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Self esteem low

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Water crackers yes or no?

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Do I like Diet Coke or do I just hate myself??

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I wish I was skinny

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I just walked 3 miles at 5 in the morning to binge eat McDonald’s how ass backwards is that

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Down 7lbs in 10 days bitches

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Watching people shove way too much food in their mouth at once literally makes me gag basically boarder line vomit. Like just cut it up again like it will take 2 seconds rather than shoving all of those nasty calories into your fat fucking face. Don’t be disgusting bc if I can see it everyone else can too

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Fast starting in 27 min!!

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I hate when it’s like super hot outside when your fasting and you have to go for a walk but that walk literally drains you and makes you feel even shittier about yourself bc your diet consists only of nicotine weed and tequila

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So Ik that I’m not doing to hot self esteem wise and literally will blurt out how much I hate myself literally on a daily but I was looking at my hands and I’m high but my THUMBS LOOK LIKE BIG TOES and I now I hate another thing about me

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O cal day. Is it weird that I love the shaking and blacking out when I stand up. Learning self control over food has literally been the best thing that has ever happened for me.

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I feel this so hard lol

Depression causes brain fog, w33d causes brain fog, ED’s cause brain fog

And I still wonder why I feel stupid 24/7

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Confidence is at an all time low

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My mom told me I should start working out more like I havent been killing myself for the past year. I want to quit

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Fasting day!!!

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Like for omad reblog for 48 hr fast

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Diet Coke makes me horny