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Y'all just casually do a little dance or laugh like an evil villain when you find a fic with the perfect tags,words, and it's completed, after scrolling for what feels like days??

Just me?

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I just got in my phone to read some fanfics on ao3 AND THEY WERE ALL GONE.

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happy mother’s day 🌺

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So AO3 and Tumblr are now dating, I guess?

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Normalize treating audio RP as if it’s an actual story with diverse writing, instead of something to please the fans or service the algorithms. Writers can do whatever they want guys, it’s like with artists who draw whatever they want. Just because it’s an audio drama, dosent mean it needs to please the person watching.

(Targeting nobody by the way, this is just my opinion as a writer lol, apologies)

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The Original Broadway Cast celebrate 10 years of Hamilton at the 2025 Tony Awards (full performance)

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Happy pride month to redacted as a whole none of those freaks are straight

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“I wanted to because… I was drawn to you.”

“I couldn’t get enough of testing you.”

“I don’t hate you. I never have. I don’t think I could ever actually.”

“We promised never to filter ourselves about how we felt for each other.”

“I thought maybe you had a a moment of nostalgia because we did the test not long before… perhaps I was being too sentimental.”

“I was just telling you what I found out because… there’s no one else to tell and I thought you’d find it interesting..”

“Oh Gods.. help me with them!”

“As you command, my earis.”

he wants that cookie so bad man

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whatever…. freelancer w chronic pain and fatigue. freelancer who doesn’t mean to neglect themself but the time gets away so easily and everything takes so much energy. gavin who teasingly inquires why they haven’t been up and about but it doesn’t take long for him to realize something is more seriously amiss. his freelancer’s skin with a sweat sheen and unkempt hair. gavin who takes matters into his own hands, running a bath for the two of them and scooping freelancer off the bed and gently depositing them into the warm water, settling in behind them so he can get at the nape of their neck while he washes their hair for them. freelancer who sniffles and tries to mumble out an argument about how he shouldn’t have to do this for them- & gavin who shushes them before the sentence is even finished, kissing up their shoulder and whispering against their skin that he lives and breathes to make them feel good; & good can’t possibly be achieved in this state, & he loves them & would take far grander steps to help them than just this.

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literally everytime darlin texts the group chat

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sweetheart’s cloaking pranks have gotten harder to execute purely cause if milo isn’t touching their back or arm or thigh or SOMEWHERE on their body for a long enough period of time he’ll start feeling weird

asher: and it was like—woahhhhh buddy hey now

milo, staring at his hand which is suspiciously not in sh’s back pocket: something is deeply wrong

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🎃🍉🎃🍬🎃 Happy Summerween! 🎃🍉🎃🍬🎃

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Thinking about when Milo has to get up early for work and Sweetheart has the day off, Im talking about getting up before the sun kind of early.

Milo silently grumbling, whining, and cursing up a storm all because he doesn't want to get up, let alone leave Sweetheart. He just wanna stay curled up with them in his arms with Aggro and sleep in until it's time to get up.

Milo trying his hardest to get out of bed without too much movement so as to not wake Sweetheart who's peacefully asleep with Aggro curled up next to them.

Milo who's stumbling around in the dark, silently cursing up yet another storm as he gets ready as quietly as possible without waking Sweetheart because he's so keen on Sweetheart getting as much sleep as possible since he knows how much of a toll their job can be.

Aggro waking up from Milo's silent commotion and begins meowing his head off demanding food, only to be scooped up by Milo who tells him to be quiet and that he'll feed him soon, before taking him out of the bedroom with him, when he starts meowing loudly again.

After he's made sure he has everything is ready for work and that Aggro is cared for, he goes back to the bedroom to kiss Sweetheart goodbye, only for Sweetheart to sneak attack him by wrapping their arms around his neck and try to pull him back into bed.

Sweetheart who's whining and begging for Milo to come back to bed and to not go to work, all while still trying to pull Milo fully back into bed.

Milo has one knee propped up on the bed while having one foot planted on the bedroom floor and is leaning over Sweetheart, his hands planted beside them. While he's yet not fighting in pulling away from them, he's covering them in countless kisses, equally whining about how he doesn't want to go to work as well has to, promising to Sweetheart that he'll be back before they know it.

Unfortunately for him, Sweetheart knows exactly what to say and where to touch, making it more difficult to leave. It's not that he wants to leave his hot-lookin' mate willingly, its work that the problem.

From the kisses, touches, talking, and that look, Sweetheart gives him is enough to seal the deal before he sends a text about how he's gonna be an hour late, phone placed back on the nightstand, and ensuring the bedroom door is closed to keep Aggro out. He's back to crawling back on top of Sweetheart, giggling mid-kisses about how much of a bad influence they are but that he also has to make it up for having to leave them alone in their shared bed.

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“sam used to love going out in the sun and now he watches the pack from a distance wishing he could feel the warmth on his skin-”

okay i raise you darlin who loves being outside - sprawling out on the grass, climbing trees, chasing rabbits through the woods in their wolf form - but is incredibly prone to sunstroke and has to take regular breaks with shade and water

cue darlin and sam glaring at the sun together from the blissfully shaded porch of his cabin, eyes twitching because the forest that stretches out for miles in front of them looks oh so inviting but that cursed ball of fire in the sky might kill them both

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Xavier and Kody are Dear’s brothers but I don’t know if we’re ready for that convo yet

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W o a h.

That’s all I really gotta say… w o w.

Confronted By Your Telepath Mafioso Husband || [M4A] [Audio Roleplay/ASMR ] [NeXus]

I decided that y’all have gone a while without some Dion drama and I wanna cause some conflict so I whipped up this audio to tie up some loose ends and start weaving a new story. I hope y’all enjoy!

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Samuel Collins but he's sitting on the porch soaking up the warmth left behind by the sun

A glass of whiskey in one hand and his Darlins jacket in the other while he watches them chase a rabbit through the forest

His eyes wandering across the yard in front of him, savoring the peace of an early evening spent with his mate

A laugh falling from his lips easily at the sight of them faceplanting into a pile of leaves

Darlin pretending to be annoyed at him and trying to bite their tail to get it to stop wagging every time he giggles a little more