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The next time you see me, I won’t be in love with you. I won’t fight for you anymore, I’m raising my white flag, this battle between us is over. I just don’t think you’re worth it anymore. I’ve worn myself down, I am exhausted, so this is my surrender. You’ve won, I’ll let you walk away, but don’t ever say I didn’t fight for you.

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Go on Anonymous and tell me one thing you've been too scared to tell me, but have always wanted to say.

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Day 1 - One Confession

Good Morning :) I just want to say na bitin pa rin yung nangyari sa Orok, walang pinatunguhan. Hahaha. Natapon na siguro yung flower, pero kung nasa akin yun, sus naipit at na preserve ko pa sana yun sa diary ko. Nakss hayyys. I just wish na someday, I’ll be able to say the right words. Because I can’t seem to find them pagdating sa mga ganung moments. And at the end, pinagsisihan ko yung chance. Lalo na’t mag tra transfer nako sa SPUS, wala na talagang rewind forever, sayang lang :) :) :) :) :) 

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i want to live by the ocean but also in the forest but also in the mountains but also in a big city but also in the countryside u feel me

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gora

Day 1 - One Confession

Day 2 - Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day 3 - Three turn ons.

Day 4 - Four turn offs.

Day 5 - Five people who mean a lot to you

Day 6 - Six things you wish you’d never done

Day 7 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot

Day 8 - Eight ways to win your heart

Day 9 - Nine things about yourself

Day 10 - Ten things you want to say to 10 different people right now.

Sa mga walang magawa o maisip na mablog, try niyo po gawin ang challenge na ‘to. Maganda siya gawing blog series, hindi rin siya mahirap gawin at tapusin.

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   I don’t know if it’s shitty, me writing about you again. One? Two? Three? Four? I’ve lost count of the times I’ve let my biological abnormality get through me. It makes me shiver to think that I still wait for your stupid one word phone messages. You once said that you never liked the way I write, how it was all filled with masked analogies and lumpish worn out metaphors, you told me that you preferred straight forward articles, those that can tell you what you wanted to hear without being so overly melodramatic. That’s exactly the reason why you would always leave out the feature page; because you don’t want to waste your time drowning in deep words and solving for cramped out logic. You’d skip your way directly to the editorials, here you would scourge for words that are bordered with preciseness and clarity – it was much easier for you, much more practical. And hence, knowing you, I believe that you would never even try to reach this very line, you would’ve stopped reading right after the second sentence. Funny, how cupid chooses his targets, he seems to have a knack for the oxymoron ones, piercing his arrows right through the writer – pointing its sharp edges directly to that non-reader. How ironic. How sad.

And that’s why I don’t know if it’s shitty; you becoming the equilibrium that holds all of my words in place, you being the flowers that spill on my pen whenever I try to write, you being the waves that roar in my chest and the tides that calm my heart. You will never even get to read this. I guess it really is shitty; you becoming all the 26 letters to my thousand word poetry.

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Will anyone even notice my absence?

six word story // ivannequished (via cloudestine)

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I need an escape partner.

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Nakakagago yung results sa rankings ngayon. It’s perfectly understandable naman na dapat umayos sa pag-aaral para maka achieve ng higher grades, but actual learning is different from obtaining a place sa honor roll.  Hindi naman kailangan umabot sa ganung point. I mean sure a diploma is important pero at the end of the day , piece of paper lang naman yan. Yung attitude, yung character, yung drive, yung passion, those are the things that really make the cut.  Isa din kasi to sa reason kung bakit naging solid na yung decision ko na mag transfer sa SPUS. Di na ata mag chchange systema ng education dun. Even if mahal ko yung school namin, I mean literal ako na lumaki dun. Minsan, I just need to accept the fact na some systems are difficult to change. Kasi pareho pa rin yung people, yung teachers, yung environment. And as long as na fe feel ko na hindi na ako nag gro-grow as a person kailangan ko ng i grab yung opportunity to start from scratch , ita-take ko na lang yung risk. kesa sa magdusa pa ulit ako.   Nakaka-disappoint lang kasi talaga.

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ang dami dami dami ko sanang gustong iblog : yung tungkol sa pagligo namin sa beach kanina, yung tungkol sa mga kaibigan ko, at lalong lalo na yung nangyari sa recollection. eh kaso lang ang hirap kasi ang bagal ng internet con plus hinihintay ko pa yung pictures. anubayan haayyyssss

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Just please tell me.

TELL ME STRAIGHT UP HOW YOU REALLY FEEL.

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Thinking of you makes me sad.

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