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Danni Foxtrot belongs to Danni

Tammy belongs to me

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angry sad mermaid i am here to share the same feelings

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I finally finished it! And I feel so proud!!!

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I also realized that my best friend at school is basically human Cui.

Human AU where Cui fucking loves Instagram and goes to Starbucks every fucking day and is a daddy’s girl, pretty much.

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#drawings #mermaid

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#mermaid #drawings

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So far so good, still not looking forward to coloring it.#drawings#traditional#ballerina#lineart

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rough draft of my oc in one of my fave dresses

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they're both cursed witches, and they're also rivals

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a comic about me as i descend into the heavens with pizza

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yooo

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I decided to finish it, but I did a crappy job about it. I decided to stick with last year's costume, not because it was my first but because I actually found it enchanting to see, and because I actually love how this costume turned out anyways, but I also noticed a lot of changes.

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i know I said I was on hiatus, but i needed to sketch this adoptable I got weeks ago that I never drew, she's a ramen noodle girl, and shes an apprentice geisha

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she's gonna have to maintain her cool

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oh yeah i drew lips

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ugh

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I feel like puking.

I hate when people are in concern of me, because I don't like so much attention being directed towards me, even if it is being done in a "worried for you" type of manner. I'm so embarrassed that people saw me start bawling my eyes out and having a hard time breathing because I feel like a delinquent among so many. I hated the fact that it happened twice in a day. Decisions make me feel so overwhelmed, and seeing so many people around me felt like I was suffocating, that I took off my hoodie to see if that would shake off the feeling, but it didn't, I felt more exposed and I became so overwhelmed and I had to leave immediately.

God I hate having panic attacks with my anxiety making me hinder inside the false courage I use to try and muster up things and talk to people, and I hate that my legs tremble when I speak to people and it just angers me so much that I feel like such a weak delinquent among many.