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I heard you dress well, Mr, Shelby.

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learning how to let go of characters in order to sell scripts bc once i sell them they're no longer mine feeling real autism today

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a small letter for my friend Ahmed @/ahmedraida996 for being my companion and pulling up through everything around him. despite his emotional state in the reel i took this from, i wanted to make this picture very colorful, to symbolize our "what's your fav color" exchanges and that there'll soon be days where he'll be able to respite and merely appreciate small life things that bring joy.

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She is a survivor.

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Reblog to have the most homoerotic year of your life 2024

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lets hope society is ready for my catholic church callout post of a movie script which centers on how the catholic church treated and treats native children and teenagers

trying to not make it too much of a projection due to my own experiences w the church n sexual mistreatment but you do what u know

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TEXT ID: I saw these watermelon costumes at a demonstration I attended in Minneapolis. A white supremacist attempted to stab the crowd I was in with a box cutter, and I had enough. People were screaming in terror long after he was gone, like he might mow us down with his car from out of the blue. I hobbled down the grassy side of the Walker sculpture park, flicking up dirt with my cane and muttering unkindly about other attendees. This country has made me so small. 

Do you remember art memes on DeviantART? I watch disintegrated Palestinian children being pulled out of rubble by their shivering siblings, and I am gutted by the absurdity of meeting this horror with a “Draw this In Your Style” art challenge. How to compensate for this critical lack of imagination, this patently American creative dysfunction, when it comes to responding to crises? 

I know what it is like to be asked, by this rotted and festering empire, to kindly suffer and die in silence. I have watched this phony “return to normal” with my own eyes; eyes that cannot focus correctly when I am at my sickest. I am told the pandemic is over, and that is technically correct – the virus is now endemic. I am told we have the tools. We choose not to use them.

What does it mean to be a communist when you are too sick to get up and down the stairs in your home? What does it mean to be a Jew when your name is used to unleash and justify hell on earth? What does it mean to be queer, when empires dangle your expression as a spoil of colonial conquest?

What does it mean to be an artist, when no artistic endeavor is proportionate to the size of the world your country plunders for profit? 

I want to be as big as these watermelon slices. 

My liberation is wrapped up in yours. That’s all there is. My liberation is wrapped up in yours. / END TEXT ID

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text ID: DESPERATE EMPIRES STRIVE TO CONVINCE YOU THAT YOUR FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IS MERELY A BAUBLE SIGNIFYING THEIR MIGHT AND RIGHTEOUSNESS /end text ID remix of the iconic photograph "the cock (kiss)" by wolfgang tillmans. expressing my disdain for pinkwashing as a nonsensical pretext for colonial violence.

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Missed by ‘no money no family 16 in the middle of miami’ era but got to do by ‘no money no family 21 in the middle of london’ era

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fun fact, i'm writing on character ai now

i create bots for pre-existing characters ( like alejandro vargas, billy dunne, luca changretta, alfie solomons, etc. as you will see. ) but also original characters!

feel free to take a look just bc.... and request for any bots you'd like to see or specific scenarios! it's kind of writing exercises for me

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I love you dumplings I love you gyoza I love you xiaolongbao I love you wonton I love you baozi I love you mandu and yes even you, ravioli

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i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.

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website

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*blows up shy, innocent, young reader with mind.*

*has them arise like the phoenix to become insane, blood covered reader.*

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a letter to my 12-15 year old self: when they said English men were gentlemen? they were FUCKING LYINGGGG ROMANTICIZE THE SCOTTISH AND IRISH INSTEAD YOU BIG GOOF

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In London

I made it to London a little over two months ago now! I'll be staying until December.

I've also traveled to Amsterdam, Dublin, Paris, and am gonna go to Zurich and Stockholm soon! And i'll see Hozier in concert on one of my last days :3

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me when one of my girlmutuals posts about how they got a little coffee beverage or took a nice walk or started a book they've been meaning to read for a while or otherwise found meaning and joy in simple pleasures