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[ohraicodoll]

Sometimes I look back and can’t believe I wrote this and so many people loved it. I have written fanfiction on and off for 20 years (I’m showing my age) and have only had a small readership. The love this series gets blows me away constantly

 Feral Masterlist

Joel Miller x Feral Reader/OFC

(You’ve all lovingly named this character Feral Reader, but she’s referenced as Starshine or Red sometimes in the stories.)

Warning: Explicit Content, Graphic Violence, Trauma, PTSD

(Put in order of story timeline)

Monsters Two-Shot | (18+ Minors DNI) | 3rd POV | AO3 Part 1 | Part 2 Honey One-Shot | (18+ Minors DNI) | 3rd POV | AO3 The first time there was an excuse, the second time was just about release after a hard day.

Be Still Drabble | 3rd POV | AO3 It takes her a while to notice. Joel is having a panic attack. Bitter Two-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 Joel makes a decision for all of them when they finally find Tommy in Jackson. Part 1 | Part 2 Violent Delights One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 With Joel injured and Ellie captured, she has to make a choice. Violent Ends One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 They find the Fireflies and one by one, the lights go out.  Crossword Snippet | 3rd POV | AO3 It’s the first time their group has been split up and Joel definitely isn’t waiting for you at the gates.

Daisies Drabble | 3rd POV | AO3 The women of Jackson have their eyes set on Joel Miller.

Beast One-Shot | 18+ Minors DNI for Graphic Violence | 3rd POV | AO3 All she can see is that he’s hurt and she would tear them apart. Left Behind One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 Settling into life in Jackson wasn’t going so easily and Joel is hit with the possibility she may not be welcomed to stay. Territorial One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 She never paid attention to the newcomers when they joined Jackson until one of them begins to get close to Joel. Dominant One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 Jealousy and rationality don’t mix. Hero Worship Drabble | 3rd POV Ellie has a little admirer  Your Bury Me One-Shot | 3rd POV | AO3 A failed trade, a dress, music, and their own form of confession. Mine Drabble | 3rd POV He doesn’t like other’s attention on her

Drabbles:

Reckless: Ellie gets mad at her for being too careless with herself Red’s Personality ***Red Integrating Into Jackson Headcanons ***Red and Joel Headcanons Does Red ever try singing again? ***Tommy x Red Headcanons Tommy after the punch ***Ellie x Red Headcanons ***Joel falling for Red Headcanons Red is Ellie’s Mom Gifts from the Barn Cat The Morning After Bitter Part 2 Joel’s Nightmares ***Moments in Domesticity Headcanons ***Ellie and Red arguement Headcanons

Asks

Where does Red met them in the timeline? TLOU Part 2 Question Sunshine Bestie Red and cheating scenario Romance and Connections Red and Pregnancies Maria and Red’s relationship Ellie’s Adjustment Maria standing up for Red Reds Triggers Red & the baby (More) When Reds Sick Annie’s Birthday Joel Calming Red Down Red’s Trinkets

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[ohraicodoll]

Hi Doll, it’s been awhile. I saw your post and although it’s sad to see it go, I’m glad you chose your physical and mental health over everything else. Also, don’t worry about writing yet. Wait until your fully ready, take time to heal and have fun. I’m glad to see you back and I hope your cat is alright. Love you, and remember to drink water, eat and sleep. 🫶🏽

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Thank you ❤️❤️ Yeah everyone’s agreed it was probably for the best since I just wasn’t doing okay. It’s sad but I’m also happy and can focus on my art and my health and do the things I want to!

I’m definitely waiting until I get my life settled and get into a healthy routine but I’m excited to write again and paint and just breathe. Thank you all for your kind words and for checking on me! I miss being on here more and miss my online friends 🖤🖤

Also my cat is back to normal and doing good and now I have two foster puppies I’m trying to get adopted out lol. Here’s Chaos passed out next to my dog

[ohraicodoll]

So big life change: I quit.

I resigned from being co-owner from my small business because it was toxic and became clear nothing was going to get better, people don’t want to be accountable, and I was being abused mentally, emotionally, and financially.

And I think it was the best thing I could have done. I have my life back. I’ve been so sick from stress the last 10 months and now I get to actually be a full time artist and work on my tattoo apprenticeship and paint and write and breathe.

I’m sad that 10 months of art and hard work is gone but I have a ton of experiences and can go after my dream in the future with more knowledge. But I think I’m happy.

Give me a bit to adjust back to a new life but hopefully I’ll be back to writing again!

[ohraicodoll]

It’s my birthday today and at midnight I was at the emergency vet taking my 13 year old cat in because he had a stroke. I haven’t slept. My eyes are swollen from crying.

Couldn’t afford to keep him overnight and paid the last $400 I had that was going to bills for him to get taken care of. Nothing in my life is stable except for him and I don’t wanna lose him.

He survived the night but wobbles, has obvious neurological issues (his eyes won’t dilate at all) and is having trouble eating.

I just needed to come here and vent cause I don’t know what to do and I feel like I keep getting hit one thing after another.

Sometimes I wish I never started my own business and had kept my day job and never done any of this because life would be more certain.

[ohraicodoll]

Hope you're doing well! Re-reading through Red...again. Still one of my favorite stories.

Thank you! I’m glad people still love that series ❤️❤️

Life is still chaotic and I’m still working on getting my small business off the ground. Saturday is my birthday and I’m another year older and I’m tired lol.

I’m still online and reading but maybe once this giant project wraps I’ll have more time to write 🖤✨

[ohraicodoll]

miss you on here but so so proud !!! ♥️🖤

Thank you 🥹

I survived tattooing my first Friday the 13th event 🖤🖤 I’m exhausted but this was a goal when I started apprenticing in February so I’m proud of myself.

Hoping balance comes soon and I can come back to writing once I can breathe again. ❤️

[ohraicodoll]

Hope you're doing lovely ♥️

Thank you 🖤

I’m sorry I’ve been absent and basically disappeared. Turns out starting your own business is really fucking hard! I’ve cried so often, had multiple breakdowns, have had to have so many hard conversations, got Covid 🫠, ran so many big events back to back, and opened the first part of the business last week.

I also thought I was having a heart attack but turns out it was just stress so that was fun. Things are still crazy and I miss writing and having time to make stuff so I can breathe. Dreams are hard once you’ve got them. My mental health has been beyond the toilet, probably the worst it’s been in years. So I’m taking required days off. I’m back to tattooing. I’m trying to get myself together.

Full time artist life is hard and I just hope things even out soon.

[ohraicodoll]

Hi Babes!

I hope everything is going great with your new business and with yourself overall!! ♥️

I wanted to tell you that your Joel X Feral Reader series has a literal CHOKEHOLD ON MEE 😆

The way you write Joel, Ellie, Reader, and all of the other characters is SUCH a breath of fresh air.

I read A LOT of Joel fanfiction. (am i allowed to say that? 😭😆)

But your writing hooked me from the very beginning of the series, to the point where if I fic that resembles the way you write even the slightest, it prompts me to reread your entire series. 🤦🏽‍♀️💋

The slowburn, the fact that they don’t label what they are but they both know DAMN well it’s something other than fuck buddies, and the character development is just UGHHH 🤭

I know it may sound redundant or repetitive but it really is just that. Sometimes I’ll reread your stories multiple times to really capture the emotion or the characterization in your writing. Your world building and the development of each character along with them having their own personal world—literally wouldn’t choose anything over your writing and storytelling.

All this to say, your writing has really captured me. And whether you continue writing on here for the next couple years or stop completely, I want you to know that your writing has a special place in my heart. (and my brain because i cant stop making head cannons of feral reader and joel 😫)

Sorry for the rant!!!

Stay safe babes and PLEASE SHOW MORE OF UR ART ITS SO 😫💋

-💋💋💋xoxo

Oh my gosh I’m crying 😭 you’re so incredibly sweet and I’m just so thankful people like my stories and my writing 🖤 I felt for a long time like my stuff just wasn’t good since it just hardly got feedback and everything so hearing everyone’s responses have been so soothing to me!

So my last day at my day job was this Monday so I am officially a full time artist/creative director! I’m so stressed 😂🥹 But I got to hire 12 local artists for our new business yesterday and today we ripped up carpet and are scraping glue. Its so odd and nice to have more of my own schedule but there’s so much work to do. I’m hoping soon I’ll be able to balance it so I can have time to myself and can actually write and draw!

Soon I hope! I miss doing both and it’s how I recharge 🖤 Thank you all for being patient with me and know I haven’t abandoned any of my stuff, it’s just in hibernation!

[ohraicodoll]

I hope this doesn't come off offensive but I saw you were 30 and as someone who is 23 and worried I may have to give up fanfiction one day it made me less anxious. I love your writing!

Hi there! This is not offense at all, anon. I used to have the same worries at 23. I was afraid I'd have to give up my hobbies once I 'grew up' and left college. I never wanted to live the 'milestone' life tbh - I'm a childfree woman, marriage doesn't interest me, and I work so I can supply money for my hobbies. So I've always felt out of place in most societal situations lol.

Nothing says that, once you're out in the full-time job world, you have to give anything up. Watch animated shows forever! Collect that Funko pop! Draw your fan art and go to cons and read your fics.

Almost all of my mutuals on tumblr are 30+ year old people that write amazing fic while also living 'adult lives'. They have partners, they have jobs, they may even have children. One of my best friends from school legit still reads 400K fics and buys them 'bound' as real books on the shelves of the house she bought. You're going to still have naysayers in your life who think it is 'childish' or weird, but... that's life. Someone's always going to put you down for something you're passionate about, because misery loves company.

I promise you, my ass will be 50+ still reading (and probably writing) fanfiction. And I won't be the only one, because many 30-40 year olds on this website were the pioneers of the internet as kids and it isn't something that's going away anytime soon.

TL;DR: DO NOT FRET. AGEISM IS SILLY. READ/WRITE THOSE FANFICTIONS.

[ohraicodoll]

Last week at the day job! I did interviews all day yesterday and learned I hate it 🙃 But we at least have hired a handful of artists now

[ohraicodoll]

want your favorite author to update but don’t want to be too pushy in their comment section?

here’s 5 things you can do to encourage them:

Reblog their fic link on tumblr (bonus if it’s with tags)

Bookmark the fic with a note about what you’re excited about/love in the fic

Recommend the fic to your friends or local discord channel

Draw art or create other media for the fic (as indicated by the author’s comfort level)

Leave them a comment when re-reading about the parts of the chapter/story that stood out to you the second time

[ohraicodoll]

THE BUBBLE (2022) dir. Judd Apatow

[ohraicodoll]

I just put in my two weeks notice 😬

[ohraicodoll]

omg babes! so proud of you!!

your art is amazing and i cant wait to see your success! ☺️☺️

best of luck!!

Thank you 😭😭

I'm so scared. I'm type A and hate change and I also have chronic health issues so switching insurance and all that scares me but I'm working in an office for over a decade and I just want to make things.

I'm a full ass business owner with a 3000sf building now and am going to be able to hire on artists to make cool shit. It's so much pressure but I think I can do it. I'm excited, but yeah it's terrifying.

[ohraicodoll]

I'm about to quit my big girl daytime job to focus on my new business full-time and I'm scared out my fucking mind but going to be so happy.

[ohraicodoll]

hello, i know you just posted that you’re busy but do you have any plans to write any more tlou fics?

I do plan on it. Life's just been rough and I'm trying to balance 5 different hats including launching a new business while still working my day job, event organize, and my tattoo apprenticeship and my health has really been trying me.

My brain has just been too tired to write. I don't know how MANY more I'll be writing in the Feral story-verse but we'll see. I'm trying not to force it.

[ohraicodoll]

Bella takes pictures of Pedro the same way Ellie would of Joel