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im gonna kill myself [remembers that suicide jokes make people uncomfortable] uhh [in valley girl voice] im like soooo totally gonna blow my brains out... [waiting for polite laughter that never comes] sorry [remembering that i apologise too much and i need to work on that] No im not

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wish I was a teddy bear wearing a raincoat or some shit what the fuck

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yearning so badly for things I’ll never get to have

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unfortunately years of abuse, neglect and isolation did impact my social skills

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my bad didn't mean 2 attach myself 2 u like an abandoned dog

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i hate knowing things. and not knowing things? not a fan of that either

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I need to sit by the sea for 3 hours alone until then i’ll be miserable

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the things I find attractive are concerning to a normal person

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imagine hating me and i'm just at home bleeding out from self inflicted wounds

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vomits everywhere but it's like super hot i promise

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can we bring back ugly morute please? i’m sick of seeing button nosed girls with deers and flowers i want to see ppl soaked in vomit tied up at the kitchen table how mrs dollanganger intended

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Okay i give up i guess i’ll just live as a lonely weird sex doll thing who eats popsicle sticks and starves

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misandry time. kills myself

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Ngl I need to go back to the psych ward where I belong cause that place is lowkey my home now.

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we need more awkward loser boys

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i always feel so fancy and put together with bandages wrapped around my arm like i'm winning at mental illness or something