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I'm tired of doing everything on my own

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fuck this shit, reality sucks major balls.

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it's so hard trying to be a healthy person in the midst of a world where toxicity is the norm.

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i feel so heavy.

overwhelmed with disappointment.

i just want a mf break, is that too much to ask?

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fknfeelz🌚

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Happy #PrideMonth from Łowicz girls!

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I think the reason why I post shit and ramble on about my problems is because I never felt validated for all the wrong things that happened in my life, so I actively seek out compassion because I never was shown any growing up.

think about it ~ how can one pick up and move on during a crisis when you've never learned how to show yourself compassion, never learned to feel valid just from yourself- because you don't know what that looks like or even how to receive it.

image that.

I know you all roll your eyes at people who 'overshare' and accuse us of 'attention seeking', but c'mon man, is it really that hard to be a decent human being and take one second to offer some compassion to those who need it?

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nobody even gives a fuck, why am I here

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I found out today that our family dog was put down yesterday.. no warning or anything.

I started looking through old photos and got triggered by some of them that reminded me of all the shitty things that happened in the past.

which is my own fault I guess.

I just wanna die.

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Meeting the Man: James Baldwin in Paris, 1970 (dir. Terence Dixon)

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I want to sleep and actually feel rested when I wake up

I want to eat and not count calories

I want to socialize without insecurities

I want to be me without the fear of rejection

I want to live without wanting to die

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that is all✨

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