modanisgf - Tumblr blog

modanisgf · 20 hours ago

Text

SUGAR N' SPICE ; SOPHIA LAFORTEZA .

"YOU BEEN ACTING LIKE YOU'RE MY BABY; CAUSE YOU KNOW IT'S HARD TO REPLACE ME."

sophia never thought she'd be in love but when it came to you, she couldn’t help it. something about you just drew her in. maybe it was your beauty or the way you treated her like you were together. though as katseye’s comeback approached, the last thing she needed was her pretty co-worker giving her signs. signs that she liked her back.

☆ PAIRING(S) : sophia laforteza x 7th member!reader

☆ WARNING(S) : profanity, lowk corny, mentions of alcohol, sophia is kind of toxic..

☆ TAGS : wlw, fluff, angst, miscommunication, right person wrong time, reader is in between daniela and sophia in terms of age, wc: 3513

💭: wrote most of this while looping cas......... its so over. not fully proofread so if u see any mistakes no u dont! also pls eat this up it lowk almost took me out trying to write this

masterlist

to sophia laforteza, y/n was the most confusing person she’s ever had to deal with. y/n treated her like she treated no one else, with such kindness and love— it seriously made soph think the girl returned her feelings.

once again, sophia was sitting here confused with her co-workers' actions. y/n was laying her head on the older girl’s shoulder, while the group were making sandwiches to promote their new song ‘gnarly’.

“soph, do you wanna try mine?” y/n says, a smile on her face so bright that sophia couldn’t bring herself to say no.

“mm, maybe y/n. in just a second.” sophia replies, causing y/n to make a noise of acknowledgement.

sophia focused on finishing her sandwich before trying y/n’s, her tongue sticking out slightly as she tried to work fast.

y/n giggled at the sight of her member, causing sophia to look back at her.

“what?” sophia mumbles, just loud enough for y/n and daniela beside the two to hear.

“you look really cute.” y/n replies, a bit too loud.

comments started flooding in on the stream, making megan who was currently reading them confused.

lafortezal8ver: are sophyn flirting??????

meiyoksgf: “you look cute” HELLO.

“sophia and y/n are flirting??? again??” megan remarks, making their leader groan.

“megan do you seriously have to read those?” sophia deadpans, moving over to take the ipad away from the younger girl.

“hey i was invested!” megan whines, groaning in defeat when sophia ignores her.

sophia felt her face flush in embarrassment, moving back towards y/n.

“will you try my sandwich now?” y/n chimed in, to which sophia nodded.

y/n’s eyes lit up, the girl going to grab her sandwich for sophia.

“here!” the younger girl says proudly, not noticing all the color disappearing from sophia's face.

the other girls laughed at sophia’s reaction, the leader was sure your sandwich couldn’t be that bad even if it looked like it could give her a heart attack right then and there.

“y/n…? what’s in this?” sophia questions, making the girl think.

“uhhh, i think peanut butter, marshmallows, milk chocolate, whipped cream and some other things i can’t remember.” y/n shrugs, soph sighing in relief.

“so it can’t be that bad.” soph mumbles, to which y/n gives her a glare.

“hey! it’s an amazing sandwich.” y/n retorts, feeling satisfied at the way sophia picks the sandwich up after her words.

the older girl hesitantly brought the sandwich to her mouth, avoiding eye contact with the girl in front of her. she took a small bite, the slightly disgusted look on her face telling eyekons everything they needed to know. sophia quickly fixed her face, smiling at her member.

“it’s good n/n.” soph stated, gently holding y/n’s shoulder.

“thank you soph!” y/n exclaims, a smile making it’s way to her face.

“that means you should have more..” y/n mumbles softly to the girl next to her.

sophia shakes her head in amusement, “that sandwich is a cheat meal. it looked like it was gonna be my last.” the girl mumbles, receiving a small shove from y/n.

“i think my sandwich is amazing.”

—

sophia groaned, slamming her head on her pillow, alarming her roommate. yoonchae perked up and put her phone down, making her way to sophia’s side of the room.

“is everything okay?” yoonchae asks, the tone in her voice so genuine.

“yeah, just a bit stressed about our comeback.” sophia replies, lying through her teeth.

truthfully she was thinking about y/n, but nobody needed to know that at the moment. sophia sat up and made spontaneous plans, planning to take a small trip to the grocery store to take her mind off the girl.

“we need groceries.” sophia mumbles, leaving a confused face on yoonchae’s face.

“we do?” yoonchae questions, tilting her head to look at sophia.

“i thought dani and megan went the other day.” yoonchae says, to which sophia shrugs.

“uh— i just need some more stuff for dinner tomorrow.” sophia replies, yoonchae nodding.

“okay, be back before curfew soph.” yoonchae instructs, making her roommate laugh.

“whatever you say yoonchae.” the older girl says, ruffling yoonchae’s hair a bit before leaving.

the younger girl groans in annoyance, “or maybe never come back.”

“love you too yoonchae!” sophia calls out to her roommate, before shutting the door.

though what she was met with on the other side, made her heart drop. y/n and megan were in the kitchen cooking together. and worst of all the two of them were so close in proximity, y/n took a moment to move away a bit from the girl.

“are you guys cooking?” sophia asks, receiving blank stares from her two members.

“uhhh, no?” megan shrugs, looking at sophia with a nervous smile.

“if you two burn the house down..” sophia mumbles, her eyebrows furrowing to express her brief anger.

“we won’t i, promise soph.” y/n replies, giving her member a thumbs up.

sophia stopped for a moment in the kitchen, looking between y/n and the door. she thought about it quickly, deciding she would stay to make sure those two didn’t kill everyone else in the house. or maybe she just wanted closure that y/n and megan weren’t anything more than friends.

soon enough the two younger girls started cooking again, sophia helping whenever they needed. it left a small smile on y/n’s face, sophia always looked after her group. it was one of the things she liked the most about their leader, she was so caring. eventually the rest of the group went out into the kitchen, ready to eat.

“wait, megan and y/n cooked?” dani asks, a concerned look on her face.

the two girls nodded, “all by ourselves!” megan exclaims.

“girl, i literally helped with most of it?” sophia says, glaring at megan.

“well, me and y/n made an effort so that’s enough.” megan shrugs, giggling at the annoyed look of her leader.

“i’m sure you two did so much..” lara mumbles, to which megan shoves her roommate.

“just try it! if fia helped it has to be good.” y/n says, leaving a small smile on her leader’s face.

“fine.. but if i die all three of you are responsible.” lara says, making her members laugh.

lara took a bite soon after, her face lighting up at the food.

“why is this.. good?” lara says in disbelief, making megan glare at her.

“why are you so surprised?!”

–

later that night the dorm fell quiet, nothing more heard than the soft breathing of y/n on the couch. the girl was scrolling on her social media, it felt weird to be in her room at the moment and she wasn’t sure why. though her peace was interrupted by the sound of footsteps, making y/n turn around. it was sophia. the very girl who’s been on her mind all day. the two made eye contact for a moment, no one choosing to break the silence for a good minute.

then sophia spoke up, “what are you doing awake?”

y/n just shrugged, before replying in a soft tone, “couldn’t sleep.”

sophia mumbled something under her breath so quiet that even y/n couldn’t hear, making the girl on the couch perk up. she looked into sophia’s eyes and took in her features, she looked so beautiful in the faint light of y/n’s phone. it hurt y/n to look at her any longer. it just reminded her of what she couldn’t have.

“you can sleep in my room if it helps, yoonchae left to have a sleepover with a friend.” sophia suggests, making the girl in front of her smile.

“whatever helps you, soph.” y/n whispers in the same soft tone as before.

“help me?” sophia murmured, “you’re the one who can’t sleep.”

“mm, you sure you don’t just wanna spend more time with your favorite?” y/n says, laughing silently at the glare sophia gave her.

“you’re so aggravating.” sophia replies, turning around.

“i’ll be there in five.” y/n declares, before sophia got out of earshot of her.

y/n didn’t see it, but a smile made its way onto sophia’s face. the one only y/n brought out of her.

it felt natural to be in sophia’s bed, clutching onto the girl like she was going to disappear any moment. y/n had to savour this, just in case it never happened again. meanwhile sophia’s entire face felt hot, cuddling her crush was not on her bingo card for the year. despite, the slight tension, the atmosphere was calm and light hearted. It always did when they were alone, it felt so different compared to nights with the other girls. sophia’s heart melted at the sight of y/n sleeping soundly in her arms, it almost seemed like it was real. like all the overwhelming affection, subtle glances, nicknames, and the small things y/n did for her meant something. something more than platonic love.

sophia just ignored her thoughts, and held y/n closer to her. soon after she fell asleep with her heart filled with nothing but the feeling she always got when thinking about y/n. the overwhelming feeling of yearning for someone she will never have.

—

the next time that stupid feeling came back (as sophia described it..) was ironically on another weverse live, a smaller one with just y/n, yoonchae, lara and sophia. it was directly after katseye had performed gnarly for the kid’s choice awards, and lara and yoonchae were complaining about their trailer experience.

fortunately for sophia it wasn’t her feeling anything weird towards y/n– this time it was the other way around. y/n couldn’t help but stare at sophia, her heart beating like it’s never done before at the sight of her. she tried so hard to divert her attention to something else, to make sure eyekons wouldn’t notice the tension but nothing interested her more than sophia. the lingering stares, the way her dress fit on her, and the feeling of their interlocked hands behind them was enough to drive y/n crazy. if she wasn’t already aware of her attraction to sophia, this would’ve solidified it.

yoonchae and lara shared a knowing look, deciding to talk more to put the attention on them instead of their two members.

“sooo, how do you guys feel about gabriela?” lara asks, chats flowing in by the second.

y/n smiled at the reaction eyekons gave to gabriela, it was all such positive feedback.

“you guys are obsessed with daniela’s spanish bridge? me too.” y/n says, her members nodding along.

“i also enjoyed soph’s parts in the music video.” y/n reasoned, her eyes moving to the black haired girl beside her.

sophia smiled at her, which was just meant to be a polite response to her remark but y/n felt her face flush. sophia’s smile is gorgeous, it was hard not to be drawn to it.

“y/n barely even remembered her own part sometimes while filming, she was too focused on analyzing sophias.” lara added, her and yoonchae laughing.

“what? hey, i was watching everyone and making sure they had it down.” y/n retorts.

“i think you were watching me a little more though.” sophia says quietly, but not quiet enough.

yoonchae and lara gasp, both of their gazes immediately becoming fixated on the chat. it was blowing up once again, just this time in disbelief.

eyekoniczz: flirting on live once again…….. smth is going on

iheartsophlaforteza: OH MY GOSH??

meilovers: there is sm happening…

y/n just laughed, “whatever you wanna believe fia.”

sophia rolled her eyes at her member's words, causing the chat to go crazy again. lara and yoonchae decided to do damage control, speaking more on the kids' choice awards.

“yeah so basically, yoonchae almost slipped..”

“no i did not?!”

–

parties were y/n’s worst nightmare, yet she was sitting here at one with sophia, daniela, megan and lara. manon was at home with yoonchae, and they insisted on playing overcooked together that night. y/n wished she would’ve stayed with them. the atmosphere of the party was off, like all idol parties were. the smell of alcohol surrounded y/n, one of her least favorite smells. but she still made the choice to go, to make sure her members didn’t get caught up in anything. y/n wouldn’t admit it to anyone, but her main focus was on sophia. and unfortunately they weren’t together at the moment, y/n sitting down on a couch with megan and lara. the two girls bickering about the sight in front of you all, making y/n laugh.

“are you serious? in what universe would daniela get with that guy, she has some standards right?” megan exclaims, receiving a glare from lara.

“daniela has had questionable taste lately.” lara shrugs, to which megan nods.

“maybe you’re right..” the black haired girl says, turning back to daniela and the guy she is talking with.

meanwhile y/n was focused on a certain black haired girl towards the left of daniela, a groan escaping her mouth at the sight of who she was talking to.

“what’s up?” megan asks, before following y/n’s line of sight.

“oh.” megan and lara say in unison.

sophia was talking to marquise, the girl who had done sophia wrong over and over. sophia’s ex-girlfriend. y/n couldn’t help but feel jealous, the light touches between the two tugging at her heartstrings.

“the hell is marquise doing here?” lara mutters, keeping her eyes trained on them.

“more importantly, why is soph talking to her? they’ve been through since training.” y/n adds.

y/n glared at the sight in front of her, more specifically marquise. she couldn’t explain what she felt in that moment with just words, her eyes focusing more on sophia now. sophia seemed so comfortable with marquise all of a sudden, her body language mirroring the way it was when she talked to y/n. though, soon enough marquise took sophia’s hand in hers. an action big enough to make y/n’s heart drop, the pace of her breathing fastening by the second.

y/n had never felt more humiliated. and worst of all, the speakers' blaring music blasted the worst song possible to play at that moment. the lyrics rang through y/n’s ears like they were a curse.

it was sophia’s favorite song, and for some reason it almost perfectly sums up their relationship at that moment.

megan held y/n close to her, the younger girl seeing tears form at the brims of her eyes.

“it’s gonna be okay.” megan whispers softly to y/n.

yet something even worse than the song happened, sophia and marquise had kissed. it was only a brief moment, but it was enough to make y/n feel horrible. the girl who's she been in love with for years was now kissing and holding her ex like nothing had ever happened.

lara was still staring at her leader and marquise, an angry expression making it’s way to her face. what business did marquise have with sophia anymore? after everything that happened, sophia still acted like it was nothing. meanwhile hurting the person who meant the most to her, subconsciously.

“do you wanna go home?” lara hears megan ask y/n softly, making her turn around to the two.

“what about fia though?” y/n replies quietly.

“i’m sure she has a ride.” lara mutters, receiving a shove from megan.

“now is not the time.” megan says.

megan soon got up, spotting daniela across the room.

“i’ll be back, one second!” the girl calls out.

she made her way over to daniela quickly, grabbing the older girl by her hand.

“daniela.” megan sputters out quickly, dani moving her head to see her member standing behind her.

“god.. don’t scare me like that.” dani mumbles, laughing at megan’s rushed apology.

“sorry, anyways! guess who’s back and after sophia.” megan says, grabbing dani’s shoulders and directing her to their spot.

“seriously..?” daniela mutters, “all this time and soph is going back?”

“so was that all?” daniela asks, breaking the short silence between the two girls.

“no, i was gonna ask if you could make sure sophia gets home safe. me, lara and y/n are gonna head out.” megan replies, to which dani nods.

“yeah no worries, i’ll get my friend to drive us.” daniela says.

“thank you, i don’t want y/n to have to watch this anymore.” megan says, mumbling the last part.

daniela just nods, “i hope she’s good.”

—

just minutes later, y/n was driving megan and lara home from the party. y/n had a frown on her face, one the two girls in the back hadn’t seen in forever. it made them sad to see their friend like this, one that was always looking for the positive side of things. they wanted to comfort her but weren’t exactly sure how.

“y/n do you just wanna hang out with us in our room?” megan suggests, smiling at the way her friend's face softened.

“sure, but i need to tell sophia at some point.” y/n replies, a confused expression growing on lara’s face.

“tell sophia what?” lara asks, receiving an incredulous look from megan.

“that i love her.”

—

y/n had spent most of that night playing video games with megan and lara, eventually being joined by manon and yoonchae. the five of them played minecraft for hours. though, a knock sound from the door made y/n’s heart stop. she prayed it would be daniela, but she knew exactly who was behind there. no one in the room moved, an uncomfortable silence filling the room.

“do you want me to open it?” megan asks, to which y/n shakes her head.

“i’ll get it, i need to talk to her anyways.” y/n replies before getting up.

she took a deep breath, walking towards the door when she was stopped by megan. the younger girl giving y/n a hug, leaving a smile on the latter’s face.

“if anything goes wrong i’m here.” megan whispers to y/n.

“thank you meg.” y/n smiles, before letting go of her friend.

y/n turned around and opened the door, being met with a seemingly distraught sophia.

“y/n i need to talk to you.” sophia says, breathlessly.

“are you—?” y/n starts before being pulled away by the black-haired girl in front of her.

they made it all the way to sophia’s room in almost no time, sophia quickly moving to close the door behind them. sophia stared into y/n’s eyes for a moment, like she was savouring their time together. she sighed, and tried to open her mouth but nothing came out.

“fia?” y/n whispers softly, her tone melting sophia’s heart.

“sorry.” sophia apologizes, collecting her thoughts before speaking up again.

“y/n, i really like you and–” sophia starts, being cut off by y/n.]

“seriously? you’re gonna tell me all this after being all up on marquise at the party?” y/n says, a look in her eyes sophia had never seen before. it was full of anger.

“what? we were just catching up after a while.” sophia replies.

“catching up? i saw you kiss her, sophia.” y/n adds, making sophia’s heart drop.

y/n hadn’t called her sophia to her face in nearly two years, only calling her that when they first met. it hurt tremendously, sophia feeling like her heart had crumpled to pieces.

“that’s what i was just about to talk to you about, and if you would just let me explain. i didn’t want that–” sophia starts again, y/n cutting her off.

“don’t waste your time. i believe you, but i don’t know if i can just blow this off. i need time to heal. i really like you sophia, i do i just–” y/n mumbles, stopping at the sight of sophia tearing up.

“why do you keep calling me that? it’s like we just met again.” sophia asks, her voice shaking.

y/n hesitates for a moment, thinking about whether or not she should call the girl by her nickname again. to be entirely honest, she didn’t want to. it pained her to say at this point in time, due to sophia’s actions.

“i just want to be in the right headspace for if we do date sophia. and now isn’t the time for this.” y/n says softly, trying to prevent her voice from shaking.

she didn’t want sophia to see her in a vulnerable state anymore.

“yeah, i get it.” sophia starts, “i’ll wait for you. no matter how long it takes, and i hope your healing process goes well.”

y/n just nods, taking sophia’s hand in hers for one last time that night.

“i promise to come back for you, sophia.”

#katseye #katseye x reader #katseye x fem reader #katseye fluff #katseye angst #katseye x you #sophia laforteza #sophia laforteza x reader #katseye sophia #katseye sophia x reader #katseye scenarios

300 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 20 hours ago

Text

officially deactivating u are EVIL.

# MAMMA MIA — chapter fifty-four!

there’s always been one rule in the group: don’t bring up y/n. no one really knows why, but it’s clear sophia would rather leave her ex-best friend in the past. once inseparable, their friendship dissolved after a summer camp that no one talks about, and y/n vanished, moving god-knows-where without so much as a goodbye. some say it was a fight. others say it was something more. only sophia knows the truth—or maybe not even she does. now, as the third year at dream academy begins, sophia is blindsided by y/n's unexpected return. gone is the familiar, easygoing childhood bestfriend she remembers. in her place is someone sharper, colder, and—unfortunately for sophia—hotter than ever. (who gave her the permission to look so fine?)

wc: 1571

WAIT FOR IT

“HEY, SO, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE?”

you glared as yunjin tugged you down the narrow backstage hallway, her steps quick and annoyingly determined for someone running on four hours of sleep. she didn’t even bother answering right away, just jiggled a set of keys and strode to the theatre stockroom door.

“y’know how you practically didn’t do shit the day valentina tagged along?” she said, voice low and casual, like she wasn’t clearly plotting something. “yeah. you’re making up for it now. come help me carry these heavy-ass boxes. we’re changing the curtains.”

you squinted. “changing curtains? aren’t there, like, tech crew people for that?”

“well, congratulations. you’re tech crew now.”

she flicked the light on from the outside, then gestured towards a box nearly exploding with tangled stage curtains.

“this is so—” you started, but yunjin was already walking backwards, that suspiciously fake smile tugging at her lips, most definitely amused.

you stepped into the room, muttering under your breath as you bent down to lift the box, freezing when the light flicked off and the door slammed shut behind you, the unmistakable click of the lock following right after.

“yunjin? what the fuck?! let me out!”

ohhhh the little cunt.

“no can do, sister!” her voice was muffled through the door, but she sounded far too proud of herself. “just trust me on this!”

“trust you? are you psychotic? at least turn the lights back on!”

“nah, you’ll live. and shut up! unless you want to miss your chance to talk to sophia.”

that shut you up fast.

—

you dont know how long it’s been. you’d foolishly left your phone on the table backstage along with the multiple cups of coffees and scripts sprawled along the white, worn out desk of the theatre, and to say that you’re dying out of boredom is an understatement.

then, just when you’d started debating whether to scream yunjin’s name again, you heard the clatter of keys once more. footsteps. the door opening.

“hey, can you help me grab something from the stockroom?” yunjin’s voice, overly sweet and casual, like she hadn’t already locked one person in there.

“uh. sure?” it was sophia’s voice, hesitant and a little suspicious, the same way yours had been.

you felt your breath catch.

uh oh.

then, footsteps. light ones. and before you could even prepare yourself, the door creaked open, light flooding in, and sophia stepped inside.

“what am i—?”

the rest of her sentence was cut off by the sound of the door slamming shut behind her.

and then the lock clicking.

and yunjin, the traitor, cheerfully announcing, “okay, bye! just talk, okay? please. don’t make me do this again!”

“yunjin?” sophia called, confused, turning to the door. “yunjin!”

sophia stood there unsure, she knew there wasn’t anything worth scaring her in the stockroom. she’d been in here way too many times to count on her fingers. however, what she didn’t expect coming, was to see you sitting cross legged in the corner of the room uneasily, when she turned on the flashlight on her phone.

“oh, fuck!” was her initial reaction.

you’d flinched. “uh, sorry. yunjin locked me in here too.”

sophia’d clutched her pearls like a grandmother, before sighing. “of course, she did.”

she hesitated for a second, just stood there in the faint beam of her flashlight, the dust catching in the light like snow, but eventually she shook her head and crossed the room. she sat beside you, a little closer than expected, knees brushing as she turned off the flashlight, leaning her head on the wall.

silence and darkness blanketed the two of you.

you could still hear the outside world—a muffled thump of someone moving something onstage, the faint hum of hallway lights. but in here, it was just the two of you. like the theatre had swallowed you whole.

for a long second, neither of you spoke.

then, you exhaled slowly. “are you dating alex?”

the question dropped into the dark and hung like the stars.

sophia didn’t answer at first. the air shifted. you couldn’t see her face, couldn’t tell what expression she was wearing, only that you heard the soft inhale, the pause in the dark.

“…why would you ask that?”

“i saw the tweets. heard what people are talking about.”

sophia wasn’t sure what came over her for the response that slipped out of her tongue, but she sure as hell knew that it came from a place of wanting to hurt you, tumbling out so carelessly that you felt the words cut your skin.

she laughed. hollow and cold. “i don’t know why you care.”

you’d inhaled deeply, resting your head on the wall as well with a soft thump.

“well, you’re my friend.”

her laugh this time wasn’t hollow. it was bitter. tired. full of all the things she hadn’t said for years.

“oh, am i?” she asked, voice rising just slightly. “i wasn’t your friend when you suddenly left without a word. no explanation. no goodbye. and i sure as hell wasn’t your friend when you sat across from me at dinner pretending like you didn’t even know me.”

you were speechless. part of you thought she’d never confront you with the past, but then again, a foolish part of you thought that she’d always wait for you. you knew she wanted it to hurt. and god, did it hurt like a bitch.

“god, we even lived under the same roof for a month and you barely even said a word to me.” she spat, yet she didn’t do anything to move away from you. “and now, you say you’re my friend?”

you shuffle back instinctively, trying to create space between you, but she notices it—of course she does. her hand shoots out, grabbing your wrist blindly.

“don’t,” she hisses. “don’t do that. you always fucking do this. every single time i get close, you pull away like i’m some kind of mistake. why is that, huh?”

her voice shakes, but not from sadness anymore—from fury. pent up, years old fury.

“i fucking liked you, you know that? do you have any idea how hard it was for me to build up the nerve to tell you? to put my heart out there like a goddamn idiot? and what did you do? nothing. you didn’t even look me in the eye. you ran. you never answered, never even had the decency to talk about it!”

your voice breaks as you yell back, raw and desperate. “i liked you too! but i was fucking scared! i didn’t know what the hell i was feeling, and you were my best friend! i didn’t know it was okay to like girls like that—all we ever did was talk about boys like it was a goddamn religion! i didn’t want to lose you!”

you swallow thickly, fists clenched at your sides. “but i loved you. i loved you then, and i still love you now, and watching you with alex—fuck, sophia. it hurts. because you deserve more. you deserve better than—”

she cuts you off, full of fire, scoffing so sharply it practically cracks through the air.

“who the fuck are you to decide what’s ‘better’ for me? who the fuck gave you that right? you don’t get to swoop back in and shit on someone who actually shows up for me. someone who isn’t afraid to stand beside me in public. someone who didn’t need years to figure out if i was worth it.”

her voice is shaking now, but not from anger anymore. but from the weight of everything left unsaid between you, from everything you were too scared to say.

“at least he’s not scared to fucking admit that he wants me.”

silence stretches again. the two of you still sat next to each other.

you don’t know what came over you to say, “i’m flying back to new york for a couple of weeks.” but sophia doesn’t comment on it. she merely even acknowledges the fact.

“then go. i don’t know why you’re telling me this.”

the harsh fluorescent light flicks on without warning, blinding your already frazzled eyes.

“okay, lovebirds,” yunjin’s voice sings out from the doorway, chipper and unaware. “did you two talk it out or do i need to lock you in here for another ten minutes?”

she’s grinning, proud of her plan that she put together hastily at 3am, until she sees the scene before her.

sophia’s already pushing past her, storming out without a single word. she doesn’t look at you. doesn’t have to. the tears running down her cheeks say more than anything she could’ve said.

“wait—sophia—” you start, but she’s already outside.

and that’s when you see him.

alex.

standing just behind yunjin, looking like he’s been waiting. like he followed her in the moment he heard raised voices.

he doesn’t hesitate. the second sophia stumbles into the hallway, he opens his arms and she falls right into them, burying her face in his chest like she belongs there.

you freeze, watching as he rubs her back gently, murmuring something you can’t hear. her shoulders shake, and he holds her tighter.

yunjin’s smile slowly fades as she looks between you and the door, confused, her brows furrowing.

“what the fuck happened?” she asks, voice finally losing its pep.

but you don’t answer. you just stare at the doorway, empty now, because sophia didn’t look back.

she didn’t need to. you’d already said enough.

masterlist ✮⋆｡˚📽️ next

how are we feeling? sorry for taking so long yall😛

@gablmk @goofymickeyr @saysirhc @kathleenmikaelson @iisayfa @magixpracticality @sed7ction @1luvkarina @linnnsworld @hotluvlet @bauzer @saranglasses @kkoga @chaesitonmyface @arihiu @peanutbutterlover05 @kristalag @meiyaes @solentient @yuzeemin @reey0w @vrtualstar @fruityg0rl @cyberbonesworld @haerinkisser @lafortezalover @cassiespoiler @skz-xii @ninguitar @kimminjswife @yeetaberry127 @p1hbrook @hazel-tanthamore22 @caitlynglazer @minjvers @tormaa1 @nwjnsloona @itzkatflixs @namojoon @falling-intoo-deep @waitsobs @blushmimi @cindergorge @nightshadelover12 @justluvrr TAGLIST CLOSED (my taglist is fmu why is it deleting ppl omf)

#sophia laforteza x reader #kiana’s recs ≧◡≦

325 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Note

OMG???!?

please Update mamma mia i will do a backflip…………………

send proof rn

#Yeah ur blocked.#cannot be caufht with a benson boone fan as a mutual….#will miss mammia mia guys…..💔💔💔

10 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Note

mind u she says shes scared of benson boone….. yet she knows what moonbeam ice cream looks like

please Update mamma mia i will do a backflip…………………

send proof rn

#cinnamanz secret benson boone fan confirmed!

10 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Note

STOP THAT IS ME. HOW WOULD U KNOW.

please Update mamma mia i will do a backflip…………………

send proof rn

#what if i AM benson boone #benson boone writing for katseye on tumblr is a Real thing #i actually Hope not benson boone is so scayr….

10 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Note

please Update mamma mia i will do a backflip…………………

send proof rn

#this is Actually me dont play❤️

10 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Text

im a queer she says… 😒😒

MEGAN I N THE MONSTER HIGH REMAKE MV OH MY GOD???????????? THIS SONG EATS HELLO HELLO

#ninguitar #itsbOkay ur realnfor this…#the rap im Kms💔💔#THEYRE SO FINE

26 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 1 day ago

Text

MEGAN I N THE MONSTER HIGH REMAKE MV OH MY GOD???????????? THIS SONG EATS HELLO HELLO

#kianas thoughts #katseye #megan is so gorgeous OH YMGODD #Opening up google docs.

26 notes · View notes

modanisgf · 2 days ago

Text

even like this— megan skiendiel

𖦹 pairing: megan x sick reader

𖦹 synopsis: y/n’s not used to being the one who needs help. but megan stays anyway, holding her through all of it

megan had a weird feeling all day.

it started when y/n didn’t answer her “good morning” text.

then again when she didn’t even react to the dumb little mirror selfie megan sent at noon with the caption, “do u still love me even if i look like this?”

no reply. no read. no heart reaction.

and megan knew it was probably nothing. y/n was busy. y/n had work. y/n wasn’t always glued to her phone like she was.

but still, something gnawed at her chest.

quietly. stubbornly.

off.

so she stopped waiting and just showed up.

—————————————————————————

the apartment door clicked open quietly. megan slipped inside, calling out softly, “hello?”

no answer. just the faint hum of the humidifier, and the tv playing low from the living room. no footsteps. no greeting. not even the usual, “hey baby” from across the hall.

she turned the corner and froze.

there she was.

y/n, curled up on the couch under a mismatched pile of blankets, hoodie strings pulled so tight only her nose and mouth peeked out. her lips were dry. cheeks flushed. tissue box on one side, water bottle on the other, but it looked like she hadn’t touched either in a while.

megan blinked, heart sinking.

“baby?”

y/n stirred a little, eyes heavy. “hi.”

that was it.

just “hi.”

soft. raspy. barely audible.

megan moved fast but quiet, kneeling beside the couch, brushing the back of her hand over y/n’s forehead. too warm.

“you have a fever,” she whispered, more to herself than anything.

“just a small one,” y/n mumbled. “i’m fine.”

“you’re not fine,” megan said, already standing. “you didn’t answer me all day. i thought you were mad. or hurt. or both.”

“i didn’t wanna worry you,” y/n rasped, eyes slipping shut.

megan paused, lips parting but she didn’t argue. didn’t scold her. just moved softly through the kitchen like she was floating, grabbing what she could, boiling water, googling natural things for sore throats with one hand and cutting up fruit with the other.

she kept glancing over her shoulder.

still breathing. still curled up. still flushed.

megan’s chest ached.

—————————————————————————

when she came back, the table beside the couch was full. tea with honey. medicine. a cold cloth. two slices of buttered toast because she panicked and didn’t know what else to make.

“meg,” y/n croaked, “you didn’t have to”

“i know.” she said. quiet but firm.

she helped her sit up slowly, propping pillows behind her back. her hand lingered at the base of y/n’s neck. not holding her, just steadying. grounding.

“take this,” she murmured, offering medicine in one hand, water in the other.

y/n obeyed.

and then, quietly: “you’re always taking care of everyone. you never let anyone take care of you.”

y/n smiled, weak. “you noticed that, huh?”

“i always notice.”

—————————————————————————

the next few hours blurred together.

megan didn’t leave her side.

she brought another blanket when y/n shivered. helped her change into a dry shirt when the fever sweat got too much. wiped under her nose gently, not saying a word about it.

and eventually, she just climbed into the couch beside her.

or more accurately, on top of her.

it wasn’t elegant. she tucked herself between y/n’s legs and leaned her back against her chest, head under y/n’s chin, arms loosely wrapped around her waist.

y/n exhaled, slow.

“you’re gonna get sick.”

“worth it.”

“you always say that.”

megan leaned her head back just enough to look up at her. “yeah. and i mean it.”

there was a beat of silence. just the tv flickering light across the room. the soft hum of the humidifier. y/n’s arm curling around megan’s smaller frame.

“i hate feeling like this,” she whispered.

“like what?”

“like this. weak. needy.”

megan didn’t flinch. just tucked her face into the curve of y/n’s neck and said, “then it’s a good thing i like when you need me.”

that shut her up.

not in a bad way. just in a melting way.

—————————————————————————

night came. the lights dimmed. the tv flickered quietly in the background while megan scrolled on her phone.

she looked up to see y/n trying to get out of bed.

“hey,” she said immediately. “what are you doing?”

“bathroom.”

megan hopped up in a second. “wait, i’ll help”

“meg, i can walk.”

“you stood up like a baby deer. i don’t trust you.”

y/n groaned. “i’m not gonna faint.”

“i can’t carry you. we’ve been over this. i measured.”

y/n blinked. “what?”

“i stood next to you with a broom. and then tried to drag a pillow your size down the hallway. didn’t work.”

“you’re unwell.”

“youre the sick one here. come on.”

megan wrapped her arms under y/n’s and helped her walk, slow and steady, both of them giggling like idiots as they stumbled into the hallway.

and when they got back, y/n tried to settle on her side of the bed only for megan to literally throw herself on top of her.

“you’re ridiculous.”

“and you’re mine,” megan mumbled, pulling the blanket up. “so lay down. shut up. and let me hold you.”

y/n smiled, forehead pressed to hers. “you’re bossy.”

“you’re lucky i love you.”

“you do?”

“i do.” megan whispered, eyes fluttering shut. “even when you sound like you’re dying.”

“rude.”

“it’s true.”

and in the dark, with megan’s fingers tracing gentle lines down her back, and her small frame curled perfectly into y/n’s, it was the first time y/n felt like she could breathe fully all day.

because it didn’t matter how gross she felt.

or how helpless she hated being.

megan was still here.

still holding her.

still choosing to stay close.

even when her whole body ached. even when she didn’t have the energy to say thank you the way she wanted.

and right before she fell asleep, y/n whispered into the dark:

“you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.”

megan’s heart was already pounding, face hidden in her hoodie so y/n wouldn’t see her blush so hard she nearly exploded and only whispered back,

“i know.”

—————————————————————————

#megan skiendiel x reader #kiana’s recs ≧◡≦

390 notes · View notes