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ofsanctum · 2 years

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angsty/soft starters

﹡ ❝ i’m not going. not now, not ever﹗ ❞ ﹡ ❝ i will end whoever hurt you. no one hurts my baby. ❞ ﹡ ❝ can you just stay please﹖ ❞ ﹡ ❝ you’re still my person, even if i’m no longer yours. ❞ ﹡ ❝ i would risk everything for you, without a doubt﹗ ❞ ﹡ ❝ i know you hate me, but i will always love you. no matter what. ❞ ﹡ ❝ i may not be your first love, but i want to be your last. however long it will take﹗ ❞ ﹡ ❝ do you think we should just..end this﹖ us﹖ ❞ ﹡ ❝ i know we weren’t perfect, but you know i still love you right﹖ ❞ ﹡ ❝ your smile, it will be what i want to see when i die. then i can die happy﹗ ❞ ﹡ ❝ guess who made it into the cheer squad ﹖ ❞ ﹡ ❝ i would lie for you. i would do anything for you. ❞ ﹡ ❝ if i kissed you, i don’t think i’d be able to stop. never﹗ ❞

#memes

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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She sighs— misses him so much.

#open starter.#ic / mobile.#( who kairi is thinking about? lmao )

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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You know what? Follow my daughter of athena @athinakori and let her kick your ass. ✨.

#ooc / post.#( yeeep my pjo account because i’m reading the books all over again #currently finishing the titan’s curse lmao )

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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Hello 👁👄👁.

#ooc / post.#( i’ve been in my annabeth chase account #i think she would fit in the kh universe tbh #hmmmmm give this a like and i will send her your way! )

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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Send me ‘stop hiding your feelings!’ For my muse to finally break down their walls.

#memes #🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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some angst idk y’all i like crying

“ i don’t want you here. just go. ”

“ you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’ yeah you did. like it or not, i know exactly who you are. ”

“ why won’t you even look at me? ”

“ i’m not angry at you. i’m angry with myself for trusting you. ”

“ i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy. ”

“ i know it’s not fair to say this, but i don’t have anything without you. if i don’t have you i have nothing. ”

“ you can’t love me. not the way i need to be loved. ”

“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”

“ sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before. it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new. ”

“ okay, so you’re a monster. so am i. lets be monsters together. ”

“ because of what they/you did i’m damaged. ”

“ what the hell is wrong with you? ”

“ what the hell is wrong with me? ”

“ i can’t fix you. you can’t expect me to know how to fix you. ”

“ yeah, i’ll be here. i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running. ”

“ my world is just falling apart. it’s like everything is just crumbling around me. i don’t know what to do. i just want it to stop ”

“ you’re the only thing that makes sense right now. everything else is just— the world is so loud. and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here. ”

“ i don’t know how to talk about shit okay? it’s too hard. but i do care. i need you to trust me that i care. ”

“ stop punishing yourself. you wanna make up for what you’ve done? get off your ass and do something about it. ”

“ whatever it is you think was going on between us, you’re wrong. ”

“ it didn’t mean anything to me. ”

“ you should move on. i did. ”

“ i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against. ”

“ stop pushing me away. i’m not going anywhere, asshole. and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours, the better. ”

“ i don’t need you in my life. i don’t want you in it. ”

“ i can’t trust myself. if i let myself get comfortable enough, when i try to be happy, people get hurt. ”

“ people like me don’t get to have peace. ”

“ i’m not the person you want. i know you think i am. but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake. ”

“ you want the truth? the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison. it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up. and it’ll destroy us both. ”

“ i’ll always choose you. that’s the worst part of it all. i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same. ”

“ you never had to be perfect. you just had to stay. ”

“ will you please just stay for once. just. don’t walk away. ”

“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. ”

“ just tell me something real. tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us. ”

“ when you look at me, i feel seen. i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart. no one has ever looked that deeply at me. ”

“ how can you uncover so much about someone, make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you. and then just throw it all away? ”

“ if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back. ”

“ why are you so afraid of trusting this— trusting us. what’s making you hold back? ”

“ will you still be here? will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart. ”

“ i don’t care how willing you are to die for me. i want you to fucking live with me. live for us. ”

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone.

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset.

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort.

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling.

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them.

[ CARRY ] for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep.

[ STRUGGLE ] for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other.

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears.

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up.

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry.

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries.

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close.

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close.

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst.

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight.

#memes

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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Thank you so much to the people who have reached out to me. I had to take a moment to clear my mind off what i was feeling yesterday, but today i am feeling much better and i hope to continue to feel that way!

#ooc / post.#( i probably will tbh but still #anyway i still don’t feel like writing today #but i will write some starters on my multi #or at least try to because i just want to chill today )

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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Can i have some positivity throw my way? It can even be ic asks, i just…….i’m not feeling so well right now.

#ooc / post.#( this is because of a bunch of reasons tbh #that i won’t really say here but #i’ve been feeling like crying and dying the whole day #and i am really not feeling well #and i don’t know what to do hsiahsiah #i will try to answer the things in my askbox because i really need some distraction )#tw negative

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ofsanctum · 2 years

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