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I try to always respect it so xD

I'm sorry, I like scaring people by doing that <_<;

I was trying to remember if Nea hit second stage or not. I was counting my hooks and trying to remember if it was Nea or Feng that hit second.

He blended in so well. I can't with this map xD

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Played Killer today. May take a break for a few days. I struggled a lot playing Spirit today... I couldn't tell where sounds were coming from and Quiet Mode fucked me. My lunges also kept failing??? Had a group with 3 flashlights (one late-switcher) and some anti-slugging perks. I tried to hook someone and they bodyblocked the hook so I just slugged. They also had 3 flashlights and were near so I just slugged. A few abandoned the match so I just waited for everyone to abandon. One stayed until the others died but I closed hatch and then she DC'd. I let the bot escape. They were not happy and laughed about me getting no hooks. I didn't need to hook you. I still killed you. I won 8u Keep in mind that I didn't slug everyone together until there was 1 gen left. I couldn't pick up because flashlight/pallet save. I also wasn't going to try and hook so they could take 40 hits again.

I don't know why I'm struggling. I hear sounds and they're close but the Survivor isn't close - they're further away. I can't tell if someone is above me or next to me - I just hear them in both ears. It's frustrating and I got tilted. Were I playing Sadako, Kaneki, or Trickster - I wouldn't have struggled that match.

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Her ping was around 300 during the match.

I don't take the game super seriously so while it was obnoxious to get hit where I shouldn't have gotten hit - I don't really care??? I just thought it was funny trying to outplay her so I clipped these. I don't know why she had 300 ping. I've had matches where my ping is like 200. It's normally around 40ish-60ish. No big deal. This is not comp soooo gg, Space Huntress 8u

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Played with Bestie again today.

All I could hear was a bunch of fucking noise xD

That is not where her eyes are 8u I am so sorry, Ma'am uX

This match was pretty fun. Any time I'd hear her raise her hatchet - she was seeing someone so I tried to hide the best I could. Top of main building on this map is actually pretty good ._. I've played GF on it and could stalk people all over from up there and it helps you locate Survivors too. Unfortunately it's not great for sniping. Trees and shit will block your knives and hatchets Bu

I didn't mean to take it so I was like "Well, since I have one I might as well use it u8"

Didn't mean to sandbag him - I just didn't want to go down near basement <_<;

I thought going down at a pallet was a good choice 8u If I dropped it, I was dead so u8

I tried to drop the pallet before I got hit but xD; I shined my flashlight on the trap - I know it does nothing but I was being goofy.

I still don't know this map so I was like "I just trapped myself, didn't I xD;"

If I had to work as a bartender on Dead Dawg, she has to work here uB< I don't make the rules uB< I had DS but it's a Nurse so. I also don't know why I kept crouching ._. I guess just trying to not get seen xD; I've heard people say it helps but I'm not that sure u8

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I really loved the show Face Off. I love makeup and practical effects and stuff like that. I also really liked America's Next Top Model. I have zero interest in models and modeling but I loved the makeup and photo shoots.

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Are there any songs that fill you with Nostalgia and make you Happy?

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Played with Bestie today but also played 3 SoloQ matches. They weren't great or fun really xD;

He BM'd the fuck out of me and I have no clue why 8u I wish they could have finished gens and got out while I died. I'm so happy I hit my DS. Bestie asked why I didn't vault the window near the end and I said I was paranoid of it being trapped xD;

I wanted a flashlight save really bad. We had a Doctor who downed Bestie and faced directly towards me and I was like "I got the save >8u" but I was in Madness 3 and couldn't use my flashlight. I was so fucking upset xD

I was trying to take a hit for him but she missed and ended up hitting him instead.

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Played with Bestie today and had some fun. Had a scary silent Hillbilly that let me have hatch. I went to say thank you in the chat and my power went out Bu I feel bad u,8 I didn't even get his name in the recording - it stopped a second too early. I saw YT and that was it Bu

I told Bestie I had DS if I got tunneled. I fucking missed it. I swear there's a delay or something. I haven't missed a single one until very recently >_>

I missed like 3 today so Bu

I did it \uB</

I saw he didn't break it so I went back to it. I was like "It's a bold strategy, Cotton. Let's see if it pays off for 'em 8u A Dodgeball reference in 2025-- FUCK uB<"

He did have Coup 8u

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I'm super empathetic and always have been. Far past normal empathy - I feel the pain and suffering of others but it's both physical and not. I would describe the pain as someone stabbing me in the heart and twisting the blade over and over. Unlike a physical wound - it doesn't kill me and it can't be eased by painkillers. I'm just left to suffer until it decides to ease up.

I was mocked as a kid because I was very empathetic and I "overreacted" to shit. I was just a crybaby. I was upset for no reason. That bullshit did a ton of damage to my self-esteem. No one considered my feelings. No one cared that something was wrong. No one cared that I was hurting. No one cared to learn why I was hurting. So why should I care about myself?

I can't make people feel or understand the pain I'm feeling. I would rather have a broken arm or leg instead of mental trauma and internal suffering. I wish I could make people feel it. If I were to gain a superpower, inflicting empathy on people would be nice. You feel nothing? I'll make you feel everything. Hopefully I'd not abuse it xD;

Is empathy a blessing or a curse?

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Tryks: Guess who's invited~ Me: Is it me :D -looks up- -kicks gen and gets Blast Mine'd- GODDAMMIT! ZARINA!! uB<

I figured she was in a locker but I didn't know which one xD

I figured Lara had DS and I needed to hook Renato a second time. I feel like that was a massive fumble on their end and I don't get it... I did let Meg have hatch.

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Wanted to play DBD but Steam was down so I did not get to play much. I played 3 matches as Kaneki.

I wasn't too friendly today. I had a rough night and I'm so worn down. Playing DBD helps keep my mind busy, though. Nothing very interesting to share clipswise so...

Had a Survivor wave at me to chase them then they dropped the pallet but I avoided the stun. I went around and they vaulted the pallet and tried to blind me but I use THWACK! so they did not get the blind and they got hooked. They ended up doing something similar but I broke the pallet with my power, activated THWACK!, then downed them. They DC'd. The Dwight was tbagging so I don't know if he was sandbagging or just wanted out. I thought maybe he had DS so I slugged him but did go back and kill him. I ended up letting the Sable open a gate and escape.

My last match was fucking weird... They brought toolboxes and did gens pretty fast but they were gens before friends. I hooked the Yun-Jin and the Feng ran to unhook but backed out so I downed her and hooked her. I ended up hooking Feng again and slugging Yun-Jin. The Jake was injured and he got into a locker instead of unhooking Feng who as next to him. I hooked Jake and Feng died. I heard a gen was close to done so I went to check and Vittorio had still been on the gen ._. So I hooked him too. I ended up letting Yun-Jin live but told her to not go for the unhook on either of them.

That is just so fucking shitty to me xD They were letting Yun-Jin and Feng die to finish the gens ._. What the FUCK are you doing!? I shouldn't care but I do...

I don't get people that hard focus on gens and let everyone die. You need to finish gens but it's a fucking TEAM ROLE. It's a 4v1 for a fucking reason. Like yay you did the gens but now everyone is dead! Whoo! I don't get it.

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I wish there was a way to erase traumatic events. I experienced another one last night and I'll never forget it. What is the purpose to remembering such things? Why do we need to live with it? Isn't it better to forget it even happened?

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Played Killer again today. Not a ton to clip - it was pretty standard.

This Feng was a bit spicy. I have no idea why she didn't just drop the pallet if she was exposed. I guess she thought I'd respect it and I'm a 110 Killer? I thought I'd injure her but get stunned. Turns out she just died u8 I was going to let her escape because she seemed the most competent and the Felix let himself die. I downed everyone all at once though so she abandoned. She was doing her Adept too. She would have had it...

I had a match with a default Renato and I had a feeling that I shouldn't kill him so I didn't. He was doing his Adept. I could see both gates from the hill and I was watching them but I didn't try to leave the hill. He eventually opened one and left near the end of EGC.

I killed a Geralt earlier and I felt bad. I mean he was kind of ratty - everyone else was last hook by the time I finally found him. I kept running into the Jake so I felt bad. I chased him and he tried to run through some bamboo but it was the hard kind of bamboo so he died to it. I was like ".....Oh my God. I've been this Jake. I don't want to kill him uX"

I played 2 matches as Kaneki and I let everyone escape... I just felt like they were kind of newer Survivors and it was in the event so... I can't help it. DBD is a frustrating game to be new to. I don't want people to stop playing it because they got killed by a Killer they know nothing about who was using perks that they've never heard of on a map they don't have memorized...

I got Midwich and the Survivors ran so confidently upstairs. To the third floor. There's nothing on the third floor. Had a Feng try to vault a window that wasn't a window but it makes sense that she thought it was a vault.

The first window is a vault. I know it's a vault because I have almost 6,000 hours in this game. The one on the right is NOT a vault. You can tell they're different but if you're newer and being chased, you'd think you could vault that window because you vaulted the other window. There is no yellow fabric on it either. I've had newer Survivors try to vault windows that weren't windows. I feel bad because they don't know it's not a vault.

People talk a lot of shit about Ghoul players... It reminds me of Trickster - people talked shit about him a lot too. "They're always so sweaty!" "They have no sense of humor!" "They're sooo toxic!" "They always camp and tunnel!" "Zero skill Killer!" I want to do the opposite of what people expect.

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Today was interesting in DBD xD I only played a few Killer matches but they were pretty chill. I did run into a cheater but they actually did not make the match miserable for me. A very unique interaction. I had seen him fall twice but I couldn't tell if it was a hill or not because I was chasing someone inside shack. Then he started zooming all over the place xD

I never check lockers unless I have Whispers. I should do it more often because people do hide in them... I think that's a terrible idea so I don't check xD; He was doing his Adept and I let him escape and Meg got her glyph near the gate.

I did hear the sound cue for Shoulder the Boulder. I acknowledged it happened. I just wasn't thinking about it when I chased Jonah. Me: -hears cue- Oh. Neat 8u Jonah: u8 Me: -smacks- Jonah: -goes down instantly- Me: .....Why was he exposed? Second hook 8u/ -hooks him- Jonah: -dies- Me: 8u....... Ohhhhhhhhh. Welp. RIP Jonah u8

I played Survivor yesterday so I pressed E to get the totem. E is set to turn as Killer xD;

I decided to try and win this match. I did feel bad tunneling the Jake. I honestly need some kind of aura-reading perk or something... I'd use Whispers but I try to listen the best I can while phasing and Whispers seems terrible for that 8u I could not see this Meg because she blended in with the map. I mean that's good because STBFL but xD

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Soooo...The Walking Dead came to DBD 8u I actually don't think I ever finished season 2 so I wasn't that much into the show xD; I did play most of the games from the Telltale series, though. It'd be nice to see someone from the games as a cosmetic at some point.

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Am I alone in thinking Rotten Fields isn't that great for Survivors? I didn't want to waste the pallet because I knew we'd likely need it... It baffles me that people like the corn maps. I do not <_<

I didn't think I had that but xD Then I got left to rot on second hook because SOMEBODY WAS IN A LOCKER >Bu Nah, I figured she went AFK because of her kids xD

I don't remember it exposing you, though Bu This poor Demo... He ended up opening the gate and telling us to leave.

I figured I wouldn't make it to the gate and it'd be unsafe to rescue me so I tried to waste her time. She had a personality so I liked that xD

And I did u8

Okay so they had told me to take DS off because they had a different plan and Bestie needed to be The Obsession. I found that out too late and A tried to heal me but I had used a syringe xD; I feel bad for Steve.

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I think people should play both Survivor and Killer. I feel like it makes you understand why the other side does what it does so you're less likely to get enraged at stuff.

I'll preface this by saying I know what I did wrong. I could have made smarter decisions. Was this annoying? Yes. Was I angry? No. Why wasn't I angry?

I do the exact same thing xD