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So the music I listened to in march was a mix of Citizen Soldier, Cyberpunk 2077 soundtrack and Anime Songs 🤣 Cha La Head Cha La would have made it to the top if Citizen Soldier had not released "Say Nothing" those lyrics just hit very hard 🫡😭

Rest In Peace Akira Toriyama 🕯Dragon Ball was the first manga I've read 🧡

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Linkin Park took over 😂 But I'm still listening a lot to the Cyberpunk 2077 soundtrack 😎 And I'm definitely not thinking about starting my fourth playthrough 👀 I miss Kerry, okay 🥺 The hangout feature is nice, but I need to play his quest line again ✨️

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I'm actually speechless lol xD I was thinking so much about pulling Artems The Weeds card or if I just continue saving my s-chips. Well ... I'm not doing so great at the moment and also have to see two doctors this week, so I thought I wanted something nice to get me going through all this stress and did two ten pulls. In my second ten pull I was greeted by this card:

I was a little sad at first, cause it wasn't "The Weeds" card, but I also didn't own this card before and it only was my second ten pull and so I came around to be happy about it.

Then I continued to click through this ten pull and suddenly another SSR card greets me.

And I was like 🤯🥺🥺❤️✨️😭✨️🥺

This never happened before to me in tears of themis D: and now I can actually continue saving my s-chips after just 20 pulls. This was not what I was expecting when I started pulling on that banner 😂

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No one would guess that I played a lot of Cyberpunk 2077 in January 😎🤣🤔

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He came home 🥰🥹🥰✨️❤️ I also tried to pull for the other card (Paired Blessings), because I didn't play when the card got first released. Had to go to hard pitty for it 😭 but the card is so beautiful so it was kinda worth it 🙈🥺

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After 746 days I'm back playing Tears Of Themis 🥺 And now I can't put it down 🤣 Artem is living rent free in my head again 😂🥰😇 I got greeted with this SSR-Card after just 30 pulls and a SR-Card that I didn't had before 🥹 And I couldn't resist this MR-Card 😆

I also played the first chapter of the "Sweet Chapter"-Series and this ending picture is so 🥺🥰

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I could do the new ending that Phantom Liberty added to the game, but instead I've been running around Night City for 40 hours doing side quests. I just know this ending will probably crush me as much as the other endings did 😭

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Somehow my friends know that I love Cyberpunk 2077 😂 I got an awesome painting of my V and Kerry Eurodyne. And this cool looking dice set.

Thank you for the awesome Christmas gifts! ✨️❤️🥺🥰

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Chippin' In supremacy 🤘😎

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kerry Eurodyne/V Characters: Kerry Eurodyne, V (Cyberpunk 2077), Johnny Silverhand Additional Tags: relationship, Dating, Idiots in Love, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Bittersweet, Anxiety, Fluff and Angst, Cuddling & Snuggling Series: Part 4 of Kerry Eurodyne X V Summary:

Kerry and V didn't have time to meet up recently, so Kerry invites V on a date.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kerry Eurodyne/V Characters: Kerry Eurodyne, V (Cyberpunk 2077), Johnny Silverhand Additional Tags: relationship, Dating, Idiots in Love, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Bittersweet, Anxiety, Fluff and Angst, Cuddling & Snuggling Series: Part 4 of Kerry Eurodyne X V Summary: Kerry and V didn't have time to meet up recently, so Kerry invites V on a date.

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Missing You | Kerry Eurodyne X V

Kerry and V didn't have time to meet up recently, so Kerry invites V on a date.

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I'm actually writing a new Kerry X V fanfic! 🤯😳

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After monthes I finally finished the Olberic drawings. 🎉

The other travelers are this way:

Therion and Cyrus

Alfyn

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Still thinking about this 🥺😭🥺❤️

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I don’t know if I will ever get over how incredible the Obi-Wan Kenobi show was at threading the needle of using mostly established characters, adding new characters that played into the themes that were already established, while also making it feel like it opened up a whole new world of stories to be told. Would a story about Obi-Wan and Luke have been as meaningful, if well told? It’s very possible that it could have been!  But using this opportunity to focus on Leia instead, to take two characters who never really interacted beyond a few lines said about each other, and developing an entire dynamic there, while also tying it directly to the heart of the Obi-Wan & Anakin dynamic, balancing that these two saw each other as themselves just as much as they had a connection because of the other people in their lives, I really can’t get over it. And I can’t get over the inclusion of Reva as a Jedi youngling, she’s not just a fleshed out Inquisitor there to fill up the space, she’s vital to the story being told, she is a face and a voice of the younglings that Anakin slaughtered, she is a character with a journey that is her own path to walk and she will make her own choices, but she is also a reflection of the central Star Wars character (as all characters connected to the heart of the story should be to a degree, in my opinion) in that her choice to not become like Vader illustrates Anakin’s choices all the more. Just as the Obi-Wan & Leia dynamic is a story unto itself, so is Reva’s story, but they are also part of the bigger theme of Anakin Skywalker’s legacy, they are both at the same time, just as Obi-Wan Kenobi is himself, his character is an extension of Anakin’s character on a narrative level, and later an extension of Luke’s character, that is his function in the bigger narrative, but that doesn’t mean his own story within that structure can’t be important and meaningful. The show has Anakin Skywalker’s presence looming over everything in this series, he’s not even actually in that many scenes, but I feel his ghost in almost every single frame of the story, and I’m just never getting over how good that was. I cannot comprehend how well done the character work in this show is, how the characters are serving the themes that George Lucas established, but they’re also telling a story that I was invested in.  I wanted so desperately to see that hug when Obi-Wan and Leia reunited.  I wanted so desperately to see Obi-Wan and Anakin meet one more time, to tear each other apart one more time.  I wanted so desperately to know how Reva’s story would end, how this would affect Leia going forward, how it was a love letter to the prequels movies, how it was connective tissue, the story of how they got from Point A to Point B, but also was a journey worth taking on its own, because I got to see Reva’s face crumple when she asked if she’d become him, I got to see Obi-Wan fix Leia’s droid and teach her a little about the Force, I got to see Owen come to a gentler understanding of Obi-Wan and ask if he wanted to meet Luke, I got to see Anakin absolve Obi-Wan of guilt while still trying desperately to hold onto him. I just cannot get over how it walked the fine line of established characters and something new, that I want approximately a hundred fics about Obi-Wan and Anakin’s conversations in this show, I want another hundred fics of Obi-Wan and Leia, I want a hundred fics about the life Reva could have had in a better world or where she goes from here or how she survived up to this point. I CANNOT GET OVER HOW DEFT THIS SERIES WAS AT GIVING ME THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.

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Therapy for emotional damage