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So, because I know from being on AO3 and personal experience that there is quite a bit of overlap:

Good Omens fans, how are we all handling the fatal combination that has been Season 2 and the new Hozier album?

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oh… um… hi everyone! good to see ya again!

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Just had a realization I should’ve had years ago. NYC is “the city that never sleeps” because it’s home to a higher-than-average number of artists and when have you ever met an artist with a normal sleep schedule?

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I was recently reminded of a dream I had a couple months ago. I remember it vividly but it’s hard to describe properly so bear with me. This might not be 100% accurate, but it’s what I remember.

So I was lost in some kind of bog or swamp. It was a place full of large, bright green trees and a mix of rivers and ponds and other such things. Suddenly I stumbled into a clearing with an older woman. She asked me for my help repairing bridges and docks in the area. I happily obliged because if someone asks for help of course I’ll do what I can. So we go around splitting wood and repairing ropes and all this stuff and as I go on fixing stuff I hear her talking and she hands me the things I need for each repair. I come across a large expanse of like 5 broken planks in a rope bridge going from tree to tree that was about 10 feet from the ground. I looked behind me to where she was last speaking from and she wasn’t there. I peeked through the hole in the bridge and saw her standing beneath me on firmly packed earth, telling me it was safe to jump down and I did so. As I stood back to my feet I heard her voice all around me. “Fix what you know you can with the materials you are given, then take time to gather more. This bridge looks mendable but will take more than you have and will break again once you turn around.” And then I woke up.

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I know I haven’t been posting in a while, but I thought this was important.

Since more and more people are out taking walks with this whole thing going on right now (be safe, by the way, and practice your social distancing as best you can!!) I feel like it’s as good a time as any to start picking up the trash around the neighborhood! If you can, take a couple bags of some kind and a pair of gloves, plastic, gardening, or otherwise, and just pick up the garbage you see along your walk! Not only will you help the environment and the overall appearance of the area, but you can get in a more dynamic workout! The two bags in the picture above came from just 2 blocks of walking!

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I know I haven’t been posting in a while, but I thought this was important.

Since more and more people are out taking walks with this whole thing going on right now (be safe, by the way, and practice your social distancing as best you can!!) I feel like it’s as good a time as any to start picking up the trash around the neighborhood! If you can, take a couple bags of some kind and a pair of gloves, plastic, gardening, or otherwise, and just pick up the garbage you see along your walk! Not only will you help the environment and the overall appearance of the area, but you can get in a more dynamic workout! The two bags in the picture above came from just 2 blocks of walking!

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I shared this on twitter already, but I made my baby for bards4bards! This is Brynnamiere Van Rhys (stage name Brynn Feathersong) a noble bg Aasimar who ran away to join the Ravinet and Somertide Circus Aurora. The owl on her shoulder is Pierrot and he’s appointed himself as her service owl, aggressively ‘protecting’ her by trying to scare off rich-looking older men.

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in case anyones wondering how im doing on my research proposal, about an hour ago i had the thought “what if you made the concept of online discourse into a warlock patron” and immediately proceeded to stop doing my time sensitive research project to write out a concept that i’m 99% sure someone must have already done before

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Adhd really is like… bedroom is slightly messy it would be nice to tidy it some

bedroom is very messy I really should tidy up

bedroom is chaotic I NEED to tidy but my brain says no. Why. Whyyy.

I guess I’ll just have to watch where I step in here for the rest of my life. The mess is everywhere. I’m one with the mess.

A sudden Need to Clean™ makes you get the room looking like some fancy homes magazine cover, and you think “I’ll never ever let it get that bad again, and then…

bedroom is slightly messy (uh oh)

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Chinese kalimba by April Yang

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no way fucking way....

NO fuckifn way

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when yr adhd does the intense Anger thing n u gotta remind yr brain that u dont wanna throw yr phone full force at a wall

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Yeah, my body is a temple. Ancient and crumbling, with lots of random scribbles and imagery on the walls, cursed and lair to some unspeakable cosmic horror that's been buried deeply and forgotten by human history.

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Sometimes, when even the act of merely existing is painful, one can become a person with something twisted or wrong about their heart--a self they didn’t intend to become.

I’ve been someone I never wanted to be for a very long time now... so long, in fact, that I think I forgot the person I truly desired to be. If I were to give up who I currently am, a person that is 2 parts bad coping mechanisms and 1 part hiding from other humans with a dash of fucked up circadian rhythm (shaken and strained into a martini glass garnished with Gay Witch Aesthetics™), I’d be left... empty. I know nothing of my own dreams and passions beyond faking smiles and watching shows to avoid thinking of my own feelings. I am a stranger to the self I was meant to become. But, I want--no. I need that to change. Not only for myself, but for the people I hurt along the way before I got to this point. 

I have no idea how I’m supposed to remember or decide who I actually want to be, but I’m hoping that writing this out, sending this prayer for my potential-future-self out into the universe, is somehow a step in the right direction.

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#beachszn

It’s summer! (It’s been summer for a bit)

Embrace yourself during every swim sesh, and if you struggle with it, do whatever you can to make yourself as comfortable as possible.

Tips

Don’t/ try not to bind. Heat stroke is deadly folks

Stay hydrated

Rash guards and board shorts can help a lot with covering yourself up

Big T-shirt’s or crazy patterns can be helpful

Bikini wear-ers not super comfortable that exposed unless your in the water? Get a fashionable coverup

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i think the moon would like you

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Pan Ace

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