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starter for @butacquitted | call

jennifer’s had a long day. the longest she’s had in a while. so when she sees her husband pull up in the driveway, she entirely ready to do whatever it takes to avoid a fight ( she will stay quiet and obedient, just like the little housewife he wants ). she yawns and rubs her eyes before plastering a fake smile on her face as bud enters.

            “ hello dear. how was work today ? ”

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“Yeah, well, the extreme always seems to make an impression.”

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bold what your muses likes | italicize what your muse dislikes | if they’re indifferent leave as is

TAGGED  BY  :   @ruthlessblue TAGGING  :     you !

TASTE

sweet | salty | bitter | umami | sour | chocolate | bacon | vegetables | fruit | berries | carrots | cake | cookies | pretzels | pasta | tomatoes | applesauce | sauerkraut | pickles | olives | potatoes | ice cream | pineapple | pineapple on pizza | fish | beef | garlic | spinach | mushrooms | cheese | milk | juice | marmite | beetroot | anchovies | gefilte fish | peppers | wholewheat bread | marshmallows | mango | broccoli | peanut butter | nutella | mint and chocolate | cashew nuts | tofu | brussels sprouts | grape flavor

TOUCH

soft | rough | smooth | sticky | slimy | hot | cold | damp | wet | clammy | coarse | fur | velvet | silk | lace | hot metal | cold metal | paper | plastic | bubble wrap | wool | wood | tree bark | hot asphalt | leaves | wicker | sand | rocks | rough rocks | smooth rocks | hair | skin | tight hugs | gentle hugs | lip kisses | skin kisses | holding hands | rough touches | gentle touches | scratches | bites | sunlight | light sheets | thick blankets | baggy clothes

SCENT

flowers | sea water | chocolate | fish | cooking onions | cleaning products | citrus | lemons | grapefruit | oranges | rain | freshly cut grass | wet dirt | wood | cologne | perfume | fire | smoke | gasoline | tires | paint | chlorine | pools | fresh bread | cooking bacon | new books | coffee | linen | vanilla | cinnamon | new car | coconut | sunscreen | nail polish | mint | cigarette smoke | leather

SOUND

loud sounds | high pitched sounds | low pitched sounds | quiet sounds | loud voices | soft voices | high voices | deep voices | morning voice | snoring | rain on windows | fire crackle | crickets | frogs | typing on a keyboard | horse hooves on gravel | high heels | laughter | deep laughter | giggling | purring | dog bark | howling | car engine | distant chatter | bird chirps | classical music | pop music | folk music | rock music | country music | klezmer music | violin | piano | frying food | nails tapping

SIGHT

red | orange | yellow | green | blue | purple | pink | black | white | silver | gold | shiny | dull | shapes | orange lighting | natural lighting | seaside scenery | forest scenery | field scenery | patterns | clear skies | cloudy skies | night time | day time | sunrise | sunset | stain glass windows | old buildings | stone buildings | wood cabins | spring | summer | fall | winter | brick buildings | moss | flowers | gardens | hedge mazes | corn mazes | lakes | rivers

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                               when mom was alive, we lived halfway normal.                                now it’s just me and my dad, we’re less formal.

                              the parents of JASON DEAN from HEATHERS                                           BIG BUD DEAN hated by ROWIE                                JENNIFER HARDY - DEAN loved by BONNIE

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“you were so kind & beautiful before he dragged you to hell”

* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt.3)

he sees so much more in her than what’s there. so much more thanwhat she’s ever had. even before bud ... she’d been the same as shewas now: small and weak and tired. she doesn’t want him to lose thatimage of her though ( he’s already lost enough ). he needs somethingto hold onto. she brushes off the truth and swallows her tears and decidesshe won’t stop being his hero.

“ i was never dragged anywhere, really. i let him do what he did to me.which is why i know that what happened to me won’t happen to you.because there’s no way you’re going to let yourself lose to him. ”

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“wish you were here”

* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt.3)

‘ i am ... ’ she wants to say ‘ i’m right here. ’ but ... she’s notshe can’t touch him or hold him or take him away. she can’tcomfort him ... she can’t save him. and it’s killing her allover again. she is nothing more than cold air and a quietvoice ... maybe that’s all she was when she was alive too.

             “ i ... i wish i was too. ”

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* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt.3)

tw for self hatred & toxic relationships  /  change pronouns as necessary

“i don’t think i’m ever going to get better”

“you’re different & i like that”

“girls are cruelest to themselves”

“you’ll heal. you’ll be okay. you’ll let go.”

“what do i want? to forget”

“trouble will find me”

“surviving is an art that is painted across your body”

“wish you were here”

“pain turns a woman into a warrior”

“what are you hiding?”

“i was dying to hear someone say that i didn’t need to try so hard to be perfect, that i was enough & it was okay”

“i’m the only person i need”

“i can’t just cut people away like that”

“your smile looks like it could make flowers grow”

“you’re so obsessed to find someone to love you because you can’t love yourself”

“i do this thing where i distance myself from people because they seem so much happier without me and i don’t want to ruin that“

“if someone thinks they have the upper hand, break it”

“i did my best, but maybe that’s not enough”

“you think i’m somebody i’m not. someone wonderful. but i’m not”

“i am property of nobody”

“as long as the music is loud enough, we don’t hear the world falling apart”

“offered her the world. she said she had her own”

“how do you expect me to remember how to breathe when you’re looking at me like that?”

“i tried to make a home out of you”

“i wonder if i was ever really happy”

“we will find a way through the dark”

“they say that the loveliest angels make the cruelest demons”

“you were so kind & beautiful before they dragged you to hell”

“you were chosen for the damned”

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AMY WINEHOUSE SENTENCE PROMPTS

i.   lyrics taken from various songs by amy winehouse. adjust as necessary.

❝  what kind of fuckery is this?  ❞

❝  i cheated myself like i knew i would.  ❞

❝  i told you i was trouble.  ❞

❝  you know i’m no good.  ❞

❝  nobody stands between me and my man.  ❞

❝  you can’t keep lying to yourself like this.  ❞

❝  nowadays you don’t mean dick to me.  ❞

❝  my odds are stacked.  ❞

❝  i died a hundred times.  ❞

❝  love is a losing hand.  ❞

❝  i don’t know why i got so attached.  ❞

❝  i should just be my own best friend.  ❞

❝  at least i’m not drinking.  ❞

❝  he floors me with dread.  ❞

❝  i wake up alone.  ❞

❝  he can only hold her for so long.  ❞

❝  she’s so vacant, her soul is taken.  ❞

❝  you’ll never get my mind right.  ❞

❝  i don’t catch your plan.  ❞

❝  my head is empty and the work load keeps growing.  ❞

❝  i can’t help but demonstrate my freudian fate.  ❞

❝  i don’t care ‘bout what you got.  ❞

❝  we all become what we once hated.  ❞

❝  i’m just a child and you’re full grown.  ❞

❝  he’s just too hard to ignore.  ❞

❝  our day will come.  ❞

❝  how can i tell her i love her.  ❞ 

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GONNA TRY AND BE REALLY ACTIVE HERE TODAY ! i’ve got three starters to write !

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starter call !

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so i’m going to be doing a rabbit stream on my birthday ( may 10th ) for anyone interested and i was wondering which people would be interested in streaming with me ! so here’s a quick poll if you’re thinking abt coming !

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made in heights sentences starters ( p 1 )

Death

“ you could see me blush when i tell you all about it ” 

“ there’s time inside my tears making diamonds on the wall ” 

“ i confess that i’m a lightweight ”

“ if it’s a crime to bend the line then we should tear it up ”

“ i genuinely love to hear your thoughts ”

 “ inherited these ways and they came with seven claws ”

“ don’t fall for all the blame ”

“ don’t rely on the applause ”

“ i’ve been trippin for so long ”

“ your burden was the weight of a feather ”

“ i was certain if i waited you’d remember ”

“ now i comprehend that death is not the end ”

“ the world that we destroyed wasn’t real enough to live in ”

“ but i’m alive, yes i am alive ”

Pirouette

“ love is sweet ”

“ love is dark ”

 “ now i see perfectly ”

“ what i needed the most was you here ”

“ all of these memories float around and ricochet ”

“ you will feel my love when the time comes ”

“ never be the same as before ”

“ it’ll never be the same, you deserve much more ”

“ hard for me to blame you, my love ”

Murakami

“ i hear a song in my heart again ”

“ i could teleport to the stars ”

“ kinda strange that i’m all alone ”

“ you really hold me down like that ”

“ you really know what’s down like that ”

“ i can’t tell if it happened cause it felt impossible ”

“ don’t know whether it was real or a dream ”

“ imagination playing tricks on me ”

“ what’s the difference in my love or a scheme? ”

“ i’m losing touch with the physical ”

“ i’m showing up in the future like i’ve been here before ”

Mantis

“ don’t worry bout my broken heart ”

“ you wanna fight the craze ”

“ i wanna rise to lift this weight ”

“ whatever price i pay ”

“ let my sweetness ride around your waist ”

“ i’m seeing crazy revelations ”

“ i’m singing lazy incantations ”

“ i’m seeing your face in my chalice ”

“ i’m singing your praise in my palace ”

“ wasting all my good intentions ”

“ don’t know what you do ”

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          you cried for help…                    …but no one came.

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                               i’m breaking.

          how much more of this can i take?

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candles // daughter

here’s a few starter sentences for the song candles by daughter. enjoy!

“take me away into the night.” “i’ll do whatever you say to me in the dark.” “you’re too old to be so shy.” “i have brittle bones it seems.” “things cannot be reversed.” “we learn from the times we are cursed.” “we learn from the ones we fear the most.” “we learn from the ones we hate the most.” “we both know i’ll never be your lover.” “i only bring the heat.” “i’m company under cover.” “i’m filling space in your sheets.” “please just blow out all the candles.”

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MUNDAY ! freezing my brain a year ago v now ! ( guess the flavor )

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‘one more chapter.’ ( frOM BBY JD )

different ways to say ‘i love you’.

she looks at the clock again before smiling with a soft sigh and settlingback beside him on the bed, opening the book once more. it’d been ahard day for both of them and bud would be at work for at least anothertwo hours so another chapter would only do them both well.

“ ALRIGHT ... one more chapter. but then you have to promiseme that you’ll sleep tonight okay, love ? you’ve been really tiredlately and that’s not good for you. ”