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[missylyka]

When the pain is too much what would you do?

[missylyka]

What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away

[missylyka]

you can do this. stop sabotaging yourself and your dreams. there will be risks, there will be stress, but go on and actually pursue what you want to do. you will not regret having tried, all things considered. self-doubt can destroy so much of your life. don’t let it, please. 

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Risk is a down payment on success.

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Nasa punto ako ng buhay na gusto ko ng sumuko. Parang ayoko ng lumaban.

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A useless ghost

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Mas masarap magmahal kung mahal ka rin.

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I don’t know what to do next if this is not for me.

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Dream Wedding

Hilig kong manuod ng mga wedding and proposals sa youtube. Alam kong maaga pa para isipin na “gusto ko ng magpakasal” kasi boyfriend nga wala at alam kong hindi pa ako ready. Ang saya lang kasing panuorin kung pano magmahalan ang dalawang tao. Sa mga mata palang nila sumisigaw na na mahal na mahal nila ang isa’t isa kaya pangarap ko rin magkaroon ng mga ganong uri ng kasal. Actually kahit hindi ganun kagarbong proposal basta magandang kasal. Yung pagsuot ng sobrang pinaghandaang wedding gown, magical motif, beautiful flowers, simple but elegant reception at mga taong sobrang malalapit sayo. Gusto kong maranasan yung maglalakad gamit ang wedding gown at hawak ang magagandang bulaklak. Yung makikita ko yung taong mahal ko at mahal din ako na nakatayo, naghihintay sa akin malapit sa altar. Yung unti unting tumutulo ang luha naming dalawa sa saya dahil alam naming “eto na. Tayo na talaga”. Para sa akin isang malaking fulfillment ang magpakasal sa taong mahal na mahal mo at handa kang ibigay ang buong sarili mo sa taong yon.

I came from broken family. Kaya sobrang pangarap kong magkaroon ng masaya at buong pamilya. In my 21 years of existence, napatunayan kong... LOVE, TRUST, LOYALTY is the foundation for a relationship to be stronger.... at jan nagkulang ang mga magulang ko.

[missylyka]

Minsan napapaisip nalang ako bakit yung iba ang swerte swerte sa pag-ibig. Hindi kagandahan pero alam mong mahal na mahal sila ng boyfriend nila. Pag nakikita mo pics nila masasabi mo talagang “buti pa sya nakahanap na ng kaforever”. Alam kong marami ang hindi naniniwala sa forever na yan. Pero iba ang pananaw ko, kasi kung mahal nyo naman ang isa’t isa at komportable kayo sa isa’t-isa walang imposible. Nasa tao naman yan di ba? Kung pano nyo haharapin ang mga problema hindi yung kung pano nyo papalakihin ang problema. Lahat nadadaan sa matinong usapan. Yung tanggap ka nya ulo hanggang paa at mahaba ang pasensya nyo sa isa’t isa. Yung mapapa till death do us part na kayo kahit di pa kayo kasal. May ganito pa ba?! hayyyyy...

[missylyka]

The prettiest smile hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain but in every smile is an appreciation of what I have and what God has blessed me with. (at Dubai, United Arab Emirates)

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I’m done with the interview.....

Zzzzzzzzzzz

Papatanong ka nalang sa sarili mo:

“Tama ba pinagsasabi ko kanina?”

😩😩😩

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L,

Pagkagising ko knina umaga hindi ko akalaing isang biyaya ang aking matatanggap. Maraming nangyari ngayong mga nakaraang bwan na akala ko hindi mona naririnig ang mga hinaing namin. Nagtanong ako bakit ganito ang mga nangyayari pero hindi ako nawalan ng pag-asa kasi umaasa akong may dahilan ka at nangako ako sa sarili kong hihintayin ko ang mga sagot sa aking mga tanong… maghihintay ako. Kaninang umaga, naramdaman ko ang yakap mo. Napaluha ako kasi kahit wala pang kasiguraduhan alam kong anjan ka at hindi mo ako/kami iniwan. Sana eto na.. sana eto na nga yun para sa kanila. Alam mo yan di ba? Ayoko ng maging pabigat dahil nahihirapan akong makita silang nahihirapan. Sana ito na L.

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My Love...

My love, you always filled the spaces between our fingers. You are one of those people whom I care about. Seeing you smile because of happiness makes me happy too. Sometimes, I realize how lucky I am to have you in my life. You are always there to understand my flaws even some of those are unforgivable. We shared secrets and plans for our future. Building our own castle and make me your queen soon. We are once hoping for a very happy ending like what fairy tales says on its last page of its book. We both know that happy endings are for fantacies only but you are willing to make it possible just for me. But in just one snap everything turn up side down. The castle that we are dreaming, the happy ending that we are longing suddenly vanish in one blow. What happened my love? What happened to us? You changed. You turn as cold as ice towards me. You let go of my hand. I tried to understand the actions that your giving me. Trust me I tried. But days, weeks and months past... I realize that you are not the same person whom I shared my secrets but its still you my love, the person whom I loved and I will love for the rest of my life. Everyday for me is a torture, you always ignore me like I am just some stranger in the street. I can't stand seeing you kissing someone infront of me. I always asked myself, what is wrong with me to make you love someone? Am I not enough? I asked you but you keep on saying "I am so sorry." You know how much I love you. You are the love of my life. My love, i dont know how to say it anymore but I am hurting inside. Mybe its true, happy endings only happens in fairy tales not in real life. My heart aches everytime I think of letting you go. Yes my love, I am letting you go now. Mybe we are not meant to build our castle and to be the king and queen of it but I will always treasure the memories we shared together. Your happiness is my happiness even if that is letting you go. I love you my love always and forever.

Your past.

[missylyka]

L,

Sorry kung nakukulitan kana sa akin. Pero sana eto na po. Sana eto yung hinihintay namin...hinihintay ko. Para kila mama,inno at sa mga kapatid ko. I know you have your own ways. Thank you 🙏

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Yung feeling na ang dami mong gustong sabihin pero mas pipiliin mo nalang manahimik kasi tinatamad kang sumali sa gulo.

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How can you say “I love you” when you just met her yesterday? Seriously? 🙄