myheartwillhealoneday
I swear I will get better
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It's so cathartic but it makes me so emotional,Your edits seem to mirror my own experiences near perfectly=( It makes me feel nauseous for us but we'll find a way to be alright,All we have is hope
Oh goodness this is actually the first ask I've ever ever gotten that hasn't made me uncomfortable!
I'm glad my blog makes you nauseous, it means you know the things that happened were wrong. It is my hope that in facing these feelings and memories we can better understand and accept them.
As painful as it may be, I believe we can move through this, no matter how slowly. My heart aches for you as I send you kind wishes 💗
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Sometimes I think about how I drank bleach in early 2017 around the end of it being a big meme. I definitely would have attempted even if everyone wasn't saying they wanted to drink it all the time but they were and that was the method that I went with. Then I remember that the things we see online stay with us, sometimes in horrible ways. This blog has helped me immensely, and people have told me it helps them too, but I'm just not sure what I want to do with this blog anymore.
#and I know I've said this before#but the way some people find my posts hot is a little upsetting#thought that's stopped mostly since I deleted my csa posts#I suppose I don't like censoring myself either#anyway that's why I have not been very active lately
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I am so deeply sorry if you ever see my posts in the sanrio tag, they truly do not belong there
#it always makes me sad to see#I'm considering DMing people who put them there#and asking them to stop#but I know I cannot control what others do with things I post
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#it hurts so muah#to know I'll never just have an argument or a weird moment with my mom#I'll always be living through everything she's done to me my entire life and I won't be able to just look at the situation separately#always so hurt and defensive#even if she's trying to get better#I'll be holding her back with my own inability to react normally about her#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#vent art#trauma#actuallytraumatized
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#when I was 12 I would steal because I thought my life would be somehow better if I had more jewelry#it wasn't#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#vent art#trauma#actuallytraumatized
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#I'm so lost without abuse#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized
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#I'm homesick for the first time since I left months ago#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized
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#I'm leaving for college tomorrow#I'm ready to go#but I wish I could have left happier#I wish I could have told my therapist something nice before I left#I wish I could have forgiven my mother#I wish I could have smiled my genuinely for my grandparents#my childhood already ended#college isn't what caused that#but it just reminds me#at least I have things to look forward too#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized
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#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized#healing#acceptance
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#wasps would get into my childhood home all the time#multiple times I would wake up to find one on my pillow#after a few years I got brave and started letting them crawl on me#they're much sweeter than they seen if you're gentle with them#they were my friends for a while#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized
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#I've never been able to accept that I was a planned pregnancy#the idea of my parents actually wanting me is so hard to comprehend#it's something I have a lot of cognitive dissonance around#I've brought it up but my brother was actually unplanned and it hurt his feelings so I dropped it#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized
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#traumacore#my edit#childhood trauma#vent#ventcore#trauma#vent art#actuallytraumatized#mommy issues#I'm so tired of hurting because of this
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#I know I could make a dni but I think it's better for me to learn to be okay with it#I can't control what other people do with my posts and it'd be so stressful to try#traumacore#my edit#vent#ventcore#vent art#actuallytraumatized#healing
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