n0nexist4nt

[n0nexist4nt]

hey

been a bit

ive been on break. i grew too mentally unwell to stay on most socials.

unfortunately, i have fallen out of zzz.

i will leave my old works up, of course, for anyone to enjoy.

i will be turning this into a blog for pokemon works now. mainly gen 7+

im a bit rusty on most galar characters yet but i have alola and paldea down, anime and game.

ill be working on my account, decorating a bit, etc etc

remember that people are there for you, take care gng

[n0nexist4nt]

This is just me writing out a bit of the Teleported!Billy x Reader headcanons, go check that out first if you want to.

Teleported!Billy x Gn!Reader ONESHOT

Yummy hurt/comfort shit. One of my favorite things to write aside from fluff and angst.

Cw: Sad Billy, derealization. Btw you live in a city in this.

The thunder outside boomed as lightning flashed through your large apartment window. You sigh as you lean into your couch, eyes closed. Work today was exhausting, the drive back was exhausting, life in general was exhausting. At least your couch was comfortable.

Life was chaotic right now. Well, it was calmer than it was months ago. It’s almost been a year since you had found Billy on the streets of your city. He was doing better since then. Sure, little moments happened here and there and— What was that?

You open your eyes, snapping back to reality. Sure enough, you heard some tiny sounds coming from what was previously the guest room of your apartment. What was the room now? Billy’s room, what else would it be.

You stand up with a sigh and walk up to the door, hearing small sniffles and sobs through it. You frown as you knock on the door, “Billy? You alright in there?”

It was silent for a second before there was a miserable sounding, “..Yeaaaaaah…” How convincing. You lean against the doorframe, frowning, “What’s wrong? You sound fucking miserable.”

Silence. Other than Billy’s small sobs- You waited a bit before sighing, “Can I come in?” There were some shuffling sounds, and then some footsteps, and then a click as the doorknob’s lock was twisted. “Come in..”

You push open the door and step inside, frowning at the robot’s tear-covered face. You reach a hand up and cup his cheek, wiping away a few tears, “Is it one of those moments?” He nodded slightly, not wanting to accidentally bump your hand away.

Your hand was removed anyways as you walked over to his bed, sitting on it. You pat the spot next to you, “C’mere…” Billy walked over and plopped himself next to you, slumping into you as he sniffled. Really, he was only making sniffling sounds- But shh.

You wrapped an arm around him and rubbed his side a bit. He shuffled closer, trying to find a spot to bury his face so you wouldn’t see him crying. To him, it was embarrassing. He was either strong and reliable or dorky as hell, he wasn’t supposed to be sad like this. You understood that, but of course reminded him that it’s normal to feel emotion-

You laid down with him, his face burying into your chest as he started sobbing again. “I miss them,” You heard him sob, “A lot.” You held him close, eyes closing as you let him bawl into your shirt.

Your fingers were soon running through his hair, your other hand rubbing his back. He seemed to like it, his body a tad less tense. He sniffled a bit more, “..This is actually real, right-? I.. still get those weird feelings that I don’t actually exist.” You nod and ruffle his hair a tad, “Mhm. You’re actually here with me. You exist. I exist.”

Billy seemed to calm a bit, his sobs ceasing over time and his body loosening up more. You pressed a small kiss to the top of his head, “You okay now?” His faceplate shifted on your chest, you knew that because you felt it. Billy gave a quick nod, moving so he was practically laying on top of you.

You grunted a small bit from all of the sudden weight, patting his back with a small chuckle, “You’re goofy. I love you-“ He lifted his face up a bit, looking a lot happier. “Heheh, I love you too. You’re comfy.”

“..You want to watch Starlight Knight now? I told you we could watch some on your phone sometime this week.” You smile as you watch his eyes light up, “HELL YEAH!”

Insert really happy ending here

I’m not proofreading this shit

[n0nexist4nt]

Do you do self aware x readers? Cuz if so it'd be cool to see self aware billy with a male streamer reader if possible bonus points if reader keeps telling chat that the only reason he even started playing was for billy before he finds out billy is self aware and has been hearing all of reader's unfiltered simpery fueled by chat

I would but it’s a bit too complicated for me to actually write down. I’m all for hard requests, but this is one of the few things I can’t/won’t do. Sorry for that </3

[n0nexist4nt]

How about Billy getting reverse isekaid? Like he gets teleported to reader's world! Maybe he didn't even know he was part of a videogame

Thanks for the request Anon :) Really interesting request ngl/pos

Teleported!Billy Kid x Reader HEADCANONS

Reader is Gender Neutral as the gender was not specified.

Cw: Derealization

To say Billy was confused as hell was a large understatement. His memory was a bit funky, and he couldn’t quite remember how, but he teleported somewhere.

You found him after a while of him being stuck with nowhere to go. You recognized him and was honestly confused as hell yourself. Though, before thinking about it, you ran up to him and got his attention.

Billy was glad that at least somebody was willing to help him- But the way you talked about him confused him. The way you kept on mentioning a video game confused him.

You kept Billy in your house/apartment/wherever the hell you live, still in a state of wonder on how the actual fuck this happened.

When you told Billy where he had come from, it was like a slap to the face for him. He was a part of a video game? His world didn’t really.. exist? It was all just… a game?

He was in a heavy state of derealization for weeks. You helped him through it, reassuring him that everything currently was real. His own world was real in a way too.

Billy probably got pretty clingy over this period of derealization and heavy confusion. Whenever you left for work or just something in general, he was like a puppy waiting for you to come back.

You’d help him adjust to your world after he started to exit his state of derealization.

One of his favorite activities would be ranting to you about Starlight Knight- He couldn’t really go out and murder ‘bad guys’ anymore so he settled for this.

When he found out Starlight Knight isn’t a thing here, he’d be sad as hell. You’d probably have to try to find similar shows for him to watch. (Though honestly he probably has the whole show saved on his phone.)

He steals your clothes. All he has is his pants and jacket after all, what’s he supposed to wear when his clothes are in the washer?? Nothing???

Billy would also like exploring sometimes. He’d get a hell of a lot of stares from literally EVERYONE, but he’d have fun.

Probably nearly got arrested one time on accident.

He’d like those Emo robots.

He’d also really like following you around when you go shopping.

It would probably take a full year for him to completely adjust. Even then, he’d still find himself crying over how bad he misses his squad and his world in general.

I really liked this request. Interesting to think about.

[n0nexist4nt]

Could you maybe do scientist or mechanic Y/N (female preferable) x Billy Kid??? :D

Sure thing Anon :)

Fem!Scientist!Reader x Billy Kid HEADCANONS

No comment.

Cw: Mentions of blood, acid burn stuff

Billy first found you picking up shards of broken glass from a vial that you had dropped. You were bleeding all over your hands, and were being a bit reckless, so he decided to run over and help you pick up.

Turns out the liquid that was in the vial was acidic, resulting in your hands being temporarily reduced to shit from how much it hurt.

You saw Billy around quite often after that. He was developing a liking for you, after all, you were hardworking and was also pretty damn beautiful in his eyes.

He probably offered to help with some experiments, and helped out with your hand injuries too.

If you ever got time off, Billy would practically BEG you to hang out.

When you did hang out, you’d both have quite a lot of fun together :)

If there were any accidents in the lab, Billy would (usually) be the first one there to help out.

You’d probably make him some stuff for him to use in battle in case he got himself into a dangerous ass situation.

He’d steal your lab coats here and there. You’d never really see him wearing them since he’s always wearing his jacket, but when he’s alone he definitely wears them sometimes.

After a long day, he’d let you just lay on top of him and rest. He’d run his fingers through your hair too.

If he had a long day, you’d let him to the same. He’d just lay there with his head or face rested on your chest, your fingers running through his soft ass hair.

Billy probably tells you how pretty you are every day. He just can’t help himself.

Whheheheeeeeeee

[n0nexist4nt]

Hey, I hope you're okay. I love your writing. Have a nice day, buddy!!

Anyway, if you need ideas, I have one. How about Billy Kid with a reader who has been separated from civilization for a long time, or since birth? Technology for the reader is something scary, because, “what the hell is this??". In my head it looks funny how Billy is genuinely interested in the reader (romantically or not, your choice) while the reader is just "WHAT ARE YOU AND WHERE I AM"

I’m doing fine :) Could say the same for your writing too.

HELL YEAAH fuckin great idea.

Secluded!Reader x Billy Kid HEADCANONS

This’ll contain both platonic shit and romantic shit

Cw: None?

Reader is Gender Neutral as the gender was not specified

You grew up without ever really interacting with anyone and without being involved in any form of civilization. Your parents wanted to “protect” you, so they secluded you from the rest of society.

When you finally were brought into the city, everything was almost overwhelming. You hardly even knew how to hold a conversation with someone-

But there was another thing you found terrifying. Any form of technology.

The more complex forms, such as robots, scared you even more. How could something nonliving be so… ALIVE???

The bangboos scared you enough. But when you first ran into Billy? You at first fucking ran for your life.

Billy was confused. But, as he saw you more and more, he found himself wanting to befriend you.

He tried SO. HARD. He was always confused when you started trembling like a lost and traumatized puppy, trying to make himself seem as nice as possible.

Eventually, you asked him, “..What the fuck even are you? How are you so??? Eeeeh???”

Billy probably found it funny. He tried to explain how robotics and different technologies worked. You just ended up confused-

Honestly, you didn’t trust Billy much at this time. Hell, you didn’t even trust most of the other civilians-

The way that he gained a large portion of your trust? Defending you against a monster that was about to murder you. You hadn’t even known it was behind you-

You were pretty shaken up after that, but hey, you trusted Billy after that.

Billy was pretty hesitant when it came to touching you since you were jumpy as hell around robots, but once you came around, he gave you more touches more often. (All platonic at the time)

If he started to crush on you? He’d probably be a bit more touchy and stick around with you more. He’d also get a liiiittle bit overprotective.

Any time you brought up your parents and how you were raised, Billy would honestly feel kind of bad. He’d also be pissed at your parents for keeping you this secluded, so uh.. keep him away from your parents? (Assuming they’re still alive, it’s up for interpretation ig)

Billy would probably buy you a phone and help you get used to it. Though, he’d laugh as you struggle since honestly, it’s funny watching you struggle with it like a 102 year old grandma.

If you two got together, you can expect a shit ton of rambling from this guy and a lot of cuddles. He’d still be a bit careful with you since he knows you didn’t grow up with technology, and he’d make sure to teach you some things here and there about either himself or tech shit in general

I snatched the idea and ran with it

Might have gotten slightly off topic

Idk

[n0nexist4nt]

REPOST SINCE I FORGOT TO ADD TAGS LIKE A DUMBASS

Robot!Reader x Billy Kid HEADCANONS

I’m tired. But i’m also bored as shit. I also need ideas.

Cw: None

I'm skipping the whole how-you-met bit because i'm tired and have no ideas.

Billy's probably pretty damn happy to have you around, almost everyone else he knows is actually living.

You get along pretty well with Billy, and you help each other out quite a bit too. He needs motor oil? You have some you can give him. This goes the other way around too.

Pressing faces against each other is probably the closest you two will ever get to kissing-

If you're a lower tech robot, Billy would probably be a bit overprotective over you as he wouldn't want you breaking any mechanics in battle.

If you're a higher tech robot, Billy ofc would still keep an eye on you, and would sometimes rely on you for protection. It wouldn't be very often as he can defend himself, but if there's ever a chance of him getting damaged, he's going to be fighting around you.

You both probably remind each other when it's time to sleep since sleep is more important for robots as they charge while they sleep- Without sleep, there is no functioning.

bleh that’s all I got

I’m posting way too frequently rn but i’m bored so

[n0nexist4nt]

Robot!Reader x Billy Kid headcanon shit

I’m tired. But i’m also bored as shit. I also need ideas.

Cw: Nothing

I’m skipping the whole how-you-met bit because i’m tired and have no ideas.

Billy’s probably pretty damn happy to have you around, almost everyone else he knows is actually living.

You get along pretty well with Billy, and you help each other out quite a bit too. He needs motor oil? You have some you can give him. This goes the other way around too.

Pressing faces against each other is probably the closest you two will ever get to kissing-

If you’re a lower tech robot, Billy would probably be a bit overprotective over you as he wouldn’t want you breaking any mechanics in battle.

If you’re a higher tech robot, Billy ofc would still keep an eye on you, and would sometimes rely on you for protection. It wouldn’t be very often as he can defend himself, but if there’s ever a chance of him getting damaged, he’s going to be fighting around you.

You both probably remind each other when it’s time to sleep since sleep is more important for robots as they charge while they sleep- Without sleep, there is no functioning.

bleh that’s all I got

I’m posting way too frequently rn but i’m bored and have nothing better to do.

[n0nexist4nt]

N0NEXIST4NT’S INTRO POST.

Because why not.

Hello.

You can call me Nonexistant or An0n. As the name An0n suggests, this is pretty much an anonamous account. I use He/Him pronouns, They/It work too.

I will not share much about who I am on this blog. Won’t share my age, other interests, where i’m from, etc.

I will share these little fun facts though:

I am autistic, self diagnosed. (I put in HOURS of research from reliable sources and spent quite a lot of time looking into other things.)

I’m transgender too. FtM.

I have two cats. I will not share pictures or names, but one is a tabby and one is a long-furred Siamese.

I also have two dogs. And two birds.

I’m good at writing just about anything. I put myself into that situation or place and go from there when I can. If I’m not knowledgeable on a topic, I research it.

Yuh👍

Edit: If you can’t tell, I’ve never really used Tumblr much. Idfk what i’m doing

[n0nexist4nt]

Sick!Reader x Billy Kid ONESHOT

Bored writing. Reader’s gender is not specified.

Cw: Mentions of vomiting, and yk, the usual sick shit.

It was around mid-December. Snow was all over the ground, and sickness was spreading. Unfortunately for you, you were victim to this wretched sickness. How wonderful.

Billy was taking care of you for the time being. He got really protective of you when you were sick, it was a bit much sometimes but honestly, in all, you didn’t mind. Currently, he had you in his room, tucked into his bed, with none other than Starlight Night playing in the background.

You made a small groan, lying on your side and clutching your gut. It had hurt after how much you were throwing up earlier. Billy, who was fucking around with his guns in the corner, looked over with concern, “..Are you good-?”

“Mmmmhm,” You mutter, “I’m great. Definitely don’t feel like shit. Uuuuuhgh…” You huff, kicking the blankets off of you as you got pretty damn hot out of nearly nowhere.

Billy set his guns down and walked over, sitting beside you. He didn’t say much, giving your head some small pats, “..Can I do anything? You know, to help?” He seemed genuinely concerned, his fingers running through your hair (assuming you have it) as he spoke.

“..Mmmmmhm…” You scoot over on the bed, “Lay your flat ass down and cuddle me.” Billy was a bit amused, laying down next to you on his side and wrapping an arm around you.

You wiggle close, sighing and coughing a bit, “For a large ass metal mob, you’re comfy.” He laughed a bit at your comment, lying on his back and pulling you closer. Your head ended up lying on his chest.

Your eyes closed, and he ran his fingers through your hair (assuming you have it) some more. It felt nice. Sure, you had a shitty ass headache and your stomach hurt, plus the nausea, but just laying there half on too of Billy was enough to make you sleepy.

Billy chuckled as he noticed your sleepiness, moving his hand down and rubbing your back a slight bit. “Tired?” He closed his eyes himself, “Get some sleep. I won’t go anywhere, my Starlight Knight.”

With that, you fell asleep.

I hate how mobile devices don’t have a ‘tab’ key.

Anyways, requests are open. I only take silly Billy requests rn

[n0nexist4nt]

Roboticist!Male!Reader x Billy Kid

Two posts in a short ass amount of time? Not normal, i’m just bored out of my mind.

Cw: None?

Extra note: Reader is, in general, a tech nerd, not just a roboticist

You first saw Billy quite a while ago. You never really interacted with him, but you were quite fascinated with his built and how it all worked so smoothly.

When you actually interacted with him for the first time, you were visibly excited as hell. Probably confused Billy somewhat, but oh well.

You two clicked pretty well. To put it short, you found yourself crushing on Billy not too long after interacting.

When you got together? GOD were you happy. You honestly didn’t think that Billy would be into guys, considering the things you’ve seen him look at. Cough cough.

If Billy ever got hurt, you’d be able to fix him. While you didn’t really have a blueprint, you could still fix him up.

If he got sick? You could fix that too. Viruses exist when it comes to electronics and robotics too. If the damage of the virus couldn’t be fixed, you’d still try and get it fixed to the best of your ability.

Billy is probably a dumbass when it comes to robotics. I mean, it’s like a human not knowing every detail about how the human body works. Not too surprising, especially if you were never taught. You probably teach him quite a lot, and learn a bit from him too.

Requests are open

[n0nexist4nt]

Autistic!GN!Reader x Billy Kid

cough cough. my autistic ass needs this okay.

Content warnings: None?

He, at first, had NO CLUE.

Honestly this guy probably doesn’t have a single idea on what autism is. And if he does, his knowledge would be limited.

You’d have to explain a lot of it to him- Billy would try his best to remember it all though.

In general, would he care? No. To him, it doesn’t change anything about you.

When it comes to physical touch, he’d always make sure it’s okay with you before doing so. If you love cuddles and shit, he’d gladly cuddle you as well.

Overstimulated? He’ll be a bit panicked but he tries his best to help you. If fidgets help you, he’d just sit beside you and let you toy around with the things on his jacket.

You have tics? At first, they probably alarmed him a slight bit. But after a bit he just learned to ignore them. If somebody else mentions them in an assy way, he’ll tell em off within a heartbeat.

Vocal stims? He’d probably wonder what the fuck you’re doing at first. Over time, he’d adjust. I can see him repeating some of them here and there too.

If somebody was an ass to you about anything, he’d be the first to defend you. Not in a babying manner, but in a protective ass boyfriend manner.

If you guys want another part to this I can give one, I didn’t get too much in here

Bored out of my mind rn so <3

requests are open (i only write for billy rn.)

[n0nexist4nt]

Some Billy x Reader headcanons

Note: I don’t make headcanons often. Sorry if they aren’t the greatest.

Reader is Gender Neutral !! No content warnings.

This guy was a fucking mess when it came to you at first. Had he ever had an actual crush? Probably not. He didn’t know how to act around you.

Billy most likely showed off a lot around you. Some of it was a bit reckless in the end, which resulted in injuries, but he didn’t really care.

He probably went to Nicole for advice on what the actual fuck to do. She wasn’t much of a help, probably finding it funny watching him trying so hard.

Confessing? He was a mess. Trying to play it cool, though his mechanics were steaming from how overheated he was. (From stress/anxiousness)

If you rejected him? He’d play it off until he gets to his room- Man would probably be depressed for a little while.

But if you felt the same way? He’d be SO fucking happy.

He loves any sort of affection, no matter how small or large. Hand holding? Fuck yeah. Cuddles? Fuck yeah!

Out in battle, he’s always trying to protect you, even if you can defend yourself.

You get hurt in battle? Fuck everyone else, he’ll be sticking with you until it’s over. Afterwards, he’ll try to fix it up if he can.

Cold? He’ll let you steal his jacket for a while. He won’t let you keep it for too long though, unless you absolutely beg for it.

Tries to kiss you. A little hard for someone without a mouth. In reality, it’s just him pressing his face against wherever he’s trying to kiss.

Billy probably makes these tiny squeals whenever he’s kissed. They’re quiet, but they’re there.

Requests are open. I don’t judge unless it’s something disgusting.

I can TRY to write instead of making just headcanons or scenarios

bye