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im a hater BECAUSE i like things and want them to be good. and also because im an asshole

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I never know what to do when someone says dont talk about politics

i get so autistically confused

like what exactly does this mean. my whole LIFE is STEEPED in politics. HOW CAN I SEPARATE HOW I LIVE VS THE STATE??

I live in a housing coop, i’ll do projects for homeless shelters, Ive tried to unionize the last couple jobs i had, medical bills are insane, im still sorta covid cautious, some of my homies are political prisoners, im fucking trans, i moved to minnesota to fight a pipeline, 90% of my social circle where i live is in some field of revolutionary organizing, my gender affirming care is regularly denied be cause its not binary, all my comics outside of fandom are about lgbt bullshit

LIKE WHAT WHAT WHATSJDKDNSCAJS

Like every inconvenience i have is in politics, its because of capitalism

what can i even talk about from day to day i dont want to make people uncomfortable but like dhdhdhhjnnnhhdhdhkk whats what what

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As bad as you think discourse on here is, rest assured that there is internal drama on terf Tumblr that would make your eyes melt.

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ive just come into the brain groove where if i want to draw something

i basically can

and im using it for evil

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Tbh if i had to have a Jesus following religion to be raised in Im glad it was Catholicism because even though its all fucked up in the end they at least had the pageantry and the rituals and all that. Like if im gonna be raised with Jesus shit i want that shit to be secret society level silly rather than the jesus camp televangelist silly.

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Wake up it's 2007

There's a hellaverse kinkmeme

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I'm starting to realize all the people I truely vibe with on a spiritual level never leave their fucking houses and that's why I never meet anyone in person. it all makes sense now.

It's why I always feel like I'm either the most chaotic person (in a bad way) when I'm at cons because I just DO shit I know I can do and get away with without thinking of what it looks like to other people lmao Or when I'm with the usual crowd I'm with I feel like I'm the most boring because I'd rather be drawing or collecting rocks n plants over just sitting around doing drugs or getting to know people who don't collect plants and rocks or draw. I'm having an undiagnosed autistic revelation rn

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I think back to the pornography I drew and wrote back when I was 13 and think about all the kids now who probably have a friend that would rat on them under the guise of being morally superior and get the ick.

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Motorcity woulda been a different fandom experience post 2016.

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Update: new tumblr is @maggotnursery

Im still gonna use this one as an ultra personal place.

Ive been doing a lot of fanart lately.

I got into Hazbin and Helluva and its crazy how ANGRY that’s made people?? I had 4 people i was friends with/went to cons with block me on shit over it. I didnt even realise until people told me they did.

Like WOW DAWG yea the creator isnt without controversy but also like the more i involve myself with creators read into things the more the hate is just over hyped nit-picky cop fapping bullshit. 🥴

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Its absolutely NOT ruining the moment

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Well, now you've done it. You started thinking deeply about what the social and political infrastructures of your imagined world would have to look like for that weird porn scenario you came up with to make sense, thereby establishing a very specific set of mental associations, and now reading about residential zoning laws gives you a boner.

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the shooters were got and theyre fucking minors im gonna be sick.

man a punk house i frequent was shot up last week friday. and its been on my mind nonstop. I knew some of the people who were hurt.

i probably would have been there had i not been in oregon who fucking knows!

this was another hate crime against queer folks.

Ive been pokerfacing this shit for days bc i dont feel safe to cry around people these days but i cant stand this shit anymore.

Our spaces are being invaded and i dont know how to cope with that. I cant imagine what its like for the trans folks who live at that house or who were actually injured. How will they ever feel safe again? how can we show up for one another if they kill us in our own back yards??

im going to fucking lose it dude

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Its literally been 15 years since i first tried to get on testosterone.

It took a long time for so many different fucking reasons

BUT IM HERE BABYYYYYYYYY

My state insurance covers it 100%

Minnesota is a lonely insular place but it is still a sanctuary state. ☺️

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today i learned twitter artists are posting their own art but captioning it as if they're reposting someone else's work, bc it gives them waaay more engagement. and its worked every time. the state of social media is truly so over 😭

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cream cheese dump