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shaking from the rain | steve harrington

summary: — stand there like a ghost shaking from the rain, she'll open up the door and say are you insane. Taylor Swift, How You Get The Girl. + cause i'd rather go blind than let you down. Catfish and the Bottlemen, Cocoon.

pairing: steve harrington x gender neutral reader

warnings: a lil angst

note: i'm definitely projecting on this one. this exact scenario happened to me not long ago except the person i was waiting for never showed up lmao. enjoy!!! (also, does it make sense that the reader forgave him so fast? honestly if steve harrington cared enough to show up that would be enough for me lol)

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“where’s steve?” robin asked, looking around the bar. you shrugged, gaze fixed on the drink on your hands.

“he’s not coming.”

“what?” nancy blurted out. “why?”

“he’s busy. he had to work.”

“at nine pm on a friday?” 

“he took an extra shift.”

“on your birthday?”

you didn’t respond, ignoring the way your friends shared a worried look. robin placed a hand on your shoulder, gripping it softly.

“is that why you were so upset today?”

“i guess.” you sighed, looking up at the girls sitting next to you. “i just wanted him here, you know.”

“i’m going to kill him.” robin stated, and nancy nodded fervently. you forced a smile, playing with the lemon slice in your drink.

“we’ll have a great time, okay?” nancy reassured. “this is your special day. everything’s going to be alright.”

your friends started talking again, doing their best to cheer you up, but you weren’t paying attention. your gaze was fixed on the bar’s open door, watching as people hurried through the streets, seeking shelter from the pouring rain. 

it wasn’t fair. your closest friends were there, taking you out for a nice night, celebrating you, showing you how much they loved you. and yet it was not enough.

you felt terrible, wanting more, asking for more. but you couldn’t help it. he wasn’t there. the person you wanted the most in the world was the same person who hadn’t shown up.

robin called out your name, waving a hand in front of you, but you saw right through her. everything around you seemed to suddenly blur. the crowd froze, the music turned into a faint echo, and you could see nothing as clear as you could see the figure standing outside the bar.

steve, shaking from the rain, his hair and clothes completely soaked, desperately looking inside the room. looking for something. looking for you. 

before you realized, you were standing up and running towards him. his face lightened up as soon as he caught your gaze, a grin making its way towards his face.

“steve?”

now, you both stood under the rain. only when you got close enough did you notice that he was holding a bouquet of rumpled flowers. shyly, he handed it to you.

“they weren’t supposed to look like that.”

you recognized all your favorite flowers, and hid your smile behind the pretense of smelling the bouquet.

“what are you doing here?”

the raindrops streamed down his face as he took a deep breath. “i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.”

“steve…” you whispered, all the grievance fading away as soon as his apologetic brown eyes looked into yours. “it’s okay. you need the extra money.”

he shook his head. “no, no. i don’t.”

he cupped your face with his wet, cold hands, and pressed a kiss on your forehead. the sudden change of temperature made you shiver, causing him to hold you even closer.

“everything i need is right here. i don’t need anything else. i’m so sorry. i should’ve been here.”

you nuzzled up closer against his hand, giving in to his touch and everything he had to offer. 

he had shown up. he had ran through the streets while it poured, bringing you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, as if he was straight out of a movie. and he had done it all for you. he cared. that fact alone made you feel even more special than the fact it was your birthday.

you gazed up at him, wrapping your arms around his waist.

“well, you’re here now.”

“am i still welcome?” he smirked, leaning in.

“mhm.” you giggled, getting flustered by the feeling of his breath against your face. “robin and nancy aren’t too happy with you, though.”

“will you help me win them over?”

“that depends.”

“on?” he leaned in even more.

“on what you do next.”

steve’s eyes dazzled under the streetlights as he moved closer to you. your heartbeat pounded loudly against your chest, beating as the same rhythm of the rain.

brushing his lips over yours, but still not completely breaking the distance, steve whispered,

“happy birthday.”

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rink-o-mania | will byers

summary: skating with will at rink o mania.

pairing: will byers x gender neutral reader

warnings: none

note: this is self indulgent because i want to have a will byers in my life and hold his hand while skating at rink o mania. welcome to my ted talk. also you can read this as platonic or romantic honestly idk

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“i don’t think you’re doing it right.”

“it’s skating, will. not rocket science.”

“well, you look stupid.”

will skated effortlessly beside you, while you tried to balance yourself, awkwardly wiggling around.

“if you fall, i’m gonna be so embarrassed.”

“i’m not going to fall.” you protested, almost crashing into someone, shouting a 'sorry!' at them. 

“i’ll act like i don’t know you. just letting you know.”

you rolled your eyes. “give me your hand.”

“what for?”

“so i don’t fall.”

letting out a resigned groan, will held out his hand, and interlocked his fingers with yours. 

as will smoothly guided the two of you across the rink, you could finally focus on something else other than trying not to fall on your face. you noticed a familiar song blasting through the speakers, the joyful laughter ricocheting off the walls, the sounds of the rubber wheels sliding on the rink, the smell of fries.

“this is kind of nice.” you said after a while, moving to the beat of the music.

“dancing is dangerous for you right now,” will grinned, glancing at you. “i won’t catch you if you fall.”

“oh please,” you teased, giving him a look. “you know you would.”

he chuckled. “i really wouldn’t.”

both of you knew perfectly well will would always be there to catch you. whether it was in the skating rink, or anywhere.

“hey, i'm getting better. aren't i?”

“yep. you really are.”

both you also knew that your sudden improvement was because will was doing all the work. but he was happy to let you take all the credit.

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i see we're celebrating me being out of tumblr jail by sending new requests 😎😎 IM LOVING IT thank u guys for sending stuff i'll start working on them right away!! <33 also sorry that i still have some pending requests it's been a crazy couple of days!

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GUYSSSS I'M FINALLY OUT OF TUMBLR JAIL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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can’t believe i’m STILL shadowbanned. i must have contacted support about a million times it’s pissing me off sm

i miss this blog and i miss writing so much :(

@staff @support HELLOOOO ??!!!!

[nancys4gf]

still very much shadowbanned :/ remember you can find me on @bylerpoet !!

ps: also if someone wants to take the time to contact support and send a ticket about my blog i would really appreciate it 😭🙏

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more jonathan bf fluff!!! jon my beloved!!! well ya know in season three when the group is reunited in the mall? like nancy, jon and the kids with steve, robin and dustin and erica? maybe reader is with steve and robin and they reunite with jonathan after being obviously worried sick fighting monsters and russians and not being able to contact one another? just good ol cute reunion stuff

this love came back to me | jonathan byers

summary: after fighting your own battles separately, you and jonathan reunite.

pairing: jonathan byers x gender neutral reader

warnings: mentions of injuries

note: i loved loved this request, anon!!! i'm so sorry it took so long for me to post it. my blog got shadowbanned :/ it still hasn't been fixed, but i hope this finds you and that it is of your liking!! :D thank you for requesting! also, pushing my jonathan forehead kisses agenda.

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everything suddenly went silent. robin, steve, dustin, erica and you glanced at one another. holding erica’s hand, you gathered enough courage to stand up and peek from the counter you had been hiding behind. 

the men who had been chasing you were lying unconscious on the ground, and a car was rolled over in the middle of the mall. steve’s breath caught in his throat, and dustin’s face lit up. you followed his gaze, until a smile crept across your face.

you didn’t even realize you were running. your legs were still shaking, but that didn’t stop you. he was running towards you as well, eyes wide with an odd mixture of worry and relief. 

“jonathan.” you breathed out, almost crashing against him, wrapping your arms around his waist.

“god, i was so worried.” he whispered, his hands finding the back of your head. you held him tighter, not wanting to spend another second not touching him. 

“me too.” 

he was actually there. he was alright. you were together again. and that was all that mattered.

you looked at him. the eyes that always brought you so much comfort were tired now, with dark bags under them. some bruises gave his skin a purple and green tint, and you noticed he was bleeding as well. very carefully, you traced your fingers along his skin.

“you’re hurt.” you whispered. 

“i’m okay. everything’s okay. i’m just glad you're safe.”

“i thought…” you paused, a lump forming in your throat. “i was scared i wasn’t going to see you again.”

jonathan cupped your face in his hands, his thumbs caressing your cheeks. “i’m here. i’m always here.”

you nodded, placing your own hands on top of his. they were cold and dry, yet he held you more tenderly than you had ever been held before.

jonathan looked you up and down, searching for any sign that you had been hurt. his gaze finally set on your face, and just like you had done, he traced his fingers along the bruise on your forehead, making you wince.

“it’s nothing,” you smiled, wanting to ease his panicked expression. “i fell on my face when we were running away from the russians.”

“russians?” he blinked. “what russians?”

“i’ll tell you all about it.” you chuckled at his bewilderment. “but for now, i just want to kiss you. if that’s okay.”

a smile grew on his face as he pulled you closer to him. jonathan didn’t usually prefer being affectionate around other people, but now, he didn’t care about anything that wasn’t you. and he didn't waste a second joining your lips together.

throughout all the time you had spent apart, you had been breathing underwater, barely surviving. but as soon as he kissed you, you knew you could finally breathe again.

his mouth was warm against yours, moving with an urgency that corresponded with your own. you knew he had been just as worried as you, and even though neither of you had any desire to pull away, you clung to each other as if scared the other would disappear.

when you pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours. your eyes were still closed, and you could feel his agitated breath against your face as he whispered,

“i really needed you.”

“it looks like you were in good hands.” you teased, glancing at el and the destroyed car.

“i’ll always need you.” he planted a kiss on your forehead. “we’re a team.”

you smiled, pulling his hand towards your mouth, leaving a kiss on his injured knuckles.

“i needed you, too.” 

“don’t you dare leave my side again.” he warned, leaning in and lingering his lips over yours.

“i wouldn’t dream of it.”

[nancys4gf]

about the last asks i’ve gotten, pls don’t hesitate to talk to me!!!! i’m very nice i promise and i’d love to be friends 💌

and there’s also so many people here that i want to talk to but i’m scared lol so i understand!! anyways, my dms are always open <3 (even if i’m shadowbanned)

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Oh and I also wanted to ask if requests are still open even though you're shadow banned, tbh I've run out of ideas but one can never know when the spark of creativity strikes

yes!! requests are still open, but it might take a while for me to post them. i still have some requests pending and i’m waiting for my account to get fixed so i can post them. however, if this goes on too long i might post my writing in my side blog @bylerpoet

basically, if and when creativity strikes, you’re more than welcome to send requests!!! 💜💘 thank you!

[nancys4gf]

Dude I share a thought with the anon that wants to be friends but I also extremely suck at conversations and it probably would be dry as hell :|

noo don’t worry at all!! you can talk to me anytime you want, i’d love to be friends!! 🌸💗🦋💘

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reminder to follow me on @bylerpoet !!

hi guys!!! i'll be hanging out in my side blog @bylerpoet until i'm out of tumblr jail :/ feel free to follow me there !!!! 💌

[nancys4gf]

hi…… i think u seem really cool based off ur blog but i wanna be friends with u but i’m to scared to message u…!!

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this is so sweet thank you so much you made my day 🥺💌 pls message me!!!! i love making new friends <3

my account is shadowbanned rn though and my dms here don't work, so if you want to, you can talk to me through my side blog @bylerpoet !! thank you again for being so nice 🦋 i'd love to be your friend too!

[nancys4gf]

hi guys!!! i'll be hanging out in my side blog @bylerpoet until i'm out of tumblr jail :/ feel free to follow me there !!!! 💌

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STRANGER THINGS 2.02 / 4.08

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This is not yours to fix alone. You act like you’re all alone out there in the world, but you’re not. You’re not alone.