

Don’t tell Walt

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Goes for MIDItiddi as well!

With the new people about from Twitter + Reddit figure it’s worth saying this again

I am open to people using my music in games, videos, etc, just send me a DM!

I am also down for music/sound art collaboration, especially with any singers who like to work in experimental styles 😸

Just ask!

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Happy Pride from

MIDItiddi!

You’re lounging on the beach, watching the sun glide across the water, taking in the electric sky

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💀☠️💀

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This was going to be a MIDItiddi track, but after adding vocals... this is a rabbitsquirrel track

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*another%disappearing%act*

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CHUM FUCKIT

new wip

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We found it adrift, barely in orbit, and assumed it derelict

We were clearly wrong

^experimental ai generated video^

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@randomlyghost ✨😸✨

🧠👁️🔊

sucked in the void thursday

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🧠👁️🔊

sucked in the void thursday

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Want me to permanently ruin ‘Come Clean’ by Hilary Duff for you?

Decided I shouldn’t be the only one with this cursed knowledge 😸

(also the judges sitting in the front row asked for fresh drinks after this 🙃)

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An incomplete list of transformations

July 2nd and they finally fill the prescription

In my first four days I went to the beach twice And didn’t burn

And at nine days riding in the backseat I’m Happy in a way I realize I haven’t felt in years but it’s familiar— like a rediscovered memory

In the growing category of “How could I not have known” My frequenting of forums about castration (in the early days of the net) reading people’s accounts (if believed) of not only what it was like Physically and Sexually but the circumstances that led to them being castrated

Health concerns Accident The ultimate act of bodily submission (apparently pairs well with mushrooms) The dislike (or fear) of a sex drive And one of the most common, To suppress desires towards sex adverse partners

One detail that has stuck with me since was one man’s description of how the taste of chocolate Transformed once he was free of testosterone A whole different experience and pleasure

He felt sorry non-castrated men would never experience chocolate like a woman or a eunuch

And now as my testosterone drops and is replaced I can’t help but test and see if my taste has shifted If it does Confirms I am changing If not I always suspected that story was bullshit

I wonder will I have to update my FaceID or will my phone still see through

I pinch the edge of the table to balance unprepared for the maintenance of existing

I am definitely getting tits not much but a certain heft and weight and the subtlest shift in how shirts drape

This is real

Sept 7th (9 weeks and four days) and I’ve told my dad “Is this a surprise?” “I had wondered, but thought asking would be meddling”

Sept 14 and I see it in my face for the first time under my eyes not where I expected and I couldn’t say even what exactly Other than different and sudden (it was far from the first time I’d scrutinized my face that day)

Oct 18th and my first “Miss” outside a gas station through a shapeless silhouette

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why don’t you learn to speak another language with me? // we’ll make it on our own // a brand new vocabulary // we can speak it to ourselves // use it for our thoughts // we’ll build a grammar // because what we need is rules // how many words do you think we’ll have for each other? // how many words for ourselves? // how many words?